My Melbourne sexcapades[Completed]

[lostlilvirg]

Recently, a friend of mine returned from Australia and bought me gifts, things and food we don’t usually get in Malaysia. The taste of it brought my mind back to the times when I went to Australia for my degree after completing my diploma at NYP Singapore…

We international students were asked to arrive a few weeks before the semester starts at uni. I was one of the first to arrive and settle in in the college that I picked for my accommodations. First thing that struck me was that wow, we get single bedrooms! Woohoo, privacy! This was at a phase of time when I had just undergone a makeover of sorts, and I was full of confidence and ready to take on the world, and girls of course ;) After all, it’s an ang moh country!

I already had a long distance gf whom I knew from online chats, but she was in Sydney and I was in Melbourne. Of course, I had planned to make a visit during the break (for our first meeting) but hey, we’ll see what happens in the meantime.

That first night, the seniors of the “international freshie welcoming committee” took us out for a tour of the city. It was damn cold. With me there were some Singaporeans, 2 girls and a guy, a few fellow Malaysians, 1 guy 1 girl, and a smattering of others from Indonesia, South Africa and India. Everybody was shy shy, except me and the Sg guy,Lawrence, who’d gone through NS. Making friends was slow initially, as the girls all kept their mouths shut and hard to make any real conversation. I ended up chatting with the seniors more than my own batch.

Eventually after a few days, people started opening up, and more international students arrived. I’ll just give a brief desc of them as intro la. Only the key “players” who will be involved in my sexcapades over the next year.

Lawrence from Sg, cool guy who is more out-going. Well built but a bit short. Has a charming way of speaking.

Fen, chinese girl from Sg, fresh from JC. Very slim, pointy pixie face. Sporty-chick, doing finance

Shan, indian girl from Sg, apparently knew Fen before. Medium built, nice figure with nice golden skin, doing vet

Li, chinese girl from Sg, very fair, and seems always sick. Studying medicine.

Pree, indian girl from My, super tiny, like small kid, but damn big knockers. Doing Vet

Skan, indian guy from My, drinker and amoral sob but cool guy.

Jenn, chinese girl from HK, omg gorgeous face. Petite girl.

Rain, chine girl from HK, cute small-girl look, like kid sister.

And of course, my gf at that time, Bon, HK migrant to Sydney, a little plump but not fat, with D cup boobs, studying medicine at Sydney.

I’ll get into the meat of the story in my next post .;)

[prettymannequin]

Hahahah defs camping! :p

[eeemen]

Student days! Memories. Looking forward to reading more of yours, cheers, ....................

[lostlilvirg]

Okay, here's my first "meat".

I will say that almost everything I type here happened, ALMOST. ;) There will be some historical inaccuracies, after all, this happened back in 2006. But I will endeavour to be as honest as possible.

So after the initial settling in period, the local students started coming in. We had a college O-week where they took us around the city and introduced us to various parts of the campus. The nights of O-week basically comprised drinking and games involving drinking.

After the first night of O week, most of the quiet and nerdy Asians who joined the college stopped participating in the activities. It was down to Lawrence, Skan, Fen, Shan and myself. The others were more bookish/quiet or in Pree’s case, just didn’t really care. (Found out later Pree is pretty much a party animal).

The second night’s events was booze bus. The seniors booked a mini bus that went around Melbourne city and fed us with those cheap wine-in-a-bag stuff. You’ve gotta know, the legal drinking age in Aussie is 18, so most of these kids don’t ever get to legally drink until now. Other than the seniors, Lawrence, Skan and myself, most of the kids just turned 18 and went nuts. We bar-hopped between bus stops, and carried on drinking in the bus. This was a huge ice breaker of course, and pretty soon everyone was soon “best friends” with each other.

I wasn’t not much of a clubber while in poly, so when some of the bars we hit featured dancing, I was reluctant to try, but got dragged by Fen and Shan to keep them company with Lawrence. I got a feeling that Lawrence fancied Fen a tad too. Soon we were joined by the angmohs and with the aid of social lubricant, I was soon the life of the party (or might’ve been the alcohol, I dunno lol). Had a nice time grinding with some of the local gals and even felt some of them up. Was fun.

Third night of O week was game night. We were asked to split into pairs, one boy to one girl. Fen chose Lawrence and Shan hurried to choose me, because we still didn’t know the others that well yet. I would’ve wanted to pair up with one of the aussie girls I danced with previously but, oh well. Then the seniors split us up, the girls go with the girl seniors and us guys stuck together. The game was part of the step to determine the O week king and queen. The seniors will note down points for participation and all that nonsense. The objective of this game is that the guys must maintain poker face. No laughing, smiling, noise making or what not. Whatever the girls do, have to sit there and take it. The ones who last longest get points. We didn’t know what the girls were tasked to do yet. Mind you, we’ve all had a bit to drink by this point, keeping to O week tradition ;)

The seniors made the guys sit down, then the girls came in, each to their chosen partner from earlier. The games begun…and what games!!! The girls had to give the guys lap dances. Whichever girl who got their partner to react would win points. Shan was wearing jeans, and they wrapped around her shapely ass very nicely indeed. Didn’t feel like she was a novice at this as she gyrated and teased me with her ass in reverse cow girl position, bouncing it around, without touching me. A lot of the guys were out of contention after just 2 minutes, laughing too much cos the girls weren’t that good. And once someone laughs, it gets infectious.

Lawrence gave out a loud moan as Fen sat on him and started wiggling her ass on his lap…so he was out too. Haha, lucky I have good poker face, just maintain impassive while Shan teased me. Think she was too shy to make contact. After 10 minutes, only 12 guys survived, including me. Then the seniors stopped the game for awhile and said if the girls don’t get their guys to react in another 5 minutes, they will be considered to have lost the challenge.

Shan took this personally and started making contact, first she danced on the edge of my knees, then gradually move inwards and soon she was literally bouncing her tight ass on my cock. Although my face had no reaction, my cock was already rock hard. She paused for a minute when she felt my hard-on then turned around to face me, planting herself fully in my lap and starting a back and forth movement that was heavenly.

“If you let me win, I’ll make it worth your while,” she whispered in my ear.

I blinked at her. Girls can be soooo competitive about things like being the O-week queen, it seems. I grabbed her ass and grinned at her, and with that, I lost. I got a quick kiss on the lips and one last grind on my cock before Shan got off me and received high fives from the girls. In the end, only one guy survived the challenge, but the final 12 all won points haha.

I thought that maybe the kiss and grind were my rewards, I was still relatively inexperienced. I’ve had one previous steady back in JB, but we only got to third base. So I was surprised that night when I got a call on my room phone (yes, we had phones that can call other rooms for free and to make international calls home, but need to pay the college for that), from Shan asking me to go to her room right after we got back from the games and further drinking.

“Hey, Lost, come in before anybody sees you!” she whispered when I knocked on her door. I stepped into her room, wondering what was going to happen.

“I promised I’d make it worth your while, and I always keep my promises,” she told me. The nice guy in me wanted to say it’s okay, don’t worry about it, but I remembered I wanted to enjoy myself in Australia after my makeover.

Shan pushed me onto her bed and straddled me, putting her groin against my rapidly hardening cock and started to gyrate her hips. I groaned in delight at first but the jeans on jeans friction soon made it a little painful. I told her about it and she smiled at me, got off and unbuckled my jeans. She peeled mine off, then hers, revealing a cute pair of pink panties. I could see a wet spot in her cameltoe. She climbed back on and started riding me with my cock against her pussy. Soon, she was starting to moan as well and closed her eyes in pleasure. I took the opportunity to reach up and grab her boobs. They weren’t huge, but made a good handful. I kneaded her through her bra and she rode me until she shivered and collapsed on top of me.

I wasn’t quite done yet though, cos my dick was still hard. Gave her a few moments to recover then I started kissing her and slipped my hand under her shirt to find her breasts. She resisted at this point and pushed my hand out.

“Lost, I have a boyfriend, I can’t have sex with you and I can’t let you feel me up,” she told me, quite seriously.

What the fuck? Is she such a cocktease? I thought to myself.

However, she dispelled that worry as she slid her hand into my briefs and released my pole.

“Don’t worry, Shan will take care of your needs,” she purred softly in my ear as she started stroking me. It was my first competent hand job, my ex-gf didn’t know how to give it and I was too shy to direct her. It felt wonderful and it wasn’t long til I blew my load under Shan’s expert hands.

She got up, found some tissue to clean up, and put my dick back inside my briefs.

“It’s getting late, Lost, I think I’ll call it a night, alright? And not a word to anyone!” she told me.

Sensing my dismissal, I dressed and left her room quietly.

Not bad, already had my first encounter in my O week, I wonder if I could get into Shan’s pants eventually though…

[lostlilvirg]

by the way, i tend to include as much details as i could remember, but if you guys feel that i'm getting too long-winded, please do comment and i'll improve my writing!

cheers for the support!

[CibLover]

Good story.

Write however you feels like it. Just continue. :p

[SimpleGuy099]

Nice story... maybe i will share my experience next time. :)

[lostlilvirg]

Hello bros, this will be my last reminiscing post for today, will post more as time allows, I have a lot of stories and encounters to share from my year in Melbourne. Just don’t wanna overflood in one go ;)

Here goes…

Well, O week ended, not too eventful other than that I got to cop a few feels of some pretty ang moh chicks, and established a reputation as one of the most sporting Asians in the group. The Aussies usually complained that the Asians tend to stick together and don’t mix, so give a bad impression. Shan didn’t win O queen, unfortunately for her. It went to a white girl who, rumour has it, actually slept with a senior. Seriously? All this for a name on a plaque (every year there’s a new O king and O Queen) and a bottle of JW Black. The guy who won O king was an Aussie dude who got so drunk on a few nights that he: A, Fell asleep outside the corridor cos he couldn’t find his room key, which was in his pocket; B, got so drunk he played drunk cricket in the corridor and fell down the stairs and broke his leg on Night 5; C, got drunk on final night of O week and danced with crutches on.

Things settled down after the crazy week, and Shan behaved as though that night never happened. We hung out as friends, strictly platonic. Soon, as it usually happens, people devolved into cliques. Shan, Fen and Lawrence are one clique with another Indian girl (literally from India). Pree used to hang out with Skan but after a month started sticking to me (fellow Malaysians ma) cos Skan wouldn’t stop hitting on her despite her having a bf back home, she also befriended a couple of local freshie girls. Li, Rain and Jenn got into a gang (nerd clique!) with a few other Asians that didn’t feature earlier in the story. As for myself, I tend to fly solo a lot, so I flitted around between groups and also with the Aussies, cementing my reputation as a sporting bloke with the locals. Skan was rarely seen, I’m not sure what he was up to after O week, maybe had some friends outside of college.

Pree and I had a very strictly friend relationship. Some nights she will hang out in my room if she’s bored and talk about our lives in Malaysia, or her problems with her bf. As a guy, I couldn’t help but check out her massive knockers (on her less than 5 foot frame) when she comes hanging out in some thin t shirt and short shorts…but we basically friendzoned each other. A lot of gossip popped up, of course, since we always hung out in each other’s rooms, but whatever la…I didn’t care.

Apparently I was such a good friend and gentleman that Pree actually recommended I tutor Li in one of her tougher subjects. As I mentioned, she was studying medicine, and some of the modules crossed over with what I studied back in NYP (digress a bit: after finishing my poly diploma, I was fast tracked to Uni of Melbourne’s final year for degree, so skipped the first 2 years). In fact, I was majoring in two of the modules she had trouble with, so in the end I tutored her in both.

Li is a very quiet girl, and very musically inclined. I feel that she took the wrong course, but nobody makes money from Music, I guess? She’s always pale, and gives the impression that she’s sick all the time. Also very soft-spoken. We started our tutoring relationship one month into the semester, so by the end of March, I’ve gotten to know her quite well. She has a brother back home and her family is pretty well off. Lives in landed property in Singapore. Her dad’s sick, so she’s always worried about him and no appetite, that’s why look sick and tired all the time. She wasn’t brilliant, but neither was she stupid. I think I managed to help contribute to her understanding on the two modules I worked on with her.

We had a short Easter break in our studies, and I thought it’ll do Li some good to forget about lessons for a week and just relax. Fen and gang were planning a trip to sight see in other parts of Victoria, and I pushed Li to join them. I myself didn’t, cos my family is poor and I couldn’t afford to go out on trips with people. I think almost all the Asians I mentioned other than the nerd clique were joining the trip (and obviously I wasn’t going too). When the break came, LI surprised me by cancelling her participation at the last minute, and asked me to join her in her room for awhile. So I went…

“Hey Li! I thought I told you to take a break? Too much into lessons liao la you. Later become bookworm and nerd, nobody wants you,” I teased her.

“Duh, you see my face got people want meh?” she replied, not really joking. Now, Li is not an ugly girl, but she’s pretty average. She is slim, slightly larger than A-cup but won’t touch B (got shape la at least lol). Won’t turn heads and won’t invite second looks.

“Aiyoh, don’t be so hard on yourself la, Li. You so smart and have good figure, no need to worry about people don’t want,” I tried to comfort her. A bit of white lie la…it’s not like she’s fat or downright ugly, slim = good figure, right? Haha

“Really meh?” she asked, but looked more cheered up. “Anyway, I didn’t ask you to come to talk about lessons la. I also need a break. Just thought a bit bored, and Rain and Jenn don’t want to hang out, so call you lo.”

“Orh, nobody to hang out then only call me, is it? Not bad, I’m your last choice,” I teased her.

“No, no, not like that la!” she blushed. “Actually, I wanted to ask you something also.”

I looked at her and waited. She seemed a bit uncomfortable, so I wasn’t sure what she wanted. Later ask me do assignment for her, I’ll sian.

“Lost ar, thank you for helping me all this while with my lessons. I have learnt a lot from you. Think without you I’ll be failing. I dunno how to repay you,” she said to me, eyes still looking at the floor.

“Silly girl la you. I never ask for repayment also. We’re friends what,” I replied. Actually, I’m always a sucker like this, that’s why a lot of “friends” like to make use of me.

“I know, that’s why I know you’re a great guy. Thank you wor,” she said again, biting her lip.

“Then, you ask me to come here is to say that ar? Hahaha, funny lar you. Call me can already me, make me walk here some more,” I replied, smiling at her.

Suddenly, she threw herself at me and wrapped her arms around me in a tight hug.

“I’mreallyattractedtoyou,” she said out in a rush.

Eh? My mind sibeh blur. I just stood there, shocked. She felt my hesitation and immediately un-hugged me and put her hands over her face.

“Ohmigod ohmigod ohmigod. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to burst out like that. I’m such a loser!” she said, and to my horror she started crying in front of me. Wadafuq? What’s a bro supposed to do in this situation, eh? I took her in my arms and hugged her. Actually, she’s not the first to confess feelings to me, when I was in Sec 3, got a sec 2 girl confess, and that time I panicked and ran away. *LOL*

“Shhhh. Don’t cry, Li. I’m just, really surprised,” I whispered to her while still hugging her and stroking her hair. She kept hiding her face and sniffing. I held her for a long time until tired then I nudged her to the bed and made her sit down. I tried to let go at this point but she finally uncovered her face and hugged me tightly again.

“I understand if you don’t feel the same way towards me, Lost. I just wanted you to know my feelings, no pressure on you. I’m content to just be friends with you,” she sobbed.

Still utterly bewildered, I hugged her back and stroked her hair again.

“Don’t be silly la, you took me by surprise, that’s all. You gotta give a guy some time to digest this kind of info you know,” I spoke to her soothingly. At this point, nobody but Pree knew about Bon.

“Haha, you’re right. I really must be silly. Sorry ler, Lost,” she sniffed but smiled (finally!) and let go of me, wiping her eyes. I grabbed some tissue from her desk for her and let her clean herself up.

“You okay, Li? Don’t be upset, alright?” I asked her.

Li nodded at me and stood up to let me out of her room. Before I left, she pulled me into another tight hug and kissed me on the cheek.

“Thank you, Lost. You’re such a great guy!” she said in my ear and then closed the door.

I didn’t know what to do at this point. I wasn’t sure if my long-distance thing with Bon would work out, we fight a few times a week online. My keyboard must hate me from how hard I type to her when I’m angry haha. I was open to the idea of flings (like with Shan or some angmoh chick), but Li was investing her feelings, so my moral compass warned me to not lead her on.

I went to talk to Pree after that. She didn’t sound too surprised that Li confessed her feelings to me. Apparently, she’s been talking about me to Pree non-stop. Duh. I asked Pree what should I do, I don’t feel comfortable to lead Li on.

“Lost Lost Lost, you’re such a nice guy lah. Don’t think so much (as I said, Pree is a party animal, and turns out very open minded). Anyway, Li is going through hard time now with her family, so just give her support, okay? Don’t ditch her aside, later I don’t know what will happen,” she advised.

Okay lor, since people advise like that, I will follow it. I behaved like nothing’s changed between Li and myself, and she always found opportunity to hug me, or lean her head on me during lessons. In public though, she behaved normally and didn’t indulge in any PDA. It seems not even Rain or Jenn knew about it.

All this would change when my birthday came up later on in the month…

[moscowman]

good story there

[Fapatron]

TS, excellent writing skills! Can't wait for more installments!

[zeusfist]

Good story there bro.

[Camryaltis]

Studying in Aus.....brings back excellent memories for me as well. Keep it up. Waiting for your next update....

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks for upping me, bro zeusfist.

I'll write some more, don't worry. One of my pet peeves is people write then leave the story halfway...damn sian.

Just gonna take a break for today ;)

[unsung80]

Seems like a good story, camping here dude.

[time4secret]

camping in here for more

[lostlilvirg]

So a few weeks after my previous post, it was my birthday. Back then, no such thing as FB (or actually I think still limited to US students) so whoever who planned the party really went to trouble to discover my birthday. Needless to say, it was Li. She got the Asians together and they threw a surprise party for me by asking Pree to invite me out to Chinatown for lunch. In the end walked into a Hongkie restaurant in Chinatown (don’t remember the name), and I was pleasantly happy to see nearly a dozen people wishing me happy birthday.

Li remembered that I mentioned to her before I’ve never had peking duck, so it was one of the dishes that was served. All in all, the meal was delicious, the company was gregarious. I think though, that Fen and Lawrence aren’t getting along too well after all, from the by-play that I noticed.

Anyway, after lunch everybody go back mind own business. Nothing eventful happened until around 9plus in the night. I was online chatting with my gf, then came a knock on the door. I don’t usually get visitors at this time, Pree at most join me after dinner and then leave around 9plus, but she’s the only one. So I went and opened the door and lo and behold! It was Li, freshly showered it seemed. She was dressed in a bathrobe (who the heck uses those other than ang moh?) with her hair still wet and lips a little blue and towel in her hands. It’s autumn in Melbourne at April and sometimes it gets REALLY cold (they say you can get 4 seasons in one day in Melbourne haha).


I hurriedly pulled her into my room (heater on) and asked her what she was doing at my place.

“I think I locked myself out of my room when I went out for shower, Lost. I’m very cold and the girls went out somewhere,” she stammered, shivering still. Usually when students lock themselves out, they can ask the reception to help them open their rooms with the spare key, but at this time, the reception already closed. Funnily enough, neither of us (well specifically, me) thought about approaching the student advisors who live in the college and can also help deal with these “accidents”.


I wrapped her up in my blankets and hurriedly told Bon that someone needed me to do something so goodnight darling love you muacks muacks byebye.

I went back to Li after shutting my computer down and asked if she was alright. She had stopped shivering already and smiled at me gratefully.

“Uhm, yeah I’m alright now, Lost. Paiseh ar, disturb you. Doing work is it?” she asked.

“No la, talking to friends only. No biggie,” I told her airily.

“Oh, sorry ler, disturb you. Oh, you wouldn’t have a hair dryer, would you?” she asked again.

I laughed. “Li ar, I’m a guy lei….I don’t use hair dryers..”

She blushed red at my words and then joined me laughing at her silly question. I asked her if she’d like me to borrow from my neighbour (a cute ang moh girl called Kerry), and she said no need.

“So, how was your birthday, Lost?” she continued our convo while drying her hair with her towel.

“It was great! Thank you for the surprise party. Never had that before hehe. The Peking duck was delicious too! Aiya, you so cold, come sit here next to the heater. Warm up properly,” I pushed her to sit at the head of my bed where the radiator was situated.

She sat there and continued drying her hair as we talked about random stuff. I asked her about her plans tonight, since she locked herself out and had nowhere to go til the morning.

“Dunno lor, wait til the girls come back, don’t mind I use your phone?” she requested. I let her use and it seemed both Jenn and Rain were out still. Li finally finished drying her hair and hung her towel next to mine on the rack. I was sitting on my desk chair, facing her, when she walked over to me.

“Lost ar. Happy birthday, dear,” she said to me softly. I blinked, it was the first time she used any endearments to me. This girl seemed to be expert at catching me flat-footed. I was at a loss still when she pushed my hands away from the arm rest cos I was blocking her, and proceeded to sit daintily on my lap, legs together, sideways, like how a lady sits on a motorcycle.

Her arms went around my neck and she pressed her cheek next to mine. I inhaled her freshly-showered scent and could feel my cock starting to react.

“Li, what are you doing?” I asked her neutrally. I keep telling myself I cannot hurt this sweet girl.

“I just want to give you a birthday present, dear,” she responded, and started to nuzzle my cheek with her nose.

“Eh, you gave me a big treat already ma, earlier,” I protested feebly. Though my mind wanted to say no, but having a soft girl sitting in your lap causes unwanted side effects, like blood leaving the brain…

“I know, but that one is everybody share share give you. I want to give you something from me,” she whispered into my ear. My arms were still dangling uselessly beside me at this point.

“Or is it, you find me undesirable, Lost? I know I’m not much to look at,” she got off me and looked down at the floor. I protested again, not wanting to hurt her feelings. She looked up at me, gave a small smile and dropped her bathrobe to the floor…

[lostlilvirg]

woot! thanks bro seekrelax for upping.

Managed to finish this installment, will write more to continue...

Comments and constructive criticism are welcome, I'm not very good at going through the actual steamy scenes, so i'm still improving on describing my feelings at that time.

Cheers for the support, peeps

[lostlilvirg]

I think I sat there with my mouth open for a few minutes. She was naked under the bathrobe. I took in the sight of her while I gaped. Her breasts, though small, hung perkily on her chest. Nipples hard and inviting. Her waist was nicely trim and her hips were small…and her crotch was shaved! My jaw dropped further.

Li looked at me nervously, unsure of my reaction. “I really that bad, huh?”

I snapped out of my daze and shook my head. “I think you just rendered me speechless there for a moment, Li. You’re not bad, not bad at all,” I said, mouth dry.

She gave me a big smile and dropped herself on my lap, again in that ladylike manner, which is funny since she was stark naked. Before I could react she held my face gently between her hands and kissed me very softly on my lips.

“Jenn and Rain aren’t really out. I didn’t call them actually. If you really want me to go, I’ll go,” she said to me, still looking nervous.

Motherfucker, there’s a limit on how much restraint a 22 year old virgin (not by choice lol) can have, I responded by returning her kiss. I removed her hands from my face and moved them to my groin.

“Honey, if I found you undesirable, you wouldn’t feel this,” I told her as I brushed her hands on my erection.

Li smiled at me again and got off me in a flash. She pulled me to my feet and asked me to undress cos she was already naked. I complied hurriedly and soon we were both naked. I held her to me and started kissing her passionately. I pushed her towards the bed, but she resisted and wanted me to get on it first.

“It’s your birthday, dear. Let me do the work. Only, I’m not very good at this, I’ve never done this kind of thing before,” she mumbled, suddenly nervous again.

“It’s okay, Li. I’m not that experienced either. We’ll learn together, okay?” I reassured her. With that, she started kissing me again, slowly and softly.

Li moved down, kissing me on my throat, then my chest, and tentatively licked my nipples. I moaned softly to encourage her. I’ve never had my nipples licked before and didn’t know they were that sensitive. As she moved lower, towards my belly, then my crotch, my hips involuntarily trusted upwards. She stared at my cock for a few seconds, unsure of what to do.

“Honey, you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to, alright? You’ve made me feel good already,” I told her.

She smiled at me and kissed my thighs a bit, then back up and softly kissed the head of my dick. I gasped. I’ve asked my ex-gf to give me blow jobs before, but she always refused cos she had braces (probably a good idea, come to think of it). She stopped at my gasp, and kissed it again. My dick bobbed on its own accord, causing Li to giggle.

“It moves!” she exclaimed. I laughed with her and sat up, trying to pull her towards me for more kissing and making out, but she refused. She grasped my cock in her hand, still looking unsure, and stroked it gently, causing me to moan. This encouraged her to stroke it a few more times and before I know it, she took my cock in her mouth and swallowed the mushroom head. I could feel her tongue giving me a quick once over. That nearly sent me over the edge. It was my first bj, after all.

“That feels really good, honey. But if you keep doing that I might cum in your mouth,” I said, breathlessly.

She took her mouth off my dick and looked at me. “What is cum?” Oh my god, so innocent. I told her it is slang for ejaculate, and she blushed again. “It’s okay, I’m willing to do anything you want to tonight, dear.”

She set her mouth back over my erection and started licking it over and over, round and round. I couldn’t take it anymore and came in her mouth within a minute. She wasn’t too ready for it though and she choked a fair bit, so most of the cum ended up on my bed. Not that I mind….

She apologised for the mess and I hastened to assure her it was a small matter. I pulled her up to me and hugged her tight, kissing her gently in appreciation.

“Thank you, Li dear. That was awesome and the best present I have ever got!” I informed her.

Li looked at me strangely. “Dear, I’m not done giving you your present yet la.”

At this, my eyes bulged out and she smiled mischievously at me. She sat up on me, straddling on my waist and took my hands to her chest, encouraging me to feel her. I obliged and cupped her boobs, kneading them and rubbing her nipples with my thumbs. Within seconds, my semi-softened dick was hard again.

“Dear, please be gentle with me. It’s my first time,” she said to me shyly as she scooted backwards and held my dick.

I watched as she moved my pole into position and lowered herself on it. There were a few false starts as she grimaced and took it out a few times, only to put just the tip in again. Finally, she frowned and just sat down. It hurt, both of us. She gasped in pain, eyes watering. I groaned at breaking in, and her pussy was very tight, too tight, that my foreskin rolled back forcefully. She collapsed on top of me, breathing heavily. I think we both found out that night that foreplay is a necessity to good sex. Heh.

I actually softened inside her for a bit, but when she stirred on top of me and started kissing me, my erection returned. I looked at her questioningly, and she nodded at me. I continued kissing her and started to move my hips up and down, emulating all the porn I’ve watched, except slower and gentler. It started to feel good, really good, her pussy was like a velvet glove gripping at me. Li had her eyes closed and a small frown on her face. I kept up the gentle pace and after some time, her frown disappeared and she smiled at me. She started moving her hips in time with me and we wordlessly voiced out our pleasure. She rode me with an unexpected passion, hips going up and down, occasionally just sitting there and going back and forth. My cock felt over-stimulated.

“Dear, I’m feeling really good. Are you feeling okay?” Li panted, concerned that I was enjoying myself. I looked at her incredulously.

“God, baby, don’t worry about me, just keep doing whatever you’re doing,” I moaned and gripped her hips tightly as I thrusted up into her.

I would love to say that I made her cum and all that, but it was both our first time. Her tight velvet pussy sent me over the edge before long and I came hard inside her. She moaned at the feeling of my load and laid on top of me while we both recovered, my dick still inside her. I hadn’t lasted long at all, despite just blowing my load in her mouth. Need more experience, I told myself.

“Did you..?” I asked her.

“Hmmm?” she replied sleepily.

“Did you cum? Er…orgasm?” I asked, stupidly.

“I don’t know, dear. I just know it felt really good,” she smiled at me and kissed me.

We fell asleep cuddled up together, and it wasn’t until morning that I realized that I came in her unprotected…

[timekiller2006]

another page in my bookmark.
really inspired me to write my own stories of my surprisingly entertaining sexual sch/work life.

Keep it going bro!

[wondergal]

Woah, you had a sexciting orientation unlike mine many years ago. Mine was not at all, but not that I was expecting it to be. Mine happen later during studying and socializing, perhaps way too much socializing ;) Melbourne surely has some fun times if we dare to explore beyond our clique or nationality but of course not everyone is nice.

[lostlilvirg]

Wondergal, yeah. It's actually a very nice place to hang out cos the ang mohs are mostly friendly there. Just need to explore beyond our usual boundaries. I've only encountered racism in Melbourne once, that's when walking home to college and passed by a football (Aussie football) game and some drunk hecklers came and told me to go back to China. lol

Actually, most of our O week was pretty tame outside of drinking and some more daring juniors who hooked up, I'm sure Shan had overly much to drink though. Most of my adventures happened after O week, cos still wasn't too daring at first. I've heard that St Hilda's college goes really wild.

Thanks greedevil and gd2day for upping me. Much appreciated :D

[whatdoido]

Good story bro, support support

[lostlilvirg]

I woke up the next morning, feeling very tired. Obviously, wasn’t used to sleeping together with someone so the quality of sleep wasn’t too great. Li, however, seemed to have no problems, as she was sound asleep everytime I woke up in the middle of the night. As the morning light outlined the tiny gap in my curtains (I usually keep my curtains drawn cos my window faced the garden and opposite me is another block of rooms, need privacy), my brain gave up trying to sleep and told me to wake up.

Dude, you had sex! You da man! But idiot, boy, you had to go inside her, didn’t you? What if she gets pregnant? my subconscious screamed at me. I jerked wide awake. I stared down my chest to see Li resting her head on it, arms across me in a loose hug. Oh dear…this is going to be awkward.

