Days with Jean

[Coffeecans]

Jean slapped May's diary at me with her screaming and crying.

Jean: "Why are you back? Why now? You stupid fella. How can you not see that May was lying that day? Did you really thought that she could have changed overnight? Did you ever thought everything she did was only for you? Max!
Max! And her last words to me was "Tell Max I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lie to him. Tell him I have always loved him. Tell him that I will always be there for him."

Jean: Fuck you Max. fuck you... ff..f...

I could do nothing but knelt in front of Jean's hair salon, ignoring the crowds that have gathered around, picked up the otherwise familiar diary that May has kept all along. Withstanding the countless slaps from Jean.

Yea I deserved it. I deserve a good beating. I can't control it. My head bowed down in pain and my tears could not stop.

I'll never seen Jean went berserk like this.

I tried to say something but nothing came out from my mouth.

Me: I...

Jean embraced me as both of us broke down.

The crowd dispersed when there was nothing much to see. One lady said loudly: "Aiyah, you all youngsters. nothing to do but keeps doing these stupid things outside. Really nothing to do."

I didn't know how long did I knelt outside Jean's hair salon. I was lost. I was emptied. I've really thought that I could see May all over again. I thought we could have been together again.

Jean shook her head as she went in her salon, cleaned up and asked me to go up with her to May's apartment.

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What are words.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?p=7560011#post7560011

[eeemen]

Bro TS, joing u here again to support . And looking forward to another interesting story, cheers. ..................

[Cunt-Sucker]

Bro TS, good continuation from the last story! At least we'll be able to fill in the gap ...

Looking forward to another good writeup from you! Cheers!

[Coffeecans]

Jean was in her late twenties when I met her.
She was close to the dream girl you could ask for.

Jean unlocked May's door, the whole house was totally the same.

She moved in after May's departure as she loved May so much
she didn't want to lose anything that belonged to her. The way
Jean dressed the same way as May. Looking at her reminded me of May.

I sat myself down from the sofa, reminiscing the fun and sexy moments we spent together. Jean changed into one of May's nightie which seemed much too familiar. The red one I bought. Then she went over to the kitchen, made a quick 3-in-1 coffee, sit and drank together.

She was more composed now. She crossed her legs and started.

Jean: I met May in school during our childhood days. She was the tomboyish gal next door but she had a real passion for dance and music. We became great friends together. We lived near each other which made things more convenient. May and I took the same music and dance lessons, of course she was the no.1 in each competition.

She talked about all the details of her childhood days for a good 3 hours.

Jean: You gonna stay the night here?

I nodded.

Jean: Go have a bath. I'll take the towel for you.

Stepping into the shower room brought back so much memories. As I turned on the shower, I closed my eyes to recall the sweetest moments I had with May. I could not help but wank myself as I didn't know I had not closed the door. It became a habit with May.

Jean came in and hugged me.

Jean: Max, I missed you. For the past years, I just couldn't get you off my mind.

With that, her fingers replaced my hands whilst she wank Little Max until he spit.

She washed and dried me, pushed me to the bed and attempted to make love. I know I'm stupid, I pushed her gently away.

Me: Jean, not now please. Everything is too sudden for me. Can we just hug to sleep?

Jean: I knew you will say that.

She gave the same angelic smile, kissed me and we embraced each other in the darkness.

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What are words.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[naturegreen]

Good start. Here to join in

[alan0338]

camp here ... :D

[acidicavex]

Sound good so far so good camping for more updates

[Coffeecans]

Me: Jean, not now please. Everything is too sudden for me. Can we just hug to sleep?

Jean: I knew you will say that.

She gave the same angelic smile, kissed me and we embraced each other in the darkness.

Finally I fell into a deep sleep whilst dreaming. May.
May stood there. Waving at me. She was wearing my favorite red nightie.
She looked really inviting. There she was lying beside me. Alive and real.
Went up to her and kissed each other. We have not met for so long. We had so much to talk about, to share. I pinned her hands on top of the bed where i bit the corner of the nightie and lifted it up to reveal her breast.

The tip of my tongue gently touched the top of her nipples going on and upward downward motion. Her body quivered a bit as I gave it a squeeze and gobbled it. Her legs parted a "7" shape which led to me fingering her. The feeling felt so real.

