My 2nd Love...My Wife

[fictionman]

A year has past since my breakup wz Monica...Time has healed my broken heart...I came back to Spore to work again promising myself not to be distracted by Monica...We both are living our separate lives now...

Thankfully for me,my ex colleagues hv rented their own place & I shared a room with one of them...It was great to be able to bunk with them again...It's just like old times...After 2 days in Spore,got a call frm HR informing me my work permit is ready & I can start work in few days time...I was raring to go...It will be a new chapter in my life...

Finally the day has come for me to start work...As in any job,the walk to meet my new colleagues is filled with anticipation...What will they be like???...I was intro to my new colleagues by my supervisor...First impression was my dept dont have any pretty girls...But the other dept on my level are young & some are not too shabby looking I must say...

I was beginning to settle down in my new environment nicely...I came in Nov & the co's Dinner & Dance is in a month's time...Everybody was pump up...What to wear..Who  to seat with...!!!...One girl caught my eyes..She's from another dept on my level...She's A...Sweet & homely type of girl...Kept a lookout for A during D&D...She was seating with  her peeps...

My dept & her dept combine to do a show during D&D...I was involved in the skit but she wasnt...Had a great time doing the skit...It was here I met S who is from the same dept as A...A friendly looking girl...A bit outgoing type...I was not really smitten by her but we got along fine after the show...She's someone that I can talk too...

After the dinner & the show we perform,it was time to let our hair down & dance the night away...Was trying to find A but she has left!!!!...Homely type girl what's new!!!...But S was still around...A group of us was having a blast dsncing away to the music played by the DJ...The best time of it all was during the song "YMCA"...We dance to the letters making a fool of ourselves...S came beside me & we dance together...Nothing really happen just treat her as a friend...

D&D came & gone...It was back to work...Was trying to get to know A abit better...We do occasionally met in the pantry or photostating room making small talk...We sent short messages thru our in-house computer system...That sure make it alot easier getting to know people especially A...S also message me & we fast became close friends...A friend that I can confide in...She became my best friend...I would always ask her abt A...Got bf or not,etc...Not that S was not pretty or what but A was the one I wanted to get cloze to...

Got to know A is still single...After months of chatting through messages,finally manage to get hold of her phone number...Back in the mid 90's, handphone was not widely use so she gave me her home number...Initially I didnt call A but few weeks later I pick up my courage & do so...

TBC....

[imax88]

diff era without social network. everything like very slow and steady... that time got sbf or not? :D

[fictionman]

diff era without social network. everything like very slow and steady... that time got sbf or not? :D

Beats me man....I only knew of sbf existence in 2007

[pusslicker]

i also dont know about sammyboy. until one of my ex gf intro me in 2000

[fictionman]

Called A one weekend...Told her b4 hand tt I would be calling her & I think she dont realli believe I would frm her reaction...We talk for abt 20mins abt work,etc...She seem xcited tt I called but A doesnt really show it...The next day we acted like nothing happen coz we dont want other people to gossip...Of coz S knew coz I told her...

I called A 2 more times...Once she was on the phone with me ard 11plus at nite & suddenly she went silent for ard 10secs...Ask her wat happen & she said her mom came into her room & she pretended to be sleeping...I was so call happy tt she "lied" to her mom so she can talk to me...

But after sometime I ask her out & she didnt seem intrested...I was left scratching my head...Told S abt this & she said mayb A is not ready for a relationship...Bcoz of my past relationship wz a co-worker (Monica),I didnt push myself fully in my pursuit of A...Ask S if A got bf but she says no but there are guys who are intrested in her...

From then onwards,I have given up my pursuit of A...I continue working like nothing happen but try to avoid A..All this time S has been a good friend giving me updates on A...Told S no need to do that anymore...Just want to concentrate on my work...S & me was getting very close...She called me few times to confide in me...A guy is wooing her & she ask my input...Told her its her decision...I hv never seen the guy b4...

Like A,she just wanted to be friends with the guy but the guy continues to pursue her...I told her if she dont want the guy to be her bf she shld once & for all tell the guy off...Which is what she did...Ask her why she dont want to consider the guy & she said she aldy have someone in her heart...

After 3 years working in the company,I resign as I hv found a new job...S was particularly upset abt this...Told her we can still continue as friends...Told her she can page me 24/7...In those days pagers were the in-thing...After abt 1 mth,I sort of miss S & ask her out for a movie...She agreed...Went for dinner & we bought tixs for midnite show at Jurong Entertainment Ctr..The movie was "Species"...Not the most romantic movie to see I must admit but we are not going out as a couple...

I have to admit the time we spent was fun...We continue to contact each other aft tt...Xmas is approaching & we have a long weekend ahead of us...While talking to S,I ask her wats her plan for the long weekend...She said dont have any special plans...Dont know want was I thinkin coz I blurted out "Want to go for a short trip to Genting during Xmas???"...

S was abit taken aback but she agreed...I was also taken aback by her answer...Told her it would only be the 2 of us...She again say its ok...Told her I will book a room with 2 single beds...She just say she trust me as a friend...After waiting for 2 weeks,finally the day to depart for Genting is upon us....

TBC...

[DreamOfLust]

i know sbf since my sec school days, year 2000?? ;p

[ataraxia]

Please continue.

[erectile]

Please carry on. Thanks.

[smoky7]

Interesting, please carry on :D

[westendgirl]

Suspense leh, I am guessing who will finally be the lucky mrs fictionman... :D

[fictionman]

We took the nite bus to Genting...We talk & talk till we fell asleep...Finally at 4.30am we reached Genting...As we couldnt check-in till 9.00am,we walk around the casino...Play a few hands of roulette & tai sai...S make sure that I only bet within my limits...Overall won around RM100...Time to check-in...We got a room but all the twin beds room are full!!!...

We are forced to take a queensize bed room...S didnt really mind abt it...Then we lay down to rest but she slept on one side & me on the other side...We slept for few hours...Nothing happen...Then we went to the theme park to play some games...Ate dinner & went in the casino again to gamble...S didnt play...

