Gerald Mickelwh
24-08-2005, 03:22 AM
This is a very difficult post for me to make and I certainly hope that I do not get flamed for it.
I am a 35-year-old Canadian who has only desired and consummated sexual intercourse with genetic women since I was 18.
For the past several years, I have been infatuated, mesmerized, and obsessed with the possibilities of meeting up with Asian ladyboys.
Of course, as a person who has never travelled beyond the North American hemisphere, I first happened upon such creatures via the internet.
Of all the academic sites on Asian transsexuality, http://www.trans-academics.com is the best.
Of all the erotic sites, well, let me say that beyond some very sexy photos and videos, the mind-stimulation level on most of these types of sites is very low, indeed. Most of these wanker sites resemble Hustler magazine way back when.
However, there is one ladyboy site I found with both Penthouse intelligence and Penthouse photography: http://www.ladyboyblue.com
As for my eventual plans to travel to Asia, I am actually afraid that I will focus on Asian transsexuals and not on Asian females (I have actually dated a few of them in Toronto, no great shakes, any of them, although I loved their looks).
Should I deny my desires?
I am afraid of my desires at this point.
I cannot believe that I am "gay" as men's bodies repel me.
But the thought of an Asian "girl" with nice breasts, a pretty face, long, raven-black hair, and an Amazonian body really gets me off.
Of course, this person will also have a MALE sex drive and that fact both terrifies and fascinates me.
Obviously, I am wrestling with some pretty damned powerful demons.
Anyone else out there facing similar situations?
I am a 35-year-old Canadian who has only desired and consummated sexual intercourse with genetic women since I was 18.
For the past several years, I have been infatuated, mesmerized, and obsessed with the possibilities of meeting up with Asian ladyboys.
Of course, as a person who has never travelled beyond the North American hemisphere, I first happened upon such creatures via the internet.
Of all the academic sites on Asian transsexuality, http://www.trans-academics.com is the best.
Of all the erotic sites, well, let me say that beyond some very sexy photos and videos, the mind-stimulation level on most of these types of sites is very low, indeed. Most of these wanker sites resemble Hustler magazine way back when.
However, there is one ladyboy site I found with both Penthouse intelligence and Penthouse photography: http://www.ladyboyblue.com
As for my eventual plans to travel to Asia, I am actually afraid that I will focus on Asian transsexuals and not on Asian females (I have actually dated a few of them in Toronto, no great shakes, any of them, although I loved their looks).
Should I deny my desires?
I am afraid of my desires at this point.
I cannot believe that I am "gay" as men's bodies repel me.
But the thought of an Asian "girl" with nice breasts, a pretty face, long, raven-black hair, and an Amazonian body really gets me off.
Of course, this person will also have a MALE sex drive and that fact both terrifies and fascinates me.
Obviously, I am wrestling with some pretty damned powerful demons.
Anyone else out there facing similar situations?