Me: I missed you May.

May returned my kiss as her hands held Little Max and pushed me into her.

Ahhhh... sssshh...

The bed was shaking with our vigorous pumping. Little Max yearned for her. Its been so many years since Little Max fought. There wasn't much time to flirt nor have sex during my posting overseas. Everyday was a war and by the time I reached to my home, I just collapsed and knocked out.

Her pussy felt really tight. Gawd it felt good. I turned May to the side where I entered her. She knew I loved this position.

Me: May can I cum inside? Please?

May hesitated but nodded her head in return.

As I positioned her back to missionary, I deposited a huge load off the two huge inventory carrying the spermbank into her. Splurt, splurt, splurt, splurt, splurt... splurt.. my body quivered as I unloaded with a few more splurts.

Ammo emptied. No more left. Inventory: 0. Ammunition: 0. Reload: 0.

Everything felt really real. I placed my head on May's shoulders.

Then I heard May saying.

May: I love you Max.

I opened my eyes.

I was fucking Jean. My eyebrows closed in utter helplessness.
Jean was tearing.

Fuck. fuck. fuck. What have I done. what have I done.

Have I really missed May so much I mistook Jean for her or was it May who controlled me just now?

I couldn't control it again as I buried myself in my palms.

Me: I'm sorry Jean. I didn't know what came over me.

Jean: It's fine, dear. I loved you too.

I swore Jean looked like May when she uttered her words.

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What are words.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[queeniegal]

Upzz! Wait for more updates

[daretotry]

Camping here for more:)

[GrieGzEters]

I guess the both of you really misses May alot. Maybe she is still lurking in the house, n when u stay over she took over jean's body and make love with u. I am looking forward to your next post, keep it up.

By the way, your last post reminds me of some chinese ghost love movie.:eek:

[iamlongboy]

TS, i really feel for u when u lost the one u love most. i know it's not easy but i hope you will get over it soon... stay strong for May k..

[Coffeecans]

Me: I'm sorry Jean. I didn't know what came over me.

Jean: It's fine, dear. I loved you too.

I swore Jean looked like May when she uttered her words.

I couldn't believe myself doing that to Jean. To me its just unfair to her.

I applied for a week of long leave as I thought I need some time to cool off.
Every night I close my eyes I will still think of May as though she was just by my side and having Jean beside me its just unfair to her.

Me: Jean, could you take some days off to accompany me overseas? I think I really needed a break from all these.

Jean: En, hao de. (Mmm.. sure)

Went online and booked a flight to Bangkok. Only the two of us.
I guess I needed time to cool things down and rethink if Jean should come into my life or start life anew.

Jean tucked herself on my arm and slept. As I closed my eyes, I dreamt of May again. She looked so happy. She looked so charming. She kissed me and told me: Live strong dear. I'm always here for you.

It was already afternoon when I woke up. Jean was busy cooking lunch. It wasn't as fragrant as May's. But for her to change to suit myself was a big leap for her. She used to detest guys. Now she had to try to change for my sake.

Going on the holiday might be the best time to test our feelings for each other. As we finished our lunch, we went on to pack our luggage and headed straight for the airport.

Jean liked the window seat as we managed to secure the position. She held my hands like a school girl happily as I laid my head on the seat, thinking how will things work out.

Fuck it. Just go with the flow. I'm sure May would have told me to follow my heart. With my hands squeezing Jean's, we departed Singapore on our first ever flight off together.

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What are words.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[lbee]

nice , camping for more :)

[studdyme]

camping for more!

[TheEvilDoer]

Nice one :D

[Coffeecans]

Fuck it. Just go with the flow. I'm sure May would have told me to follow my heart. With my hands squeezing Jean's, we departed Singapore on our first ever flight off together.

Jean was smiling. She was clinging her arms on me.

Jean: It's the first time I'm traveling with you. I've never gone anywhere except going to and back from my hometown.

She gave a broad grin.

Prior to reaching the hotel, we quickly recharged ourselves with a quickie shower + quickie and headed out.