It was late & we decided to call it a nite...We talk till we are tired & call it a day...We have to catch the 9.00am bus the next day to Spore...B4 we sleep,I test water abit...Told S if she's cold she can snuggle up with me...Can see S was abit shy & she said she's still fine...for now...

Morning came & it was time to wake up for bfast b4 boarding the bus...Then S says can she snuggle up to me as the morning was damm cold...I open up my arms & she lay beside me...Close my arms to hug her...As we only had limited time b4 we need to go down for our bfast,it was for awhile only...S legs were place near my crotch...It instantly trigger an reaction on my cock...It harden...S was feeling abit steam also coz she's moving her legs up & down my leg...Acting blur, ask her wat happen & she said suddenly she feel "excited" when her legs were touching my leg...

I felt steam also...Wanted to kiss her but if I do that it will lead to sthing else...And we really need to check-out or we will mizz our bus!!!...Told her we really need to go down now & reluctantly S stop herself...I was thinkin to myself what the hell am I doing...Here is yr good friend who is lying beside you feeling hot & you didnt take yr next step!!!...

Sigh...Really got no choice coz if we have mizz our bus we really got no way of getting back to Spore...After bfast,we waited at the lobby of Theme Park Hotel for our bus...S was quiet...It was not her usual bubbly self...Ask her why so quiet & she said..."Wish we could stayed longer in bed just now"...

She said it was such a wonderful feeling to her when snuggling up to me...She has never felt tt way b4...Though I was abit taken aback,I told her if we had stayed on longer sthing might "happen"...She innocently ask wat!!!!...I just smile & she got my meaning & pinch my arm shyly...

As we are approaching JB checkpoint,S lean over on my shoulder & hold my hand...I was shocked...She said she had a wonderful time in Genting especially the snuggling part...I cheekily said me too...Then she ask me if I remember the time she rejected her friend to be her bf saying she aldy got someone in her heart...I say i remember...She look at me while holding my hand & say tt someone special is beside her now...

TBC...

[imax88]

after M and so many years later, still innocent...:D

[eeemen]

Innocent love! Looking forward to more!! Cheers ..................

[option69]

i remember chasing then prospective gf eons ago, she booked 1 room but told her mum two, i know she was the one liao... :D

[fictionman]

i remember chasing then prospective gf eons ago, she booked 1 room but told her mum two, i know she was the one liao... :D

Way to go bro....

[topcook1]

Nice one..camping for more....

[fictionman]

I just froze when S says I'm the guy she like all this while...All this time I just treated her as my best friend which I can confide...Now came this "explosive revelation"...I told her I like her too although I just blurted it out of the blue...

The next few days I kept repeating the scene in de bus in my head...I think back to the time we first met abt 3 yrs ago...S has certainly made an impact in my life...I was beginning to hv feelings for her..She's caring,loving,fun & most important of all she likes me...Told myself I shld reciprocate her feelings towards me....

Ask her out a few times & each time we hold hands walking down the street...Finally I told S how much i love her...I was blind to her feelings for 3 years...She said she started to hv a crush on me when we were doing the skit at our D&D but dared not mention coz at tt time I was wooing A...I felt like the world's greatest fool!!!

A few days later I received a page...Before I look at my Motorola pager, I was hoping it was S...It seems tt I am looking foward to hearing fm her everyday...Gosh...How nice it is to be in love...again...

I looked at my pager & it is S...Thgt she wanted to meet up for dinner aft work but she hv sthing else to tell me...I could sense fm the tone of her voice she sounded tense...Finallly she find the courage to tell me wats on her mind...I myself was on the edge due to my past experience with M...I pray tt wat she wanted to tell me wont in anyway hurt us both...

She said she's been thinkin abt the Genting snuggling ever since we came back...Day & nite she kept on thinkin abt the wonderful feeling she had tt day...She said "I want to experience that kind of feeling again tt we had in Genting"...

I tried to remain calm when I heard tt sentence...After a few secs,I told S I was thinkin abt tt day also...I ask her if she would like to spend a nite together in a hotel...She paused for awhile & say she loves to...Before I wanted to say where & when,S told me dont think of her as "cheap" coz she initiated it...She says its bcoz she loves me so much tt she is willing to give away her virginity to me...

I was stun when she say tt...Didnt know she was still a virgin...I reassure her tt I would not be taking advantage of the situation...Told her it will be a moment we will savour for the rest of our lives...And so we made plans for the "big" day...S knows of my past relationship wz M as I hv told her when we was still wrkin together...

I want the moment to be perfect for both of us...Ask S which hotel would she wants to stay in...She says any hotel I choose is find wz her...She says it doesnt matter abt the place we intend to create our magical moment but with whom she does it with...She knows she would be giving her virginity to the man she truly loves...

At tt time I felt like the luckiest man alive...I know I hv to cherish her love so not to let her down...In the end,I choose Carlton Hotel...We set the date & we agree to check-in after  work on a Friday...The built-up to the day was so exciting for both of us...We didnt really talk abt the love making but rather the special moment for us...S told her parents she is staying over in de chalet wz her colleagues...

So the special day is upon us...Tt morning I call S if she have any doubts abt the evening...She says "NO"...We would be calling every hour to count down...We were like small kids having our first toys...Then the clock strikes 6.00pm & both of us left the office on de dot...We have arrange to meet at City Hall mrt to walk together to the hotel...After waiting anxiously for S,I finally saw her emerge from the escalator...

TBC...

[fictionman]

We made our way to Carlton Hotel...Check-in & got a king size bed...First impression of the room was amazing...High floor wz a gorgeous view....As S was inexperience on wat to do next,I told her we shld bathe first..She was shy & said she will bathe alone...Then after she's done it was my turn...

I came out of the bathroom wrap in towel only...S was sitting at the edge of the bed clad only in white towel.. First time seeing S wz so little on...My cock harden in an instant...S saw tbe bulge on my towel & shyly smile...I sat beside her & hold her hand...She ask me wat to do next & I said athing tt you wat...Then she say we start by kissing...And so we kiss slowly & after a few seconds we were rolling on de bed...