I shifted a bit, trying to disentangle myself from her without waking her…morning wood and the need to visit the bathroom. Li stirred but didn’t wake as I dressed and left my room to settle my morning routine. When I returned though, she was awake, curled up in bed under the covers and watching me. I hadn’t realized how cute she could be without her glasses on.


“Good morning, dear,” she greeted me, shyly.


“Morning, hon,” I greeted back, leaning down kiss her on the forehead. I wasn’t sure what to do now, felt a bit flat-footed.

“Why you left so early? It got cold without you,” she pouted at me. I was amazed. Li has been nothing but shy since the day I’ve met her, so this “notti girl” wasn’t someone I was used to.

“I had to go to the toilet la, then didn’t want to wake you,” I replied. She still had the covers on her but held out her hand as though asking me to pull her up. I reached out and she tugged me into the bed instead. I grinned at her and tried to pull the covers off but she shook her head and told me to get in with her, it was cold. They turned the central heating off in the morning.

I slid under the comforter and hugged her. Li squealed at the cold feeling of my flesh on hers and pretended to hit me. I liked this new playful girl.

“Don’t go to class today, dear,” she said, nuzzling my neck and hugging me close.

“Don’t go? Then do what?” I asked, blatantly hinting at her.

“Keep me company lor,” she replied, kissing me softly. I felt my worries start to fade away as the blood migrated from my brain to…the other head. Li squirmed beside me and started pulling my t shirt off. Somehow we got me naked while still under the comforter and soon we were kissing and making out passionately. I felt Li start fondling my dick and was soon fully erect again. I pulled her hand away and kissed her.

“Yesterday, you gave yourself to me and my pleasure. Today, it’s my turn,” I said to her while pushing her onto her back. While I may not have much actual sex experience, I had plenty of practice making out and pleasuring my ex, so at least I wasn’t totally hopeless in foreplay. I started by kissing her, then moving to the side and very lightly move my lips around her ear. She gasped as I gave the area behind her earlobe a quick lick, then I moved downwards and started to nibble her neck. From the sounds she was making, I think she was getting pretty aroused...

[Apparently the post is too long, continue in next post]

[lostlilvirg]

I sucked very gently near her collar bone, careful not to leave a mark, and made my way down her chest to her breasts. Her breasts were pretty small, so it was easy for me to kiss and nibble my way around them, deliberately missing her nipples. I then cupped both of them in my hands and started licking the tips of her nipples alternatingly while watching her. She was making some soft noises that sounded like panting, which really turned me on. I finally took one of her nipples in my mouth and sucked on it gently, twirling my tongue around the tip and pulling with my lips. I started to do the same with the other nipple when she scissored her legs around my back and “hugged” me with her legs.

“Dear, it feels so good, I’m feeling so good, I don’t know what’s happening,” she gasped at me. My innocent shy Li. I made some noises to indicate I heard her, and kept on lavishing my attention on her nipples while squeezing her boobs. I don’t think she managed to cum yet, so after a few minutes I gave her nipple one last suck and started moving down. I mimicked her movements last night and kissed y way down her stomach, her groin, and also her thighs, gently licking and sucking randomly.

I looked up to see her watching me breathlessly, so I smiled at her and finally licked her slit from bottom to top once. She moaned out loudly and I started to pay attention to my job. I teased her flower open with my tongue, twirling it around her lips and finally searched for her clit with my tongue. I gave it a few strokes with the tip of my tongue and soon had her legs clamping around my head.

“Dear, I don’t know….I’m starting to, uh, please stop,” she moaned out frantically, trying to push my head away with her hands yet having her thighs keeping me there at the same time. I ignored her words and closed my lips around her little nub and sucked very very gently, while still lashing out a rhythmic stroke with the tip of my tongue. Li started trashing, her legs finally releasing me and started pushing her hips upwards and outwards, towards me.

“Honey honey honey. Ah…” she “screamed” in a barely audible tone. Guess she’s not a loud lover.I pushed a finger into her pussy and she all but bucked me off her as I saw her gripping the sheets in her fists.

“Enough liao dear, I cannot take it anymore. Oh my god, what was that?” she gasped out, beating my head. I finally took mercy on her and removed my mouth from her clit, sitting up and letting the covers fall off my back to watch her panting for breath. There’s nothing better than to watch a girl come from your efforts, in my opinion.

“I think, dear, you finally know what it means to cum,” I said to her playfully and twitched my finger inside her. She gasped and shot me an angry look.

“Stop that! I feel really overwhelmed right now,” she said. I grinned at her unrepentantly but took my finger out, giving it a lick and winking at her. I laid down beside her and hugged her to me. She came willingly into my arms and nestled her head in between my neck and chest. We rested like that for a while, Li making mmm’s of contentment.

Before long, she noticed I was poking her without my fingers, and giggled as she grasped my dick and started stroking it gently. I nibbled on her earlobe and she squirmed away.

“Dear, I want to try again,” she said.

“Try what?” I acted blur.

She blushed and stopped stroking me. “You are terrible, making a girl say it. I want to make love again,” she said, looking at my chest instead of my face.

I wanted to agree, but fortunately my big head butted in. “Li ar, we didn’t use protection last night…we shouldn’t do it again. I’m kinda concerned.”

Li looked at me and smiled. “You’re so sweet. I totally didn’t think about that, actually. Don’t worry, we’ll head to the pharmacy after this and get a morning after pill, okay? Anyway, you already…er..cum in me liao. Let’s just do it again?” she said, a little shyly.

I was totally disarmed by her words, and had no more objections. We turned until she was on her back again with the pillow under her head, and kissed her deeply. While we played tongue-wrestling, I positioned myself above her and tried to slide my dick up and down to find her, my inexperience slowing me down. Li sensed my problem and giggled, breaking the kiss. She reached between us and put me at her entrance, and I slowly sank into her warm and tight pussy. There was no problem with friction now, as I had her well lubricated from her orgasm, and we both groaned as I bottomed out inside her.

“It feels so good, dear,” Li said, while wrapping her legs around me. I smiled at her in agreement and started to pull out, and started the in-out movement while supporting myself on my arms in a push-up position.

Li closed her eyes as I went in and out of her in slow thrusts, her legs pulling me to her on my in-strokes. After a few minutes of this, my hands tired (note to self: need to work out more) so I leaned down on my elbows til I was face-to-face with her. We started frenching while making love, our pelvises meeting each other repeatedly. Her moans were lost in our kissing and her arms went around me to hug me tightly. After some time, I could feel my climax approaching and I broke the kiss and looked at her.

“Honey, I’m close,” I warned her.

“Okay, dear. Just keep going and do it inside me,” she said. Sweet Li still couldn’t seem to use the cum word properly. I sped up my thrusting and the sounds of flesh meeting flesh could be heard. I groaned out loud and kissed her passionately as I erupted inside her clinging tunnel, thrusting deeply. Her arms and legs tightened around me as I finished jerking inside her.

“Mmmmm, that was really nice. Better than yesterday,” she smiled at me tenderly. I frowned at her.

“You still didn’t cum,” I stated.

“It’s okay, dear dear. I already did with your actions earlier. I’m okay, it felt good,” she reassured me. I determined to myself that next time I must try my best to get her to cum during sex. Assuming there was a next time.

We spent more time in bed just cuddling until it got too warm. I dressed and we both laughed as she had no clothes other than the bathrobe. I loaned her some of my clothes and we walked out to the lobby area. Thankfully most people were still at Uni and it wasn’t lunch yet. She made me wait for her while she went to the reception to ask for a spare key.

We got into her room and she redressed herself in her own clothes and bounced onto my lap, giving me a deep kiss before we returned her spare to the reception and went out of the college. I wasn’t sure what sort of relationship she wanted from me, but I think that maybe I would soon need to break up with my long-distance gf if this went on.

She looked around and saw that there was nobody walking along the street with us at that time. She slipped her arm into the crook of my elbow and pulled us closer.

“Dear ar. I need to ask you for a favour,” she said. I looked at her and gave an enquiring hmm?

“I don’t want you to get angry or offended, k? I really really like you, a lot. But hor, can we keep this our secret for now? I don’t want people to tell my parents I’m dating someone at the moment,” she said, timidly. She looked at my face anxiously as I considered her words.

“So, basically you don’t want people to know about us, is it?” I clarified, my voice neutral.

“Yeah. Sorry ler. I just need some time. But I really want to be with you,” she continued hurriedly.

I thought about it, and saw no harm in the matter. So I agreed and she gave me a happy hug but we broke apart and walked towards the city side-by-sde without holding hands in search of a pharmacy.

[lostlilvirg]

That's the last for today. Better be careful if everyday post so much suddenly become busy will tio flame by impatient readers. :cool:

Enjoy and thanks for the support again!

[alec]

i'm loving it!

[whatdoido]

Support with my humble point

[die.cockstand]

Dear TS,

Thanks for taking time to share your experiences.
Enjoyed reading them.

Upped your points to show my appreciation and support.

DC

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks for the up, bros alec, whatdoido and DC. :) Much appreciated.

Keep up the motivation to continue sharing.

[lostlilvirg]

The few days following the events of my bday, things didn’t progress further. We both got busy with classes, and Pree inconveniently decided she needed to hang out with me every night. True to her request, Li and I have not made any public indications of our involvement with each other; rather, we had stolen moments together and phone calls late at night. She didn’t want to come over to my room every night or me to go over, in case people noticed. So, oh well.

The next time I hooked up with Li would also unfortunately be the last. Read on to know why in later posts.

After not having any proper time together for 3 days, we were both impatient to ditch the constant spotlights (not sure if that term is still applicable nowadays lol) that surrounded us, so I asked Li to join me for a lunch and movie a little further on the outskirts of the city, at Crown on Saturday. She knew it was a big deal for me cos I was poor and my stay at the college = everything paid for, so I wasn’t supposed to be spending money unnecessarily. Luckily, I had picked up some hours doing odd jobs at the college so I had some pocket money to treat both of us. Li, of course, offered to pay but I refused. Maybe a bit of a chauvinist, but it should be the guy to treat the girl.

We had lunch at a café by the Yarra River, and then went to watch our movie: Ice Age 2. The cinema at Crown was nice, you get to pick your own seats, on a first-come-first-served basis, with spacious seats to cater for ang moh size. Anyway, if you’ve watched the movie, you’ll know there are plenty of funny bits and so we were laughing together a lot, and Li took the opportunity to snuggle up with me on the comfy cushioned seats. I had my arm around her shoulders and was content to kiss her through her hair when we weren’t busy laughing at the screen.

Halfway through the movie, Li surprised me by being bold enough to put her hand on my crotch area, feeling around. “Where’s Lost Jr, Lost?” she whispered to me. I quickly hardened from her actions and she could feel my trouser snake forming under her palm.

“Honey, what are you doing?” I whispered to her urgently. The cinema was by no means empty, being a weekend and a popular movie. There were people next to us on both sides. The weather was cold outside so we both had jackets on when we came into the cinema. Mine was around my waist with the sleeves tied together at the front, and she still had hers on. Li gave me an impish grin and spoke out quite clearly, “It’s starting to get a little warm in here, dear.” And she took her jacket off, put it on my lap and resumed cuddling up to me, except with her right hand under it and the left clutching my arm.

This girl was going to be the death of me. She somehow managed to unzip my jeans and had my erection firmly in her grasp while the movie continued playing. I stopped paying attention to the movie as she started stroking me slowly, her eyes glued to the screen. My breaths were starting to get heavier as her hand went up down up down, twist twist, up down. I pulled her head higher so I could speak into her ear.

“What are you doing? If you keep this up I’m going to cum,” I whispered into her ear. She turned around and gave me a kiss, at the same time squeezing my cock harder.

“That’s the whole point, darling,” she said, and turned her head back to the screen. What the hell?

She didn’t ease up on the pressure but her strokes came at a slow pace, so I wasn’t on the verge of cumming right away. However, it was a pleasurable agony to sit through the experience while trying to watch the movie at the same time, and worry about being caught. 30 minutes later, the movie was ending and I was still rock hard in her hand. She smirked at me and removed her hand from under the jacket.

“Darling ar, you better calm down, or you won’t be able to put it back in and leave the cinema,” she breathed into my ear. Pretending to be angry at her, I made a hmmph sound and watched the movie, though she was well aware I wasn’t at all mad. When the movie ended I finally softened enough to surreptitiously reach under her jacket and put myself back in securely.

“You naughty girl!” I scolded her after we came out of the cinema. She just smiled at me happily and held my hand.

“Let’s go home, dear dear. I want you,” she said, trying to look seductive and fluttering her eyelashes at me.

We hurried back to college…

[lostlilvirg]

We made good time back home, and when we were sure the tram didn’t have anybody we knew, she leaned against me and held on to me all the way back to our stop on Elisabeth St. I have missed this closeness and intimacy since my current gf was long-distance (haven’t even met yet) and my ex was a “weekend” gf since I was in Poly in Sg and she was back in JB, so not much time together anyway.

Well anyway, we got back, and escaped to Li’s room, since it was nearer to the lobby and it is less likely she’ll get visitors. The moment she locked the room I grabbed her around the waist and swung her around, making her shriek.

“Shhhh! You want everyone to know we’re here is it?” I said, while throwing her onto her bed. Li was giggling uncontrollably and I couldn’t resist her. I pounced on top of her and kissed her thoroughly. “You’re such a naughty girl, Li. I still can’t believe you did that!”

Li poked her tongue out at me childishly and tried to push me off her. “You don’t like meh, dear? Next time I don’t do lor.”

“I didn’t say I don’t like also. I loved it,” I told her, and proceeded to French kiss her for a long time. We laid like that, me on top, our lips joined and our tongues entwined. After an unknown amount of time, Li started to squirm beneath me, wanting more. I let her up and we stared at each other, breathless from the kissing.

“Dear ar, let me up for awhile please,” she requested. I climbed off her and watched her hop off the bed. She slid her jacket off, then pulled her t shirt off her head and poked her tongue out at me when she caught me staring. Next, she slid her baggy jeans off and revealed her slim figure to me. I remember thinking that she needs to get better clothes instead of the shapeless ones she’s used to wearing.

Clad in her bra and panties, Li struck a pose for me while giggling before reaching behind herself and unhooked her bra, letting it fall to the ground, quickly followed by her panties. “Dear ar, why are you still dressed?” I snapped out of my daze and hurriedly threw my clothes off.

The little vixen hugged me from behind as I finished undressing and grasped my already hard cock. “I finish my job now, can?” she asked from behind.

“Anything you want, baby. But after you’re done, it’s my turn,” I said, shakily as she stroked my erection. Li nibbled on my neck from behind and started stroking me faster. Her technique wasn’t great, but I was already super turned on from the antics in the theatre so soon I was moaning out softly.

“Li, I’m going to cum soon, better stop or I’ll dirty your sheets,” I warned her.

“It’s okay, it’ll get dirty after we’re done today anyway, dear. Just give in to your feelings,” she replied and sucked on my neck. The feeling was really erotic, as she was hugging me from behind with one arm and the other was giving me a handjob. Within a minute, I was jerking in her hand and spraying my cum onto her bed.

I groaned and sat down heavily beside my pool of semen and Li looked very happy about herself. She took some tissue and wiped her hand and dried the bed a bit. I let her finish cleaning and then grabbed her around the waist and pulled her onto my lap, facing away from me. She squealed and sat down. I took her ear lobe between my lips and started licking it playfully while my hands reached around and cupped her boobs. Her nipples were hard from excitement and I pinched them gently as I squeezed her breasts at the same time.

“Dear, I love how you touch me,” she breathed out in response to my ministrations. I smiled to myself and kept on nibbling her neck, and slid one of my hands down between her legs. The warm slippery wetness that greeted me turned me on even more and my dick started stirring again.

My fingers stroked at her wet junction and teased at the entrance of her pussy, sliding up and down, never entering. Li started moaning and gyrating on my lap and leaned her back totally onto my chest. “Please, dear. Touch me properly, please,” she begged as I teased her. Giving in to her pleading, I slid a finger into her and moved it in and out a few times before extracting it and flicking the tip against her clit.

It was a good thing my right arm was still holding her to me cos she started trashing around when I did that. Her legs spread open wide and she was arching her pelvis towards my hand. I drummed her clit repeatedly with the tip of my finger, every now and then slipping it back into her pussy to collect some nectar for lubrication.

“Mmm mmmm mmmm, yes. Oh darling,” she moaned out softly. Her hips were lifting up and down and I had to press my finger down on her clit to rub it round and round or I’d miss it from her movement. I frigged her in a circular movement and could feel her shaking in my arms. Soon, she stiffened and clamped her legs shut around my hand and shook uncontrollably.

“Enough enough enough. I’m going to pengz liao, dear,” Li gasped out, weakly.

“You taste so damn good, Li,” I said while licking my finger and hugging her tight. She blushed and sighed contentedly, leaning against me with eyes closed…

[cosmicgate]

Love this story, and your quick attempt to continue the story for us readers. Made me wiah i had the opportunity to go overseas for studies

[bbqchiz]

No offense, if its her first time... why no blood??

[lostlilvirg]

No offense, if its her first time... why no blood??

None taken, and honestly speaking, neither of us noticed or paid much attention cos we just fell asleep like that and I woke up in the morning all panicky.

[lostlilvirg]

Love this story, and your quick attempt to continue the story for us readers. Made me wiah i had the opportunity to go overseas for studies

cosmicgate, thank you for your comments. I am also a reader on sammyboy, and i hate it when the authors write halfway and stop, so I try not to be like that. Which is also why i haven't shared my story until now when I feel more confident of being able to write continuously.

Having said that, sometimes RL interferes with sbf, so if I do have to go MIA for a period of time, I'll still check in here and inform everyone, at least, until I'm done sharing what I have to share.

:D

[lostlilvirg]

We cuddled sitting up on her bed for a couple of minutes when the sensation of my dick rubbing against her lower back got her attention.

“My dear dear ready to go again ar?” she asked playfully, reaching behind her to feel my hardness.

“You say leh?” I responded, and twisted both of us so we laid down sideways on the bed in a spooning position. Li giggled and kept stroking my dick. I was getting more and more aroused and felt like trying a position I’ve seen on the pornos I’ve watched.

“Li, can we try doing it in the doggy position?” I requested. She turned her head to look at me with a confused expression. I laughed.

“It’s okay, you just lie down on your front, and raise your cute little butt up for me,” I instructed. She hesitantly obeyed me while I fished through my wallet for a condom. I started keeping two in there after our first night and morning together, in case I got lucky.

“Feels a bit awkward, dear,” Li told me, watching me slide a condom on.

“It’s okay, just try out a new position, if you don’t like we can switch back, okay honey?” I reassured her. Climbing back onto the bed and kneeling behind her, I stroked her bum cheeks and tested her quim to see if she was still wet. Of course, after that orgasm, there was no doubt about it. I rubbed the head of my dick against her entrance and heard her sharp intake of breath.

I placed the head of my dick at her lips and pushed in just a little bit. Then I gripped her hips, but before I could push in, she pushed back at me and I was sheathed in tight warmth. The condom did dull the feelings a bit, but it was still really good. Li mmm’d in pleasure and started rocking her ass at me.

“Hey now, am I fucking you or are you fucking me?” I joked. She ignored me and kept gyrating her ass with my cock fully inside her. It was more than I could stand and I held her hips firmly and started thrusting in and out of her.

“Oh, I like this. You’re so deep inside me, darling,” she panted as I kept thrusting into her. I liked watching her from behind like this (always been an ass-man, but more to tight ass, not stupid J-lo humongous monster ass) and took my time thrusting into her slowly but forcefully.

After some time though, I got a little tired but didn’t really want to change positions. I leaned down onto her and pushed her body down and forwards, so her face and chest were flat on the bed. I put my head next to hers and kept on moving in and out, in and out, of her wetness. This way, my hands can slip around and play with her nipples at the same time.

We carried on in this position for some time, and the feeling of tightness increased as I continued thrusting into her. Back then, I didn’t know anything about g-spot stimulation, only clitoral, but looking back, I must have been thrusting right at it since it was at a downward angle. Needless to say, she started moaning more and more, and the more I stroked into her, the lower her body went. In the end, her whole body was on the bed and it got pretty hard for me to keep on pumping. Luckily, when I was about to give up and change the position, she pushed her bum back up at me and starting making noises into her bed. I could feel her tunnel squeezing my dick over and over as she spasmed on me. I’ve finally gotten her to cum while making love.

Giving her no mercy, I kept on pumping into her while she clamped on my dick. Her ass was going up and down uncontrollably and I eventually slipped out of her and she fell down flat again while I supported myself in a push up position. Both of us were gasping for air.

She turned around underneath me and gave me a brilliant grin. “Oh my god, that was wonderful, dear!” she exclaimed and pulled me down by the neck for kisses. The action brought attention to my still erect dick. “Uhm, why are you still erected?”

I grinned at her naiveté. “Honey, I haven’t cum yet ler.”

“Oh!” Her eyes widened in realization. We continued kissing for awhile and she took the initiative to guide me into her again. This time, we made love in missionary position. I took it nice and slow, pushing in and staying inside for a few seconds before withdrawing. Contrary to our first night, I seem to be able to last longer this time after cumming from her handjob. Must be cos that time I was over-excited. Alas, all good things come to an end, and the feeling of her velvet tunnel massaging my dick was more than I could bear and I finally thrusted faster and faster until I came inside her into the condom. She sighed happily at the feeling of my dick jerking inside her and held me tight.

“Dear, you need to let me go, I need to remove the condom or no point wearing it,” I interrupted our post-coital cuddles. She released me sleepily and I dumped the cap into her bin, and returned to cuddle her. We napped the evening away until dinner time…

[jackfarley]

Thanks for sharing keep going

[lostlilvirg]

Okay I'm rushing out Li's story as it gets a bit emotional for me at this point. I miss her, but we've never progressed to the "love stage', at least, not for me. Nevertheless, there are some feelings of regret with a lot of "what ifs".

Anyway, here's the last post for today, and I'll get on with my year in Melbourne tomorrow, or Saturday, depending on my mood after writing this part. Don't worry, I swear and promise it's not ending here.

***

Sadly, as mentioned earlier, that was also the last time I ever managed to hook up with Li.

I was starting to be in a quandary…feelings were starting to develop for this shy, innocent yet naughty girl. Although she wasn’t much of a looker, I could feel a bond forming. Unfortunately (or fortunately, depending on your mentality), I wasn’t given a chance to explore this. The day after our final liaison, Li came to my room, crying.

Her dad had just been hospitalised and she’s been asked to fly home to see him, possibly for the last time. It was a bad period for Li and her family. I held her while she cried her heart out, and then I recruited Rain and Pree to help her pack up while I looked for the earliest convenient flight for her to return to Singapore.

To cut the long story short (and I’m skipping some time here), after she returned, she was busy helping her mum take care of dad in hospital since her brother was still in JC and couldn’t help out. We exchanged emails a lot, not many phone calls due to my financial status and her unstable timetable. After a month or so, I got “the letter”, in snail mail.

In summary, Li wrote that she had enjoyed our time together and liked me a lot, but felt it was unfair to expect me to wait for her, cos she wasn’t sure how things would end up at her side. She’s had to cancel her studies already. Her dad wasn’t passing yet, but it was serious (cancer), and she wanted to give him her full attention.

I called her up after reading the letter and we spent a tearful half hour talking to each other. She’d been keeping the letter a secret in our email correspondence, so I hadn’t seen it coming. We agreed to remain in touch as friends, but as such things go, eventually we drifted apart as the year went by and lost touch permanently after I graduated on my 2nd year (I did a 2nd Honours year at UniMelb). Writing this reminiscence got me to hunt her down on FB, and I’m happy to see that she’d graduated with her degree in medicine, together with her brother, and is now happily dating someone else. We haven’t exchanged PMs yet, just written on walls and stuff.

[Gd2day]

TS,

You are very lucky to have such sexcapades.....spent 3 years in UK but nothing of this sort happened to me....:mad:

[tiutiutiu]

Okay I'm rushing out Li's story as it gets a bit emotional for me at this point. I miss her, but we've never progressed to the "love stage', at least, not for me. Nevertheless, there are some feelings of regret with a lot of "what ifs".

Anyway, here's the last post for today, and I'll get on with my year in Melbourne tomorrow, or Saturday, depending on my mood after writing this part. Don't worry, I swear and promise it's not ending here.

***

Sadly, as mentioned earlier, that was also the last time I ever managed to hook up with Li.

I was starting to be in a quandary…feelings were starting to develop for this shy, innocent yet naughty girl. Although she wasn’t much of a looker, I could feel a bond forming. Unfortunately (or fortunately, depending on your mentality), I wasn’t given a chance to explore this. The day after our final liaison, Li came to my room, crying.

Her dad had just been hospitalised and she’s been asked to fly home to see him, possibly for the last time. It was a bad period for Li and her family. I held her while she cried her heart out, and then I recruited Rain and Pree to help her pack up while I looked for the earliest convenient flight for her to return to Singapore.

To cut the long story short (and I’m skipping some time here), after she returned, she was busy helping her mum take care of dad in hospital since her brother was still in JC and couldn’t help out. We exchanged emails a lot, not many phone calls due to my financial status and her unstable timetable. After a month or so, I got “the letter”, in snail mail.

In summary, Li wrote that she had enjoyed our time together and liked me a lot, but felt it was unfair to expect me to wait for her, cos she wasn’t sure how things would end up at her side. She’s had to cancel her studies already. Her dad wasn’t passing yet, but it was serious (cancer), and she wanted to give him her full attention.

I called her up after reading the letter and we spent a tearful half hour talking to each other. She’d been keeping the letter a secret in our email correspondence, so I hadn’t seen it coming. We agreed to remain in touch as friends, but as such things go, eventually we drifted apart as the year went by and lost touch permanently after I graduated on my 2nd year (I did a 2nd Honours year at UniMelb). Writing this reminiscence got me to hunt her down on FB, and I’m happy to see that she’d graduated with her degree in medicine, together with her brother, and is now happily dating someone else. We haven’t exchanged PMs yet, just written on walls and stuff.

Know exactly how you feel. There is something unanswered in you because of all the what ifs. I had something similar, without the hanky panky, but we became friends again, which was good. (She left me hanging, lost contact, found out she was studying overseas when I did a social medial shout-out at the country she is in 8 years later, talk abit, warm-up and back to normal friends, but better than nothing)

But good story anyways, keep it going :)

[lostlilvirg]

Yeah tiutiutiu, you definitely know what I mean. Oh well, life is always full of regrets, and she wasn't my bigest :p That honour belongs to my third ex gf, whom I regret ever meeting and dating. lol

Gd2day: hahaha, yeah lucky bro. Also need to meet the "right" people ;)

[tallsynn]

Thanks ts for the story, keep it up

[ahpui123123]

camping :D

[lostlilvirg]

Well, after Li left, there was an unforeseen emptiness in my life. I guess I really did feel something for her, but being respectful of her wishes, I left things alone. Life went on…I’ll write a brief summary of what’s happened in between her departure and the next eventful time for me with regards to the story…

In the aftermath of Li’s absence, I found myself spending more time with Pree (well she’s my bestie there), Rain and Jenn, due to our shared concern over Li. Rain is a…how do I put it, highly-dependent girl. Comes from being the youngest in her family, I suppose, and it’s her first time away from home. She’s attached herself firmly to Jenn, the two were almost always together outside of classes. During classes, Rain would stick with Lawrence, who was doing Bio Med Sci with her (or something like that). She just gives off this xiao mei mei vibe very strongly, coupled with her non-existent boobs and short stature, made me feel quite protective of her.

For some reason, I got the distinct impression that Jenn really detested me. I don’t know why, I haven’t done anything to her. In fact, I’ve gone out of my way to be polite and nice to her, forgoing even my usual “make fun of you” jokes that I crack around others. It made things a little annoying for me, since she’s a really pretty girl (not hot, average figure), and her obvious disdain of me was bad on the ego.

Despite her dislike, we still hung out a lot in a group, since Rain and I talked about Li quite a bit, and Pree was just floating around with us when she’s not with her ang moh girlfriends. After spending so much time together, I got to know that Rain was the youngest of 4 siblings, and the only girl. No wonder she led such a sheltered life. Her mum was a Singaporean (I think) that married a Hongkie. Of Jenn, all I could get out of her and in conversations with others was that she was a top student back in Hong Kong and her family was just mid-level and she was there on scholarship. Made me wonder where she and Rain got so much pocket money to go around shopping and eating out all the time…

Exams came and went. Each faculty, and indeed, subject, had different times. Some of us had back to back examinations, while others had one on the first day and the other paper on the last day. I finished mine in the middle of the exam month, and breathed a sigh of relief. Most of the Aussies who have finished already left for home. By the end of everybody’s exams, the Aussies had all left, and only those of us who couldn’t afford to fly home for the holidays (or didn’t want to) stayed on: Fen, Shan (these two didn’t want to return home cos they wanted to go exploring Victoria), Rain, Jenn, Skan, some senior Asians I wasn’t too familiar with (and one HOT 2nd year Hongkie girl that will play a role in my next semester) and of course, myself.

So what happened during the semester break? Surprisingly to me, plenty…

[lostlilvirg]

To the anonymous user who upped me, much thanks! :)

[prettymannequin]

Hahahah, semester breaks are the best! Roadtrippin' and flying around as if you're taking a taxi~

[lostlilvirg]

The holidays were here! I had planned a trip to Sydney to visit my long distance gf, Bon, for the first time, early in June. Nothing happened in that meeting, but I’ll just summarise it in a short paragraph in case anybody was curious.