She was fascinated by the things she saw, food, the fashion sense as she bought heaps of clothing and not forgetting lingerie. She whispered to me.

Jean: I'll wear all of them tonight for you to see ok?

She said cheekily as she did a gentle spank on my butt.

We headed to Inter cafe, a well known local restaurant in Siam Square for dinner. I was a regular there everytime I went to Bangkok.

Jean was eating it in enjoyment with yummy words coming out from her.

We headed back to the hotel with her pointing here and there asking what are the sights she saw.

In my heart I was more excited to see the lingerie feast my eyes is going to have.
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What are words.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[Coffeecans]

We were upgraded to a suite in Pathumwan Princess Hotel. Spacious and luxurious with two rooms. Ultimate bliss.

Jean was happily unloading her harvest as she lined up her clothes and lingerie.
Because we had our own room, we showered separately. I was done within ten minutes as I sat comfortably on the couch watching the tv when Jean's door opened to reveal a long silhouette on the floor as the only light that was switched on was the uplighter.

She slid her slender leg out with a red heel, where her hands seductively touched her calves. She stood out with her new set of lingerie; a black half cupped brassiere with fine purple floral embroidery with a tinge of lace paired with a black and purple laced panties. She did a slow turn for me to feast on. Cheekily, she returned to her room.

Her hands outstretched to show her unhooked black bra as she teased. On the wall you could see the silhouette shadow of her stripping and changing as if you were watching a shadow dance.

She revealed her butt with a bronze gstring followed by a nice bronze colored tshirt maximizer that pushed her B cups up to show the tight cleavage she had. Her hands moved around her breasts then down to her toes.

Lastly she knelt on all fours wearing a translucent beige nightie which featured her tiger striped bra and panties. Her eyes were pinned on me as she crawled slowly with her shoulders moving in imitation to a tigress. Her fake eyelashes on and her deep red lipstick made her look even more wild.

Her tongue was already out where she moved it in a right to left motion, opened her mouth, spread her tongue, curled it up and placed it back it. And she repeated the action near Little Max. Teasing him mercilessly on its tip, refusing to take it all in.

__________________________________________________

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[simple2kee]

interesting story! :)

[Coffeecans]

@Bro GrieGzEters,

You have inspired me to maybe write a fictional story with a female ghost. Think it might be interesting cos no one attempt to write it before :)

[GrieGzEters]

@Bro GrieGzEters,

You have inspired me to maybe write a fictional story with a female ghost. Think it might be interesting cos no one attempt to write it before :)

Haha, then I am really really looking forward to it. :)

[Coffeecans]

Her tongue was already out where she moved it in a right to left motion, opened her mouth, spread her tongue, curled it up and placed it back it. And she repeated the action near Little Max. Teasing him mercilessly on its tip, refusing to take it all in.

With that her mouth worked only at the tip of Little Max. Her mouth movement resembled the fish gobbling food. Suction. Release. Suction. Release. Continuously as her neck was following her momentum.

As Jean's mouth added a tinge of pressure and the refined gobbling work of the tip, within a good 15 minutes her face was full of Little Max's spit.

It was still not enough for Jean. She stripped off her panties. And rode on Max. Fuck. She looked so freaking perverted with streaks of cum dripping down from her face, where some of the mascara smudged abit but its so turning on to see.

I ripped her nightie, unhooked her textured bra, threw it off and cupped and sucked hungrily on her pink nipples without leaving any spare room for her breast.

Jean: 恩。。。恩。。。对了。。啊。。吸。。乳头。。恩。。 我的胸部手感很好吧？。。 恩。。。 (en... that's right, suck my nipples..ahh... my breasts are good to hold isn't it.. en..)

Jean was banging real hard with all her strength when suddenly she shrieked out.

Jean: 我不行了。。来了。。。 我要来了。。。 干我。。 妈呀。。。恩。。 啊啊。。！！！！！ (I can't take it... I'm cumming.. fuck me..fuck me... fuck it feels so good... en... ahhhhhh!!)

With a loud shriek she collapsed on me and fluids came gushing out...her vagina was contracting with each release of her cum. She took Little Max out and laid on the floor in all fours...