I open up her towel & for the first time S was naked in front of me...I kiss my way down to her pussy & began licking her...She was moaning in ecstasy...I pull off my towel & make my way up her body...My cock touch her body & she whisper tt she can feel my harden cock...She said she wats to see my cock & I kneel in front of her face while she is lying down...Her eyes bulge when my cock was rite in front of her...I grab her hand & place it on my harden cock...She grab it & I guide her hand to move up & down...Such a nice feeling...

As I was getting so horny I made my way down & try to penetrate her...But firstly I use my finger to gently open up her pussy & making it wet...Then i look into S eyes & says that I'm gonna put in my cock into her pussy...She nodded & says do it slowly...Slow & steady my cock penetrated her pussy...It wasnt easy & we needed awhile to fully go into her as she would says tt its painful...

We did missionary...Then i ask S to ride me...Slowly she inserted my cock into her pussy & rode me...She's still feeling abit of pain & after a few mins I told her to rest for awhile to catch our breath...She lay beside me & we talk abt our session just now...She apologize for stopping but I told her its ok...We can try again later when the pain had subsided...Then she went to toilet & when she came back she saw blood stains on the bedsheet...She's shocked...

I ask her how many times she cum & she said 2 times...She said she feel so wet whenever she cums...I told her since we are resting for awhile untill her pain has eased off,I was goin to teach her to give me a blowjob...She said ok...I went to the bathroom to clean my cock fm her blood stain...

I guided her on the bj...Told her to suck slowly & then lick up & down my harden cock...Then I ask her lick my balls...She was inexperience so the feeling initially was not so great but I never told her...Finally I told her to give me a handjob to make me cum...When I was abt to cum I told her once my sperm shot out,continue with the handjob even if my sperm is on her hand...She was laying beside me with her head on my stomach...Then I exploded out my cum...Some landed on her face & she scream...She stop her hj & but I was still cumming so told her dont stop...

TBC...

[Czar]

Fabulous. Please continue.

[fictionman]

After I hv finish cummin,I told S she can stop de hj...She squeal bcoz my cum is on her hand & face...I laugh at her reaction...She quickly went to the bathroom to wash it off...Then she said "You cum so messy one & I cum in drops only"....I couldnt stop laughing...Told her god created guys & girls differently & she laugh..

We went out for supper at Lau Pa Sat...Had our stomach filled aft the session...We walk along Boat Quay...Looking at people laughing & drinkin happily...Asked S if she wats to drink but she cant stand the smell of beer...Then we slowly walk back to the hotel...

On the way back I told S how happy I was to be able to spend time wz her...Not bcoz of sex but the time we are together...She said she was more happy coz aft 3 years of carrying a torch for me finally I hv accepted her as my gf...

When we reached the lobby,S suddenly hug me & tell me dont ever ever leave her...I hug her tightly & say "I will never leave you unless you ask me to"...She cried...She say she will never treat me the way M treated me...But she said she ustand M's situation previously coz I was her 2nd love...She then say the words I was longing to hear..."You are my first love & will always be my one & only true love 4ever"...

Told S her words will always be my inspiration to wake up everyday & cherish our lives 2gether...We continue our love making...This time S feel more pleasure than pain...Bcoz of the tightnesz of her pussy,I feel so much pleasure also...This time we did doggy style...S moan non stop fm feeling my cock inside her...

We were taking a big risk by not using a condom...But I told her I will not cum inside her...Then I cum on S back...We wash up & fell asleep in each others arms....It was one of the most memorable day in my life...After M, I doubt if I could find someone like her but what I found is some1 better....

We woke up to a beautiful morning...Guess when we woke up seeing each other makes it more lovely...As most guys do every morning I'm sure,my cock is aldy hard...S stare at my harden cock n ask how come hard aldy when she hvt touch it yet...I laugh & laugh & S pinch my arm...Told her in the morning will auto hard one...Then I stood up with my cock pointing upwards in front of S...She innocently ask "You want me to suck yr cock"...

I said can you??...So S use her novice skill I taught her yday & started to suck it...Then aft awhile S tremble & ask her wat happen...She said she cum!!!!...Then we make love...Aft ending wz me cumming on her body,we went down for bfast...Soon it was time for us to check-out...

TBC...

[diqiushen]

dont stop good write up

[fictionman]

It was truly a magical night we spend at Carlton Hotel...Everything went according to our plan...We continue to have our secret rendevous in hotels without our parents knowledge & even our friends...For me to keep it a secret is easy coz my parents are back in Ipoh but for S is abit difficult as she are staying wz them...

Each time we arranged for overnite hotel stay,S have to come out with xcuses like bbq,chalet,friends bday party,etc...Though S manage to talk her way into her parents mind but I knw its not easy for her...

After Carlton,some of the other hotels we have stayed incl Hotel 81@Joo Chiat,Parkroyal@Beach Rd,Victoria Hotel,Elizabeth Hotel & the best of them all The Westin Stamford...It has such a spectacular view & we finally have our fantasy come true there...We make love on the balcony in full view of the people on the streets but of coz we were so high up in the sky no one could see us...I think...The best position is doggy with S facing the balcony & I pounce her from behind...It was truly a view to a kill...

Apart from hotels in Spore,we went to Genting a few times to relive our first time rendevous there...Of coz we cant always go hotels to meet our sexual urges coz its way too expensive...

There are few occassions we went to nice & clean public toilets...Once it was at Raffles City Shopping Ctr...There S had her first CIM...& swallow...But most of the time we do it in the so call executive toilets at The Concourse...I was wrking there & S would most of the time wait for me at the Burger King..

When we need it,I would ask S to go up the office block at a certain floor & we would have sex in the executive toilet which is bigger...Those were truly memorable days of being young & carefree...The only downside in having sex in public toilets are we have to keep our mouth shut!!!...

1996 came & I have changed job again...This time wrkin in a foreign securities firm in Robinson Rd...Pay & bonus is good...We plan to go UK in Mar 97...We plan it for 6 mths..As the days draw closer to our departure date,the anticipation of going UK wz S grew stronger...All my life I wanted to go UK to watch football coz every week on TV we would see EPL...I want to be in the stadium with all those fans...And to do it with S would be the icing on the cake...