I took the Grey Hound night bus to Sydney. It was a BAD IDEA. Fucking cold (winter) and I was nearly frozen by the time I arrived there on Saturday morning after a 12 hour ride. The meeting was awkward and not much fun. She brought me to meet her coursemate for lunch (I’m guessing it’s a girl thing, to get approval from friends), then took me around Sydney like a tour guide. There was no chemistry, and things felt forced. I thought that after 8 months of cyber dating this girl, there would be more. I can safely say the awkwardness was not on my end now, cos we had another meeting in December (coming up in later posts) that explained the whole fiasco of our first meeting. I left Sydney on Sunday night after 2 days, and endured another frozen trip back to Melbourne. I confess to have leaked some tears on our parting, but Bon just seemed uncomfortable. A feeling of resentment took root deep inside me…that this girl made me spend so much money and endure such agony to visit her and didn’t even at least try to make it work. It was like 2 friends meeting and hanging out. She refused to hold hands or anything. I wasn’t expecting sex, but I did expect MORE, considering how much we've shared with each other and the cybersexing.

Enough about that. When I got back, I was a little emo and angry. I closed myself in my room and took my meals into the room to eat and only appeared to drop the plates back off in the kitchen. After 3 days of moping, I had knocks on my door from concerned friends asking if I was okay. I told them I would like to be left alone for a while, and they left me alone. That afternoon, I appeared for lunch in the dining hall and joined the others. I could see that it came as a surprise to them. Most of the first year “stay-backers” were in the same table, there weren’t that many of us in total to fill up the whole hall.

I joined them and we ate and talked. Fen asked what had happened to me and I divulged the details of my Sydney trip and was given a lot of sympathy.

“Listen, Lost. Shan and I want to make a trip down Great Ocean Road, but don’t wanna get those day trip things. We wanted to rent a car, but then neither of us can drive. You wanna join us?” Fen asked. Alone of the Singaporeans, hers was the fastest to drop Singlish. Not to say she picked up the Aussie accent, but I guess since she was doing Finance, related to business and marketing, she had to adapt herself more. The rest of us were still lahing and lorring all over the place when speaking amongst ourselves (aiya whatever la, Singlish, Manglish, almost the same lol).

“Eh, thanks, Fen. But you know, my finances a bit tight..,” I replied, shame-faced.

“No la, don’t worry about the costs. We pay for everything, you contribute as driver. Come la, please? We can’t do it without you, you know,” interjected Shan.

Despite myself, I was interested in joining the trip. I haven’t sight-seen around Melbourne beyond the city since I’ve been there. I told them to let me think about it overnight, and asked them for more details. They said that they were free anytime, once I agree we just had to go rent a car and off we go. They’ve asked others during my self-enforced exile but apparently no one else was interested in taking the trip in the middle of winter, not that I can blame them! Cold!

After much discussion and a pool game in the common room following dinner, I agreed to be their driver. I did, of course, check in with mum after lunch to hear her thoughts. I didn’t feel good making the girls pay for everything, and she agreed with me. Told me she approved the spending as long as I don’t go crazy (parental scholarship, after all).

The girls did all the legwork, and all I had to do was show up. So I did. They refused payment for everything so in the end, I gave up trying to convince them. We drove down to the Great Ocean Road. It’s not really a destination per se, it’s about the journey. We made frequent stops for photo ops, and to walk-walk look-see. They’d already planned the itinerary and Shan navigated for us (Fen is hopeless). The trip was every bit as beautiful as described, but it was bitingly cold.

We took our own sweet time, and by the time we’re done (we packed sandwiches from the college for lunch) , it was dark. It feels like 8pm in Singapore when only 5-6pm during winter in Melbourne. We stopped by Geelong for dinner at one of the restaurants since the girls complained of hunger…and then they decided that they didn’t want to return yet so booked a room for the night there. Yes, A room. I objected and all that, but they said can save money, and can hang out outside of college.

We checked in, and since none of us planned for this, didn’t have a change of clothes. We got an extra bathrobe from the hotel and after cleaning up, all 3 of us were lounging around in the blessedly heated room in bathrobes. Shan produced a bottle of Bailey’s (okay, so maybe I was the only one who didn’t plan for an overnight stay…) and we started to drink (fyi, I fucking hate that drink lol) and chit chat.

The topic came to lovelife, of course. Shan was still happily LD dating her bf back home in Sg, but he was in NS and she often wonder if he’s being faithful. Fen, much to my surprise, was single. She was actually interested in Lawrence but he wasn’t interested in a relationship, just a fling. So they had a short fling together until he moved on to greener pastures. They already know about my episode with Bon, so I just gave a bit more details and we just kept drinking and drinking.

Around 2am, Shan was KO’d on the bed, Fen was happily talking total nonsense and giggling like an idiot. We’ve already finished the bottle and she wanted more.

“That’s quite enough, Fen. I think you’ve had enough to drink. We should try to catch some sleep, still need to drive back tomorrow,” I cajoled her. My English changes depending on whom I speak to, since Fen doesn’t Singlish anymore, I tend not to when speaking to her. I’ve had to do this for the Aussies since they don’t understand me when I go full out Malaysian/Singaporean on them.

“You boys, all the same. Want to sleep or want to sleep?” she giggled. I caught her meaning and chuckled at her.

“Sleep sleep! I wouldn’t want to crash the car driving back tomorrow just cos I over-indulged with you tonight,” I said, still rejecting her pleas to get more alcohol…not that we could at that time of the night, but I had the feeling she’d pull me out to go hunting anyway.

“Indulge? Would you like to indulge in me?” she suddenly leaned against my shoulders and leered at me.

“I’m hornyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, Lost. Please, indulge me and indulge in me!” she slurred.

“Fen, you’re drunk. Time for bed,” I said and steered her towards the bed. I was intending to sleep on the floor.

“Bed? Yes, come into bed,” she purred. Goddamnit, this girl was persistent. We back and fro’d for a few minutes before things were interrupted by Shan.

“Oei, Lost. For fuck’s sake, just screw her. She won’t give up and we both won’t get any sleep until she gets laid. I stared at her in shock. “Just pretend I’m not here, I’m fucking used to it. Just shut her up already la,” Shan said and turned her back to us, with her pillow over her head.

I looked at Fen, she pulled me into bed with her again.

“Come to mama. Show me what Bon is missing,” she demanded, while fiddling at my robe…

[owendan]

Upz bro, well written, makes me wonder what all my female friends did when they went overseas to study

[lostlilvirg]

Bro owendan, thank you for the kind comments =]

I don't know, I guess it depends on the integrity of the girl in question. Li nearly fell for me, or she wouldn't have surrendered her body to me. The rest are more experienced, and I'm thinking they already started fooling around even back home in Singapore. There were plenty of nice girls who, as far as I knew, didn't fool around, and as such, aren't part of this story. lol

And to the anonymous user who upped me 11 pts, thank you thank you thank you!


Last post for today coming up after this.

[lostlilvirg]

Let it not be said that I do not oblige a girl when asked to, especially when it’s 2 girls giving the same instructions. I untied my bathrobe and shrugged it off to the floor and watched Fen pull at her own knot urgently. The wild girl didn’t even take her robe off, just open it up and pulled me on top of her. She wasn’t wearing anything underneath, much to my surprise.

We mashed our lips together and started kissing wildly, my hands roaming at her body. For a skinny girl, she has decent sized boobs, enough to fill the palm. Even though she was probably too drunk to care, I still wanted to take my time to get to know her body. I cupped and caressed her boobs while carrying on our heated frenching, pinching her nipples alternatingly. Fen squirmed under me pleasurably and trashed her hands wildly on the bed. Til this day, I’ve no idea why she did that, most girls would hold me, or quietly grip the sheets, hers just went all over the air.

The kiss broke and I moved my mouth southwards. Fen is a loud and unashamed lover. When my lips reached her boobs, she moaned loudly.

“Yes, suck them harder. Yes!” she shrieked, while I followed her instructions to suck hard on her nipples (switching between them, of course). I added a bit of a bite to my efforts and when my teeth clamped down on her nub, she started trashing wildly.

“Stop fooling around and fuck me already!” she demanded.

I released her breasts and continued southwards. Her pussy was trimmed neatly, it felt strangely pleasurable to run my chin down her mat. At her spirited urgings, I wasted no time with teasing, instead I clamped my upper lip on where I’d thought her clit would be, and opened my jaw wide. My tongue snaked out and darted into her cunt, moving in and out, up and down, while my upper lip rubbed against her clit. Fen found this to be immensely satisfying as her hips twitched with my actions. Pussy juice is pussy juice, I have found (comparing between 3 girls), and I’ve no objections to it as I lapped it up from her flowing vulva. I had to hold her hips tightly to prevent her from moving too violently.

After my jaws got tired, I moved my head away from her.

“What? Where are you going? Don’t stop, I’m almost there!” Fen protested, almost angrily. I hurriedly slid my middle finger inside her and thrusted. She wasn’t as painfully tight as Li, but it was obvious Fen is no virgin. I moved my finger in and out and the squish squish sounds of her secretions sounded loud in the room. With my other free hand I rubbed her clit with my thumb, and was rewarded moments later when Fen screamed out her orgasm.

I tried to stop to let her recover, but to my surprise, Fen exclaimed, “Don’t stop! More! More!”

I complied and added my index finger inside her and both fingers went in and out while my other thumb kept on rubbing on her clit. It was like trying to ride a raging bull (albeit with my hands) as she convulsed repeatedly on my hands.

“Fuck, yes!!!!!!” she hissed, after what seemed like endless orgasms, and bade me to stop. It was a pleasant change to have a girl who’s so open with sex and talks dirty.

“Fuck me, Lost, fuck me now!” she demanded, breathlessly. I hurried to my pants which were hanging in the closet and extracted my condom from my wallet, and took off my undies.

“I don’t like condoms, don’t use it, Lost,” Fen said, after seeing what I was doing.

“Sorry, babe. I always wear condoms,” I insisted. Hell, the way she’s behaving and Shan’s blasé attitude, it was clear that I was not going where no man has gone before. Fuck that…I was tipsy but I still had my senses!

Fen looked a bit disgruntled as I rolled the condom on, but soon regained her enthusiasm as I climbed between her legs and spread them wide.

“Put me in, Fen. Show me you want this,” I said, playing the dominant. Her eyes widened slightly (in surprise?) and she reached between us to put my dick in position. I watched her face as I pushed in and was satisfied to see her eyes close in pleasure. Not that I’m huge, a healthy average 5 inches, but it’s always gratifying to see something I do bring that look to a girl.

She was very wet and warm. Maybe it was the condom, maybe it was the alcohol, or maybe it was her…it was hard to feel her pussy, especially after my experience with Li. Nevertheless, I started to fuck her, hard. Her legs curled around my waist as I pumped her with gusto. Her breath came in gasps as I slammed into her over and over, grinding our crotches together.

Fen started playing with her own breasts as I was thrusting inside her. The sight of that was so erotic that I could feel my own pleasure mounting. I lifted her a little bit in a desperate attempt to create some friction and was rewarded by the feel of my dick rubbing against the ceiling of her pussy. She was pinching and pulling her nipples as she moaned louder and louder.

It became a race as to who would cum first, I was pummelling her hard and she was enjoying it. The slap-slap of our hips meeting each other was only drowned out by her increasingly loud moans of pleasure. Things finally ended with her shivering and convulsing in orgasm. The spasms in her pussy managed to set me off as well and I shot my load into my cap.

I was panting hard, it was the longest sex I’ve had to date and it felt like I’ve ran a marathon. Pulling out of her, which caused Fen to release another moan, I extricated myself and disposed of the condom.

“Come here, and hug me to sleep,” Fen invited. I was still taking deep breaths and joined her in bed, both of us naked. “I haven’t cum like that before, wow!” she said. I was thinking that if it wasn’t for the lack of feeling, I wouldn’t have lasted that long to get her to cum in the first place. But hey, a satisfied woman is a job well done, I always say!

We cuddled and slept. I don’t know about you guys, but I always have trouble maintaining a good sleep after drinking, so I woke up a lot in the night, and wanted to leave the bed but didn’t want to wake Fen. I finally fell asleep with the hotel clock reading 5am, and was woken up at 9 by an impatient Shan.

“Oi! Wake up! I am hungry!” she yelled, throwing her pillow at me. I woke up feeling really grumpy and saw that Fen was already up and I was the last one who wasn’t dressed. I eyed Shan, irritated, and told her to pass me my robe.

“Pfft, nothing we’ve not seen. Just get dressed la,” she sassed me. Goddamnit. I hate walking around undressed in front of people I’m not totally comfortable with. But then, I guess she had a point, I’ve already fucked Fen, and Shan had given me a handjob. I got out of bed and ignored Shan’s whistling as I collected my stuff and went for a shower. After a buffet breakfast at the hotel restaurant (and copious amounts of coffee!), we were on the road back to Melbourne city.

We dropped the car off and the girls paid, then we walked back to college, the crisp winter air serving to keep me awake. Having reached college, we parted ways but Fen ran back to me and grabbed my arm.

“That was really great, last night. We should do it again!” she said to me, with a bright smile, and pranced off back to her room. Well, this had promise.

I went to my room and slept most of the day away, skipping lunch…

[lostlilvirg]

Totally random thought: I just realized, thinking back to that day, that none of us were hungover (well I drank the least so definitely not me) that morning. WIsh I was young again. Nowadays not drunk, wake up also hangover.

Fuck sia -_-

[aishiteruz]

ts has all the luck in the world.

[alec]

Totally random thought: I just realized, thinking back to that day, that none of us were hungover (well I drank the least so definitely not me) that morning. WIsh I was young again. Nowadays not drunk, wake up also hangover.

Fuck sia -_-

least it was an experience and not all bros had experienced that....

[tallsynn]

Nice update, ts
keep it up

[manure]

one of the best stories recently. keep it up.

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks badboy and manure for the points :) And thank you everyone for the kind words.

Btw just an update, i will probably be too busy to write on sunday, so will take a short break. Will try to post on Sunday night if I still have energy. Fair warning ya :P

[lostlilvirg]

The weeks following the road trip were pretty uneventful. Haven’t had indications from Fen that she’d like a repeat performance, and being a gentleman, I didn’t want to push. Wondering now 8 years later that maybe I should have, I would’ve gotten more action instead of being bored out of my mind. I have largely ignored Bon after returning from Sydney, other than a short email telling her I’ve arrived home safely. She hadn’t made any replies worth mentioning or thinking about, so I started putting her in the “ex” column.

The meal crowd was getting stale. It was the same faces, everyday. Rain started opening up more to me, especially when Jenn wasn’t around. The little girl (Rain) was starting to be more daring, and would venture out to the common room between meal times to hang out instead of cooping up in her/Jenn’s room the whole day doing god knows what (for the kinkier readers; no, they weren’t lesbian haha). Usually I’d be shooting pool with Skan or a Korean guy called Gim, and Fen would play on the piano to entertain us. Occasionally we’d play monopoly or whatever nonsense that struck our fancy with some of the other stay-backers.

Things got more interesting in the last week of June when the college decided to hold a Christmas party. Yes, you heard it, Christmas party, in June. The ‘logic’ behind it was that it’s winter. LOL.

All the resident advisors (post grad students who stayed in college and helped with staffing duties and keeping us under control), staff and stay-backers were invited, of course. The staff provided sherry, wine and the kitchen made good food and things were really laid back. It was really enjoyable, not something I could’ve envisioned in the more status conscious Singapore. Once the senior staff left, things got more fun though. Despite the relaxation of status, there was still a subconscious avoidance of going crazy when the Head of College was around. Some of the younger resident advisors could be good fun. There was this young, Indian-looking guy with dreadlocks that for the life of me I couldn’t remember his name (I think the readers should realize by now that while most of the names aren’t real, they’re alterations of real names, so it gets harder for me to name people whose real names I don’t actually remember), who could play the guitar, piano, drums and sing. We retired to the common room and this guy, oh fuck it, let’s call him Vijay, entertained us with his renditions of popular songs. Needless to say, we had all the leftover wine and sherry from dinner, and social lubricants rock!

Skan went beyond the call of duty and even chipped in with a bottle of Johnny Walker to liven things up. Shan and Fen were johnny-on-the-spot (pun intended) for the whiskey the moment it came out. Vijay just winked at us and joined the fun. The other RA who was still with us, Eleanor, told us not to go overly crazy, but that she’ll leave us to things to maintain “plausible deniability”. Jenn already left us after dinner, but Rain wanted to hang around for a while longer and played foosball with Gim (the table football game). Gim was a very popular boy at college among the Asians, thanks to the rapidly growing k-pop culture that was hitting the world even then. -_-“

The drinks flowed…and flowed….suddenly I was pulled aside by Skan.

“Yo, macha…help me out can ah?” he asked.

“Sup, dude? Apa mau (Whadya want)?” I asked in return.

“Okay, bro. I’m going to get Shan drunk. I need your help to make sure Fen doesn’t cock block me,” he whispered, conspiratorially.

I looked at him in surprise. “Dude…dia kan ada pakwe kat rumah (doesn’t she have a bf back home), wei?” I protested.

“Aiya, fuck care la. He’s not here also. That’s a fine piece of ass, man. C’mon la, be a bro,” he replied.

My moral compass probably wasn’t strong that night, or maybe I just didn’t care. I mean, the girl gave me a fucking handjob during O week…she’s not that innocent. “Okay, but if anything happens don’t drag me into it. Whatever the fall out you handle yourself, k?”

“You da man, ‘cha!” he slapped me on the shoulder and walked off to join the drinking crowd.

I watched as he generously poured for the girls. Vijay was too busy basking in the adulation of his piano playing skills to notice. Skan made eye contact and winked at me. That’s my cue.

“Yo, Fen! Merry Christmas!” I grinned at her and offered her a toast.

“Hahaha, Mery Christmas, Lost. Funny right? Christmas in June,” she laughed. We toasted each other and she gave me a hug. Was it my imagination or did it linger a little bit? I engaged Fen in small talk and she was soon flirting with me…touching my hand and my back while talking, and smiling at me often.

An hour later, Vijay called it a night, and told us not to stay up too late, tongue in cheek. I caught him trying to chat up Rain throughout the night, but she was too shy to respond. Something to keep an eye on in the future.

Fen hung on to my arm and was already pretty tipsy from the wine and JW. I told her to head to bed, it was late and she’s had enough.

“You’re so bossy, Lost. Me likes!” she flirted. I laughed.

“If you liked it, then you’ll obey,” I challenged her.

“Okay, okay. I’ll head back to my room. Take a shower…then sleep. Happy, boss man?” she joked, and gave me a hug. “Yo Shan, I leave first! Don’t be too naughty!” she called and walked off without looking back.

I poured myself another drink and started a new foosball game with Gim when Rain (who was watching us) gasped and pointed. My eyes followed her finger. Skan and Shan were making out against the pool table, and it was getting hot and heavy.

“Oh my god. They’re doing that HERE?” exclaimed Rain. I’m not sure if she was shocked that the two were making out (she really does give out a huge innocent xiao mei mei vibe) or that they were doing it in public. I shushed her.

“Rain, let’s not interrupt them. Think it’s getting late anyway,” I hinted. The 3 of us departed the common room, but I couldn’t resist taking a last peek and saw that Skan already had his hands under her top. Lucky dog.

I got back and took a shower, preparing for the night. On my way back to my room, I was intercepted by Fen…

[lostlilvirg]

“Boo!” Fen exclaimed, accosting me while on my way back to my room from my late night (brrr) shower. “Did I scare you?” she teased, wearing a nightgown/one piece pyjama thing.

“Y-y-y-yeah….You can s-s-see I’m so-so-so scared I’m s-s-s-hivering,” I joked back, though the shivering was real.

“Haha, you’re so funny, Lost,” she said, slipping her arm into mine and walked me back to my room.

“What are you doing here? Aren’t you cold in that?” I asked her when we were both safely in my heated room.

“This? Hahaha. I’ve so much johnny walking in my veins I’m not scared of cold!” she boasted.

“You still haven’t answered my other question, Fen,” I pointed out.

“Geez, so demanding. I just wanted to see you cos I missed you,” she grinned at me cheekily.

“Heh, you JUST saw me an hour ago!” I remarked, but smiled at her.

“I wanted to see more of you,” said Fen, and put her hand on my chest.

Okay…all pretensions were forgotten at that moment. I grabbed her by the shoulders and directed her to my bed. She did mention she liked me bossy.

“Get naked, Fen. We need to get busy,” I told her, while stripping my clothes off. She complied and hopped onto my bed, eyes anticipant.

“You look so hot in my bed, Fen. Spread your legs, I want to see you better,” I continued, standing over the foot of the bed.

Fen placed her hands beneath her thighs and pulled them apart for me. I could see her pussy lips gleaming, she was wet! I knelt on the floor and pulled her to the edge of the bed. Screw the appetiser, I was going to dive right in. I could smell her body wash emanating from her freshly showered body, and her arousal; it was a heady combination. I clamped my mouth over her pussy and started licking it. Starting with the edge of her pussy, I licked the outer lips round and round, until she was begging for contact. I gave in to her requests and slid my tongue between her vulva and reached as deep as I could with it. Fen rewarded me with an appreciative moan and stopped struggling, giving me the chance to savor her juices as I lapped at her cunt.

Her volume got louder and louder as I nibbled, sucked and licked at her pussy. I finally decided to concentrate on her clit and painted it with my tongue. Stiffening it like a spear, I flicked the tip of my tongue against her clit repeatedly, taking it between my lips occasionally and giving it a tug and suck. Things came to a head when I pushed a finger into her pussy and she came all over me, calling “yes” all the way. Remembering she liked multiple orgasms, I kept on going and going until she told me to stop. I found that in the last few minutes, I had somehow grown a beard…of pussy juice.

“Ah fuck, that was as good as I remembered, babes. Phew!” Fen said, lying back tiredly on my bed. I wiped my chin and grinned at her, getting ready to grab a condom (damn, it was my last one; haven’t restocked since Li left).

Then there came a knock at my door. Uhm….what the fuck am I supposed to do? Answer it naked?

***
[Well, there goes my morning. Sorry if this part sounded rushed, I need to go out and keep some people company. Will continue in the afternoon!]

[lostlilvirg]

ah back from lunch.

Thanks for the up, prettymannequin! (sorry can't tell if it's bro or sis from your nick lol, well done)

[lostlilvirg]

“Who is it?” I asked, walking nearer to the door to listen to the reply. I needn’t have worried about having to open the door to greet the knocker. It was my other neighbour, a Resident Advisor called Brenda, who looked to be in her 30s.

“Hey, Lost. I am REALLY sorry to interrupt you in the middle of things. It’s just that the walls are kinda thin and I’ve really gotta sleep for a meeting tomorrow. Could you please tone it down a little? Very sorry,” she said.

I cringed, severely embarrassed. I hadn’t thought that my neighbours would hear us (or hear Fen, rather). “Right, sorry about that, Brenda. Things just got out of hand a tad. Will keep it quiet,” I said to my door.

“Hey, I’d say you have things well in hand, actually. Again, sorry for interrupting,” Brenda joked and I could hear her door closing in a few moments.

I looked at Fen and we grinned at each other. “Well, that was unexpected,” I said. She nodded, laughing silently. I thought the mood was kinda spoiled and I was no longer hard, so I wasn’t sure what to do at that point.

“What are you standing there for, Lost? Get your ass into bed and fuck me!” Fen said. I grabbed the condom and walked over to her. “Awww, poor Lost got scared?” she teased me, looking at my limp cock.

Fen motioned me nearer and she sat up in my bed and started licking my cock. Needless to say, it soon sprang back up to attention. Fen stroked it a few times and gave it a few licks.

“Babes, it’s not that I don’t want to blow you, but I really need you in me, now!” she said. I grinned and tore the condom package open. Fen frowned at this but knew not to make objections. In fact she took the condom from me and helped put it on.


She pulled me onto her, legs spread wide, and I put myself into her wetness. Her pussy felt better tonight, and I could feel myself gliding inside her. She gave out a small moan and covered her mouth, eyes widened at me in silent laughter. I chuckled softly and started thrusting into her, taking things slow. Fen is a very skinny girl, so I had to be careful with my force or the bony bits all can cause pain, as we found that night.

We kissed, hot and hard, our tongues duelling for dominance as my hips moved against her. I could feel her pussy holding me warmly through my journeys. Her fingers clawed at my back as our passions rose, ankles wound painfully around my spine. I told her I was starting to tire and we switched positions. I laid down on my back and Fen slipped me into her in cowgirl. Her experienced showed as I felt new sensations that I’ve never had before.

Fen rode me, but not the intimate girl on top that I had experienced with Li (Li kept her face level with mine and basically we were chest to chest), Fen did me like a porn star. She sat on my dick, keeping herself fully upright, and didn’t do any up and down movements. Instead, she kept my dick fully sheathed inside her and rotated her hips front and back, side to side, in circles. In this position, I could feel her pussy muscles squeezing my cock as she danced on me while impaled upon my pole.

I grabbed her boobs as she twisted her hips on me and squeezed them hard. Fen seemed to prefer things rough, so I just squeezed and pinched her nipples and it seemed to make things work for her. She had her eyes closed, face set in a frown as she tried not to make too much noise. It was during this when she stopped doing her circle thing and just went front-back, front-back very quickly. Her pussy squeezed me tight as (I think) she came noiselessly, eyes tightly shut. I enjoyed the feeling and let her ride it out. Once she opened her eyes, she gave me a wide smile and I pulled her down so I could kiss her. I was close to my own climax. While we kissed, I gripped her hips and started pumping ferociously into her from below. Her pussy was still having spasms and it was enough to send me over the edge as my dick jerked forcefully insider her, ejecting my cum into its plastic scabbard.

I hugged Fen tightly to me as we both came down from our pleasure. She was light enough that I didn’t mind her whole weight on top of me. My cock eventually softened enough to slip out of her lips and I quickly turned her onto her back so I could grab the condom and bin it. Then I drew the covers around us and spooned Fen to sleep.

[wondergal]

You described Li as innocent but I wonder how she knew the morning after pill could be bought from pharmacies without a prescription so soon after she arrived Melbourne.

Maybe I was ignorant back then, being much younger in uni, despite being quite active. I was told by an Aussie guy who broke the condom to go to the pharmacy. A bit of relief but the side effects were consistently unpleasant with me though. After some time later, I consulted for the pill which also had some side effects but better than nothing.

[lostlilvirg]

You described Li as innocent but I wonder how she knew the morning after pill could be bought from pharmacies without a prescription so soon after she arrived Melbourne.

Maybe I was ignorant back then despite being quite active. I was told by an Aussie guy who broke the condom. The side effects were consistently unpleasant though, and some time later I consulted for the pill which also had some side effects but better than nothing.

Hmm, I'm not sure about you, Wondergal, but I was aware of the morning after pill at that time, as it was pretty common knowledge for us back in poly already cos of some of my horny GUY friends :D

Li may have picked up the knowledge from somewhere, I never did ask, so I won't and can't offer any explanations, only speculations hehe. You're right about the side effects though, one of the reasons (other than constantly surrounded by people) we didn't hook up again until days later was cos she felt nauseous from the pill. My LD gf at that time, Bon, was pretty aware of the pill too, when we did some hanky panky in December (will come up). Both were med students though, which may explain some things, perhaps.

FYI, if you visited the pharmacy in Melb Central, all you'd get for asking for the morning after pill is a wink and smile. :cool:

just reread your edit. she is a 1987 baby, so 19 at that time. all i can say is...i suspect that she had probably planned to give herself to me but wasn't too confident to bring her plan off so heck care and planned for the morning after. This would imply that what she said to me was a lie though, since that particular bit of dialogue was historically accurate.

hmmm...food for thought

[lostlilvirg]

[Anyway, checking in for the last time today, time to head out, will check in the forums from time to time, but actual posting will be either tomorrow night or Monday]

I was awoken in the bleary darkness (wait, didn’t we sleep with the light on?) to a great feeling. Somebody had apparently woken up, gone to the washroom, returned and turned off the lights (I found this out later in conversation, of course)….and was giving me a blow job!

I could barely see in the gloom (curtains drawn) but it added to the thrill of things. I could feel fen bobbing on my dick slowly. The feel of her sucking mouth on my dickhead was heavenly! Every now and then, she would flick the slit with her tongue before resuming her bobbing movement. Her lips were kept tightly sealed on my pole as she slurped me in and out.

“Fen, what are you doing?” I asked, a blatantly retarded question but hey in my defence, I was half asleep!

She took a long suck on my cock, making me inhale sharply, and released my upwards-pointing dick. “Oh good, you’re awake. I wanna fuck some more!”

Wha-? Damn this girl was horny. There was one problem, however… “Ehm, sorry Fen, I’m all out of condoms,” I mumbled apologetically.

“Seriously babes, let’s just do it,” she insisted. I was tempted, really tempted. But I was more concerned about catching something more than any real fear of pregnancy.

“Nuh uh, Fen. It’s my principal, no condom, no sex,” I reiterated, feeling sure that she’ll get angry and leave.

“Fine!” she grumbled, and much to my amazement, she went back to sucking me. Wow.

“Let me make it up to you. I’ll make you feel good,” I suggested. She took her mouth off my cock and got undressed again (hey, she wouldn’t have gone to the bathroom naked), and climbed on top of me. Again she surprised me by turning around and putting us in a 69 position. I had expected her to just plant her pussy on my face since she said she was horny.

Refusing to think about what she might’ve been doing in the bathroom, I took a tentative lick at her glistening wetness. Thankfully it was pure pussy, and I dug in with enthusiasm. I flicked at her clit aggressively, pushing a finger into her pussy to “help keep her in position”. Meanwhile, Fen had restarted her attack on my dick. Taking half my dick into her, she had started using her lips to jack me off. I was nearly delirious with pleasure. She had me so distracted I had stopped licking her, and had to use my fingers to maintain the pressure and pleasure.