__________________________________________________

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[drslump99]

Camping here for future update ;)
Nice story, wish I express as good as yoursm:D

[Coffeecans]

Thanks drslump99 for the compliments :)

I loved reading your stories too :)

[Coffeecans]

Jean: 我不行了。。来了。。。 我要来了。。。 干我。。 妈呀。。。恩。。 啊啊。。！！！！！ (I can't take it... I'm cumming.. fuck me..fuck me... fuck it feels so good... en... ahhhhhh!!)

With a loud shriek she collapsed on me and fluids came gushing out...her vagina was contracting with each release of her cum. She took Little Max out and laid on the floor in all fours...

I carried her up and threw her on my bed. (She was quite petite and not heavy). With that I went on to remove every single piece of clothing that was left on her. As Little Max was still hard, I entered her 60 degree celsius hot pussy, superbly well lubricated and pumped. She was already weak from all her cumming just now and she could only leave her body to my desires.

Having Little Max in tight pussy despite having sex previously was the bonus Jean had. She was thinking now as she was already lost in the world of lust, her hands automatically wrapped around me and her fingers were running all over my back before she clawed me.

The pain surged me forward, thrusting Little Max even deeper, her grip tightened as she dragged her fingernails down my back.

I couldn't cum as I felt Little Max shrinking.

*If only May was here. She would have done her juagen.*

Jean's arms fell on the bed. She was already all flat without any ounce of strength left. Her smudged mascara, the dried streaks of sperm on her face and her sleepy eyes just made my day.

I took the hotel face towel, wetted with with warm water from the tap, squeezed it and went over to Jean, wiping the sperm and the smudges off her face. She tried to speak.

Jean: Tha..n.....k..O...O...O.. (where what she tried to say became quite hard to figure.)

That's cos I shafted Little Max in her mouth the moment she tried to speak and I shafted it all in.

Her eyes opened and she choked.

__________________________________________________

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[Coffeecans]

Jean: Tha..n.....k..O...O...O.. (where what she tried to say became quite hard to figure.)

That's cos I shafted Little Max in her mouth the moment she tried to speak and I shafted it all in.

Her eyes opened and she choked.

Still Little Max didn't spit. #$#%@*#)$

Me: You wanna have a quick shower before we sleep?

Jean nodded and we had a quick one.

We were talking about our stories when I popped the question.

Me: Why didn't you like guys? But why am I the different one?

The question startled her. She folded her arms with her legs.
And her story began...

Hearing of some which made me feel uncomfortable yet wanted to yearn for more.

Until the next chapter.

__________________________________________________

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[Coffeecans]

Me: Why didn't you like guys? But why am I the different one?

The question startled her. She folded her arms with her legs.
And her story began...

"Stay away from her" Jean shouted in disgust as her friend was raped by her colleagues. Kate wrapped herself with her arms. Her blouse was torn and her panties thrown aside. She was barely covered. Her colleagues challenged Jean and attempted to do the same to her when she grabbed the wooden stick lying at the side and slammed it hard on Ken's head, knocking him unconscious. Prior to seeing what happened, the other guys fled, pulling up their jeans. Jean called the police and they were caught when Ken confessed and gave out the identities of his accomplices.

Kate had already lost her mind. She was too stunned by what just happened.
She was laughing but Jean hugged her tight.

Jean: It's fine now Kate. It's over.
Kate looked at Jean and broke down.

Kate was dating her colleague Ken for some time now but she didn't expect Ken to do this to her upon rejecting him to have sex. Ken got angry and ordered his friends to join him. What a bastard.

Upon hearing so much stories from friends and her encounters make Jean lose all faith in love. Fuck. All men are the same. They would only want girls to open their legs and after they are done, they cast us aside. Fuck you guys. We are not tools. We want to be treated with respect. We are meant to be cherished, not forced. We loved you and expect you to do the same to us.

Gradually Jean lost the interest in men as all the men she dated or known was only interested in sex. On the other hand, being with girls was much better. They knew each other's thinking and could share everything they want without any intention of lust.

Jean and Kate got together, as Jean tried to take the grief away from her. May helped too and soon the 3 of them were like sisters cum lovers. Playing with each other, bathing and doing everything together.