We went to Natas to get the best deals...We finally bought our flight tixs to London via MAS...Tt was the cheapest we could find tt moment...So we would meet up discuss where & what to do in UK...It would only be a 8 days trip coz the exchange at tt point is truly to our disadvantage...After weeks of discussion,we finally settled on de itinerary...We would go London,Lake District,Blackpool & Birmingham...

Why Birmingham???..Since I was 12 years old,I have been a fan of Aston Villa...It might not be the most glamorous club in the world but once a fan always a fan...Even till today Villa is still my fav club...S asked me why I choose Villa when most of the people in Spore either support Man Utd,Liverpool or Arsenal...S was not into football actually...I told her its a club i've been supporting from 1981 & eventhough the glory days of the club is gone I will still stick by them thru thick & thin...Then S says..."From today onwards,Aston Villa will be my fav club too coz I need to stand by the man thru thick & thin"...

TBC...

[callmebad]

I look at your title about your 2nd Love, so is S your wife now?

[fictionman]

I look at your title about your 2nd Love, so is S your wife now?

Have to wait & follow my journey...all will be reveal soon but i do apologize for not tellin you now

[andythai]

I like suspense bro but do update soon ;)

[fictionman]

1996 is drawing to a close & our UK trip is just months away...We plan to celebrate New Year by spending time together...We booked Miramar Hotel to usher in the new year...We have also made reservation at the karaoke at Safra Bkt Merah...

We sang our fav songs & later went back to our hotel to countdown to the new year...As the clock strikes 12am,we hug & kiss each other...The mood was so perfect that we make love aft that...For once,I bought a condom to experience how would the feeling be...S didnt find any diff but for me the sensation on my cock is just not there...

I told S tt the feeling is just not tt nice wz a condom & S pull off the condom fm my cock & we continue with our love making...Told S I wat to try sthing diff today...I wanted to try anal...S seem shock...She said tt would be very painful...I told her we try first & if the pain is too unbearable for her,we  stop...

True enuff,S couldnt take the pain & I stop...And we continue our love making the old fashion way...Aft I hv cum,S ask me if i'm angry abt the anal thingy...I told her "No"...I just wanted fo try stuff tt I see in porn...Mayb not all things porn stars do can be done easily by any tom,dick & harry...

1997 came & we are counting down the days to our departure for Heathrow...But b4 tt,I got a pleasant surprise in the mail...My application for Spore PR is approved...I was so happy...No need to worry abt work permits & can change job easily...Told S abt this & she shared my joy...

The day for departure is upon us...We would take a flight fm Changi airport to Subang airport for our 14 hrs flight...We reached London & our dream has been realised...The weather is just as we expected...cold...All our accommodation is bed & bfast style...Very english feel...

Stayed in London 2 days & the we took a train fm Euston station to Lake District...It was the most scenic place we've ever been to...Big lakes,mountains & friendly folks...But the best of all was Birmingham...Finally  I get to realised my dream to see Aston Villa @ Villa Park...It was against Everton & we won 3-1...

Everything went perfectly according to plan for our trip...Having S with me thruout the 8 days made me realise I am truly bless to hv found such a wonderful girl...After the trip,it was back to the daily grind of work life...I tried my luck in the stock market but it was not to be...

Played contra in the stock market & got my fingers burn...Though the lost is a few K's but I have used up all my savings on the UK trip...Initially didnt wat to let S know abt this but I was left with no choice...Told her my predicament & S says she will try to help me out as she still has some savings...

Told S I would be paying her back in instalments...She just nodded her head...Luckily S was there to help me ride thru this storm...By the time I need to pay S her 1st instalment by cheque,we meet up...Gave her my cheque & she took a look at it...Then she tore away my cheque...Ask her why she did that...She paused for awhile & said "Yr problems are also my problems...We must share the burden together...My money is also yr money"...

TBC...

[fictionman]

http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFD2gu007dc&feature=youtube_gdata_player

S says whatever burden I have,she will share all the burden with me no matter how big or small it is....

[fictionman]

Thx bro Smoky7 for yr generous pts...I will continue soon wz my life story...Thx for reading...

[ekng]

Good please continue

[GorDJilla]

Awww, such a sweet gal! So envious of u, TS! :)

[fictionman]

A year have past since S helped me out in clearing my stock market loses...I knew S would be the woman for me...Not bcoz of her financial help but for her personality & love for me..Wz my finances beginning to stabilize,I know the next step in our relationship is to make it legal...

I'm no romantic by nature...It's just not my personality...But I want to pop de question to S...But it wont be down on one knees thingy...We were at Bugis Junction watching the movie "Twister.,,The movie has not started...I turn to S & ask her sthing...

"What abt we apply for a flat so we can spend the rest of our lives 2gether"..S grab my hand & whisper "Yes"...We hugged...People beside us must be wondering wth happen...The movie was ok but our mind was not focus on tornadoes but how our love nest will look like...

We bought newspapers to look at suitables flats...We are looking at resale flats as we want to move in ASAP once we are married...We called up a housing agent & after 2 weeks of viewing potential flats,we finally found one in de north...Its a 5 room flat...We rack our brains on how we want to renovate...

We got married in Apr 99...It was a low key event...Just cloze friends & family members...I was thinkin to myself that I came to Spore in 1991 who would have thght I would married a Sporean girl...Nvr in my wildest dream...And I also wished M would be as happy as I am now wherever she may be...

Within few mths of blissful marriage life,we got the happiest news we could ever wat...S is pregnant...We were overjoy...During her pregnancy,I took good care of S...During the early mths of her pregnancy,we still had sex...De doc advise us its still ok to hv sex during the early stages...But as her stomach grew bigger & bigger by the day,sex is no more on de menu..

I do hv my "needs" but I resisted in going out "to eat"...S ustand my needs & she would give me a blow job or hand job..This gave me opportunities to CIM & COF...Somehow doing all these acts brought us closer together...I'm sure every newly wed couple would be very lovey dovey during the initial stage of marriage...