I delved deeply into her with my index and middle finger and wiggled them inside her soaked pussy. My thumb I tried to rub against her clit. It wasn’t always successful cos she was squirming a lot but it achieved my purposes.

Fen won the race, the combination of her lips and tongue sent me over the edge first. I warned her that I was going to cum, and she moved her lips faster and faster. In seconds, I gasped that I was cumming and she stopped moving, just licking my cockhead. I erupted in her mouth, and she took it all. To this day, Fen is still the only girl (paid for, or fling) that would take my cum and swallow it. She gave my pole a few more sucks after I finished cumming and wagged her ass at me.

I took the hint and started pumping her pussy with my fingers again, able to tongue her clit without anything distracting me this time. I flicked at her little button and wriggled my fingers inside her, in and out, stroke and stroke. I really wish I knew about G-spot stimulation back then or I might’ve experienced Fen squirting that night. As it were, she came hard on my face, mashing her pussy right into my mouth that I had to pull my fingers away in case I broke my own nose. I kept my tongue going as long as I could as she twitched on me uncontrollably in climax.

Finally worn out, I stopped. My tongue was exhausted from all the action. Fen crawled her way around and laid her head on my chest, breathing deeply. We slept together until her phone rang the next morning.

“Hello? Hey, Shan, what’s up? What? You did what? With who? Oh my god, what the hell?” Fen exclaimed. I had a pretty good idea what was going on but put a concerned look on my face as Fen hung up.

“What’s wrong?” I asked, playing innocent.

“Shan got drunk last night and slept with Skan,” she said, while quickly finding her undies and pulling them on before her pyjama thingie. “She’s not handling it very well right now, I’ve gotta go, Lost. Don’t tell anybody about Shan yet, I’m not sure how she’ll take it,” she warned me, giving me a kiss on the cheek and running out my door.

Well, that was going to be interesting…

[lostlilvirg]

btw wondergal, your avatar is damned distracting...in a good way, but distracting nonetheless.

[wondergal]

I took my first ever morning-after pill at around 21 or 22, and it was after a broken condom with a guy, just this guy, that strangely got me really scared. I never got such wink or smile at the pharmacy when buying this pill. I don't think it is a comical matter and the pharmacists are supposed to be as professional as any healthcare providers or doctors.

In Singapore, can morning-after pills be bought at pharmacies without prescription?

[wondergal]

btw wondergal, your avatar is damned distracting...in a good way, but distracting nonetheless.

Haha. Age and time are never a woman's friend. I wish I remained young, slim and fit like my yesteryears :(

[lostlilvirg]

I took my first ever morning-after pill at around 21 or 22, and it was after a broken condom with a guy, just this guy, that strangely got me really scared. I never got such wink or smile at the pharmacy when buying this pill. I don't think it is a comical matter and the pharmacists are supposed to be as professional as any healthcare providers or doctors.

In Singapore, can morning-after pills be bought at pharmacies without prescription?

Ah, I don't mean to belittle your experience, wondergal. Hope you weren't offended.

I can't say for Sg, but in Malaysia can get by going to any clinic, afaik. Thing is in Australia, the clinics don't sell anything, everything is give prescription go buy yourself from pharmacy, so we just went direct and tried out luck.

I agree that the pharmacists are supposed to be more professional, but I suppose it also depends on who is doing the selling and buying. The bloke I bought it from was youngish, and since I was the one who walked in and asked for it, I guess we shared a guy moment. Especially as Melb was a "university city", so I'm guessing with the amount of craziness going on in the various colleges, my request wasn't that isolated. Maybe? :confused:

[lostlilvirg]

Haha. Age and time are never a woman's friend. I wish I remained young, slim and fit like my yesteryears :(

Contrary to what my exploits might suggest, I don't believe that looks define a woman, or a man. It is true that us guys are visual creatures, but there's no point having a beauty queen for your partner but is essentially empty upstairs, or rude and demanding.

Anyway, time for bed! Long day ahead, Monday is going to look terrible after tomorrow -_-

edit: Thanks 53312 (is that your nick?) for upping.

[whatdoido]

Good story bro, awaiting your next update

[lostlilvirg]