Kate's heart broke when May and Jean decided to leave their country and ventured here to earn money. But Kate knew they have decided and she couldn't do much to make them stay.

Jean was dating May all the while until Frank came in. She hated Frank to the core. She saw the abuses, the vulgarities he swore at May. Until Frank broke off with her.

Then I came into their life. Jean saw my sincerity and love. The guy who doesn't force but let things take their course. The guy who respects and cherish woman for who they are and what they are.

Jean: I saw the side of you I fell deeply in love when you cared for me when I was sick. You touched me with all your actions. It has been such a long time since my heart was moved. I loved you Max, but I couldn't confess. I knew you loved May so I could only be behind her. I yearned for you but I know my place. Your heart had no place for me.

With that, she broke into tears.

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Steamy Windows.
Aromatically erotic.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=313807

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[Coffeecans]

Jean: I saw the side of you I fell deeply in love when you cared for me when I was sick. You touched me with all your actions. It has been such a long time since my heart was moved. I loved you Max, but I couldn't confess. I knew you loved May so I could only be behind her. I yearned for you but I know my place. Your heart had no place for me.

With that, she broke into tears.

I did not know how to react. I was at a loss. I have not really considered having a relationship with Jean. To me she was the atas lady. Demure and perfect. Never have I thought that she was so deeply in love with a normal guy like me.

The only thing I could do is to kiss her.

Me: Give me time ok Jean? This is happening too fast.

She nodded and fell fast asleep on my chest.

Next day's schedule: A couple massage at a renowned spa. A nice rooftop dinner for the two of us. Maybe we could be an item? Maybe we could start everything afresh?

I closed my eyes and we slept till morning.

__________________________________________________

Steamy Windows.
Aromatically erotic.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=313807

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[Tengkor]

Wating for more :)

[holedriver]

What happened in the morning?

[Coffeecans]

It was still early after we finished our breakfast in the hotel.

Jean wanted to go back to the hotel to makeup when I told her not to as we are going for a massage later. She still insisted on some light makeup.

Shrouded my shoulders and headed back to the room.

Spend some time watching tv when she was all ready.

Left for the couple retreat spa scheduled at 11am.

Opted for females to massage us as we entered a cosy nice room with outdoor shower room attached to the individual rooms. It was featured in quite a number of lifestyle magazines. Stripped and changed to the disposable underwear. The massage was solid. Relaxing yet hard. It was time to turn around when the lady massaged my head where I fell asleep and snored. Not knowing that the time was up. I guess I knocked out.

Little Max was stroked and my balls cupped. The veins were well pressed in an upward motion. Followed by Little Max being slapped onto the palms of the lady. I was enjoying every moment of it. Squeezing, pressing, circling, pulling the skin of the balls all felt so comfortable. My hands outstretched to feel her breast. It felt oily, might be cos of the massage oil and squeezed.

She gave a quiet moan which sounded too familiar.

Jean.

Where the hell did she learn the juagen?

With her hand doing the final stroke upwards, she emptied my ammo tank where some shot onto her face.

God it felt good. Really good.
__________________________________________________

Steamy Windows.
Aromatically erotic.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=313807

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[eeemen]

Nice reading bro, sex with emotions. Enjoyed your writings bro, thanks, cheers ..................

[Coffeecans]

With Jean's hand doing the final stroke upwards, she emptied my ammo tank where some shot onto her face.

God it felt good. Really good.

We showered together, paid and left. Took Jean to anouther round of shopping before we went back to hotel to unload our barang barang and dressed up for our romantic dinner on the rooftop.

Jean was stunning. She wore a black dress with a huge V that flaunted her cleavage with a nice push up bra, her hair bunned up with nice fake eyelashes. I wore a black matching shirt with a gray jacket I brought along the way. A nice long romantic 6 course fine dining paired with a vintage red wine.

I would have wished this moment to last a lifetime.

__________________________________________________

Steamy Windows.
Aromatically erotic.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=313807

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[Coffeecans]

We had a nice long romantic 6 course fine dining paired with a vintage red wine. I would have wished this moment to last a lifetime.

Jean was happy. She was enjoying every moment with me.