Our baby boy came into this world in Apr'00...He's a dragon baby...We were so happy & have plans to have one more hopefully in a few years time...The next 4 years flew by with many good memories of our young family...S changed job soon aft giving birth & hv remain at her present company till today...

I was in my job for 6 years now & got to know alot of kakis...We would play football & badminton together...A few of them patronize ktv often & so far I have resisted in joining them...Then one day I was introduced to the world of online betting...Williamhill...Betting online is as easy as ABC...Just provide credit card details & the amount we wat to bet...It was the starting of a downward spiral for me personally...

TBC...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8TkcuAsru0&feature=youtube_gdata_player

[fictionman]

Thx to Yang Punk for yr pts...Appreaciate it....

[javviel]

cant wait for more

[BMW520_M]

Hope the internet gambling stuff is not real....Anyone touching this will be a nightmare......end up with broken home and Ah Long.....Bless you.

[t.25]

if the betting is real, i hope you have woken to reality and your wife has stuck by you.

if you are still betting despite knowing the consequences, then you dont deserve her.

for your sake, i hope its the first one.

[fictionman]

Hope the internet gambling stuff is not real....Anyone touching this will be a nightmare......end up with broken home and Ah Long.....Bless you.

It's a real life story....

[fictionman]

I started off betting $50 on NBA games & as in all cases of gambling...I won & I was hooked...Winning odds of 1.90 & $95 was in my betting acct...Slowly I increased my stakes to 100's...There are so many kind of bets that I can play...Number of corners in a football game!!!...1st quarter of a NBA game more or less than 45 pts...

Soon all I was thinkin day & nite was betting...Winning slowly turned into losing...When I lost,I just deposit thru credit card from my computer...Soon my credit card debt grew & grew...All this time S knew I had gamble online but I always told her its only $20,$30 bets...

I couldnt concentrate on my work & I resign...I told S I needed a change of environment but in actual fact I wanted to stay at home to gamble...I did once in awhile won $1k & spend it on my family...But after a few days,end up losing it again...Soon the banks kept houding me for payment as I have not paid even the minimum amount required...

Soon lawyer letters are delivered personally to my doorstep...It was how S found out about my addiction to online betting...All I could say to her is sorry...She have some stern words on this but she says we will ride thru this storm as a family...I was grateful to her...

We started to pay back to the banks but another bank will sent us demand letters...Now we are depending only on S salary to feed 3 mouths...I was a total wreck...Didn't muster an ounce of strength to look for job again...Our son which is being looked after by S aunty is now being taken care by me full time as I was not wrking...This saves us $400++ each mth...

We manage to negotitiate with the banks on repayment...S would continue wrkin without making a fuss out of the whole thing...She would just encourage me to find a job when I am mentally & physically ready...After repaying each mth to the banks,we would just barely survive each mth...I was so down one nite tt I was considering ending my suffering...It was too much for me...I really wanted to take my own life...

But each time I look at S & our 4 year old son,I couldn't do it...For 3 years I was not wrkin & was suffering fm depression...Without S moral support,I know I would have ended my life...Not once did she blame me for our family predicament...How could I just leave her like tt!!!...Those 3 years have taken a toll on our sex life...What was our plan to have another baby was now in tatters...

I know S badly wanted another child...Mayb due to my stress we couldn't have one eventhough we tried...I woke up one day in 2006 & I was telling myself I got to get my life back on track...I looked for jobs...S was encouraging me...Without her encouragement,I wouldn't have pull thru this hurdle in my life...

After mths of searching,I finally found a job...It was tough going back to work after 3 years but I was determine to make it work...I was lucky coz my colleagues were friendly & that helps me to settle down quickly...S told me she was proud of me...I told her without her love,I wouldnt be here now...I told S I was thinkin of suicide a few mths ago...S look at me & slap me gently on my face...She said how can I ever consider leaving her & our son to face the world alone...But I told her it's all in the past now...She made me promise her never ever have thoughts of suicide again coz no matter what happen we will always be together as a family...

I promise her I would not think of suicide anymore...I also promise S no more online gambling...I know S is angry with me the last 3 years but she didn't show it infront of me...I was thinkin wat would happen if I have married another woman & would tt woman have stuck by me thruout my ordeal??...I really cant imagine living without S...

TBC....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcmy6CLEmUo&feature=youtube_gdata_player

[fictionman]

I am lucky coz after the ordeal of being jobless for 3 years,the woman I married has stuck by me...If S would hv gone,I know I would not be alive today...She gave me encouragement to carry on even though the chips were down...

Our lives now are back to normal...My son is sitting for his PSLE this year...Our sex life is normal for a married couple although the frequency of sex is significantly down...We tried to have another child but till now is unsuccessful...We have decided not to try anymore due to our age...

Sex with S is not what it use to be...Nowadays we just do it one position only per session...Usually i would initiate it when I'm horny...S would start off by giving me blowjob & then I will lick her pussy & then follow by doggy or she would ride me...The passion in love making is not what it used to be...

In 2005, I started to visit massage parlors....Firstly it was those small shops in Chinatown...Initially I would only go for hj for the sake of tryin...Then as I frequent the same person more, she would ask me if I want fj...I didn't hesitate & went along with it...It was my first time having sex with another woman after marrying S...It wasn't that great but the experience got me hooked...Soon,I began patronizing massage parlors with facilities such as sauna,etc..

The experience here is much better...The girls here are also better in quality...The fj are also much much better...I began to visit these places more frequent bcoz the fj I got here is more passionate then with S...I guess after been married for so long to the same woman,the sex has become stale & routine ...

Although I visited massage parlors at least twice a month, I still have sex with S at home...Sometimes I feel very guilty towards S but I just couldn't control myself...Sometimes even when making love to S I would think of a certain massage girls...I know it's all wrong but I can't help it...

I wanted to stop but it was so difficult when all my friends also visited massage parlors...Hearing them talk abt their "conquest" makes me go back there...I have kept this secret from S until now...I don't know if she knew I have been unfaithful to her or she's just pretending not to know..