Hey guys,

I'm way too tired to write much tonight, but just as well, I get to insert an in-between post without having to think overly hard on how to fit in the scenes. Continued tomorrow!

~~~

That day, I was wracked by guilt thinking about the part I played in Shan’s seduction. It just shows how much alcohol can impair people’s judgments, including me. It was very fortunate for me, that in the end it wasn’t a case of date rape or drunk rape…from what I gathered from Fen later on, it wasn’t that Shan was upset that Skan got her drunk and slept with her. In fact, Shan was upset cos she wanted to sleep with him, drinks or no drinks, and that she had cheated on her bf. So basically, in Fen’s words: Shan was upset cos she was feeling guilty for wanting to, and enjoying sex, with someone not her bf.

It was a big burden off my shoulders, and I resolved there and then to be mindful of my actions. Sometimes, what you do can ruin someone else’s life. As things were, Shan decided to confess to her bf back in Singapore, and to our surprise (okay maybe not a big one), the bf just shrugged it off. He’s apparently been seeing other girls back in Sg, so Shan was “free to do whatever she wished while in Aus”. Needless to say, she broke it off with him. A much bigger shock to me was that she didn’t then hook up with Skan. Ah…who understood girls?

The days went on, pretty much uneventful, until mid-July when some of the overseas students returned to college before the next semester started. It was good to have my bestie (Pree) back again, and she got caught up about what happened with me in Sydney, and the gossip about Shan. Nothing was mentioned about my flings with Fen though…I felt strangely shy to share such things with her.

When some of her ang moh friends returned to college, Pree planned a “pre-semester” party for everyone, coupled with the liquor she and Lawrence bought duty-free on their return flights. It promised to be exciting, with a huge crowd…

[manure]

nice update! cont!!

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks manure =]

Anyway, the next update or two may not contain any stimulating scenes, but I need to provide some background on certain events. So, here goes!

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Party night came, and the attendance list was surprisingly full: Pree, her two angmoh friends Leanne and Leah (breaking tradition here and using real names, cos seriously what are the odds of two girls with such similar names becoming besties?), Lawrence, Shan, Fen, Rain, Jenn, Gim and of course, myself. Skan was, as usual, nowhere to be found, and I’ve no idea how Pree managed to dig Jenn out of her cave, er, room. There’s also a previously unmentioned girl, Brit, who joined us. She’s one of those girls who has those annoying squeaky noises that should be limited to 4 year old children, and likes to pretend to be innocent. I say pretend cos I highly doubted her actions. Anyway, she doesn’t feature much in my life (thank God) so I didn’t really mention her previously. Moving on…

The party was in Leanne’s room, cos she got lucky during check-in and got a big one. I actually had a pretty big one myself, being a third year, but I didn’t offer my room nor did Pree ask me to, so saves me the trouble of cleaning up haha. We started off with some silly games that I don’t quite remember. Nothing as tacky as truth or dare, but the main game came close. Once everyone was sufficiently lubricated, we started on a game that I think is called 4 kings. A big mug/bowl was placed in the middle a deck of cards spread facedown in a circle. Each card had a different meaning that I don’t remember. If someone drew a king, everyone has to empty the contents of their cups into the middle one, and the person who drew the last king will have to chug the whole lot. If you drew some other card, it depends on the criteria. If you didn’t fulfil it, you’d have to drink. The game is only fun if the crowd is sufficiently tipsy and honest enough to confess embarrassing stuffs. The rules were already written down cos we weren’t supposed to be sober enough to memorise them.

It was pretty fun and innocent at first, as we drew cards that had nonsense stuff like Taboo, where a word is taboo’d and anybody who mentioned it had to drink. Making people drink, having to drink it yourself, etc. A lot of laughter and craziness going on. Then someone had to draw the “Never have I ever” card. The person who draws it has to come up with a topic. Anybody who has never done it can maintain, but anybody who has, has to drink. This is where honesty comes into play. :p

Pree drew the first one, and it was obvious how much secrets Leanne had trusted her with (Pree drew TWO of those haha), and the first one was: “Never Have I ever….given a blowjob.” After an outburst of omigodidonbelievethis from Brit, Leanne gave Pree a dirty look as she, Fen, Shan, Rain (wtf?!) and Lawrence (double wtf?) drank. I stared at him in amazement.

“Nabeh, I lost a bet in NS la, don’t ask,” he told me. My mind…was blown. Hahaha.

I wasn’t the only one shocked. Jenn was staring at Rain as if she doesn’t know her, and Rain was red in the face, either from the alcohol or embarrassment. That certainly was an eye-opener. The next “never have I ever…” was” …had a 3some”, which resulted in Lawrence and Fen drinking. Heh. Third one was drawn by Pree, “…had sex with a member of the same gender”, again with an eye on Leanne. Poor girl….

“Fuck you, Pree,” she remarked as she downed her glass. Everyone was laughing. The last one never did came up, but the 4th king was drawn by Gim, and the diminutive Korean boy had to down a huge jug of random mixture of alcohol and mixers.

I noticed during the night that Jenn hardly drank, unless forced to by the game. In fact, she wasn’t that big of a participant in the events, which made me wonder why she joined it in the first place. She was dressed prettily, as usual, and I had trouble taking my eyes off her with the amount of alcohol in me, but never did I forget her obvious dislike of me, so I didn’t try to flirt. Instead, I spent my efforts flirting around with Fen and teased Rain.

Maybe it was the alcohol, or maybe I somehow annoyed her more than usual, but at some point during the night, Jenn snapped at me as I was talking with Rain, “Why don’t you just leave her alone? You’re so annoying, just go away!”

Shewasn’t that loud, but the people around us noticed and stopped to stare. Rain was looking distinctly uncomfortable.

“Jenn, I have no idea what I’ve ever done to you. Maybe I owe you from my past life, maybe I accidentally took the last piece of something you wanted. I accept that not everyone will like me and I’m not an extremely likable person. But usually I deserve to be disliked. I’ve done nothing to you. If Rain doesn’t want me to talk to her, she’s a big girl, she can tell me or give me short answers instead of having long conversations with me. So why don’t you tell me, what exactly is your problem?” I snarled back at her, my temper rising.

Jenn glared at me, her face angry. I didn’t want to ruin the mood of the party, everyone was stopping their conversations and watching us. I stood up abruptly, and told Pree that I think it’s best if I left so as to not ruin the atmosphere. I said goodnight to everyone else, and left the room. Outside, I clenched my fists and stalked off to the common room angrily. My temper has always been hot, so I felt like I needed to destroy something. Of course, I didn’t actually destroy anything…

I shot some solo pool in the common room, often hitting the balls so hard they bounced back from the hole they were supposed to go into, which made my anger worse. Soft foot steps pattered into the common room and I didn’t notice who it was until someone tapped me on the shoulder.

“Hey, Lost. Are you okay? I’m really sorry about what Jenn said earlier,” came Rain’s timid voice.

I forced a smile at her. “It’s not your fault, you don’t have to apologise for her. I’ve no idea why she’s so against me,” I muttered.

“Please don’t hold it against her, she’s usually a really nice girl,” said Rain.

“Hah! Yeah, sure she’s nice. As long as it’s not me,” I groused. “Anyway, don’t worry, I’ll cool down after awhile. Just as long as I don’t have to see her again tonight.”

"Okay, I just wanted to check on you and make sure you’re okay. Don’t think too much, alright? I’m going to return to Leanne’s room now,” Rain smiled at me and left. Well, at least someone cared enough to come check on me, I guess. I finished off my “game” against myself, and went back to bed. To compound my list of issues that night, I had an email in my inbox, from Bon, telling me she missed me in the subject header. I deleted it without reading…

[prettymannequin]

Where I am it's called Kings Cup or Circle of Death. Pretty good game.

[lostlilvirg]

hehe glad you know it, prettymannequin. It was pretty fun, but need a good crowd. If you have unsporting people, just becomes lame.

[lostlilvirg]

Life went on. I avoided Jenn as much as I could to avoid any other drama, and spent my time flitting around my Aussie mates and my Asian friends. The semester started and I concentrated on my studies.

I have not been returning to college for lunch for some time, since I found it too troublesome and cold to walk back just for lunch, so I ordered takeaway sandwiches from the kitchen that I could take out with me in the morning. One day, I decided to return for lunch and saw Rain, who was unexpectedly walking back with Vijay! Hmm, not her usual company, but I didn’t give much thought to it. Just walked past them with my headphones on loud and gave a wave.

Much to my surprise, Rain caught up to me in a run. I tugged my earphones out and smiled at her.

“Hey, Rain. What’s up?” I asked. Since she ran to me, I thought she must’ve had something to say to me.

“Hey, Lost. How’s it going? Nothing much really, I just didn’t like to walk back with Vijay,” she explained. I raised an eyebrow, and asked her why.

“I don’t know, it’s just that he makes me uncomfortable, you know?” answered Rain, shrugging.

“Maybe he’s just being friendly,” I said, just making small talk. Rain gave a non-committal “hmm” and we walked back to college making small talk about random stuff.

The incident passed from my mind after a few days. I’ve noticed, though, that Rain didn’t have Lawrence to cling to anymore. This was strange as they attended the same classes. Frankly speaking, I’m a very kaypoh person, so I was really dying to find out. The answer came to me without any special efforts from me though. A week after that, Rain approached me and asked about my schedule. I shared it with her, no harm in doing so. She said that we had some overlapping times, and was it possible that she walked with me.

“Of course, it’s not a problem, Rain. But I hope you don’t mind me asking, why do you want to walk with me? I thought Lawrence was your usual bodyguard. If you hang out with me Jenn might get pissed off at you,” I teased her, the first time I alluded to the party incident with her friend.

“Don’t mind Jenn. Really, she’s a nice girl once you get to know her (me to self: yeah right!). Anyway, Lawrence told me he didn’t want me to follow him to uni and back to college anymore,” she said, getting a little pink in the cheeks. I must’ve looked puzzled, as she continued. “He said I was cramping his style.”

Ah…Lawrence was in hunter mode and having a girl hanging on to him would give people the wrong idea. Heh, the sneaky bastard. Still, I was kinda shocked that Rain actually needed someone to walk home with. She should learn to be more independent…

So we started walking to uni on the days we started classes at the same time, and back to college when our lessons ended together. I noticed on the days that we don’t travel together she looked rather pale during the meal times. I was getting a little concerned. I didn’t want her getting overly attached to me either, to be honest. Walking together so often gave me increased interaction time with her without being glared at by her best friend. Without the shadow of Jenn, I was able to form a more accurate judgment of character on Rain.

Although she looks like a little girl, Rain was by no means a total innocent. She doesn’t pretend to me innocent either, unlike Brit, but she is very timid (not to be confused with shy). Everything scares her: taking public transportation alone, meeting new people alone, sleeping in the dark (no, I’m not kidding), bugs, sudden noises, etc. I was amazed at how a girl like this could survive. No doubt the parents must have hoped she’d learn more independence by sending her out to Melbourne on her own. Luckily for her, she met Jenn. Underneath all that scaredy-cat behaviour though, was a very cheeky and intelligent girl whom I didn’t mind crossing verbal swords with, since I like to tease people a lot.

The following week, I finally figured out what Rain’s problem was. We don’t usually travel back together on Fridays, since my class finished earlier than hers. That day, I was late leaving the lecture room as we had some questions for the professor. After the discussion, I packed up and decided to take a different route home. My faculty was on the Elisabeth side of UniMelb (for those who’re familiar with the geography), and it was a straight walk back to college from there. I decided to cross the campus over to Swanston, just to get a change in scenery.

As I crossed the Law faculty on my way to Swanston, I caught sight of Rain, standing in the field/garden at the Law faculty, talking to Vijay, who looked agitated. She didn’t look very comfortable and was looking down with her shoulders hunched. Curiosity got the better of me and I walked over, sure that Vijay must be scolding her for something college-related. Neither was aware of my approach.

“…-‘re so uptight? You Hongkie girls are all the same, think you’re too good for the rest of us. What’s so good about you, huh?” I caught the disjointed sentences coming from Vijay.

“All I want is for you to go out for a few drinks with me, Rain. There’s no need for you to run off every time you see me like I’m some kind of leper. What the hell is wrong with you anyway?” he went on.

Okay, this didn’t sound like an RA lecturing a student. I had a feeling I knew what Rain was feeling inside. She must have been terrified!

“Hey Rain, hey Vijay! How’s it going man? Rain, what are you doing here? I thought I asked you to meet me at Koko Black (a chocolate boutique where the best hot choc in the world is served, imho) when classes ended?” I interrupted, striding towads them and giving Vijay a friendly wave.

Rain looked like she was about to cry in relief as I put my arm around her shoulders and drew her close to me. Vijay’s expression changed immediately as he choked out a greeting at me and told me he had to go. I held on to Rain as I watched him leave.

“I caught the tail end of that, are you okay, Rain?” I asked, releasing her and looking down at her face (I’m 6 feet tall and she’s maybe 5’4 or 5’5). She didn’t say anything, just bit her lip and looked very red in the face.

“Okay, talk to me when you’re ready. Let’s go home, shall we?” I put my hand on her backpack and steered her to walk with me. We were on Swanston street and nearing St Hilda’s college when she finally spoke.

“Lost, can we go to Koko Black’s?”

Ah, damn. Me and my big mouth. I suppose my wallet could take this expense (I was still suffering financially from the Sydney trip). Rain looked like she might burst into tears at any moment and I reckoned she could do with some chocolate therapy.

We walked back down Swanston and crossed into Lygon to Koko Black. Found some seats and I was going to sit opposite her when she stood up and hurried over to sit next to me instead. A little disconcerted, I gave her a look that she didn’t see, and we made our orders. We sat in companionable silence for awhile, sipping our beverages.

“So, are you going to tell me what that’s about, Rain?” I asked nonchalantly, when I saw her looking better. Silence ensued. I guessed I should mind my own business.

“He’s been trying to hit on me since the Christmas party,” Rain spoke up, breaking the silence. “I’ve told him that I wasn’t interested many times, but he kept on pestering me. Now that Lawrence doesn’t allow me to follow him home, I’ve tried to take a different route when I don’t get to go with you. He somehow saw me today and grabbed my arm and kept on yelling at me for not going out with him.”

I was flabbergasted at this revelation. I mean, why would Vijay pick on Rain, of all people, to try to ask out? It wasn’t that she was ugly, far from it…Rain was pretty adorable, just that she looks so childish at times. There were plenty of well-endowed girls in college that Vijay could choose from. And obviously Rain hadn’t reacted well to his advances either…

“He kept on telling me he knows how to give me a good time and how to make me feel good. I just don’t like him at all, Lost,” Rain sniffed.

I wasn’t sure what to do at this point, so I just patted her on the back and told her to relax, everything will be alright.

“How did you know I was there today, Lost? Thank you for saving me,” she said suddenly, after a lull in the conversation.

“Eh, I didn’t save you on purpose. I’m no Superman to know when Lois Lane is yelling for help, you know?” I joked, hoping to cheer her up. It worked, she giggled a little. “I just decided I wanted a change in scenery today after I left class late. Was fated to meet you,” I continued.

I chose the wrong word to say, obviously, as Rain beamed at me and hugged my arm tightly, the same one that was holding my cup and causing me to spill some of my drink on the table.

“You’re fated to be my hero, Lost!” she said (playfully? Seriously?), still hugging me. “Oh my god, I’m so sorry!” she exclaimed as she noticed my spill and hurriedly took the serviettes and cleaned up.

I was still digesting her reaction and decided to take it as a playful joke. “Yeah, Rain. That’s who I am, you can call me Fateman! Just don’t drop a letter and call me Fatman, please,” I quipped. She giggled some more and grinned at me.

“You’re so funny, Lost. That’s why I like hanging out with you. Never a dull moment. Hey, thanks for saving me, Fateman, and for keeping me company. This is my shout, alright?” she said as she called for the bill. I objected and we made the typical Asian “wrestling” to decide who would pay the bill, but she won, with the waitress watching us with an amused expression.

She paid up, and we left for college. I tried to convince her along the way to report Vijay’s actions to the Head of College, but she didn’t want to so as to not cause extra issues. I remained unconvinced, but respected her wishes. I did, however, decide to keep a closer eye on things….

[myluckyguy]

Good storyline going on here.. keep it up :D:D

[Valiant20]

Camping time! From someone who's been in melbourne for thr past 14 years.. :)

How come I didn't get any adventures like this back during uni days?? Sigh..

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks for the support, peeps. :)

And also thanks for the anonymous person who upped me!

[lostlilvirg]

The month of August flew by, between the drama of Rain and Vijay and the new semester. Rain’s issue was still unresolved in my mind, but she said that Vijay had toned it off lately. We were still walking back together though. The next significant event that happened was that Pree’s bf decided to break up with her.

Pree was a wreak, she cried and cried for days and it was all we could do to keep her company and try to cheer her up, between Leanne , Leah and myself. I had the idea to have a Malaysian National Day party since Aug 31st was coming up (no offence to my Sg readers, but the Sg population didn’t seem too keen to have any celebration at that time) to try and distract her. Fen was part-timing at a new club in Central, so I arranged with her to book us in for a big table.

We invited the usual Asian crowd, as there were only 4 Malaysians in the college (one senior). Everyone who attended her pre-semester party were going except Jenn and Rain. Add-ons included Skan and that senior girl, Lynn.

I had assumed we’d be splitting the costs, so when someone ordered two bottles of JW Black, I drank steadily (kiasu mentality: must drink my value for money). I don’t tend to get drunk on liquor, but I do get tipsy fast with beer, so I wasn’t overly worried, as long as I kept an eye on myself. Pree and the girls went dancing, while I stayed behind to look after our stuff since I insisted I don’t dance. The people came and left, drinking and dancing, then I suddenly noticed that Pree and Skan were hugging each other on the dance floor and they were making out. Uh oh…

It was a challenge trying to do something about it while keeping an eye on our belongings at the table. Fortunately, Leanne returned to the table after a trip to the bathroom.

“Leanne, look what Pree is doing?” I yelled over the sound of music. She looked and grimaced.

“Oh fuck, that stupid girl,” she said. “You stay here, Lost, I’ll go deal with it,” she ordered.

I watched Leanne wade into the crowd and grab Leah. Then the two of them actually walked up to Skan and pushed him away. Wow….aggressive. I saw Leanne say something fiercely to Skan and he just shrugged it off, and caught me watching. Leah was already dragging Pree off somewhere, which I later found out to be the bathroom. They stayed in there for an hour while Pree cried and said she thought Skan was her bf, and that she missed her bf.

While that was going on, I was still clueless. I texted Leanne and she told me that they were dealing with it, and to sit tight. I watched as Lynn dragged some random guy to a booth and started making out, her white panties looking neon in the club lights as she spread herself out without thought.

Brit, Fen and Shan were still dancing with Lawrence and Gim. I sat there for a long while, bored, until they returned to the table, giving me an excuse to walk off. I explored the club, interestingly they had a few halls, one of which have a live rock band playing. Now that was my kind of music. I stood there watching the performance when I was suddenly approached by an ang moh woman.

“Hello, dearie. You look lonely tonight, Fancy some company?” she slurred at me, breasts spilling out of a tight tank top, frayed short skirt threatening a peep-show. I was repulsed. That woman looked old enough to be my mother. I said no thanks and just watched the show. Later on, I saw her sitting on somebody’s lap on a table. Guess she found her mark. *shudder*

I got back to our hall after a bit, and saw that Leanne had Pree settled on the couch. Skan appeared at my side, holding a couple of bottles of beer.

“Hey, macha, you look way too sober man! Drink up, drunk up!” he said jovially, passing me the beer. To this day I suspect he was trying to get me drunk enough to forget about tonight. Well, free beer is free beer…I clinked bottles with him and drank.

After losing him, I got back to the table to check on Pree. She looked like she’d been crying, but sounded sober.

“You okay there, girl?” I asked solicitously.

“I am depressed lah, Lost. I hate my life. I wanna go home!” she wailed miserably.

I told Leah that I was going to take Pree home, and that they should enjoy their night. She nodded and waved me off. As we walked out of the club, I bumped into Lawrence.

“Hey, bro. I’m going to make a move first. Pree’s pretty out of it,” I told him.

“Okay, no worries, Lost. We’ll see you tomorrow, get back safe,” he clapped me on the shoulder.

“Erm, you think she’ll be okay there?” I asked him, gesturing at Lynn who was now trying to hump the guy she found, still giving everyone a free show of her panties.

“Haiz, she’s always like that. Don’t worry, Lynn is a big girl. It’s not her first time here,” he reassured me.

By the time we reached the streets, Pree was no longer capable of walking. I gritted my teeth and called for a cab for the 10 minute walk it would’ve taken me if I were alone. We got back and I had to carry her into college. Luckily she was so tiny. After we arrived, I realized I didn’t bring her bag, so we didn’t have her room key. I texted Leanne to bring Pree’s bag back with her later, and that she’ll be safe with me. I didn’t get a reply.

Picking her up again, I passed by Rain’s room (they lived on the same corridor) and coincidentally she came out. She eyed me critically.

“Hey, Lost, what are you doing?” she asked.

“Pree got really drunk and I took her back. I forgot her bag though, so I’ve asked Leanne to bring it back later. Gonna let Pree sleep in the meantime,” I explained.

“Okay, no hanky panky! I know where she is and I’ll kill you,” she warned, only half-joking. I laughed at her and carried Pree back to my room. Everyone knew of our friendship and how much we hang out in each other’s rooms, they can’t seriously think I’ll take advantage of Pree, right?

We got in, and I tucked her into my bed, with a new plastic bag in my waste bin, just in case. I turned on my computer and checked my mail. Another one from Bon, telling me she was sorry how things turned out, and that she missed me and wished we could still be friends. I made an angry reply and said that I’ll think about it.

I waited for Leanne to get back to me, but got too tired. I fell asleep reading a book while lying down on the floor (carpeted), and was woken up in the middle of the night by the feeling of someone’s arms slipping around me…

[lostlilvirg]

I stirred in my sleep as I felt the arms encircling me, and opened my eyes to see Pree curled up next to me.

“Lost, just hold me? I feel so lonely,” she murmured, hugging me tight. I could feel her chest pressing against mine and felt the uncomfortable reaction it generated in me. My dick hardened and I was careful to not let her sense it. It didn’t help that her generous and firm boobs were rubbing against me. However, I reckoned without the powerful female instincts.

“I could feel your desire for me, Lost. You have been such a good friend to me, especially tonight. Thank you for protecting me. Please, let me help you feel good,” she said, reaching her hand downwards.

I grabbed her hand and stopped her firmly. “No, Pree. We cannot do this. You’re drunk,” I insisted.

“Am I that undesirable? Is that why Prakash (her ex-bf) left me? Am I too ugly?” she asked, clearly hurt.

“No, you’re a very desirable girl, Pree. You can tell from the fact that I have an erection for you. But! This is not part of our friendship. You are drunk, and I refuse to submit you to any actions that you may regret in the morning,” I said. My dick was pretty pissed off at me at this point, but I didn’t care. Pree was a very good friend of mine, and I’ll be damned (literally), if I took advantage of her in her current state.

She burst into tears. I held her and rocked her like a baby until she fell asleep. I didn’t dare to move her in case I woke her, so I sat like that on the floor with her head on my lap, all the way til the morning when my alarm (forgot to turn it off) woke her up. She looked around, confused, until the events of last night came back to her. I could see tears threatening to fall again, and hugged her close.

She managed to hold off her tears and we got up, me stiff all over from the position I held half the night. It was only later that day that I found out Skan had dragged Pree to the bar and “introduced” her to a new drink, absinthe, with the intentions of getting the drunk. Scenes of Shan making out with him came to my mind, and I was very glad that I managed to stop it from happening to Pree too.

We called and woke Leanne up (to many "omg, I’m so sorry" from her), and got Pree access to her room again once we recovered her bag. I went back to sleep, I needed it. I was hungover and sore and had blue balls.

When I eventually woke up, it was to a knock on my door. The clock read 8pm. Damnit, I’d missed dinner. and classes I opened the door groggily, expecting to find Pree, but was surprised to see Rain instead. Much welcomed, too, was the sight of what was in her hands. Dinner on a takeaway plate from the kitchen!

“Rain! Good morning! Come in!” I ushered her.

“Good morning?” she giggled. “You’re such a lazy pig, Lost,” remarked Rain as she set my plate on my desk. My stomach rumbled but I was delayed from eating by a surprising hug from her.

“And you said you’re no hero, Mr Fateman. Well done, yesterday!” she praised.

“Eh, you know already?” I asked, confused. It was easy to revert to less proper English when conversing with a felow Asian, even though she wasn’t Sg or My, especially when I'm sleepy and blur.

Rain bade me to eat when my stomach rumbled, making both of us laugh. While I ate, she told me that Pree had told them what I had done last night (in the bedroom). She wasn’t doing too well when informed about what transpired between her and Skan. She revealed how he got her drunk and Rain passed the message on to me. I guess now Skan would be blacklisted by the Asians.

After I finished my meal, I thanked Rain for thinking of me and getting me food and was surprised again by a tight hug from her.

“Thank you, for being you, Fateman,” she smiled at me and left, leaving me bemused. Well, that was unexpected.

I went to check on Pree after taking a much needed shower, and found her sniffly but otherwise okay. Just recovering from over-indulging in alcohol, pretty much like I was. Sleeping the day away meant that I had trouble sleeping that night, and at around 2 in the morning I got a text on my phone.

Lost, are you awake? The sender read “Fen”.

Yup, I am. What’s up? I replied.

I heard a ringing outside and in a few seconds a knock came at my door. My second visitor that night, or technically, morning.

“Heya, babes! How’s everybody’s favourite nice guy doing?” she asked brightly. She was dressed in her work clothes: a sexy minidress.

“A little grumpy from not being able to sleep after sleeping off my hangover. But nothing special,” I quipped.

“Oh, that’s great! I have the perfect cure for that. Just give me 10 minutes to shower and I’ll fix you up real good,” she said. Without waiting for my reply, she dropped out of her dress, my eyes bulged, and dropped her underwear in moments, my eyes bulged even more. Wrapping herself in MY towel and grabbing my toiletries, she winked at me and stepped out of my room.

My cock was painfully hard, reminding me it didn’t get any release from the D-cup cili padi last night. I tidied up my room in a dazed state while waiting for her to return. Her clothes smelled smokey, from the club, and I left the dress hanging over my chair and was holding her bra and thong in my hands when she returned.

“Oh my! You’re quite the kinky one, aren’t you?” she teased.

“Fen! It isn’t what it looks like,” I stammered back at her. She grinned widely at me and stepped closer.

“Relax, I don’t mind,” she whispered, and grabbed her undies from me and threw them onto my desk. “I hope you have condoms, cos if you don’t, I’m still fucking your brains out!”

My brain finally restarted, and I nodded at Fen, grabbing a pack from my drawer. She gave a squeal of delight and hastily covered her mouth.

“Fuck, I hope I don’t wake your neighbour again,” said Fen, and we both stifled our laughter.

“So I hear that you were a total gentleman last night and didn’t get any. You poor sweet darling you. Let me fix that for you tonight as your reward, babes,” Fen said, in a sultry fashion, standing on tiptoes to give me a kiss..

[lostlilvirg]

Cheers mate, for upping my points, jj_jj

[lostlilvirg]

Hmmm, seems to be a drop in readership the last few days.

Oh well, I committed to writing up my year, so I'll keep plodding along until someone tells me to stop... :p

Making a quick two-installment post now, I'll just post up the first part so I can separate the scenes.

[lostlilvirg]

Fen made me take my clothes off before pushing me into bed. Climbing on top of me, she gave me a brief kiss on the lips before kissing her way downwards. Her long fingernails ran down my ribs, not quite tickling but highly arousing. My soft gasp was greeted with a satisfied smile from her as she lavished my nipples with some oral care. The feel of her teeth on my nipples and her tugging suction as she switched between them was intense. I imagine it must be 10x better for them!

She made her way down to my crotch and stroked my cock softly with her fingers before fondling my balls.

“Poor balls must be achey, cos their owner is too nice to use them,” she mock baby-voiced at my scrotum. I wasn’t sure what I felt about that, but she took my mind off things when she proceeded to lick my sack and gently suck on each testicle, drawing sharp lines on my thighs with her nails. Exquisite! She capped off her performance by taking my shaft in her mouth and slowly descended, lips not touching. I watched her from the head of the bed, mesmerised. I felt my cock hit the back of her throat and she stopped, closed her lips around me and pulled her head up, lips gliding over my erection.

Her head went up and down, slowly, always loosening her lips when going down, and tightening when pulling up. I was getting overly excited by this slow motion blow job. Apparently she’d slyly grabbed one of the condoms and I could hear the tearing of the foil as she continued to blow me. With one last suck and pull, and a twirl of her tongue, she slid the condom down on my dick.

Fen climbed aboard me, setting sail with my cock deep in her pussy. She bounced vigorously atop my pole, palms on my chest for balance. I slid in easily from her ample wetness, feeling her heat envelop my manhood. Up and down, and I tried to thrust up into her on her down strokes, our hips meeting with a wet sound.

We switched positions after a few minutes as I could tell that Fen was tiring. I wanted to go doggy again and put her in position.

“Fuck me, Lost, fuck me good like the bitch I am,” she said, wagging her butt at me. Oh my, a dirty talker!

I settled myself behind her and fed her my cock. Grabbing her hips, I started slam-fucking her hard and fast. Fen was making sounds of unmistakable pleasure, forcing herself to keep things quiet. Her cunt muscles were squeezing my cock and I burst out in climax inside her.

Fen stilled as I came, making those mini-thrusts that were the hallmarks of mall orgasm. Once I stopped, she started frigging her clit below me. Damnit, I came too early.

“Don’t move, I’m….almost….,” she moaned against her pillow. Moments later I felt waves of pleasure coming from her pussy contractions as she came with my cock still inside her. In my over-sensitive state, I joined her in moaning out loud in pleasure.

Fen wasn’t done, however. She kept going and kept cumming. Her contractions were driving me crazy and kept me hard despite having already orgasmed. Finally, I collapsed on my side, arm around her waist. My cock slipped out of her after some time, and we just ignored it while snuggling.

To my disappointment, Fen got up and started to dress after 10 minutes or so. I cleaned up and disposed of the condom while she put her clothes back on.

“Sorry, Lost, I’ve gotta run. I’ve got some stuff to do tomorrow and if I stayed here tonight I know I won’t get any rest. It was fun though, thank you,” she said and kissed my cheek.

Fun? Thank you? Kiss on the cheek? I was confused and just waved goodbye as she stepped out of my room and left. Huh, and I was mistaking that we might’ve had something going on. Guess I was pretty much a booty call with Fen. Have to remember that she’s a very sexually active girl.

One thing though, Fen was right. I had no problems sleeping after that.

[Greendevil]

Hmmm, seems to be a drop in readership the last few days.

Oh well, I committed to writing up my year, so I'll keep plodding along until someone tells me to stop... :p

Making a quick two-installment post now, I'll just post up the first part so I can separate the scenes.

no worries. may be sch holiday start, lot of samster bring their family for holiday.

[lostlilvirg]

haha thanks, Greendevil. I was just wondering, readership = motivation, y'know ;)

But i did tell myself not to start if i can't finish, so i will finish. 2nd part still being composed.

[lostlilvirg]

It was finally the weekend. I chided myself for hoping for more with Fen, and that it would be silly to get involved with her as I’m possessive and would get jealous all the time.

After breakfast, I went on a walk to clear my head. Decided to walk on upwards to Brunswick to enjoy the sights, maybe take a turn in the park (think it was called Prince’s Park?), knowing some of my college mates like to go jogging there. The park was shaded and quiet that morning. Shivering in my jumper, I decided on a brisk walk to warm myself up (I don’t jog).

Imagine my shock and dismay when I bumped into Jenn, who was jogging that morning. Of all the rotten luck…

“Morning, Lost,” she called as she ran past me in the opposite direction.

Wait, what? Did she just behave in a FRIENDLY fashion? To me? I asked myself, to my utter consternation.

I continued my walk and was rounding a bend when I noticed a couple making out against a tree. I sped by to avoid embarrassing them and myself, but noticed a familiar-looking bag on a bench. I stopped, turned around and saw that the “couple” was actually Rain and…Vijay?

Upon closer inspection, I saw things I didn’t see when trying to avoid drawing attention to myself. Vijay had Rain backed up against the tree and was trying to kiss her, and Rain was struggling and crying.

I ran up to them and pulled Vijay away, socking him in the face with my fist (for the record, that fucking hurt!).

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” I demanded.

“Mind your own business, asshole! I’m just hanging out with my girl,” he answered, shoving me.

“She’s not your girl, and she never will be. Don’t you let me catch you near her again,” I roared, temper rising. A pinch of nervousness was lodged in me though, the last time I had a “real” fight was back in Primary 6…and the park was empty.

Jenn came running up at the commotion and the sight of yet another person seemed to snap Vijay back to reality, and he stalked off, mumbling threateningly. I watched him leave, shoulders relaxing in relief, while Jenn went to Rain to check on her.

“I dunno where he came from. I was just resting here waiting for you (to Jenn) and he appeared, and started to talk to me. I walked away and he pushed me against the tree and tried to kiss me. It’s not my fault!” wailed Rain.

Jenn made shushing noises and hugged the distraught Rain. After making sure Vijay was gone, I walked up to the girls.

“He must’ve thought you were here alone, and the park was empty,” I remarked, picking up Rain’s bag from the bench.

“I don’t care what you say, Rain, I’m reporting him to the Head,” I continued. Rain sniffed but Jenn glared at me. Ah, the world has returned to normal.

“What do you mean you don’t care what she says? Doesn’t her opinion matter? You chauvinistic idiot!” she exclaimed.

“Of course it matters. Don’t be ridiculous, but this isn’t the first time he’s harassed her. Rain is too scared of making a scene, and that’s what that bastard is counting on,” I replied easily, ignoring her rudeness.

“What do you mean it’s not the first time?” Jenn looked confused, an oddly adorable look on her. Oops, I guess Rain hadn’t told her about what Vijay did.

I clucked in impatience, “Now’s not the time to worry about that. Let’s get her home first.”

Rain looked pale, and Jenn had her arm around her on the way home while I carried both their belongings. We managed to get Rain into her room without attracting much attention, and I told Jenn to stay with her while I went to look for the Dean of Student Affairs of the college, Genevieve. The Head wasn’t staying with us on weekends, so Genevieve was the most senior person in charge.

I reported what happened to her, and she was very serious as she kept asking questions about the incidences I knew about.

“Lost, thank you for telling me this. I will need to talk to Ms Rain to get some more details, but if this just happened, she might be too much in shock to come talk to me right away. Please tell her that my room is always open. I will give her some time to recover but I won’t wait for too long, In the meantime, I shall investigate the matter further,” said Genevieve.

I thanked her and returned to Rain’s room. I knocked on the door, calling out that it’s me, and Jenn opened it. Joining them, I related what Genevieve had said, and Rain nodded, still crying.

“T-t-thank you, Lost. I d-d-dunno what w-w-would have hap-happened without y-y-you,” she stammered through her tears and flung herself at me, hugging me tightly and sobbing. Was it just me, or were different girls hugging me and crying a lot this year?

Jenn stared incredulously at Rain clinging to me and shook her head. She busied herself making hot water for tea while I took my turn comforting Rain.

It took an hour and copious amounts of tea, but Rain was finally feeling better but said she wasn’t ready to face Genevieve just yet. I gave the Dean a call from Rain’s room phone and said that we’ll see her tomorrow, just to give Rain time to recover, and she agreed.

Jenn, seeing that Rain was doing better, invited her to go for a shower (hey kinky-minded readers, not shower together la) to wash off their morning exercise and I suspect, to wash off the unpleasantness. Rain agreed and Jenn left to get her stuff. While I was excusing myself, Rain pulled me into another of her hugs and squeezed me tightly.

“Thank you, my hero,” she whispered, into my clothes. I awkwardly stroked her hair and she nuzzled against me. We stood there like that for a long time, until Jenn knocked on the door and asked Rain if she was ready. Whoops.

We broke apart with embarrassed smiles, and I left the girls to do their girly stuff…

[lostlilvirg]

Another anonymous upper, thank you!

[whatdoido]

Bro, I am still here on a daily basis so keep writing :D

[lostlilvirg]

hahaha thanks whatdoido. Sorry ya, seems a bit petulant to sulk about readership lol

:eek:

[tallsynn]

Dun worry, ts
I think many ppl enjoy reading your story, I know I do, just they'r shy to say it..
Keep it up, ts, I enjoy reading your story

[alec]

hahaha thanks whatdoido. Sorry ya, seems a bit petulant to sulk about readership lol

:eek:

woooo!!! i'm addicted to ur story, how u manage to find time writing soo much?

[lostlilvirg]

haha okok. I paiseh liao.

Shouldn't have opened my big mouth lol

Thank you for your support though, guys!

bro alec, I have a free and easy schedule, so have times in between to surf forums. Sometimes I feel I spam too much in the day so write the next installment at night.

If busy though, I'll say so, then you won't have to wait for nothing.

[Kvice]

This is one of the most fascinating and captivating stories on this forum this year. Please keep the updates coming!

[lostlilvirg]

So...I didn't like to leave things hanging there, hence making this one last update today. Gonna be busy this evening and tonight, so won't be updating again til tomorrow at the earliest.

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I’m going to skip a lot of dialogue here and just go into descriptive storytelling:

The next day, I brought Rain (and invited Jenn for Rain’s emotional support) to see Genevieve. Rain related what Vijay had been doing since the Christmas party and how she had spurned his advances. Genevieve was firm but kind. She wanted to ensure that Rain hadn’t done anything to give any false impressions to Vijay. Rain said that she had said she didn’t want to go out with him countless times and that their last two meetings had been traumatising for her (the one at the lawn at the Law faculty and at the park). She’s afraid of what he would do and was nervous about going to classes without a companion.

At the end of the interview, we left Genevieve’s office and spent some time in the common room. Rain looked shaken but stable, at her recounting of events. Jenn looked very angry, yet for a change I knew it wasn’t directed at me. We talked some more and hung out, and could feel Jenn thawing just a bit towards me for saving her best friend.

Fast forward a few days later, Vijay was expelled from the college. It was all hushed up and the official line was that he left on his own accord. However, we knew better. Rain was asked if she’d like to report him to the police and press charges, but she was keen on avoiding issues so nothing was done. At least we got rid of him, with the warning that if he bothered Rain again we’d report him to the police for harassment and outraging of modesty.

A lot of people wondered why Vijay left the college that semester, but we didn’t tell. I never saw him again, and that’s for the best. They managed to get a new Resident Advisor to replace him, a very serious Sg man, a migrant to Australia.

Rain still insisted on going to and fro uni with me when our schedules coincided. She was more timid than ever, and wouldn’t even go to meals or hang out at the common room without someone accompanying her. Usually it’d be Jenn, Pree or myself. Sometimes she’d even sneak into my lectures if she didn’t feel particularly daring enough to return to college on her own. My coursemates (2 coursemates from Poly, so pretty good friends of mine) teased me about my little sister.

We settled into a routine, and sometimes I’d even stay back if my classes ended earlier so I could surprise her on her way out. The way her face lit up made it worth it. I think I was starting to have feelings for this little girl…

[prettymannequin]

haha thanks, Greendevil. I was just wondering, readership = motivation, y'know ;)

But i did tell myself not to start if i can't finish, so i will finish. 2nd part still being composed.

You'll always have a loyal fan! No worries. :p

[lostlilvirg]

thanks for the kind words, kvice and prettymannequin.

Don't worry, the updates will come, as long as i have energy to write. Hehehehe

[onlyhuman]

After reading now I know why is there curry bashing in down under :D

Onlyhuman

[manure]

you just need to see the amount of views in the thread can liao :D

[dchar]

I'm a loyal fan too bro, keep it up!! :)

[tallsynn]

ts, been chasing your story since you start this thread, you've done a good work, keep it up!

[jackfarley]

Keep it up... Well written and I look forward to the frequent updates.

[oeioei]

Bro!! Great story. Will be camping here for more.

[zapbait]

another silent fan here :cool: your Melbourne Sexcapades is the first topic I catch up whenever I visit this forum.

your stories brought back sweet memories of my uni days in Australia ... (tho less happening and fewer girls throwing themselves into my embrace :D)

hopefully you will be able to finish your story ... Gambatte

[Fucktheworld]

Awesome story, feel like going overseas to study like right now. Haha

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks for all the kind encouragement, people. Really appreciate it. Sorry was having a bit of an insecure day yesterday so sulked a bit online, and at my friends too, poor them.

Unforgiven, thanks for upping me. The other person who upped me, anonymous (thank you), haha which snake you want me to beat the crap out of? lol

Anyway bro onlyhuman, it's not curry bashing per se, just so happened when I was there, Skan was the de facto bastard. I still can't remember "vijay"'s real name, but he was australian. His skin tone looked indian but can't be too sure, if you get what i mean.

I'll write the next installment(s) later today. Just a quick check this morning. :)

[lostlilvirg]

I had to examine my feelings for Rain. I felt very protective of her, but that might’ve been from her xiao mei mei aura. I have gotten used to her presence that when she wasn’t around, I felt a sense of loss. But was that attraction or was it just getting used to having her around? Moreover, how does she feel about me? I wasn’t all that experienced in the dating and “being in love” thing. My first gf in JB was puppy love, I’m sure. We were exclusive, but dates were limited to every other weekend during semester, and hanging out during semester breaks. I enjoyed her company but there was no overwhelming urge to be with her. If I were to judge myself impartially, it was more of a “I’ve never dated anyone before and this girl is willing to date me so let’s try”. It was unfair to her, of course, and we broke up after a year when we both realized how selfish I was. Bon was a long-distance thing that I suppose I cheated on, but if I was honest with myself (or, comforting myself), things weren’t set in stone since we haven’t even met.

My only sounding board was unavailable to me, as Pree was still moping about her breakup. It seemed extremely insensitive to ask her about my new attraction to somebody when she was still recovering from her own loss.

And then there was Fen…although we haven’t agreed to anything exclusive, I’ve had sex with her pretty often (by my standards) since June. It felt pretty weird to me to have casual sex with someone, I mean, it wasn’t a one night stand, but I was pretty sure there were no feelings involved other than lust.

Fen solved half my quandary a week after sleeping with me, when she started going out with a good-looking ang moh dude she met at the club. I guess I could kiss my booty call goodbye, but was also strangely relieved. I was probably semi-worried that Fen might’ve had certain expectations from me about us, so it was good that she found someone. I still haven’t solved the puzzle that was my feelings for Rain. We were still doing the going to uni together thing almost daily, but I felt like there could be something more to it, or maybe I was reading too much into things? I’ve always been more suave, more smooth, more attractive, when hiding behind words (I “wooed” my first gf via sms, then Bon via internet chatting) and not face-to-face interactions, so I was a bundle of nerves.

My first chance to test the waters came when we were returning to college after classes. If you’ve been in Melbourne, you’d know that the winds can sometimes be crazy! If you had a good sturdy umbrella open and held on tightly, you would probably be dragged backwards and fall over. If your umbrella was flimsy, it’ll just turn inside out. :P Probably why a lot of Aussies prefer raincoats, not that it rained much when I was there (10 year drought).

So anyway, the wind was blowing really hard, and even without umbrellas we were hard pressed to keep going forward. Rain nearly fell, and I hurriedly grabbed her around her shoulders and tucked her close to me. We walked, hunched over, back to college, the feel of Rain against me satisfying some inner emptiness that I hadn’t noticed since Li left.

We dusted ourselves off at the lobby upon arrival at the college and I got a trademark Rain hug. “Hehehe, my Fateman is so helpful,” she quipped before skipping off upstairs to her room.

HER Fateman? I thought to myself, cheered by the thought. Maybe I was reading too much into things, but it sure felt good.

I got a call on the intercom to request my presence to escort Rain to the dining room for dinner (okay, my words, not hers), so I hurried over to her room but sadly found Jenn already there. The duo were chattering in Cantonese, not a dialect I am familiar with at that time (JB boy ma, spent 3 years in NYP and I still couldn’t pick up Hokkien other than swear words lol, so go figure about Cantonese).


I greeted them and they stopped their chattering, Jenn eyeing me with an expression I couldn’t decipher. I felt uncomfortable and intrusive.

“Hey, girls. Glad you’re getting ready for dinner. I’ll see ya’ll downstairs?” I said, nonchalantly passing them and pretended I was headed towards Pree’s room instead. Rain shot me a smile but didn’t stop me. Hmm…

I knocked on Pree’s door and saw her face pop out. “Dinner, Lost?” she asked brightly.

“Sure! That’s why I’m here,” I replied. She locked her room and we headed down to the hall together. We sat with Rain and Jenn, as well as Gim, Lawrence and Shan. Fen was probably working, or dating.

Meal times are a little random. Sometimes if people had something to do, they’ll eat and leave. Othertimes we’d sit there and chat til way after the meal was over. For some reason that I can’t remember, it was one of the latter types that day. Everyone wanted to sit and chat. Rain left to the washroom (accompanied by Jenn, of course) sometime in between, and their places were taken by some other collegemates. Conversation was flowing and much laughter resulted. Seemed everyone was in a gregarious mood that night.

When the pair returned to the table, there were no seats. Rain pulled up a chair and managed to fit it into the seating arrangement, and made Jenn sit down. Finding no other way to fit into the table, I was prepared to let her have my seat, so I pushed myself out from the table to make space to stand. To my utter amazement (and the others), Rain put a hand on my shoulder, keeping me seated, and promptly planted herself on my lap, sitting sideways.

My hands had unconsciously slipped around her waist to hold her before I knew what I was doing. Everyone else was staring at us, and there was a surprised silence cutting into the conversation. I myself was still shell-shocked.

“What?” Rain asked the table. “He’s my hero!” she said, a little defensively.

Our friends smiled and went back to their topics. I was delighted at the turn of events, and fastened my arms around Rain. She placed her ams around my neck and leaned over to my ear.

“Sorry, Lost. I didn’t ask you for your permission. Hope you don’t mind,” she asked, a little too late, I thought. I shot her a big grin.

“Do I look like I mind?” I responded.

“Oi, get a room la you two,” teased Lawrence. We laughed and joined the table in banter and jokes. The company broke apart after the kitchen staff started hinting they wanted to close up. Rain removed herself from my lap and we retired to the common room. I was feeling inexplicably happy, though I did notice the dirty looks I was getting from…you guessed it, Jenn.

I felt like Rain and I needed to have a talk to clear the unspoken questions between us, but now didn’t feel like the right time. Gim invited me for a game of pool and Rain spectated as he trashed me soundly. We watched together as Gim then held the table against all comers, including the Aussies who were also hanging out in the common room. That boy can certainly play.

I sent Rain back to her room that night, but nothing else happened cos your humble writer was too chicken to do anything. I think she looked hopeful as we lingered at her door, but I didn’t start anything. We said goodnight and I laid awake that night kicking myself for being a ball-less idiot.

[prettymannequin]

Did Jenn fancy you though hahahahahah.

[onlyhuman]

I think Jenn is a les and she is in love with rain.

Vijay is an Indian who is ashamed of his own ethnic..typical Indian snake in down under...
An Indian trying to be Caucasian and a Caucasian acting like an Indian :D

Onlyhuman

[lostlilvirg]

lol guys

i won't reveal what's biting jenn yet, cos I'm following a timeline and won't spoil the story. she plays an integral part in how my relationship with rain develops a lot later on though.

Will post more later.

[prettymannequin]

lol guys

i won't reveal what's biting jenn yet, cos I'm following a timeline and won't spoil the story. she plays an integral part in how my relationship with rain develops a lot later on though.

Will post more later.

Hahaha yea I know, wouldn't wanna spoil it for myself either. Just putting the question out there but not really expecting you to reply. :p

[jackfarley]

When's the next post?? Looking forward to it

[lostlilvirg]

lol jackfarley.

I'm writing it right now, actually. Pausing in between to check the forums.

Thank you to littleswingers and boringfuck (lol funny nick) for the upz.

I apologise to my readers for the somewhat wishy-washy writing while describing my time with Rain. It was a wishy-washy period in my life, and I suspect that thinking about it is also affecting me irl, hence the sudden sulking on forums yesterday :p

Coming up soon in a few minutes...

[lostlilvirg]

The next day, I caught Rain as she was leaving college. I was puzzled cos we tend to leave together since we shared the same class timing. It was the first time she didn’t wait for me, nor did she have someone to accompany her.

“Hey, Rain! Wait up!” I called. She stopped and waited for me, not looking.

“Hey, Lost,” she mumbled.

“Why didn’t you wait for me today? I asked, falling into step beside her.

“I dunno. Didn’t think about it, I guess,” replied Rain. Her tone was a little dead, like she didn’t care.

Perhaps she’s upset at me for last night? Hmmm…she was already upset, might as well take the plunge. She’s been sending me mixed signals for a week now, nothing ventured, nothing gained. I walked beside her and mustered my resolve, reaching out and grabbing her right hand in my left, catching her fingers in mine. She stopped with a start, looking at our hands, but not pulling away.

“Well, even if you didn’t think about it, I know I thought about you. So let’s go, or we’ll be late,” I said, brazenly. I adjusted my grip so instead of holding her fingers in mine, I crossed our fingers instead. I didn’t look at her and just walked, forcing her to follow.

Within moments, I felt her fingers tighten against mine as our steps synchronised with each other. It felt very high school to me, but I didn’t care. I smiled and kept walking, afraid to break the silence or the mood.

“I thought you weren’t interested, Lost. I felt very embarrassed after last night so I tried to avoid you this morning," Rain ventured.

I released her hand and draped my arm around her shoulders, pulling her to me into a rough hug. “Rain, I highly doubt I’d let someone I’m not interested in to sit on my lap for nearly an hour.” Yes! My gamble paid off!

“Oh,” she replied. “Yeah, I’m much too heavy to sit on your lap that long otherwise, huh?” she continued cheekily, finally breaking into a smile.

“Bah, if you were heavy, then I’d be an elephant,” I joked, linking fingers with her again. We walked to the campus in companionable silence.

I was in a good mood the whole day. My coursemates were curious what brought about the change as I’m usually pretty grumpy in the mornings. I didn’t share the news with them, not yet. I wanted to keep it to myself…and I still had to have a talk with Rain.

We met after class, and I invited her for a walk in Carlton Gardens, where we might have a chance of privacy without bumping into somebody we knew. I think she sensed my serious mood, so didn’t make any jokes. We were pretty content to walk hand-in-hand until we found a bench to sit and talk.

“Rain, I’m not sure how to start…” I began.

“Just say what you have to say, Lost. Don’t worry, I won’t eat you,” she joked, trying to ease my tension. It worked. I smiled at her and took a deep breath.

“I’ve been more and more attracted to you for awhile now, Rain. I, I’m really glad you appear to feel the same way. But I gotta warn you, it isn’t easy to be with me,” I said, looking at her.

“What do you mean? You’re such a nice guy! Everyone says so. Li always praised you too when she was around,” she protested. It felt like a knife’s twist in my gut at hearing her mention Li, who of course, kept our almost relationship a secret.

“Listen. Just let me finish, it isn’t easy for me to say what I have to say, Rain,” I said, but not fiercely. She nodded and watched me as I spoke.

“I’m not sure what kind of life I can give you as a boyfriend. You are well aware that my financial status is not a good one. I won’t be able to treat you to things and pamper you as you deserve. I might be gone after this year after graduating, and you’d still be here. I’m not sure what kind of relationship we could have then. I don’t want you to waste your time on me, when there are other better people out there,” I said. “Moreover, I have a terrible temper and I’m pretty selfish,” I finished.

Rain looked at me seriously, a torn expression on her face, as if wrestling with some inner decision. “Lost, I know you’re trying to protect me. But why think about so many what may be’s in the future? Let’s enjoy ourselves now. I like you a lot, and I know you like me too. Let’s try and see where that takes us? Things will work themselves out, I’m sure.”

Famous last words. I didn’t know it then, but with the benefit of hindsight, it should’ve been obvious that the relationship would’ve ultimately failed. But I was 22, single, and lonely (and yes, sex-crazed after a taste of pleasure), damned if I could think beyond the next few weeks.

I hugged her tightly, happy beyond words that she’d still want to be with me.

“Besides, who said you’re selfish? You’re my Fateman, my personal hero,” she mumbled into my ear as we hugged.

We cuddled on the park bench for a little while until we decided it was too cold and time to head back to college for dinner. I dropped her off at her room after we arrived back at college, and again we lingered at the door.

“Pick you up at 7 for dinner?” I asked from the doorway.

“Yes, please,” replied Rain, smiling at me from inside the room. The door remained open…

“So, are you going to kiss me, or do I have to sulk again for something to happen?” she finally said, giving me a mock glare, arms folded crossed against her chest.

I laughed and held her face in my palms, leaning my face closer. Our noses touched gently…and I rubbed noses with her.

“That’s an Eskimo kiss, Rain. And good things are worth waiting for,” I grinned and walked off.

“Idiot!” I heard her call from her room, but not angrily. I gave her a thumbs up and went downstairs to return to my room.

[jackfarley]

Thanks for the post enjoyed it!

[lostlilvirg]

hehehe glad you enjoyed it, bro.

Will try to post another one tonight, depending on how tired i am. No promises though! :cool:

Thanks bro Jackbl for the upz

[Valiant20]

Always here and reading bro. Don't stop!!
Were you in melb uni 2002/03? My sister might know you then... hehe..

[lostlilvirg]

bro valiant, i hope to god i didn't know your sister, if you get what I mean ;)

hehehehe

anyway, i was in melb 06 and 07, so nah. diff batch :)

guys, i'm too braindead tonight to produce any quality writing, much apologies! sibeh shagged...

[8387]

This is a really great read! Having so much fun.
Ah the vagaries of youth! It seems you had so much fun during your time in Melbourne. Keep it coming.
As they say in Ozland: Ozi Ozi Ozi, Oi Oi Oi

[Sinedual]

Nice. Camping!

[zeroduero]

really good read =D having been the melbourne for awhile, finding all those places very familiar.

[simidai]

another camper reporting TS...

yr stories brought back many memories... :)

[lostlilvirg]

haha 8387, yeap, darned ozzies and their oi's :p

I'm glad to see you peeps are enjoying the story, thank you for your support and encouragement. Melbourne is a very missable place if you've been there. One of my regrets is not staying/returning, but the family is in Malaysia, and I must pay my filial respects after all.

thanks bro simidai

also thanks ebonkie and another anonymous upper.

Gonna sit down and write the next installment.

[lostlilvirg]

Not a fucking moment of peace here this morning. Sorry guys, this is what i came up with for now.

~~~


The honeymoon period of dating, as my readers surely can attest, is among the best experiences in the world. Rain and I were no different. Having a “proper” gf that I could see and touch everyday, made a whole difference for me. It was a new and exciting period in my life.