We held hands whilst returning to the hotel. She stood close to me.
I meant the world to her.

Tomorrow we will be leaving this place, back to Singapore.

She showered and went to bed. I kissed her and told her that I thought of having a drink at the lobby alone. She nodded and kissed me passionately back.

Seeing her broke my heart. I felt terrible. My nose was turning sour. My heart was already sealed deep with May. I tried my hardest. I wanted to try accepting her. I wanted to try to go into a relationship. But my heart denied. I was in love with May so much I felt that half of me was gone. May and I 'engraved' each other's name on each of our heart saying "With this, you will remember for the rest of our lives". Perhaps Jean was right. Perhaps Jean already knew the answer but still pretended to be happy.

Cup after cup I drank until I had no idea how I walked to my room.

Upon opening the door and seeing Jean sleeping serenely with a blissful smile tore my heart even more. I slapped my palm on my forehead and laughed in agony. Knelt down in despair.

*fuck you max, why can't you love her. you bastard. you son of a bitch*

How am I supposed to break this to her? What can I do so I won't break her heart. I've already lost May. I know I'm a man, but I can't help crying over at the corner. Let me cry ad let my emotions flood.

*May, tell me what to do. Please.*

__________________________________________________

Steamy Windows.
Aromatically erotic.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=313807

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[Coffeecans]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_O4YSdIFPc

星光闪烁
有没有一颗是你在闪烁
讽刺的是寂寞涂黑天空
反而衬托
我有多想念
你眼中的烟火
来不及说
可知我好多话来不及说
怕就怕连牵你的手我都
那么笨拙
说爱你
你更想闪躲
后悔对你一再沉默
后悔允许自己一再软弱
以为时间还多
上天突然想找人捉弄
偏偏选我(为何是我)
后悔让我每句承诺
都散落在自己一时软弱
也许终躲不过
但带上我的爱
会暖和

我多想从过去偷一分钟
好让我能坚定说出口
我爱你
__________________________________________________

Steamy Windows.
Aromatically erotic.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=313807

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[Coffeecans]

We were all ready to check out after a good hearty hotel breakfast.
Showered and got all our luggages ready.

Since we still had some time, both of us went shopping at MBK.

Jean was clinging on to me tightly. Walked a few rounds and we already sat down to have ice cream and bought some local snacks back.

Clumsily we took a cab to the airport with loads of stuff.

Prior to arriving in Singapore, we unloaded and threw everything in the living room of May's apartment. Went on to showering together.

Jean started to act a little strangely towards me. It feels like she had seen what happened last night when I came back drunk.

She pushed me to the sofa, took off her clothes and sat on me. Her vagina was quite dry but she insisted in pumping. I stopped her and asked.

Me: Is everything alright Jean? You don't have to do this. I'll know it'll hurt.

Jean sobbed and hugged me.

Jean: I saw you last night. You were totally devastated you were hurt you looked so sad. My heart tore. I knew the answer all along. I knew it but I tried so hard to hide it. I know you are trying to let me in your life Max. I know. Everytime we had sex, your eyes just look empty, unlike when you were having with May. I don't want you to be hurt anymore. I don't want you to take care of me solely because you think you owed May. I don't want to be a replacement Max. All I want is for you to love me but I know you can't. Let's go our separate ways ok Max? It would be better for the both of us.

I didn't know what to say.

Me: I loved May like I never before. My heart is half dead when I heard of the news, Jean. I loved you but its just not the same as May. Give me time to heal. Let time do the healing. By then if we are meant to be, we will.

With that, we went on our separate ways. Jean was still at the same old place, waiting for me.

And after a year later, on a particular spot in Bugis, we met again. She was carrying a baby boy...

The End.
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Steamy Windows.
Aromatically erotic.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=313807

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthr...11#post7560011

[aceaceguy]

Bro,

What a sudden end, is the baby boy your seed?

[Coffeecans]

That's a really interesting question.

Jean didn't reveal anything to me. She flew back and never contacted me after meeting her. The only thing she told me after I saw her was "My husband is waiting for me in the car, I got to go." With that she hurriedly ran away. Her mobile phone was changed and she wasn't at her salon anymore.

Was it she's trying to avoid me totally or was she really married?