Thankfully with the AV cracking down on vice activities in massage parlors, I have totally cut my ties to it...I don't want to be caught with my pants down & then my secret life will be known to S...But with so many lobangs such as FL's, it's very difficult to quit 100%...But now it's like maybe once in every 4 or 5 months I do "eat out"...

It's been a roller coaster ride in my marriage to S...We were down in the pits during my depression period but thankfully I manage to dug my way out of the pit...I know I wouldn't be able to do it without S...She is my rock...She is my true love...She is my saviour...& most importantly of all, she is my wife...I'm no saint & have no right in telling people what to do but if you have a wife that has stuck by you, tell her "I love you" everyday coz those 3 words means a world to them...

The End.

http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZPr7xs_CG-0

[t.25]

after reading this story, ive decided to chase that one girl that has been by my side since the start of this year. all this while ive been debating whether i can actually love again. after reading this, i think its best i give things a chance.

[manhunt]

Great story bro. Feels good to see old-school stories

[imax88]

it is your good fortune to have found such a wife. nice life story...

[fictionman]

it is your good fortune to have found such a wife. nice life story...

I am truly lucky to have found such a good wife...S is a good wife & mother but like anyone else she's not perfect...Nobody in this world is perfect...One is she's not a very good cook,don't like to exercise together wz me,always looking at Facebook....but I hv accepted her as who she is...We do hv our differences & argue stimes but who can tell me in their marriage dont hv arguments....Stimes I really hate myself for "eating outside"...What if I contracted STD???...Sigh...The excitement in having sex with others stimes its just to great to resist...But I hope slowly I can stop the temptation...It takes time....

[ahryu]

please continue ts

[fictionman]

after reading this story, ive decided to chase that one girl that has been by my side since the start of this year. all this while ive been debating whether i can actually love again. after reading this, i think its best i give things a chance.

All de best bro...You'll never know if you don't give love a chance

[roomai]

Well written!!! Upz you my points as a show of support to you, well done!!!

[eeemen]

Thank you for sharing your story. Very moving n touching. All the best to the both of you. You're a lucky man, cherish and love your wife bro!! cheers ............

[westendgirl]

ur wife set very high std. i def cannot match. addiction to facebook could be due to lack of social life. to remedy can hv more dinner gathering with friends and relatives.

[SharkAttack]

bro, instead of eating out, spend the money on dance lessons as a couple or some activity.

You'll reap more rewards, both tangible and non- tangible.

All the best. Besides, spending more time with your wife also sets a high and good example to your son.

[fictionman]

Well written!!! Upz you my points as a show of support to you, well done!!!

Thx bro for yr generous pts...

[fictionman]

ur wife set very high std. i def cannot match. addiction to facebook could be due to lack of social life. to remedy can hv more dinner gathering with friends and relatives.

Everyone of us is different in their own special way...I'm sure you are special in yr own way that compliments yr partner...

[fictionman]

bro, instead of eating out, spend the money on dance lessons as a couple or some activity.

You'll reap more rewards, both tangible and non- tangible.

All the best. Besides, spending more time with your wife also sets a high and good example to your son.

I am trying my best to quit "eating out" but like I said it takes time...Bcoz I work in de city,the convenience to "eating out" is there...

Every wkend I spend time wz my family...I dont go out wz my kakis on wkends...Thx for yr words of encouragement...

[PeteTsang69]

came across this quote today ...thought it may be appropriate here :)

"Men always want to be a woman's first love - women like to be a man's last romance" -oscar wilde

.

[fictionman]

I always wondered if I were to be married to M or A,would they have stuck by me thru my darkest hours...I guess I'll never know...Sthings are better left unanswered...

S has never voice out her frustration during our lean years...She kept motivating me to get on with my life & don't give up...I really admire her for this...If she is someone tt look down on me during those times,I know for sure I won't be here sharing my story now...

Gambling is really the mother of all sins...Once we are saddle wz gambling debts,it's very hard to climb out of the hole...I am very very lucky coz I got S to help me out of the hell hole...Not by financial help but by being there for me when I really need a shoulder to lean on...

Imagine whenever the door bell rings,I was really afraid to open the door coz it might be debt collectors or being served a court letter...To those reading my story,please don't take gambling seriously...A small punt is alright but don't make it a habit...I've been thru hell & back & trust me when I'm in hell it's really not a good feeling...

Our sex life has suffered due to my depression...We wanted another child hopefully a girl but it was not meant to be...I know S is dissapointed by this...How could we afford to hv another baby when I was not wrking???...

Although those dark days are behind us now,I still think back on what might have been if I didn't came across the internet gambling...Would we have another child?...Would we be better off then now??...I guess in life we would never really know the answers to all our questions...What I can do now is to wake up everyday & be able to see S & my son smiling & I will be content for the rest of my day...

Being able to share my story here is in a way reminding me tt I am still alive today & it's all bcoz I am married to the most special person in my life...S

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xx5d_kJ2ua8&feature=youtube_gdata_player

[kid_26]

Bro, your story is inspiring to us. I think it's a real life example that maybe most of us encounter in our life. Thanks for sharing.

[softtime]

We all have our imperfection, mistakes, downtime and all. It's not who we were or where we came from that really matters, its really what we want to do moving forward, who do we want to be, where we want to be in life. Life is never easy, we have to keep the faith and move forward in small steps. Reminding ourselves our loved one are always close.

Great and simple sharing. Love how you realised more about yourself thanks to your wife.

Stay good and be good.

[GorDJilla]

Bro, cherish wat u hav in life. Dun ask for more.. S is really the best u can get. As the saying goes "friends in need are friends indeed". The fact that she struck by u shows that u mean alot to her.. In most cases, the wife would run away, much less settle ur debts. Gd luck! :)

[fictionman]

Bro, cherish wat u hav in life. Dun ask for more.. S is really the best u can get. As the saying goes "friends in need are friends indeed". The fact that she struck by u shows that u mean alot to her.. In most cases, the wife would run away, much less settle ur debts. Gd luck! :)

I will cherish my wife till the day I die...She's my best friend

[eeemen]

I will cherish my wife till the day I die...She's my best friend
Goodfor you bro! Keep itup, cheers ..................