We went to Uni t ogether, holding hands like children. We sat together during mealtimes, we hung out together in the common room, and we spent the nights together. No, we didn’t make love immediately, but Rain decided to “move in” with me soon after…

I picked Rain up at 7, as promised, and went down for dinner. There were a lot of friendly teasing from our collegemates, of course, but I think the surprise value already went out the window when Rain sat on my lap the previous night. Jenn looked a bit down, but I didn’t let her negativity get in the way of my happiness. She did, in fact, leave me alone for the night. I didn’t have to endure her dirty looks and sarcastic comments, at least, so that was an improvement.

Keeping to my “newly in love” feeling, I didn’t want to let Rain out of my sight for a single moment, we hung out at the common room for a bit after dinner, then I invited her to my room for some quiet.

“Hmm, going to your room, huh? Should I be worried about your intentions?” teased Rain, her eyes sparkling with humour.

“Pfft, would anybody dare to bully you? You have a hero to look after you,” I retorted. She laughed and cuddled up against my arm as we walked to my room.

I hadn’t expected any hanky panky to happen, but my brain probably hadn’t caught up because I invited her to sit on my bed (well the chair wasn’t all that comfortable). I got a raised eyebrow from Rain.

“Okay, that came our really wrong, Rain. I mean, there’s just nowhere else that’s comfy to sit on. I just wanted to be with you,” I hurriedly explained.

She smiled at me a little shyly, and climbed onto my bed. I joined her, sitting side by side against the wall (it’s a single bed). I slipped my arm around her and we just sat there and talked about anything and everything.

When it got late, I walked her back to her room and invited myself in. Rain looked surprised but didn’t object.

“I know it sounds silly, but I’m going to miss you tonight,” I said to her. I took her in my arms, bent down, and kissed her once, softly on her lips. “I’ll see you tomorrow, baby.” It was the first time I used a term of endearment on her.

She pulled me down for another kiss, and another. “Goodnight, my Fateman,” she said. “I’ll miss you too!”

The next day progressed normally, dinner etc. Rain pulled me to her room instead, after dinner. I also noticed that Jenn was no longer getting any attention from Rain, but I guessed it was normal since I was not giving Pree much attention either.

“Lost, I have something important to discuss with you,” she said, patting her bed to make me sit down. I looked at her curiously.

“Lost, I need to know I can trust you,” she said. Okay, that was totally unexpected

“Baby, of course you can trust me. I will always protect you and won’t make you do things you don’t want to,” I replied seriously.

“I’m sorry, that was an unfair question. I just needed to hear it from you,” she said, hugging me tightly.

“Can I sleep with you tonight?” she asked next. Wait, what?

My shock and confusion must’ve shown on my face, as she added, “Don’t get any ideas, sweetie. I just want to sleep with you.”

Of course, I agreed. She packed some clothes and toiletries, and went down to my room. She wanted to study before sleeping, so she had my desk while I read a book. Bedtime came, and after cleaning up, she snuggled up to me in bed and we shared the pillow. Her face was close to mine, and I couldn’t resist stealing a kiss from her. We started kissing each other hungrily, joining our lips together repeatedly. I kept my hands around her back, one stroking her hair, being careful not to wander.

In the middle of all that, I started slipping her a bit of tongue, and she reacted by pulling back and away from me, struggling in my arms. Shocked and scared, I released her immediately to watch her back up against the wall, eyes wild with panic.

“Rain, what’s wrong? I’m sorry, did I push too hard? Talk to me please, baby,” I begged. It took her a few minutes to calm down, and she pulled at my shirt tightly as she clung to me, shaking.

“I’m so sorry, Lost. I thought you were Vijay,” she sobbed into my shirt. Damnit, she had a flashback. She’s never had one before this, and seemed okay. Looks like kissing was a really bad idea.

I held her close to me while she calmed down, stroking her hair and just whispering that “It’s okay”.

I thought she had fallen asleep at some point, and tried to extricate myself to turn the lights off, but her fingers caught in my shirt and didn’t let me go.

“Don’t leave me, please. Leave the lights on,” she begged. That was when I realized she was scared of the dark too.

“Kiss me again, I want to forget him,” Rain requested. I took her mouth with mine and kissed her gently, and slept with her in my arms that night…

The result of that was that Rain decided she wanted to move in with me, so to speak. She’d take her showers at the bathroom near her room, cos her clothes were there, but she’d come sleep with me every night. Nothing happened for a few days, we just hugged and kissed and slept. Then the status quo changed…

[lostlilvirg]

It was my first kitchen duty after officially started dating Rain. We had to do kitchen duty once every two weeks at college, for dinner. 3 people are assigned per night, usually: one for dishes, one for cleaning pots and pans, and the last for cleaning the dining hall. The one cleaning the kitchen hall usually have to chase people away if they lingered too long chit chatting, though usually we cooperated by making sure the table we’re using will be cleaned for them.

One of my friends couldn’t do his duty on his night, so we swapped nights for that week. I ended up being in a group with my neighbour Kerry, and a beautiful 2nd year Taiwanese girl who lived in Hong Kong, Flo. She was miles prettier than even Jenn, and was slender and tall. We weren’t at all close, cos she was very Aussiefied and hung out with her own group of friends which didn’t include my crazy male Ozzie mates.

I finished up the dining hall since Kerry liked doing the pots and Flo wanted the dishes (seriously, who the hell liked doing pots and pans? My usual duty was Thursday, which was pasta night. The pots and pans with dried cheese…fuck. No thank you!). Once my job was done, I went in to check up on the others and to say I was done. I saw Flo in the dishes room, in time to catch her cutting herself on one of the cracked plates. It wasn’t a major cut, but if you’ve cut your finger before while washing stuff you’d know that a lot of blood comes streaming out.

I hurried to get the first aid kit from the kitchen, and sat her in a chair in the hall, cleaning it and wrapping up the wound. Flo was sitting in a chair while I was kneeling in front of her. Looked a bit compromising, of course, especially when she was in tights. I’d love to say I was a gentleman and didn’t check her out, but who could resist?

“Hey, uhm, thanks (sigh, she didn’t know my name). But I think I’m okay now,” said Flo, snapping me out of my daze. I realized I was still holding her hand while checking her out. She gave me an amused smile and I smiled back.

“You look like you’re about to propose to me,” she laughed. Indeed, I did look like I was going to, kneeling in front of her under the table like that.

“Well, Flo, here’s your ring!” I countered, pointing at her bandage. We were sharing a laugh when Rain decided to pop by to see what was taking me so long. I straightened in a hurry.

“What’re you two doing?” she asked, seemingly casual.

“Oh, Flo’s just cut herself and I helped her tend to her wounds, dear,” I responded. Flo smiled at Rain, thanked me, and left the hall.

“Sorry to have kept you waiting, Rain. I’ve gotta finish up her dishes though. Be done soon,” I said to Rain.

She followed me into the washing room and helped me out with the washing in silence. “You really are a helpful person, huh, Lost?” she said.

I looked at her, her expression was neutral. “Eh, I just sorta walked into that today,” I replied, not certain where this was going. She said no more and we finished our jobs in quiet.

“Thanks for helping me out, baby. Made it twice as fast,” I smiled at her and hugged her. She finally smiled back at me and patted my cheek and told me she’d see me later in my room.

[lostlilvirg]

blegh

last minute called to meeting, had to post it first. continue later!

[tallsynn]

ts, your very fast writer, i think you post is more then your regular readers, haha...
Thanks for you effort! Good Luck

[lostlilvirg]

hahaha i'm just in a hurry to finish it up, but i suppose i can go slower :cool:

Not that it's related, but you probably won't see me writing tomorrow, busy day ahead. Will still post on forum but no serious writing.

Jut finished dinner, gonna try and complete that broken short post from earlier.

[lostlilvirg]

That night, I felt a little uneasy. Was Rain jealous? I mean, it was just me helping another girl out, all innocent. Hmmm, I’m not used to this feeling. Rain answered my questions later; she was indeed jealous, but not in the way that I had thought she would be…

Her knock came at the expected time at my door. She usually comes by around 9:30pm. I opened the door and was surprised to see her not in her usual sleepwear (t-shirt and trackpants), but in a spaghetti top and shorts.

“Hey, Lost! Waited long?” she asked as I let her in. She didn’t sound normal, but the earlier awkwardness was a lot decreased.

“Nah, not long at all. You’re right on time, as usual,” I replied. It hadn’t escaped me that despite us dating for a good amount of time, she rarely calls me by pet names. Usually I chalked it up to habits, maybe she wasn’t so used to being intimate, but some times I do wonder.

“Come sit with me for awhile. I’ve got some stuff on my mind that I’m not sure how to let out,” she said, seating herself in my bed. I obediently sat down beside her, and she curled her arms around mine and leaned against my shoulder.

I didn’t break the silence, which stretched for at least 5 minutes.

“Lost, why did you decide to date me?” she suddenly asked. Uh oh. Where is this going? Why do girls like to have this kinds of discussions?

“Eh, honey. That’s a bit of a random question, isn’t it?” I replied.

“Don’t you have an answer, Lost?” she asked, still leaning against my shoulder. I wasn’t used to having a conversation without looking at my convo partner’s face. Kinda hard to read the situation.

“Well…you know, as a matter of fact, I do! I’ve been thinking about my feelings for you for a long time before we started dating,” I said slowly. I felt her palms tighten on my arm.

“Why wouldn’t I date you, Rain? You’re smart,” I continued but was interrupted.

“I’m a ninny. I’m scared of everything,” she broke in.

“You’re cute and lovable. You make me think about you when you weren’t by my side.” I carried on.

“Cute? I hate that word. Makes me feel like a small kid. And I already look like a small kid. I don’t understand why you’d like me,” she countered. I tried to push her off my arm so I could look at her expression, but she clung on stubbornly.

“Baby, why do you say that?” I asked, concerned. She was normally a cheerful and cheeky girl (if you get past her timidity).

“I’m not pretty like Jenn or Flo. I’m not sexy like Shan and Fen. I just don’t know why you’d want to be with me when there are so many better choices around,” she said softly.

I wasn’t going to deny her words, all that she said was true. Flo and Jenn were really pretty, though the former a lot more so, and Shan and Fen were a lot more daring and sexy in dressing. I considered what I should reply. I could say that I didn’t know Flo, Jenn hated me, and Fen and Shan are way too “easy” for me to feel secure dating them, but I didn’t.

“It’s because you’re the only one I want to be with,” I answered.

I heard her sniff, and she let go of my arm and stood in front of me. She gestured at herself and said, “I have no breasts, I have no curves. I look like a damned kid. What’s so attractive about me?”

Heh, dejavu. Seems not so long ago that another girl was in my room lamenting about her lack of looks. Sigh.

I pulled Rain onto my lap and cuddled her. “You are very attractive to me. I don’t compare you to other people cos I’m happy the way you are. Everybody is different, but fate had brought you to me,” I said softly to her.

“But, you deserve someone who looks better. Pretty and tall like Flo,” she objected. Ah, so this is what it’s all about!

“Yeah, and you deserve a prince who can take you out to nice places and good food. So I guess we both aren’t getting what the other party thinks we should get, huh,” I said, winking at her.

“I suppose we should both just be sad that the other party wants us so much despite our flaws. We’re so unlucky to be wanted,” I continued to tease her, making a sad face.

She punched me in the chest, lightly. “You’re a bastard.”

“Hey, now. I happen to know that both my parents were married when they had me. Unless they told you something else that I wasn’t supposed to know?” I retorted, my eyes widened dramatically.

I got her laughing, and the tension broke. Crisis averted. Phew.

“You’re completely ridiculous, Lost. That’s one of the things I adore about you,” she giggled in my arms as I hugged her tight.

“I do adore you, Lost,” she repeated, nuzzling at my neck.

We ended up kissing passionately and falling into the bed. Our lips meshed and she ventured her tongue out to lick my lips for the first time. I sealed our kiss and we had a proper French kiss, Rain going soft in my arms. No panic attacks, thank god. Rain broke our kiss eventually, and sat up from the bed. I looked at her quizzically.

“I don’t know how attracted you could be to this, honey,” she said, and pulled her top off. I saw her topless for the first time, she doesn’t usually wear her usual sports bra when coming to bed with me, didn’t need one. Her skin was very smooth, her breasts just barely formed, with a bit of a curve underneath pert nipples. Her slight build and lack of breasts had masked a well curved waist, since her tops didn’t cling on tightly enough to show her body. Her tummy was flat, with a cute little navel in the middle.

Rain looked at me nervously, waiting my reaction. I gave her an encouraging smile and pulled her back down onto the bed so I could continue kissing her. She guided my hand to her chest, the meaning unmistakeable. I drew gentle circles on her chest and finally came to a stop on her nipple. I rubbed my thumb across it and felt her stiffen. I rubbed it again and she crooned while kissing me.

“Darling, I’d like to enjoy you properly, if you are willing?” I asked her. She nodded shyly.

I laid her on her back and started kissing down her neck. She was very responsive, arching her neck out to me, inviting me to caress her with my lips as though a victim offering her blood to a vampire. I feathered kisses down her neck and nuzzled her collarbone. Then I kissed my way down her chest area, and teased her left breast by licking round her nipple without touching the nub. I repeated on her right side and she was breathing hard.

I looked at her, silently asking for permission. She gave it by pushing my face back to her chest. I trapped her nipple in my lips and “French kissed” it. Her back was arched from the bed as I sucked hard on her nipple.

“No, don’t stop,” she protested softly as I released her nipple and move on to the other one. “Ahh…”

Her quiet moans encouraged me to repeat the process with her. I sucked and licked at her nipple until my tongue was tired, with my hand gently pinching the neglected one. She bucked hard against me, fingers clutching at my head and finally gave a long sigh. I stopped my services and raised my head to watch her breathing quietly with her eyes closed, peacefully.

I laid down beside her, my head supported by my arm, waiting for her to return to me. Her eyes fluttered open finally and caught mine.

“That was great, sweetie!” she exclaimed happily. She threw herself on me and gave me a long and deep kiss. As it were, she ended up straddling my erection.

“Uhm, is that what I think it is?” asked Rain.

“You asked how attracted I am to you. There’s your answer, baby,” I grinned back at her. She considered for a moment, still sitting on it.

“Do…would you need relief?” she asked. YES!

“Well, only if you’re comfortable, honey,” I said, hopefully.

Rain frowned. “I don’t think I’m quite ready to take that step yet, Lost.” What? No!

“It’s okay, sweetie. You don’t need to do anything,” I said, lying through my teeth. She swung herself off me and grabbed her discarded top, putting it on before returning to bed. Well there goes my fun tonight… I grumbled to myself.

Rain looked at me happily as she snuggled with me and went to sleep surprisingly easily. I’ve heard that the endorphins from an orgasm can do that for you. Fucking hell. It was only 10plus, way too early for me to sleep, especially with the goddamned lights on. My balls were getting annoyed.

[DiabloX]

Very good writing, brings back memories from the 90s .. also in Melb. Good on you. Up

[lostlilvirg]

Memories can be treasures when they're nice ones.

Thanks bro DiabloX :)

[simidai]

great update! support! :)

[prettymannequin]

Hahahah wtf rain. What a tease.

[lostlilvirg]

:p thanks for the comments, guys

as promised, no updates today. been a long day...

Will continue tomorrow for sure!

[volcano]

waiting waiting waiting......:D

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks for upping me, bro volcano.

Next one coming up in a few minutes.

[lostlilvirg]

Rain can be a surprising girl. In those early days I had the distinct feeling she wasn’t one to indulge in a sex life, even though she had previously admitted to giving a blow job before. One couldn’t blame me for being hopeful for that, so being blueballed certainly was not a nice experience. The little minx did make up for it though…

The next morning, I woke up before the alarm rang. Rain was curled up on me under the covers from the cold. The feel of her bare legs (wearing shorts, remember?) on mine was very arousing for me. I desperately needed some relief. Untangling myself from her, I went for my morning ritual of brushing and cleaning, and decided to jack off. I won’t deny that I fantasized about Flo while masturbating that morning.

“Lost, are you in there?” Rain’s voice jarred my happy thoughts. You have gotta be kidding me! The universe hates me!

“Hey baby, yeah. I’m just taking a morning shower. Almost done,” I replied. Didn’t finish my session and hurriedly rinsed off and got out.

“Good morning, Lost!” she greeted me cheerfully. She’s one of those morning people. I’m mostly grumpy in the morning, even more so today.

“Morning, hon,” I muttered, still disgruntled. She’d waited for me to be done so we could return to the room together. I dressed, ready to begin our day while she packed up to return to her room to change. Usually I waited outside her door while she changed but she pushed me inside this time.

I watched her take off her top unabashedly, seeing how I’ve already seen her topless. On went a tight sports bra, and t shirt. Down went the shorts. My cock hardened again at the sight of her in cute girly panties with tiny flowers on them. Up went her jeans. She turned to me and knew I was watching her change.

“Don’t get naughty thoughts now, my dear Lost,” she brushed her lips on mine and placed her hand against my erection. I made a soft groaning noise at her touch but she hurried us out to the dining hall for breakfast.

We joined some of the early risers for breakfast and trudge out for our 8am class. The wind was bitingly cold and we clung to each other on our journey. Before dropping her off at her building, she stopped me for a message.

“Honey, I’m not going to wait for you today, okay? I’ve got something to do at college. I’ll see you when you’re back?” said Rain. I agreed and went for my classes. Her classes ended earlier than mine that day but she’d waited for me last week after we started dating. Oh well, maybe she wanted to spend some time with Jenn. Whatever.

I got home that evening to see a slip of paper slid under my door. “Call me when you’re home ~ Rain”.

I dialled her room extension and Rain said she’d be down in 15 minutes. I told her to let herself in, I’d grab a shower first. That day was exceptionally cold, even though it was already September. By the time I was done with the shower, I was shivering uncontrollably. I stepped into my room and Rain hugged me tightly.

“Wow, you’re really cold! Quick, get into bed and under the covers to warm up,” she urged after releasing me. She joined me under covers and held me tightly. It was only then that I realized she was once again dressed in a spaghetti top and shorts.

Rain rubbed me on the arms to help me warm up. After I stopped shivering though, her hands took a detour to rubbing my chest, her leg was also moving up and down my thighs. The situation began to take an erotic turn on me and I felt myself rising to the occasion. I usually just wear shorts to and fro shower, and change when back in my room. As a result, my hard-on was noticeably poking Rain in her tummy.

“Ooh, someone’s excited,” she giggled. I grinned at her.

“Sorry, baby. I can’t help it when you do this to me.” I gestured at her palms on my chest and leg on my leg.

“Why is that? Is this very exciting for you, Lost?” she asked in mock innocence, running her thigh against mine again. I groaned and unthinkingly grabbed her ass. It was soft and yielding through her cotton shorts. She gasped in surprise but didn’t push my hand away. I loved the way her buns felt in my palms.

I held her closer to me by her cute butt, grinding against my erection. Rain closed her eyes and kissed me, making mewls of pleasure as we ground our groins together, her hands still on my chest. I was getting feverish with desire and was pretty sure I’d lose what self-control I had if we didn’t do something to release my tension.

Rain surprised me by slipping one of her hands down my chest, and into my shorts. Her deft fingers found my erection and curled around it. I moaned in pleasure while she stroked my cock confidently. She was no stranger to this, it seemed. We carried on kissing with her hand down my pants, teasing the head of my cock with her fingers, twisting over it lightly before gripping my shaft and pumping.

Rain pushed the covers off us, it was no longer necessary, and pulled my pants off.

“You’ve passed my test with flying colours, honey. Let me give you your A+,” she said, winking at me. Test? What test?

Further thoughts left me as she lowered her mouth onto my pole and took me between her lips. Her tongue tap danced on my dickhead as she applied a gentle suction. Rain started moving her lips up and down my shaft, tongue swirling on the head. The pleasure was too much for me, the build up from last night was too much for my orgasm-deprived body.

“Baby, I’m cumming, I’m cumming,” I moaned.

Rain immediately released me from her mouth and jacked me off with quick short strokes. My climax hit like a freight train as my cum shot from my cock with Rain still stroking vigorously. My breath came in gasps when she finally stopped stroking me, laying her head on my chest.

“That was so hot,” she said, rubbing the cum on my belly with her finger. “Feeling better, honey?”

“God, yes. Thank you, baby. What was that test you mentioned?” I asked curiously.

“Oh, it’s nothing. Just know that you’re a great guy and I adore you to bits,” she said, kissing me playfully on the nose.

“Okay, we need to clean you up, Lost. Unless you’d like to head to dinner like that?” she teased. Rain grabbed some tissues from my desk and wiped me down. She then held my softened dick and gave it a quick once over with her tongue, and made a face. Okay, guess she doesn’t like the taste. She’d brought a change of clothes to go for dinner, so I guess she had planned the activities beforehand, which made me happy.

We hung out at the common room until late that night. She wanted to accompany Jenn a little longer so I shot some pool and just idled around. Jenn definitely looked down, though she gave me a smile for a greeting, surprising me. Girls can be so fickle. I put it out of my mind as Rain beckoned me to head for bed.

I was excited for more that night, but sadly, nothing happened. We just cuddled to sleep together. It struck me finally that the test she mentioned was me not pushing her last night. Hmmm...girls and their tests. I started wondering if I could get more soon…

[lostlilvirg]

Much apologies for the low quality of writing today. I seem to have encountered a bit of a writer's block. The scenes are there in my mind, but just not translating into words for some reason.

Anyway, hope you guys had a great weekend!

[alec]

like a car, heavy traffic is still better than heavy jam. Got write is better than none and quality ok wha... i'm not complaining... keep it up k

[tallsynn]

Nice teasing from rain, haha.. if a girl like rain tease me like this, I sure rape her.. haha

[lostlilvirg]

haha tallsyn, yeah, Rain was pretty much a tease early on in our relationship.

thanks alec for your encouragement :)

[lostlilvirg]

The weekend came along soon after. Rain and I had no further developments, just carrying on with our usual daily routing, some light making out. Didn’t get any more sexual attention from her after that night. It was hard to go to sleep every night with a hard on, I was oversexed but deprived of attention. Grrr….

That Friday night, the Asian gang (minus Skan who was blacklisted) decided to head to a pub for a casual hang out. It was an Irish bar, Pugg Mahone’s, I think it was on Elgin, can’t be sure. Anyway, we went there after dinner and just chilled with beer. The ladies liked that pub cos they served a “beer cocktail” called snakebite, basically it’s just Carlton draught + cordial, but it gives the refreshingness of beer without the bitterness (Carlton draught being Melbourne’s home beer, like Tiger in Sg).

I didn’t drink much, due to budget constraints, but it was nice to hang out with the gang. Between jugs of snakebite and Carlton beer, the people loosened up. I had a single draught and nursed it for 2 hours, a considerable feat seeing as how I tend to down a pint in 10 minutes nowadays. I was sitting next to Rain, who was next to Jenn.

At some point, most of the girls decided to go on a synchronised bathroom break so I was left with Jenn and the boys. Much to my surprise, Jenn sidled up next to me, occupying Rain’s empty seat. She’d been drinking a lot tonight, first time I’ve seen her doing so.

“Lost, I need to tell you something,” she slurred. It was hard to hear her over the music. “Come outside for awhile.”

I followed her out of the pub, where my ears started functioning normally again. Jenn was having trouble standing so she leaned against me. The situation was a little surreal for me.

“Lost, I know I haven’t been very nice to you,” she began. Okay, did Rain speak to her?

“I’m sorry that I’ve been so nasty. I didn’t want to. But I had to. You don’t understand,” she continued. Damn straight I didn’t understand. Where the hell was this going?

“You shouldn’t go out with Rain. She’s no good for you,” said Jenn.

“What do you mean, she’s no good for me? I’m the happiest I’ve been for a while now!” I objected, temper rising. This must be a ploy to break us up so she can get her best friend back.

“I can’t say, I’m not supposed to. Just please, for your own sake, break it off with Rain. I’m telling you this for your own good,” she pleaded. I’ve had enough of the discussion. She’s obviously drunk and willing to try desperate ploys to get me to stop going out with Rain. I’ve noticed she’s been somewhat emo since I’ve started going out with Rain.

I was too much of a gentleman to leave an obviously drunk girl out in the street like that, even though I didn’t want to talk to her anymore. I texted Rain and asked her to come out and save her friend when she’s done with her bathroom break, and stood by the curb, breathing in the crisp night air. Minutes later, Rain appeared with Shan, and asked what’s happened.

“Your friend here has had too much to drink. Dragged me out and started talking nonsense,” I said, my face obviously angry. “Please take care of her, Rain, I need to cool down a bit.”

Rain and Shan dragged Jenn back into the bar while I remained outside. Small hands wrapped themselves around my waist and I was hugged by Rain from behind.

“What’s wrong, honey? What did she say to you?” Rain asked.

“It’s nothing. Just her usual attitude towards me, really pissed me off,” I lied, not wanting to reveal what Jenn had said. I didn’t want to break up their friendship, not over some drunken ramblings.

“Come inside, I miss you,” she requested.

I let Rain guide me back to our table. Jenn was no longer seated beside her, but sandwiched between Shan and Fen, who were making sure she drank water. It’s always good to have friends who look after you when you’ve drank too much.

It got a little late soon after, so we left the pub to return home. Rain told me to return to my room first and she’ll join me after checking up on Jenn. I was still a little moody when taking my shower, so I stood under the cascading water for some time, letting my anger be cooled by the stream.

An oddly repetitive conversation occurred again. “Lost, are you in there?” Rain called.

“Yeah, I’m here!” I replied. Rain’s voice moved closer to the door.

“Honey, turn off the water for a moment and let me in, please,” she said softly. To say I was surprised was an understatement, but I did as she asked.

Rain slipped into the bathroom, clad in nothing but a towel wrapped around her body. She gave me a cheeky grin and pulled her towel off. I took in the sight of her naked for the first time. I’ve already seen her topless, and her nipples are peaked from the cold. Her flat stomach gave way to small hips, tapering down to well-toned legs from her jogging. Between her thighs nested her pussy, with a small patch of wispy pubic hair covering her V.

“You can turn on the shower again now, honey,” she interrupted my ogling with a small giggle. My dick was pointing straight at her at this point.

I turned on the shower, ensuring the mix of hot and cold input made the water just nice for her. She looked heavenly under the water with her hair dark from the water and plastered to her. My hands moved on their own accord to touch her. I stroked her hair, then her face. She stood there under the water, watching me with a smile on her face. I turned off the water, and lathered up some soap. Rain shivered in the cold, but lifted her arms for me so I could soap down her body. I started from her neck, then her chest, making extra sure her small breasts are cleaned. She turned around after I soaped her waist, and I heeded her unspoken instruction to clean her back. Once that was done, I moved my hands back to her chest and toyed with her nipples, pulling her closer.

“Baby, where else would you like me to clean?” I whispered into her ear, my erection pressing against her cute butt. She had her eyes closed in enjoyment as I pinched and stroked her nipples.

“A-anywhere you want, honey,” she gulped.

I nibbled her ear and released her nipples, hands wandering south. I took more bath gel and slid my hands down her thighs, ignoring the junction in between. Slowly taking my time, I knelt behind her and soaped up her thighs and calves. Next, I stood up and squeezed her ass with my palms, using the trail of soap to glide on her soft buns. Finally, I slid my hands around her waist, down her pelvis, and stopped at her crotch. My fingers slipped between her legs and Rain let out a gasp.

My digits searched between her legs and found what I was looking for, a slippery wetness that had nothing to do with soap. I delved my fingers into that wetness and stroked my index and middle fingers alternatingly. Rain crumpled in my arms, leaning her back onto me for support, trapping my cock against her back. The sound of my fingers squelching between her legs was erotic, and she made soft mewling sounds of pleasure as I kept stroking at her entrance. She finally shuddered and went totally limp, panting quietly.

I kissed her cheek from behind, and turned the water back on. Straightening her up, I washed all the soap from her and she turned around and went on her knees in front of me. Taking my erection in her mouth, she started taking me deeply into her throat. I could feel the head of my dick hitting her throat on each down stroke. Rain bobbed her head back and forth, lips sealed tightly on my shaft. The dance of her tongue on my tip quickly brought me to an edge.

“Baby, I’m almost there,” I warned her.

True to form, she released my dick from her wonderfully warm mouth and started twisting her palm on my shaft. My hips jerked in her hands as I reached my climax, shooting my semen and painting the wall of the shower. Rain giggled as I finished twitching, and pulled my head down for a quick kiss.

“We’re going to freeze, honey. Let’s get dry and get warm. I want more of you!” she urged.

We quickly towelled ourselves off and I got dressed in my shorts, Rain wrapped herself up in her towel and we snuck out of the shower back to my room…

[lexman100]

Bro, seriously, you are a wonderful writer ... am enthralled with your writing skills, and what you have wrote reminiscing my uni days in Australia.

Keep it going. :)

[alec]

can't wait for more to see whether does rain has a hidden agenda....

[whatdoido]

Interesting, Rain the innocent girl have hidden agenda

[tallsynn]

Looks like the innocent "Rain" have a hidden agenda.. interesting

[zamal]

any more update bro? You really have a good writing skill

[prettymannequin]

Interesting, Rain the innocent girl have hidden agenda

Looks like the innocent "Rain" have a hidden agenda.. interesting

Rain the hidden girl has an interesting agenda... innocent

#paraphrasefail

[lostlilvirg]

lol prettymannequin. Nice one :p

Anyway, Rain was never as innocent as she looked. She isn't actually innocent at all, just very timid.

Will post the continuation later, busy morning in 20 mins.

I will say this though: all the times i've watched serial drama from hong kong and channel 8 singapore, I thought that life can't be THAT dramatic, but I was proven wrong at the tail end of my first year at Melbourne. I'll reveal what happened as the story continues.

THanks for the up, bro valiant20. Enjoying your time there? :p

Thanks lexman for the support!