I can't figure out myself.

[Cunt-Sucker]

Wow bro! Sad to learn this ending ... For all that you've gone through & experienced, your ending seems like one of those TV drama serials with an open ending! Maybe you should try selling your stories to one of those TV or movie producers to produce them!

My guess? That's probably your son, since I don't think Jean will simply just accept another guy in her life AFTER knowing & loving you so deeply ... She probably took the boy back here in search of old memories, and was never expecting to run into you again. Boy, I can imagine how much she had cried when she flew back with her son ...

Anyway, from your earlier posts, glad to learn that you had eventually learnt to let go of May & accept your current wife into your life. Hopefully, Jean will be moving on with her life as well, especially when she still has your son to accompany her ...

Though ending is a bit abrupt, still enjoyed reading your stories. Keep it up Bro!

[queeniegal]

Yeah maybe is your son...

Life is unpredictable the one you love the most usually not the one you spent a life time with.

Guess is all fated.

I heard of one story, a guy he know a gal since childhood they are deeply in love however one day the guy need to leave the country and work. They apart and have an agreement to meet again 2 yr later.

The guy was very bz at work.. Slowly they lost contact.

The gal fall sick very very sick, she thought that guy left her. Almost want end her life but there a guy her colleague been admiring her for years he always there for her so before the agreement date. The gal married to that guy. (colleague)

Her childhood lover came back n went to the place where they agreed to meet up. She turn up with her hubby and shock to see him alone. Guy saw her looking very happy he do feel happy for her but still upset.

Guy was strolling aimlessly after that meet up he bump onto a monk
The monk ask him why u look so upset he told the monk the story.

Monk said previous life that drowning you went to save her hence this life she become your Gf to bring you all the wonderful memories.

Guy ask why not married to me.

Monk said because after the drown she fall sick and passed away her current hubby (previous life) bury her and also pray for her everyday thus this life they are happily married ..

(.

[Coffeecans]

Sometimes in life, I guess you really 不能不信缘。

Deep within myself I knew its was mine. If she had told me I would have really taken the responsibility. Why are my loved ones always hiding things from me instead of just telling me the truth.

Same for May and Jean. It's just sad that everything had to happen like this.
Even if one day I really see Jean, I would like her to move back with me. Things can be explained.

Till then, well, thumbs up for the Friday! Have a great weekend bros, sistas!

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Steamy Windows.
Aromatically erotic.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=313807

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://www.sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?t=302329

[missybd]

hi coffeecans.. both ur stories on may and jean made me cry.. especially the choice of songs, I know the songs (esp 软弱, song from a secret garden, and 兩個世界) and i loved them prior to your story.... the next time i listen to the songs, i will see them in a much different light.

i can sense the pain and sadness in the stories. somehow some of your words struck me.. and my heart.

maybe in a way, writing them out releases the sadness within you too.

[Coffeecans]

hi coffeecans.. both ur stories on may and jean made me cry.. especially the choice of songs, I know the songs (esp 软弱, song from a secret garden, and 兩個世界) and i loved them prior to your story.... the next time i listen to the songs, i will see them in a much different light.

i can sense the pain and sadness in the stories. somehow some of your words struck me.. and my heart.

maybe in a way, writing them out releases the sadness within you too.

Thanks Missybd.

The pain still hurts everytime I think of them. It's quite sad that most of my real life love stories are on the tragic side.

[missybd]

The stories are beautifully written, you just got yourself a fan here. :o

[eeemen]

Bro, thanks for a very moving story. Sad to read abt the way it ended, however am glad you've moved on. Once again, thanks for a well written story! Cheers bro, ................

[Valiant20]

Really touching, thanks for sharing your story here, made me wide awake and feeling so touched at 4am in the morning...

Can't imagine going through what you have gone through.

Never try looking for jean again? Did she fly back to PRC?

[kelvinlf]

it's a simple but touching story. sometimes, we try hard to let someone into our lives but we will never be able to because we have someone else in our heart.

[daretotry]

very nice....

[callmebad]

what I can say is, you can't turn back the clock, so appreciate and treasure the one who is now with you

[Gal12]

Nice camping for more :)