[pusiliker]

Bro. If you want your wife to look good you must help her. It takes a lot of effort to exercise. You can start with taking walks with her after dinnerand progress from there. Next compliment her and buy some sexy lingerie for her. If you are shy to buy from shops go on line. Have more sex with her...every orgasm is worth a lot of negative calories to her. You might just be rewarded with your second child. Next be kinky take her nude photos etc. she may object but tell her you want to see her progress into a sexier body.

Good luck and have fun!

[callmebad]

treasure and cherish your wife and kid and what you still have
hope you can quickly recover from this
thanks for sharing your story with us

[fictionman]

Bro. If you want your wife to look good you must help her. It takes a lot of effort to exercise. You can start with taking walks with her after dinnerand progress from there. Next compliment her and buy some sexy lingerie for her. If you are shy to buy from shops go on line. Have more sex with her...every orgasm is worth a lot of negative calories to her. You might just be rewarded with your second child. Next be kinky take her nude photos etc. she may object but tell her you want to see her progress into a sexier body.

Good luck and have fun!

Thanx for the pointers bro...Will keep in mind...

[fictionman]

A few days ago S brought up the subject of adoption...She says we have been trying for a 2nd child for 6 years & still no luck...My son also stimes sees his friends got siblings & would tell me he wats a sibling too...

Told S is an option but I ask her would she love the child as much as she love the child who is our own flesh & blood...S says yes...Much as I would like a baby girl but somehow the feeling is just not the same as seeing S carrying our own baby for 9 mths...

I told S we should let fate decides what lies ahead for us...What will be will be


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3iJORI55kPE&feature=youtube_gdata_player

[callmebad]

whether to adopt or not to adopt a kid, should be a joint decision
if your wife is keen, but you're not so, better not, because the adopted kid will suffer for lack of love from you

[fictionman]

whether to adopt or not to adopt a kid, should be a joint decision
if your wife is keen, but you're not so, better not, because the adopted kid will suffer for lack of love from you

Thanks for yr advice...We hv talk it over & decided against adopting...Like you said it would't be fair to the child if she doesn't get the love from me....

I will continue to try harder in my effort to get another baby...I hv decided to go for a wkend getaway just the 2 of us...Trying to spark back our sex life...I will bring her to a boutique hotel in Tiong Bahru...Nostalgia Hotel...Looks nice...

Hopefully with the time alone we can get back the magic in our sex life during our dating days....Just by writting this I feel so excited...Horny in fact...I will try every position possible if i can still maintain my errection...With me refraining from looking for WL for few mths, I feel re-energize to make love with my wife...

Even if fail in our attempt for a baby, spending time just the 2 of us will benefit both of us in our sex life...We will go for a wkend getaway once a mth at diff hotels...

[eeemen]

All the best bro, and enjoy the time with wifey!, cheers .....................

[PeaceWithin]

Bro... my sincere best wishes to you and your family...

[fictionman]

Bro... my sincere best wishes to you and your family...

Thanks for the well wishez bro PeaceWithin & eeemen..Trw nite we are going to Genting for a short getaway...

Thgh we are getting hot & steamy more nowadays, next mth I will go out to hv "fun" outside aft 4 mths just to spice up my own "fire" in sex...Mayb I'm getting on in years aldy so having sex wz the same woman for few mths will get bored easily...That's why need some "fun" once in awhile to re-ignite my mojo...

Might sounds bad on me but that's the way I think I can enjoy sex more by not restricting to one woman...I knw woman will find me disgusting by doing this but I knw my own limits....

http://video.xnxx.com/video1589395/orgasms_-_unbelievable_blowjobs

[westendgirl]

FM
the point of view is the same from the other side too. but we are stigmatised by society not to be so open lest branded yum fu (nympho in canto). if we like it, we are man-eater; men like it, they are just MEN! lucky we have this webbie to level the playing field for us :D

have and enjoy your trip!

[yang punk]

TS.

Tolerating your gambling vice some women still can but most women will not tolerate you fucking another woman. So far you've been lucky but one day if you are caught it may mean the end of a happy loving family. So stop whilst you still can.

[SharkAttack]

welcome back bro.

Just another suggestion, try doing more things together. Me n my gal behave like kids while taking pictures in those machines which were popular back 10years ago. U know those with funny background. After shoot can add funny icons here n there.

[fictionman]

TS.

Tolerating your gambling vice some women still can but most women will not tolerate you fucking another woman. So far you've been lucky but one day if you are caught it may mean the end of a happy loving family. So stop whilst you still can.

Thanks for yr advise....You are 100% correct I've been damm lucky so far but one day I will fall also...I will try to curb my eating out...I will try my best

[fictionman]

FM
the point of view is the same from the other side too. but we are stigmatised by society not to be so open lest branded yum fu (nympho in canto). if we like it, we are man-eater; men like it, they are just MEN! lucky we have this webbie to level the playing field for us :D

have and enjoy your trip!

Thanks Sis....

Life's a bitch ain't it....When the wife/gf cheats, the guys wats a divorce/break-up....No way gonna 4give the girl...

When the husband/bf cheats, the guys will go down on their knees literary to ask for forgiveness...And usually the girls will 4give the son of de bitch...Just look at Bill & Hilary Clinton...

Life aint fair huh...

[callmebad]

what happened in the past is history
you can't turn back the clock
now the road ahead is to treasure what you have, treasure the people around you

hope your effort in having another kid will bear fruit

[fictionman]

The national day weekend in Genting was simply awesome...we went there without our son...We took the 2330 train fm Woodlands to KL Sentral...I wanted this trip to rekindle our love life to what it was b4..

The train is a 2nd class sleeping coach...i took the upper bunk & my wife the lower bunk....The train was full due to long weekend....Alot of people were talking even aft the train have left JB...Its way past 1am & some dickheads & pussies were yapping away loudly...Could't really sleep bcoz of the yappings...Frustrated I went down to my wife's bed below...Crawl into the small space & close the curtains...