[lostlilvirg]

On a completely unrelated note...I went to try a local FL for the very first time yesterday, out of curiosity and for the experience. It was someone I know! Gonna have to write something about that too, just for sharing.

[alec]

if someone u knw then mus share report later. Write story first...

[lostlilvirg]

lol bro Alec. Don't worry the story will go on. I'll write after my lunch break.

Slide2Despair: it's not related to this story at all, just surprised to see someone I know working as FL :p I'll start a new thread later, not really a story for that, just sharing.

Thanks bro ahseng for upping me :)

[ANowhereMan]

Ah... what a nice story :)

Good job & keep it up !

[lostlilvirg]

It was time, I finally got to nail my cute little girlfriend...

In the room, Rain surprised me by discarding her towel on the floor and pouncing on my back without me looking. Ladies, unless your boyfriends are body builders, I seriously do not recommend this move. Even if you’re tiny and light, you could still break our bones. Hahaha.

With a loud oommph, I fell to my knees. Rain got off me in a hurry, asking frantically if I was okay. I was alright, just a little winded, so I turned around and grabbed her, causing her to squeal in alarm as I dropped her into bed. Then it was my turn to pounce.

Rain was naked without her towel, and I wasted no time attacking her exposed nipples, licking and sucking on one while teasing the other one with my fingers. I could sense she was in a playful mood, and I wanted to pay her back for all the teasing she had done to me. I switched my attention to the other nipple and she arched her chest out at me in approval.

While she was occupied by the pleasure I was giving her up top, I snaked my hand downwards between her legs. She was soaked there, and I teased her flower petals with my finger, rubbing it along her slit without penetrating, like a sausage in a bun. I kept rubbing and found her clit poking out on top of her entrance. Sucking her nipple hard, I started tapping her clitoris gently but quickly, in a repeated manner. Rain reacted violently and she pushed her hips high off the bed as I kept drumming her little pleasure button.

She made me stop after a few minutes, a little out of breath. My fingers were soaked from her juices. “Please, no more, Lost. I need a break.”

I kissed her tenderly, and scooted myself downwards. Holding her legs open, I watched her pink petals glisten in pussy nectar.

“What are you doing, Lost?” she asked, still breathing hard.

“I’m just admiring how beautiful you are, baby,” I replied and grinned at her. She gave me a suspicious look, and started squealing as I lowered my lips to her lower lips and started licking her pussy.

“No, no, no! Stop it!” she protested wildly.

I ignored her cries and lapped at her honeypot, diving deep with my tongue and pulling it out to lick her clit. She tasted wonderful. I twirled my tongue around her little bobbin and had to hold her hips tightly as she was moving hard again. She started pushing at my head but I kept licking her clit and pussy until she gasped and stiffened. I could feel her pussy against my chin as I sucked on her clit and she flooded my mouth with her honey.

“Please, please. No more,” she begged. I finally stopped, grinning at her with a pussyjuice-beard. Rain closed her eyes and tried to catch her breath, her chest rising up and down quickly.

I left the bed to grab a condom from my drawer and returned to kneel between her legs. The sound of the package being torn caused Rain to open her eyes dreamily.

“Lost, what was tha-?” she asked. I interrupted her with a kiss, and positioned my cock at her folds. I rubbed the tip up and down her slit, and waited for her permission. Rain locked her legs behind my back and tried to pull me down.

That was all the sign I needed, and I sank my sword all the way inside her. Rain broke the kiss with a gasp. Her pussy clung to my cock tightly, as though resisting my intrusion. The squeeze of her inner muscles heightened the pleasure greatly.

“Oh, Lost. You feel so huge inside me!” she moaned. I blinked at that. Considering I was of average size, her previous bf must’ve been tiny.

I enjoyed the feeling of being inside her for a few seconds, lying on top of her without movement. We shared a deep kiss and I started pumping. Her insides yielded to me protestingly, gripping my shaft like a tight glove. I groaned out loud as I moved inside her.

“Oh god, baby. You’re so tight,” I said. My movements were slow, and Rain had her eyes tightly closed. Her hands gripped my arms as I slowly exited and filled her again. Her body writhed beneath mine, trying to make me move faster, but it was impossible. If I did, I’d cum to soon, and I wanted to be inside her warm pussy for as long as possible.

I plunged into her languidly, merging our pubic areas and rotating my hips round and round to stimulate her clit. After minutes of this slow lovemaking, Rain opened her eyes and glared at me.

“I need you to go faster, stop teasing me, Lost!” she demanded. I replied by thrusting into her hard, making her mouth go into an ‘O’, and slowly withdrawing until just my head was inside, and slammed in again.

Rain let me do this for a few thrusts, and impatiently told me to switch around. She wanted to be on top. I grinned at her indulgently and locked our groins together.

“Honey! I need more, turn around, please!” she begged, pushing at my shoulders. I hugged her close and turned us around so I laid on my back instead. She put her hands on either side of my head and knelt while impaled on my dick. Then my childlike angel started moving.

She used her legs to move as she went up and down my cock rapidly. Her cunt took me in a tight journey of pleasure. I looked down and saw she was riding just the top half of my cock, up and down, up and down. Rain’s moans filled the room.

“Ung, ung , ung,” she cried. I reached between us and tweaked her nipples. That did it for her. Rain shuddered on top of me and slapped her pussy down. I was caught inside her velvety tightness as she squeezed and massaged my cock with her orgasm. My own pleasure was mounting.

I grabbed her ass and started pumping up into her furiously. She hadn’t came down from her climax yet and I felt her build up to another one. Her arms lost strength as she fell onto my chest as I thrusted up inside her, my hands gripping her soft ass cheeks. I jerked convulsively as I came inside her, my twitching cock somehow managing to set off a second orgasm from her.

“God, yes, Rain!” I cried out, hugging her to me as she continued shaking on top of me. I kept on doing some mini thrusts to try to help her out, but she stopped me after awhile.

“Oh, Lost. I’ve never had that much pleasure before. I can’t believe I made you wait this long,” she sighed and gave me a gentle kiss on my cheek. She was too lazy to move.

“Good things are worth waiting for, baby. We’ve got so much time ahead of us still,” I replied. Rain looked at me thoughtfully upon hearing that.

“You’re right, we need to fuck every day!” she laughed. I chuckled with her, wondering if she was being serious. I didn’t want to move either, but I had to reach between us to get rid of the condom. I dropped it on the floor, couldn’t be bothered to get up to clean up as we kissed the night away…

[lostlilvirg]

And here's my account of the local FL that I knew:

http://sammyboyforum.com/showthread.php?p=11801195#post11801195

[8387]

Oi, Oi, Oi!
Finally! Rain gives in.
I'm enjoying your writing. (Even your side story of the FL).

[Falicia]

i had my sexcapades in melbourne when i was there for a holiday. I went with my then husband but he was busy attending meetings and i was wandering around the streets when someone approached me. A brief coffee ended up in his bed where he really pumped me hard and furious. Guessed at that time i was crazy over him and i let him hit me and slapped me and i ended up with bruises. When ex hubby asked about my bruises, i had to tell him i fell. In the next 2 days i met up with the guy again and we had crazy sex games and when I returned to sg, we still kept in contact but after a few months the fire died down.

[whatdoido]

On a completely unrelated note...I went to try a local FL for the very first time yesterday, out of curiosity and for the experience. It was someone I know! Gonna have to write something about that too, just for sharing.

Singapore is really so small :p

[lostlilvirg]

Hehehe, Singapore is indeed small, bro whatdoido, but this happened in KL :)

Which is also small. LOL

[whatdoido]

Hehehe, Singapore is indeed small, bro whatdoido, but this happened in KL :)

Which is also small. LOL

Will check out your FL when I am in KL ;)

[prettymannequin]

lol prettymannequin. Nice one :p

Anyway, Rain was never as innocent as she looked. She isn't actually innocent at all, just very timid.

Hahaha yea I thought so. The way she acts and reacts, doesn't seem at all innocent to me.

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks, Mr Anonymous upper, for the points :)

haha yeah, prettymannequin. SHe blossomed so much in the relationship with me, it was easy to forget how timid she was before I dated her. I didn't want to bore everyone with the minute details of day-to-day life, but Rain was still very timid around others and didn't like to venture anywhere on her own.

[lostlilvirg]

The pleasurable awakening of Rain’s sex drive was a joyful experience for me. Never did I know what a sex kitten she could be after our first time making love together…

I woke up in the middle of the night to Rain shaking me. My eyes found the clock, at 5am. What the hell?

My protests were cut short when I realised that Rain was busy creating life using my appendage. Her small hand was rubbing my dick, which was apparently more awake than the big head upstairs.

“Good morning, honey. Sorry, I woke up and you were poking me,” she giggled. I smiled at her sleepily. She had already obtained a condom before waking me, apparently, because she was slowly sliding one over my erection.

All thoughts of sleep evaporated as Rain climbed onto my pole and lowered herself on it. It was easier going in this time, but god she was still tight. It felt like my cock had found a home as she took me entirely inside her. Her eyes were wide with pleasure.

“Oh Lost, you feel so good inside me,” she moaned. She knelt on me for what seemed like ages, just having me in her. Her warm sheath squeezing me pleasurably. She gyrated in circles, making me groan in pleasure as my dick rotated inside her. Her well-tone runner’s legs having no problem moving her round and round.

“Now who’s the one teasing with the slow moves?” I asked her with a smile. She smiled back but didn’t answer. Unexpectedly, she leaned backwards and used my legs as handle bars and knelt on top of me. Wow, I hadn’t realized she was quite that flexible.

From her backward kneeling position, she started to move her bum up and down, lifting her pussy just an inch off my cock before slapping down again. Her sliding action caused my cock to be bent diagonally, increasing the pressure from her pussy. She must’ve felt pleasured as well, cos she started moaning, a little too loudly.

“Baby, shhhh, my neighbour will hear us,” I cautioned, biting back my own moans of pleasure as she continued riding on top of me. I could feel the head of my dick being squeezed and flexed inside her.

Rain started panting, and I had the feeling she was getting a little tired. I asked her to ease up so we can change into an easier position for her. She agreed, but wanted to stay on top.

“I have an idea. There’s a position I’d like to try, baby,” I suggested. She grasped the idea quickly and got off my cock. I could see her juices shining on the plastic sheath.

Rain settled herself back on me, facing away from me this time in reverse cowgirl. Sliding my cock back into her warm depths, I reached forward and pulled her back so she laid with her back on my chest, her knees bent outwards in a sitting position. I took the opportunity to manhandle her tiny boobs, pinching her nipples between my thumbs and index fingers, knowing how sensitive she is there.

“Stop teasing me and make love to me already, Lost,” she complained huffily. My little sex kitten was getting insatiable, it seems. I flexed my thighs and started pumping up into her with my hands kneading her chest. I loved the sheer intimacy of this position as I got to nibble on her ear and neck while I thrust my erection deep inside her.

I bounced her on my cock for a long time, finding the position hard to cum in, though Rain was certainly enjoying it. She kept her moans to quiet mewls of pleasure, letting me bounce her up and shoving her cute bum back onto me. My cock was starting to get sore though. I surprised her by holding her tightly and turning both of us around so she was facedown in the bed, in a flat doggy position.

Rain gasped as I started to pound her pussy from behind. The sound of my groin slapping against her butt was loud in the silence of the wee hours. Rain buried her face in my pillow to avoid making any noises. I could hear her muffled gasps as I fucked her hard into the mattress.

I leaned forwards so my head was near her, moaning softly. “Baby, I’m going to cum soon,” I said. I felt her pussy constrict around me as she clamped down on my dick. A few thrusts more, and it was all over as I emptied my load into the condom.

I supported myself on my elbows to prevent from crushing her, my dick still inside her clenching pussy. Rain turned her head and looked back at me.

“That was so intense! I love making love with you, honey,” she cooed. Carefully extracting myself, I cleaned up and disposed of the plastic container from the previous and current lovemaking into the bin.

“I love making love with you too, Rain,” I said, nuzzling her ear while we spooned. I was sleepy all over again.

“Love you, baby,” I whispered. As I drifted off to dreamland, I might have imagined her stiffening in my arms.

[lostlilvirg]

i had my sexcapades in melbourne when i was there for a holiday. I went with my then husband but he was busy attending meetings and i was wandering around the streets when someone approached me. A brief coffee ended up in his bed where he really pumped me hard and furious. Guessed at that time i was crazy over him and i let him hit me and slapped me and i ended up with bruises. When ex hubby asked about my bruises, i had to tell him i fell. In the next 2 days i met up with the guy again and we had crazy sex games and when I returned to sg, we still kept in contact but after a few months the fire died down.

Never trust a guy who needs to beat you to get his rocks off. That's my opinion, anyway.

[Falicia]

Never trust a guy who needs to beat you to get his rocks off. That's my opinion, anyway.

well diff man has diff style. he felt high when he saw me suffering in pain thou

[lostlilvirg]

Yeah, he's a sadist, causing pain in others heightens his pleasure. I'm not judging, different people have different lifestyles. His ideal partner would be a masochist.

But for someone who cherishes the female gender (even though I am currently still put off from the dating scene after a bad ex), I refuse to entertain thoughts of causing her physical pain. As a guy, I understand I am inadequate and will at times accidentally cause emotional/mental pain, though of course, I'd rather none of those happened.

[Falicia]

Yeah, he's a sadist, causing pain in others heightens his pleasure. I'm not judging, different people have different lifestyles. His ideal partner would be a masochist.

But for someone who cherishes the female gender (even though I am currently still put off from the dating scene after a bad ex), I refuse to entertain thoughts of causing her physical pain. As a guy, I understand I am inadequate and will at times accidentally cause emotional/mental pain, though of course, I'd rather none of those happened.

well it was in the past already so no worries.

[maxman]

Rain settled herself back on me, facing away from me this time in reverse cowgirl. Sliding my cock back into her warm depths, I reached forward and pulled her back so she laid with her back on my chest, her knees bent outwards in a sitting position. I took the opportunity to manhandle her tiny boobs, pinching her nipples between my thumbs and index fingers, knowing how sensitive she is there...

I bounced her on my cock for a long time, finding the position hard to cum in, though Rain was certainly enjoying it.

If I imagined it right, this is a position I also have difficulty with and have least good feelings with due to the short thrusts.

Your story of this young girl reminds me of my past young ex-girlfriend. The relationship had so much enthusiasm and spontaneity with the sex in the beginning until real life's problems gradually crept in. Unfortunately, it ended abruptly and unpleasantly, and no matter how I tried to make it end amicably, it couldn't conclude without pain and hate which has also led me to be cautious with relationships especially with much younger girls.

Young girls are nice to look at, play with, but not nice to marry.

Just a few months ago, I came across an interesting relationship/sex article possibly drawn from some university research (I can't recall) about how women feel about their man's penis size. It appears that when in love and during the lovey-dovey stage of the relationship, women tend to feel that their man's penis is big/long, but as the attraction/affection dwindles and after the relationship, women tend to feel that the man's penis was small/short. It doesn't surprise me. Women are very emotional, not so much rational.

[tallsynn]

Innocent Rain is a wild cat on bed, I like it,
Love a women who wake up a man with a BJ.. haha..

[lostlilvirg]

Innocent Rain is a wild cat on bed, I like it,
Love a women who wake up a man with a BJ.. haha..

ehehehe, me too! sadly she only wakes me with handjobs :( :( :(

bro maxman, you are absolutely right. It's funny you should post that cos my next post would be exactly what you implied (well not the penis size thing).

thanks cumminology, for upping me

[lostlilvirg]

I won’t go into the details of our lovelife, unless my readers would like me to, it should be just regular day-to-day activity followed by random sex scenes. Rain was very compatible with me sexually. We’d screw almost daily. The dates we went on involved taking walks around the city, and having the odd outing here and there to catch a movie and a meal. We made love in bed, in the bathroom, in her bed. We made love at nights, had quickies before dinner, had morning sex. I was living the life. Or so I thought…

After the fateful words slipped out of my mouth that night, I avoided repeating them again, seeing if she’d initiate things. I know it’s not what a guy generally does, but I fall in love easily (or I used to), and I always long to be told that someone loves me. I might have imagined her reaction in bed that night, but I wasn’t too confident to just say the words out again.

It was after another night filled with hot sweaty sex, and we lay cuddled in each others’ arms, that I tried to broach the subject again.

“Rain…” I mumbled into her hair.

“Hmmm?” she said, sleepily.

“Nothing,” I said, getting cold feet.

Rain brushed her hair from her face and looked up at me from where she was laying on my chest. “What is it, Lost?”

“It’s nothing. I just felt like calling you,” I smiled at her.

She poked her tongue out at me and then poke me in the ribs. “Tell!”

“It’s nothing, baby. Just wanted to say I love you,” I said.

“Oh, okay then,” she smiled and settled her head back down and nuzzled my chest. What was that all about? Okay then?

Rain interrupted my thoughts by lazily stroking my cock. The little head won the battle of “wits” and soon we were fucking like rabbits again.

I tried to put the issue out of my mind, but it just stuck there. I didn’t raise it with Rain. Looking back, maybe I should have. But I was in love, and I was having great sex. I didn’t feel like ruining a good thing. Examinations were coming up soon, in November.

Things came to a head in the tail end of October, Rain was in her room as was our custom before dinner, while I was in mine. We’ve dated for about a month, screwed for about a couple of weeks. Rain surprised me by coming to my room before dinner, usually I’d go pick her up. I let her in, of course. The hug she greeted me with was perfunctory.

“Lost, I need to tell you something,” she began. And my world came crashing down.

[This part was a little hard to write, but I’m kinda over it, unlike my almost relationship with Li. The crux of the matter was, I can’t believe that things I only could see on TV would actually happen to me in real life. The next part will be narrative, because I simply can’t see how I can put it into dialogue without being angry all over again..]

In summary, Rain gave me a revelation. The reason why she had been able to go out so much with Jenn in the past was actually because of Rain, or rather, her dad. He is a rich tycoon in Hong Kong, and thus she always had plenty of pocket money. Jenn’s parents worked for Rain’s dad, and he gave her a scholarship to further her studies in Melbourne, with the condition that she kept a close eye on Rain. This explains why they were always together. It was fortunate that they were able to become friends too.

Unfortunately, we hit a snag at this point. One of the things Rain’s dad wanted Jenn to look out for was boys. He didn’t want Rain dating anybody while in Melbourne, and I’m not sure if I understood things right, but it sounded like she had something of an arranged engagement or whatever nonsense back home.

Basically, Rain didn’t like that guy and is always at war with her parents over it. They don’t know about me, of course. But I see now why Rain had always refrained from being too intimate emotionally with me. God knows she has surrendered her body totally. This was why she urged me to not think about the future and just enjoy being in the moment. She knew I was graduating at the end of this year, so it was a chance for a clean break. She knew it was impossible for us to be together, due to her parents and our backgrounds (status conscious family). Now I knew why she hesitated. Now I knew why she was always uncomfortable talking about the future. Now I knew why she preferred calling me by name, to preserve a distance. Now I knew why she didn’t, couldn’t, love me.

“So you knew this all along, and you didn’t tell me until now? So it was all a lie all this while?” I demanded. Furious.

“I really like you, Lost. Please don’t think that I faked my feelings for you. It’s just that, I felt we deserved to have some happiness together,” she said.

“I don’t know what you faked, or what didn’t you fake anymore. What the fuck? Why are you telling me this now?” I continued ranting.

“I didn’t want to affect your studies. Exams are coming soon,” Rain said, pleading. I laughed bitterly.

“Hahaha, that’s very generous of you. Imagine that, I have exams coming and I’m supposed to study while dealing with this? Thanks so fucking much!” I yelled.

“Lost, I’m sorry,” she cried.

“Get out. Just get the fuck out and leave me alone,” I yelled again, tears coming. She left hurriedly. I slammed the door shut and cried myself to sleep.

I missed dinner that night. Nobody came to check up on me. I guess they must’ve assumed I went out with Rain or some shit. She had the “generosity’ to pull that stunt on a Friday, so I didn’t miss classes the next day too. I stayed in my room, only leaving to go to the bathroom, and laid in bed the whole day. I finally lost the battle with my stomach, as I had gastric problems, so I went out for dinner. I took the food on a takeaway plate and went to eat in the privacy of my room.

After dinner, I felt like my thoughts were imploding. I cashed in a favour and begged some alcohol from Pree. She agreed to meet me in the common room. She didn’t want to head to my room in case Rain got any suspicious ideas, since we both knew Rain could get jealous. Little did she expect why I needed her alcohol.

I told Pree that Rain had broken up with me. I told her the whole story behind it. She was my shoulder to cry on, my drinking buddy. The common room was mercifully empty that night, most of the peeps were either studying early for the exams or out partying. I finished 3 quarters of her chivas mostly on my own, not something I could repeat today.

I had a vague memory of Jenn popping into the common room and catching sight of me. Her face was stricken. I pointed at her and laughed. I forgot what I said exactly that night, but I think it was along the lines of “I bet you’re happy now, hahaha.”

Somehow, I got back into my room. The black out that followed was merciful.

[lostlilvirg]

This will be my only post for today, guys. Combination of busy and being a little bit moody.

Need a drink tonight. :p

Don't worry, I'm fine. But reliving painful memories can sometimes be a drag.

This story will end soon though (oh don't worry, not THAT soon). It's been great sharing my experience and thanks for your support!

[wolf2305]

You should go n drink bro, stay strong.

[freakyou]

Lost, i was reading up to yr post before on Rain's secret, and hoped it wouldnt be this. Same exact thing happened to me in Aus few years ago with my ex from a rich family. wtf is with all these rich families and their arranged marriage bullshit?!

[Marvo]

was in melb during the same period as TS although i was in monash instead ..
we might have met unknowingly .. great story though

[prettymannequin]

Oh wow that sucks... that she didn't lay all the cards on the table from the beginning. Would have saved you a lot of heartache even if you decided to get together for that short while anyway.

Have fun tonight!

[jackfarley]

Feel sorry for you TS to be dealt such a card but I guess everyone enters into relationships for different reasons

[alec]

pats pats pats

[lostlilvirg]

It is possible, bro marvo. I visited monash a few times in my 2nd year for my Honours degree. Small world, hey?

Yeah bro jackfarley, that's life. My next two gf's were much worse than what Li did to me. At least the only thing she did was lie...However, like prettymannequin said, she should've been up front at the start. we'd have been happier without the emotional investment on my part perhaps. *sigh* who knows?

THanks for the kind words bros. I'm okay, just a bit angry at recalling this episode of my life in uni. The thing is, she has added me on fb...and it's fucking infuriating to see that now she's dating some south african ang moh and living together. So that means her parents eventually relented and let her go on her own way. knnccb #@#@#$!%*#@!!!!

Aiya, whatever la. That part of my life is over. I will continue the story tomorrow. Beers rock.

Night guys and gals!

Also want to acknowledge thanks to wolf2305 and bigass for upping me. Much appreciated.

[Tiangehkia]

Bro your story very captivating. Cant stop chasing

[lostlilvirg]

I woke up the next day confused, my pillow felt weird. I opened my eyes and shut them quickly, the light was too bright and felt like daggers stabbing into my brain through the eyes.

A hand brushed my hair. I gave a start and tried to push away but the world was spinning. Fucking hangover. I felt my pillow shift and realized it was a pair of legs. I was sleeping on somebody’s lap! A straw was brought to my lips and I drank obediently. It was cold jasmine tea. Refreshing.

I tried to sit up again and was more successful. “It’s too bright,” I complained, my voice hoarse. I felt like I had screamed for hours. Damned whiskey.

I heard a click and could feel the light dim from beneath my eyelids. Someone sat at the edge of my bed, not speaking. I opened my eyes slowly, keeping them covered with my hand, groaning.

“Ah fuck, that’ll teach me for drinking so much. Thanks for looking out for me, Pree,” I said, guessing the identity of my caretaker.

“I’m not Pree,” said a familiar voice. A highly unexpected voice.

I took my hand away and squinted. It still felt far too bright even with the lights off. Jenn sat at the foot of my bed, massaging her thighs. I remembered how soft they were.

“What are you doing here, Jenn? I mean, what happened?” I asked blearily.

Jenn stood up and grabbed a cup from my desk and handed it to me. “Drink first.”

I sipped at the tea. It was mercifully kind to my throat.

“You’re a bad drunk, Lost,” she chided, an unfamiliar note of teasing in her voice.

“What are you doing here?” I asked again, feeling marginally better. “Came to gloat at my suffering?”

She gave me a contemptuous glare. Ah, there’s the Jenn I know and..unlove.

“I hardly think letting you sleep on my legs for the whole night qualifies as gloating,” she replied sharply. “Though I guess I did ask for it,” she continued, her tone softening. She moved nearer to me.

“Are you okay?” she asked. I wasn’t sure at that point about her sincerity.

“What do you think? My girlfriend has been lying to me for more than a month. And don’t pretend you care, you’ve always hated me. Hey, you knew about her secret all along too!” I got worked up, the accusation heavy in my voice.

Her face fell. She pulled her legs up to her chin and hugged them. “I know. I’m sorry, Lost. I should’ve spoken up sooner. I wanted to tell you to stay away, but I didn’t dare to. I know Rain has crushed on you since earlier this year, that’s why I tried to be rude to you so you’d stay away from me and she won’t get to see you that much. I thought it worked, and then I couldn’t keep you away after the Vijay thing,” she confessed, not looking at me.

“Yeah, well. That didn’t work out so well, did it?” I muttered. I just recalled her drunken warnings. At least this explains her weird behaviour towards me in the past. My heart was too dead to feel much hate though, and righteous anger could only last me that long.

“It’s over. Rain decided to hide the truth from me. I thought we had something special going on. I guess it was just a fucking lie,” I said.

“That’s not true, she really felt something for you! But her parents…” protested Jenn.

“Jenn, don’t you fucking justify her actions to me. I don’t think I can take it. She’s taken my heart out and stabbed it to pieces,” I interrupted her heatedly.

“I don’t care how good of friends you are, there’s nothing you can say that can make me feel better about her,” I said.

Jenn peeked at me from behind her knees. She was in shorts. I just dawned at me then that I had spent the night on a beautiful girl’s lap, not that my sex drive was working.

“I understand, Lost,” she said.

“What are you doing here in my room anyway?” I demanded.

“I just wanted to make sure you’re okay. You drank a lot last night, and I helped Pree to carry you back here.” Oh, so that’s how I got back…

“Please finish the tea. It’s good for hangovers,” she requested.

I drained the cup. She was right, it did help me feel better. Not by much, but better than nothing. “Well, thank you, I guess, Jenn. You probably need some rest too huh?” I said politely. I was still having mixed feelings about Jenn. After all, she had a part to play for my current state.

“It’s okay. It was the least I could do. I really feel bad. I didn’t want to be so mean to you all the time, you’re such a nice guy. But I wanted to try to keep you away from me and…” her voice trailed off as she noticed my tears flowing again.

“Oh, poor Lost,” she said, coming out from her pose and scrambling to me. I was equal parts shocked and grateful for the hug she gave me. She cradled my head as I sobbed. It took me a long time to get myself back together. By the time I was done, her pink top was drenched.

“I’m sorry, Jenn,” I sniffed.

“It’s okay. I know it might be a little late, and not much. But I’m here for you if you need me,” she offered.

I nodded, still upset.

“I’m going to go and shower and freshen up, okay Lost? Don’t lock your door. I’m worried about you,” she said. I sat and stared at the window, and waved her off. The door closed with a click. It was sunny outside, some of my college mates were sunbathing in the lawn. Why is everyone so happy when I’m so sad?

[prettymannequin]

Jenn is such a sweet girl!

[a6gorilla]

I guess it's time for some love from Jenn!

[xiaocheng]

Jenn will give you pleasure..

[alec]

Jenn jus feels guilty

[8387]

Interrresting...Will Jenn be next?
Especially since Jenn in described in the first page as "omg gorgeous face". :-)
Camping for the next episode.

[lostlilvirg]

“Did Rain make you come check on me? Did your boss order you to clean up her mess?” were the first words out of my mouth when Jenn knocked and let herself in an hour later. It felt good to lash out at someone.

“No, they didn’t,” she said stiffly, narrowing her eyes at me. “If you’re going to be an asshole about things I’ll just leave you alone,” she snapped.

“Go then. I don’t need you. You’re all the same. All bloody fakers!” I said angrily. Jenn left my room in a huff, leaving the door open.

The world felt dark and gloomy. I closed the door and went to sleep. I woke up later to find a plate of food on my table. My laptop screensaver was changed to the scrolling marquee: “Eat! – Jenn”

I ate, and slept again. Jenn woke me up at 7 in the morning by tossing a wet towel on my face. I woke with a yell.

“What the fuck?” I cried out.

“It’s morning. Time for you to head to class,” said Jenn, already dressed for her day.

“Goddamnit, Jenn. You didn’t have to wake me up like that,” I complained.

“I’m going to walk Rain to school today. You go eat, and take care of yourself. You look like crap,” she said bossily and walked off. Rain…the sound of her name still hurt.

Fuck it, Lost. Be a man. It’s not like you’ve been with her for years. It’s only a fucking month. Pull yourself together, fucker!

I set to with grim determination. Got a clean shave, a cold shower, and out for breakfast. I resolved to put the issue with Rain aside, at least until after the exams. It was the last week of classes before we got a break to study for exams, called swot vac. I have more important things to focus on than moping about a girl who didn’t care about me.

The day passed in a blur. I told my coursemates what happened and endured another round of sympathising from them. They treated me to lunch and by the end of the day I felt marginally more cheerful.