Complain to my wife abt the yappings & she told me to keep my cool as we are going on our short honeymoon...Then I cool down...Then we try our very best to snuggle up bcoz the bed is so small...Then we started to kiss & soon after my cock "woke up saluting"!!!...My wife was rubbing my cock with my bermuda still on...The feeling is not tt great bcoz of the bermuda...Then i unzip my bermuda & pull out my stiffen cock!!!....

She was shock & say what if ppl see or hear us....Told her wz the hooligans outside talking & laughing the nite away, nobody will notice us...Then she went south to suck my cock...Couldnt really spread my legs coz if i do it will dangle outside the bunk....So she try her best to suck my cock & lick my balls...I turn jelly when she lick my balls...Truly love the sensation when my balls is licked & best of all she suuck in one of my balls into her mouth...

My cum inside my balls were on de verge of 'erupting' out...Told her I am cumming....Then suddenly she stop suckin my cock & teasin my 2 balls with her hand...She squeeze my balls not wanting my cum to splash out...Aft 5 secs my cum slowly recede back fully into my balls...Ask her why she stop & this is her exact words...."Make me cum 1st b4 I suck yr cum out"!!!..

I was like "OK"....As the bunk was to small to enter my cock into her wet hole, told her to lie down & lift up her legs....My turn to go south & lick my wife wet love hole...Lick her slow & fast & slow...She was shivering fm my licking...Slid one finger into her pussy & focus my licking on her clitoris...Not long she grab my head & started pulling my hair....I know tts her cue tt she's cumming....I began to lick faster & thrust faster my finger into her wet hole...

She let out a scream but thankfully our cabin was noisy so I guess nobody could hear her...Aft she has stop her shivering, it was her turn to make me cum....Then as she has wrestle out my cock fm my bermuda, I could hear outside a guy saying "tiket tiket'!!!!...It was the conductor wanting to see our tickets....I quickly took out the tixs fm my pocket & handed it to the conductor thru a small curtain opening...All this while my wife was holding my cock!!!...She dont dare to blow me incase the conductor peek in..

But thankfully once the conductor check our tixs he moved on....That 30 secs of near exposure has made my cock limp fm fear of kena caught...She began to lick my cock up & down & in no time my cock is pointing towards the ceiling...Told her to lick my balls in between sucking....Then I cannot tahan anymore...Really need to fire out my cum fm my balls...Hold her head just like she hold mine when she was abt to cum....With a few more up & down movement of her mouth on my cock plus her fondling my balls, I fired away my cum in pure ecstasy....Told her continue suckin until I told her to stop...I waited till my cock has fired away the last drop of my cum...

I manage to compose myself & told her can stop now...She carefully slid her mouth off my now half hard cock so the cum dont spill out fm her mouth...I know its been years since she has swallow my cum...So I dont know if she's still willing to do it now...I told her if she wats to spit out the cum I wlll accompany her to the toilet...Then she shake her head & pointed to her throat....I saw the throat moving & then she open her mouth & the white goey liquid has dissapeared!!!!...Then I went over & kiss her on the mouth...Surely enuff I can smell & feel the taste of my own cum!!!...But I dont mind coz she's my wife who has just swallow my cum...

Both of us are shack out fm our oral adventure...Time to sleep...Who cares abt the noise outside...B4 I went up my bunk on top, my wife told me in Genting no more cum in mouth but cum in pussy...I nooded in a tired manner...We havent even reach Genting & our getaway have got off to such an explosive start....

TBC...

[yang punk]

Good for you!

[fictionman]

We reached KL early in the morning...Had our breakfast at McDonald's at KL Sentral...Our bus to Genting is at 10.00am...So we got another 3 hours to wait...Told my wife I had a wonderful time in the train last nite...She also says that it's been a long time since we have been so lovey dovey...Too Long!!!..

I look into her eyes & told her I will do my best to make her a happy wife again just like we did when we first got married 13 years ago...After chattin & surfin the net at McDonald's, the time to board our bus is upon us...Suddenly I have a thought...I wanted to do anal on my wife in Genting!!...This is after I read a story in SBF while waiting in McDonald's...I felt steam after reading a guy doing anal on his GF...Wouldn't it be nice to try doing it for once...Tried anal when we were dating but couldn't manage to "go in"...I excuse myself for awhile & went to 7-11 to buy lubricant for what I hope will help me in easing my cock into her anal...

Boarded the bus which is only half full...15 minutes into the journey, we decided to change seat & headed to the rear of the bus which is empty...Feeling still steam from our encounter in the train, I lean over to my wife & kiss her...Our tongues were fighting furiously...I fondle her breast & could feel her nipples were hard...Reach under her t-shirt & bra to feel her harden nipples...I pull her hand to my crotch to feel my bulging cock...Wanted so much to take out my cock for her to stroke but didn't coz abit risky in the bus...But it still feels damm steam with her rubbing her hand on my crotch...After playing with her breast for 5 mins, she suddenly let out a moan & says "I'm cummin, don't stop"...She was shaking her body for a few secs...

I wanted to cum too but it will be abit messy if I do...Told my wife let's not waste my sperm here...Gonna keep it for our sex in the room later...She nodded with her breathin still not normal after her orgasm...Then she whisper to me she's wet down there...I reach my hand under her knee length skirt & pull her panties aside to feel her pussy...It was wet alright...Could feel the juice on my finger...I push my finger into her wet hole & again she let out a soft moan..Slowly my finger was moving in & out of my wife's pussy...

As I was fingering my wife to her climax, suddenly a guy stood up a few seats in front of us & started walking towards us...I quickly pull out my finger & pull my wife's skirt properly to cover her panties...Just like us, he is actually changing his seat...What a relief...Thought we were caught by him..As he was seating a few seats from us, we couldn't do anything...So we just seat quietly like school kids until we reach Genting Highlands...

Finally reached our destination...The weather was cool even in the mid afternoon...Feel so refresh...I went to the check-in counter & got our keys to the World Club room in First World Hotel...Open the door to our room & it was big...My mind was already thinkin of what & where I'm gonna make serious love to my wife...It will be just like the first time when we first went on a trip just the two of us...The only difference between then & now is we are so gonna make love this time & not only snuggling...

TBC....