Dinner time…I took my food and paused as I saw Rain sitting in a table with the rest of the Asians. My expression hardened and I turned to sit with my Aussie friends instead. The guys were a cheerful and rambunctious lot. The nonsense that went on at the table went a long way in taking my mind off things.

“Hey, Lost…” I heard Rain say from behind me. I had already finished my dinner. My mate, Locky, who got wind of what’s happened, nudged me to leave. I’m guessing he’ll help me deliver my plate to the kitchen. I nodded my thanks and left the table in a hurry, ignoring Rain who stood behind my seat at the table.

I stepped out of college and took a brisk walk down Swanston. It got a little chilly later on so I hurried back to college and planted myself in my room. Predictably, a knock came on my door. I sighed and shouted, “Go away, I don’t want to talk to you.”

“It’s me, Jenn. Please let me in. I’m not here to fight with you,” came the reply.

I grumbled and let her in. “What is it?” I asked tersely.

“Don’t worry, Rain doesn’t know I’m here,” she started.

“Yeah, whatever. But what do you want?” I asked again.

“Lost, I just want to check on you. I’m not Rain, okay? Don’t push me away,” she said.

“Yeah, you’re not. You’re just her minion and help her plot,” I said nastily. Take that, you bitch.

“No, I’m not! Try to understand, please, Lost. I really need the scholarship or I can’t study here. I had no choice,” said Jenn plaintively.

“Well, good for you. I hope you can keep your scholarship, and get your degree. I mean that. But please do not make the mistake that I could forgive either of you for not telling me the truth and stringing me along,” I replied.

Jenn had nothing to say to that, she just stood there in my room, looking angry and lost at the same time.

“It hurts to see you in so much pain, Lost,” she ventured.

“Hah! It hurts? Try being in my shoes!” I retorted.

“Can I, can I sit down please?” she asked, after another moment of silence. I gestured and she turned my chair and sat down, facing me.

“Look, you had a good time with Rain, right? At least look at the bright side of that. You have happy memories together,” said Jenn.

“Seriously, Jenn. I don’t know what you’re trying to do, but if you’re attempting to make me feel better, you suck at it,” I said.

“Actually, you’re right. I do kinda suck at this, Lost. I don’t know what more I could say. Perhaps it’s a good thing she ended things with you. She’s not exactly the angel she appears to be,” she said.

“Huh?”

“She’s had plenty of boyfriends back home. She’s a rich kid, and she has this innocent look going on for her, the guys just can’t resist her,” Jenn clarified.

“Great…just great! Things just get better and better,” I mumbled, frustrated. “Why are you telling me all this, anyway?”

“I wanted you to know what kind of a girl you’re losing. It’s not that big of a loss. You deserve someone better and you will get someone better,” said Jenn.

Inexplicably, I found my sense of humour returning at that point.

“Yeah, well. The sex was great though,” I mumbled. Jenn stared at me and blushed crimson. Can’t believe she didn’t see that coming.

“Oh, okay,” she muttered, looking embarrassed.

“You mean she never told you? I thought you two shared everything?” I couldn’t resist rubbing it in.

“She…she did mention it a time or two, I guess,” Jenn croaked, and then tried to clear her throat. “She said you always made sure her needs are satisfied.”

That was a revelation. I wasn’t, still am not, a good lover. I will confess, embarrassingly, that I don’t have that much staying power during sex. I do, however, like to engage in a lot of foreplay though, and I felt it was a big stroke (no pun intended) to the ego if I could get a girl to cum. At least I did something right in my relationship with Rain.

"Well, I’m fine, or as fine as I could be, Jenn. Thank you for coming to check on me. I appreciate it,” I said. It was my cue for her to leave.

“Do you think you can show me what it’s like?” came the unexpected question.

Huh? She can’t be serious?

“You can’t be serious?” my brain to mouth filter failed me.

“You miss the sex, I want to experience good sex at least once. We’re both adults, what’s wrong?” reiterated Jenn, somewhat challengingly.

“Never mind the fact that you conspired with Rain to deceive me. I just broke up with your best friend. What in the world would make you think I’d want to start a new relationship with you?” I was too shocked to be angry.

“Nobody ever said anything about a relationship. I know your heart is still with Rain, Lost. I can’t replace her. But maybe I can help you feel better?” said Jenn gently.


“I’m sorry, Jenn. I don’t think I’m quite ready to get over Rain yet. What more be intimate with someone who’s been nothing but mean to me for the better part of the year,” I replied incredulously.

Jenn’s face fell. “I’m really sorry that I’ve contributed to hurting you, Lost. And I’m also sorry for being rude to you all year long. I really don’t know how to make things up to you. If I could turn back the clock, I would.”

She looked all of her 19 years. I’ve always thought of her as cocksure and arrogant due to her attitude towards me, but she exhibited a vulnerable sight that I’ve never seen before. The protective side of me wanted to go to her and comfort her, but I was still hurt by what she and Rain did, and how they both kept things from me. I wasn't really able to be kind to Jenn at that moment.

“I think it’s better if you go, Jenn. I need to rest and sort this shit out,” I said, hopefully in a calm manner.

“Okay, Lost. I’ll see you around,” she said, still downcast.

I tried to put everything outside my mind and concentrate on working up my revision plan.

[lostlilvirg]

Sorry guys, I can't respond to your comments atm cos it would lead to spoilers. I would say to bro 8387 though: Flo was by far the most beautiful girl I've ever met, but I've never had the pleasure of her, more's the pity :( She was just the catalyst for Rain to loosen her inhibitions around me.

Remember, this period was very surreal to me, and resembled more a tv drama than real life. But having lived through it, I'd just say that sometimes life does imitate fiction.

[tallsynn]

Feel bad on how Rain treated you, but just maybe she was thinking of giving your relationship a try, and it doesn't work out after all...
But I feel Jenn love you more then Rain from her actions..
Camping here

[whatdoido]

Relax bro... We are here to support u

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks bro whatdoido. I'm fine, thanks :) Just bad mood yesterday writing up that part.

tallsyn, I'll address more about Jenn in the next few posts. Please bear with me ya. thanks for the support hehe.

Cheers Tbogard for upping me!

[alec]

Woot!!! More chapters coming up!

[Rain-Men]

Great details bro...kind of fulfill a fantasy of mine of schooling overseas....and keep the story moving....I am definitely camping here for more!! :D

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks for the up, bro rain-men

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I had done everything I could to drive Jenn away. I wasn’t ready to face either her or Rain. Seeing her made me think of Rain, and there was no way I could entertain thoughts of having relations with her while still sore about Rain. At least, that’s what I told myself anyway.

The semester ended. It was time to swot up on our studies after last week’s final revision with the lecturers. My first paper was in two weeks’ time, so I had a lot of extra time to use to study compared to some people who had a paper in a week. The weekend that was the start of swot/end of lessons was near Oct 31st, Halloween. Our crazy college committee decided to have a final college party, with a Halloween theme. We had 4 that year, start of year was Roman, end of 1st Semester was Superhero, start of 2nd Semester was themeless. Basically we just used the study lounge in the college (open up the dividers that split the tutorial rooms) and had a night of party, with the Head’s permission of course. I had only attended the first one and third one, not wanting to spring much for costumes.

I was going to give this last one a miss, both to concentrate on my revision and because I was feeling anti-social. I had gone a week eating in my room using takeaway plates with only Pree dropping by every now and then for company.

The party started at 9pm, and would usually end at 12, with DJ (just one of the college students), music and drinks. Drinks were on sale by the student committee at market rate. My room was 2nd from the corner (first one is my resident advisor neighbour), where there’s an exit into the courtyard in front of the study lounge. Imagine a U shape, my room is on the bottom left side of the U and the study lounge is the curve.

By 10, the party was in full swing and I was trying to ignore the booming bass from the speakers. Some vigorous pounding came at my door.

“Losty! (My real name can be converted into a familiar form, which the Aussies like to do. Think John = johnny, James = jimmy, Lochlan = locky) Get you arse out here and partay, baby! Open up you fucking nerdy chink!” came the sound of one of my Aussie mates.

I opened my door and peered out. “Dudes, I’m trying to study. You guys go ahead and party, sounds like a lot of fun,” I said.

“Oi, fuck studying, Asia-boy! Locky needs a dance partner and he wants you. Get changed and be there in 5 minutes or we’re knocking your door down and dragging you there, mate!” yelled Ash, one of my friends.

“I don’t have a costume,” I tried, desperately.

“NOBODY GIVES A FUCK! Come naked and call it your birthday suit!” bellowed someone I couldn’t see.

I couldn’t help it, I laughed. “Alright, you crazy motherfuckers. Let me at least put on something decent and I’ll join you,” I agreed, admitting defeat. The boys left. I knew they’d make good on their threat to come banging on my door again if I didn’t move fast.

I threw on some clean clothes and put on a gimmick mask made with Aboriginal art that I had bought as a souvenir from Victoria Market. It’ll have to do.

I walked out to the courtyard where the non-dancing people and drinkers were hanging out (no food and drinks allowed in the study lounge) and high fived my mates. Locky pushed a bottle of beer into my hands.

“Losty! Drink up! Loosen your joints. We gonna rock this house DOWN!”

We cheered, and drank. Everyone who knew me knew I can’t/don’t dance, which meant that Ash and Locky would pull me onto the dance floor and make me do stupid shit. Typical boys. After I emptied my bottle (to rhythmic chants of “skull! Skull! Skull!” which meant finish it, bottoms up), I was indeed dragged into the lounge. To be fair, NONE of my mates could really dance either, but they had a much thicker skin and didn’t mind embarrassing themselves. My skin is always too thin, and I didn’t like making a fool out of myself.

That night, I just went with the flow and let loose. We “danced” like monkeys, galloped around the hall like horses and generally acted totally crazy. It was good fun. I had really needed that. Friends are great!

I bumped into Pree on the dance floor, she was dirty dancing with Fen and Shan. Pree had a cute witch’s hat on her, Fen was in a tight white dress and a white handkerchief in her hair which made me assume a nurse whereas Shan was in a boring army costume (fatigue pants and black tshirt).

“Lost! Awesome, you came! Hug! Hug!” Pree exclaimed, jumping in front of me with her arms open like a little baby wanting to be picked up. I laughed and gave her a tight hug. I let her know I’d be okay now, she understood. However, if you’ve been with girls whom you’re friendly with and are a little tipsy, and one hugs you; you’d know the others would start wanting hugs too. I got passed around like a hug-ball between the girls, and somehow I ended up in a hug with Jenn, who had recycled someone’s toga from last semester.

“Jenn? What are you doing here? You NEVER go to college parties,” I burst out, surprised.

“It’s the last one of the year. I wanted to try it out at least once,” she yelled in my ear. I looked around for the person I wanted to avoid seeing.

“She’s not here! Don’t worry!” shouted Jenn, guessing at my intentions. It was a surprise to me, all her friends were there, why wouldn’t she be? Oh well. I wasn’t complaining.

I went out for more drinks, and then got dragged back onto the dancefloor by Locky, who needed someone to “keep the girls away”, in his own words. It was a running joke between us, cos Locky had rotten luck with girls. He was very popular, but he’s just so nuts that nobody would date him. During the first semester party with the Roman theme, everyone came in makeshift togas, except him. He bought an old suitcase, cut holes into it, and came dressed as a suitcase. I shit you not. He came, as a suitcase. I do not know if he had anything on under that.

I was actually having fun. The world hadn’t ended, after all. I danced with Pree (okay, I rotated on the spot while she gyrated sexily) and goofed around with the guys. As the party wound down nearing 12, we exchanged many more high fives and soon split up for the night.

I unlocked my room, but before I could shut it, Jenn pushed herself in and shut the door behind her.

“Lost, we need to talk.”

[alec]

A confession coming up???

[solarflare]

very nice story.

[8387]

Great story-telling, Mate.
It brings back fond memories of my own.
Keep it up. (pun intended) Cheers!

[lostlilvirg]

The ending will come soon, so I couldn't resist dropping in a little bit of a teaser here while i complete my longer post later. Hehehe don't stone me, guys!

[lostlilvirg]

“We need to talk,” til today, my least favourite 4 words coming from a girl’s mouth.

“Yeah, sure. Please come in,” I said, somewhat sarcastically.

Jenn shot me an annoyed look. “You looked like you had fun tonight,” she said.

I sighed. The angry side of me wanted to tell her to come to the fucking point, but the gentleman side of me reminded how she took care of me when I got shitfaced.

“Yeah, it was nice to let loose tonight,” I agreed.

Jenn stood there, fidgeting. “Lost, about that night. I don’t want you to misunderstand. I’m not trying to use sex to pay for my mistakes, or to bribe you into forgiving me.”
I looked at her, not sure what to say.

“I didn’t mean to cheapen your feelings for Rain either, that you can so easily substitute her. I just thought, you know, that since we’re both available, that you wouldn’t mind showing me what’s so good about sex,” she said, looking uncomfortable. “I just wanted to apologise if I offended you by suggesting you sleep with me. Goodnight, Lost,” she finished hurriedly, turning to leave.

“Jenn, I’m not offended. I was, but I’m not now,” I said. My words stopped her. “I just don’t feel ready to engage in anything so soon. Especially with someone so close to Rain,” I clarified.

Jenn’s hand was on my door knob.

“Thank you for coming over tonight to explain things. I think I am feeling a lot better now. I just needed some time to get my head together. You’re a beautiful girl, I’m sure you will find someone who can fulfil your needs,” I said. “Especially if you didn’t bite their heads off every chance you get for a year!” I couldn’t resist teasing her.

She didn’t get angry, on the contrary, she had the good grace to laugh at herself. “It’s too late for that, I suppose. Thank you, Lost, for forgiving me,” she said, coming closer to me.

“Well, it’s the past. We’ll let bygones be bygones. I am just glad to know WHY you treated me like that. I could’ve sworn I did nothing to piss you off so much. At least I know you did it for a reason. Even if the reason was a little fucked up,” I said.

“She doesn’t deserve someone as nice as you. Neither do I. I hope you’ll find happiness, Lost,” she replied, closing the distance between us and giving me a tight hug. Her body felt soft and pliant against me. I hugged her back and breathed in her strawberry-scented hair. It was cathartic, releasing all the resentment that was in me.

[jackfarley]

Lights... Camera... ACTION!

[xiaocheng]

more action coming up, dude.

[solarflare]

i am just curious, TS are you still in contact with any of them?

[ANowhereMan]

"It was cathartic, releasing all the resentment that was in me. "


which in turn, unleashes all the sexual rage and violent upon her?
:D


Good entry, as usual.

[lostlilvirg]

i am just curious, TS are you still in contact with any of them?

I lost contact with everyone but Pree after my first year. (skipping ahead in timeline here..) I graduated and qualified for Honours, and all of us moved out of college other than Rain and Jenn, who stayed on due to familiarity and supervisory reasons, respectively.

I visited Pree's place, which she shared with an Indian girl, often. Sometimes I bumped into the others but I made no real attempt to keep in touch with them. The reason for this I will write in the epilogue of my story where I'll wrap up all the loose ends.

Today, I am still in touch with Pree, but I hunted Li's FB down and added her when writing this story, and Rain added me before that. We don't talk much. I don't really care about Rain, since she's now happily dating someone else who obviously wasn't her parents' choice (can't say I've totally forgiven her, I guess). Li is happily dating someone, so we've just exchanged polite messages. Pree is my one regret, as she was my best friend at that time and we had to drift apart due to my crazy ex from hell that I dated 5 years ago for 3 years. I've broken up with that crazy bitch for 2 years now and still haven't fully recovered my sanity.

[lostlilvirg]

lol bro ANowhereMan, you seem to have predicted my next post. Well not really rage, but yeah...something happened. Read on to know what (or after the 30-second posting limit).

[lostlilvirg]

The hug ended, but some part of her toga caught in my belt buckle. When she pulled away, the strip of curtain-like cloth that functioned as her belt unravelled. The top of her toga slipped and the rest of the costume pooled at her feet. I was left suddenly looking at the unexpected sight of Jenn in her lacy underwear.

Jenn froze. I stared. She was an exquisite specimen. Her shoulders were smooth, one was already bared during the party. Her breasts looked inviting in a lacy white half-cup bra with transparent straps. Her abdomen was flat and well-toned, and a frilly pair of panties adorned her waist before tapering off to well-shaped legs.

Her shriek broke the spell. She tried to cover herself, run, and pick up her costume at the same time. This resulted in her tripping and falling onto the floor. I broke out of my trance and hurriedly bent down to help her up.

“Jenn, are you okay?” I asked solicitously while helping her into a sitting position. I pulled the entangling costume off her feet and was wondering how to give the mass of cloth back to her when she wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me closer for a kiss.

“Lost, if you’re willing, I still want you. I’m not talking about dating me, I just want you,” she breathed.

It was clear to me that I was truly over Rain after a week’s isolation, as I picked Jenn off the floor carefully and laid her into my bed. I hadn’t spoken or responded, and Jenn eyed me cautiously.

“Are you okay, Jenn? “ I asked, concern heavy in my voice. She drew her legs to her and hugged them to her body. The last time she did this, I was admiring her legs that were revealed by shorts. This time, I got to see almost all of her exposed. She nodded, resting her chin on her knee.

I untangled her toga with a lot of difficulty and draped it over my chair. Then I sat down next to her and held up an arm, offering a hug. She scooted on her ass into position and leaned into my shoulder as I held her with my left arm. It was oddly endearing how this childish behaviour made her.

“Are you sure about this?” I asked. She nodded again.

I lifted her chin from her knee, and gave her a gentle kiss on the lips. Her arms came up behind me as she loosened her stance and let her legs curl on the bed instead. She pressed her lips tightly to mine and I deepened our kiss. My actions were tentative, not wanting to scare her away. She responded by flicking her tongue out to brush against mine, exploring, before finally allowing me into her mouth.

I was inflamed with desire. I unhooked her bra while we kissed and pulled it off. Jenn helped me willingly. I lowered her down onto the bed and mauled her full breasts with my hands. Squeezing, rubbing and fondling. I tended to prefer going nice and slow, but there was something about that night that made me pick the quick and rough act. Perhaps it was the fact I had lusted after this girl for so long, or perhaps it was sweet revenge on both of them for deceiving me.

I peeled her panties off, and spread her leg. Her pussy looked invitingly moist. I dived in and started lapping at it. The results were instant. Jenn started moaning and her legs spread wider to give me more room. My tongue went into her, collecting her honey and spreading it over her clit. Next went a finger, sliding in and digging. Other than being mean to me, Jenn was a very feminine girl. The moans she let out were very much restrained, like the sound you make if you breathe out in a sigh, except very quick and slightly louder.

Her breathing quickened, and I slyly introduced a second finger inside her while drumming her clit with my tongue. Thrust, lick, thrust, lick, this went on until her legs splayed very wide, and I felt a gush of warm honey flowing onto my fingers, which I lapped up with my tongue. Her fingers twisted in my hair, pulling me away to stop.

“Huh, huh, Lost, huh, stop please,” she gasped. I withdrew my fingers and returned to maul her boobs. Her left breast was shiny with her pussy juice as I squeezed it while sucking her right nipple into my mouth. Jenn kept her fingers in my hair but didn’t pull, just squeezing my head as though giving me a scalp massage. I switched tits and repeated the treatment for her other breast until I got tired of flicking her nipples.

I pulled back so I could throw my shirt off, and then unbuckled my jeans and slid both jeans and underwear off at the same time. My erection sprang to attention after escaping from its confines. Jenn was still lying dazedly in bed, her legs open, waiting to receive me.

Without further thought, I climbed between her legs and rubbed the head of my dick against her slit. Her soft moaning came around. One of my favourite moments is when my dick slides into a pussy, and I get to watch the girl’sface.

Jenn had opened her eyes when I settled between her legs, but as I slid myself into her, she shut them tightly, looking as though she was in deep concentration. I bottomed up inside her, revelling in the pleasure of her warm pussy on my cock. I had forgotten to wear a condom. I haven’t been in anybody bareback since Li, and it felt wonderful. The clinging warm flesh on flesh feeling was immensely superior to that of having a rubber on.

“Shit, I forgot to wear a condom!” I exclaimed, pulling out. Jenn wrapped her legs around my waist and held me inside her.

“If you leave me now I’m going to kill you!” she threatened, gasping. I wasn’t in any condition to argue so I slid back inside her. Jenn closed her eyes again as I knelt inside her encircling legs and moved in and out of her pussy. Every thrust resulted in a feminine grunt from Jenn.

I got tired of moving and grabbed her waist so her ass was higher. I placed my knees under her and started moving her up and down on me. I wasn’t strong enough to move her off my dick for deep thrusts, but I did manage to gyrate her enough that it was pleasurable for both of us as her pussy rotated around my dick. I finally laid on top of her, kissing her passionately as I pummelled down into her inviting warmth.

“Jenn, I need to pull out. I’m cumming soon,” I panted.

“Don’t…stop,” she replied. I kept thrusting inside her and her gripping muscles sent me over the edge as I thrusted once, hard, and came deeply inside her. Her legs holding me to her tightly as my cock pulsed inside.

I raised myself from her and reached between us, cock still embedded in her pussy. I found her clit and started rubbing it furiously.

“Damnit, cum for me Jenn, cum for me,” I said, as she started moaning again. My cock was still hard and I rocked my hips while frigging her clit. She caught up soon as my cock went fully soft inside and came again on my fingers, raising her pussy up from the bed.

I crashed into bed beside her, breathing deeply. She turned to face me and gave me a tender kiss.

“Oh my god, that’s what it feels like,” she said, wonderingly.

“You haven’t had sex?” I asked her, feeling a little guilty for taking her virginity.

“No, silly. But I’ve never climaxed with someone before,” she said. Phew. My fears were allayed, even though technically she didn't climax during sex. Her eyes sparkled as they looked into mine. “Thank you, Lost.”

“Uhm, no problem, I think,” I said awkwardly. How do you respond when someone thanks you for sex?

“Thank you for showing me what…people…tell me about,” she said. I knew who “people” was, but chose to ignore it.

“Jenn, I finished inside you though,” I said, worried.

“Don’t worry, my aunty just visited not long ago,” she said. Huh, aunty? “My period!” she said, noticing my confused look.

“Oh, okay,” I smiled. She cupped my face in her hand, a tender action.

“Lost, don’t take this the wrong way, but we can’t do this again,” she said.

“I know. I just couldn’t resist you after seeing you half naked,” I said. Jenn giggled. I can’t believe I’ve never noticed how cute she could be.

“I don’t regret it. But I know there’s been too much drama between us to have anything meaningful. And you’re going to graduate soon,” Jenn said.

I gave her a kiss, which she returned, but without tongue action. “You’re assuming I’m going to pass my exams,” I joked.

“You’re too smart to fail, Lost. But I wasn’t smart enough to treat you right,” she said, wistfully. I didn’t respond to that. I got one last hug from her. Minutes later, she rose from bed to dress, and left without another word.

[lostlilvirg]

I’m not sure how I could’ve included this part in previous posts without breaking the flow of the narrative, so I’m just going to backtrack a little bit here. Remember when Bon was emailing me and telling me she missed me and all that nonsense right before I got together with Rain?

Well, I consented to reply her emails, keeping things polite but distant. She knew that I started dating Rain, but I didn’t provide the steamy details, of course. We maintained a casual correspondence, like friends, which was a far cry from our previous daily online chats. She heard about my breakup a few days after Jenn left my room. By then, I was sufficiently over things and could concentrate on my studies. I still gave Rain the cold shoulder. In fact, I never exchanged a single spoken word with her from that day onwards. Perhaps it was ungentlemanly of me, but I couldn’t stand to have my heart played with like that. While I may be a cheongster now, I do not cheong when in a relationship, nor do I cheat (Bon was the exception when we were still only cyber partners, I am ashamed to admit).

When she heard about my breakup, Bon sympathised with me and asked if I had any plans after the examinations. I had none; I was going to wait for my mum to fly over at my graduation date and go on some tours with her, which meant I had 3 weeks of waiting time between end of exams and her arrival. Yes, I too was confident I would pass. Bon actually invited me over to Sydney again for some time off, and I could stay at her place since her parents went back to Hong Kong. I know what my readers must be thinking, what is it with me and Hong Kong girls? Hahaha. Just my luck at that time, I guess.

I considered her offer, and agreed with to go but with the statement that I wasn’t visiting her with the hopes of rekindling our romance. She said she knew that, of course.

Now, I will say it up front that this will likely be the most boring bits of my story. I can either summarise as much as I could, and then wrap up the story, or I could give some details on how the visit to Bon ended up. I’ll leave it to my readers to choose which direction they prefer. Either way, I will finish the story. :)

I'll give it a day or two to get the responses, then I'll finish things up.

It's been fun sharing my stories. I thank you all for following me and supporting me through this, bros and sis!

[ANowhereMan]

peeled her panties off, and spread her leg. .......

Her breathing quickened, and I slyly introduced a second finger inside her while drumming her clit with my tongue.

hahahah glad that I was, partially right... but "peeled" and "slyly" is hum-sup-ly cute leh. hahaha please do not take this the wrong way.


Question to the next entry,
Did you get bonded to Bon and signed a bond that had a bomb? ;)

Just jesting.

Peace.

[lostlilvirg]

lol

I enjoy your humour, bro. Didn't think it would strike as cute, but hahaha.

Well, Bon was a bomb, alright. But that's a whole different can of worms.

Oh and thanks bro edvil for the up!

[tallsynn]

Another great story in sbf, thanks ts for the hardwork n speedy writing. Stay happy n wish ts will find your true love soon. Good luck!

[badboy]

Feeling kinda lost tt the story is ending soon. (forgive me for the pun, couldn't help it :D)

Have been throughly enjoyed the flow of the story and indulging in my little fantasy of what might have been if I went overseas to study.

Interested to know how things panned out with you and Bon. That's my vote!



Cheers
Badboy

[lostlilvirg]

hehe badboy.

Well since only one vote, so I guess that will have to do :p

I'll write some details on my visit. It's not overly juicy like my year, but has some parts.

WIll have to be tomorrow though, knn boss sms to prepare slides for Monday morning meeting. Work on weekend -_-

[prettymannequin]

Will there be other stories. :(

[hijikata]

Bro you got my vote too. want to know more :)

[Nightshifter26]

One of the best writers so far on sbf! Pls continue writing bro :)

[zzaabbc]

captivated by it. finished it within a day. your story is full of ups and downs.

hope you're doing well in life now, bro!

[whizzard]

Good story ..... makes me wanna write again too!

One thing I learnt thus far, you must always make a gal love you more than you love her ..... I am not saying don't love a gal, just that you need to be the one in control and that's what they like about their men. Well, I think that covers a lot of gals anyway. Sure, making them happy each and every time is a noble act but believe me when I tell you this, it's a sure recipe for disaster.

I don't believe in a relationship of equals. Someone has to be the dominant one, the one in the driving seat. I am not saying to disrespect women or to pay scant attention to their feedback, that's totally wrong. I am saying women (I am trying not to generalise but, it requires generalisation) want their men to be in the driving seat at the end of the day (and I am not saying we have to make the decisions all the time, just whenever all else fails, they want to be assured that this here is a man who is able to save them and make everything right or take the blame).

[simidai]

reminded of some similar happenings tho not all the same or as lucky as TS. Same great city, guessed when one is overseas and away from home, inhibitions dropped. many hk gals then were having bfs at home while they were going out with someone in melb...

[lostlilvirg]

Good morning, guys!

Thanks for the support. I'll continue the story after my morning meeting. zzzz

Thanks gambit88 for the points.

Prettymannequin, I'm afraid the rest of my life has been a boring clusterfuck after another, so not much to share :(

whizzard, I know exactly what you mean. The last two relationships I've been the one who loved more, and i let the girls dominate the relationship. Regretting it now.

zzaabbc, thank you. Well, my life now, in terms of relationships, suck. I'm totally gun shy after breaking up with a crazy ex. Been single for 2 years and the only sexual companionship I seek are those which i pay for.

[lostlilvirg]

So they day came when I went to Sydney for the 2nd time. This time, I took the train instead of the bus. Nearly same price, same travel time, 10x better comfort. Much recommended for anybody else who’s planning the trip.

I arrived at Sydney between 6-7am, pretty early. I’ve already told Bon not to bother to meet me. She gave me instructions on which train to take to get to her place at Carlingford. I was already pretty familiar with the city itself, thanks to her tour and my night time wandering on my own during the dismal June visit. It was oddly fitting at that time, dead of winter in the dark, cos my “gf” didn’t want me.

I got to Carlingford after breaking fast at Hungry Jack’s in Sydney city (aka Burger King), and sent Bon a text to let her know. Took out a book and started reading. An hour later, she arrived (she didn’t live that far, just didn’t want to wake her so early). I got an unexpected hug from her, surprising since we didn’t exactly have the best of times in June. Exchanged greetings and made our way in her Volvo to her place.

She lived in a nice suburb. Quaint architecture with a huge field nearby. As soon as we arrived, she introduced me to her dog: a mutt named Bobby. He fell in love with me immediately, though I hadn’t quite made up my mind, being more of a cat person. Apparently passing “the test” with Bobby was a huge deal, as Bon exclaimed in delight, “Oh, he likes you! I’m so glad!” I’ve learnt sicne that getting the dog’s approval was important to girls…

Things were a lot more relaxed. Since we’ve made up our minds to be friends, there’s no underlying tension or expectations from each other. I unpacked in her room, where I’d be staying. She’d moved to her parents’ room for my visit. The floorboards were wooden, with a carpet lining that you usually see in offices. Quite a new experience for me.

“Hey, how are you feeling? Tired from the journey?” asked Bon.

“Just a little, it was miles better than the bus ride, I’ll tell ya that,” I replied.

“Let’s grab lunch at a Japanese restaurant to celebrate the end of exams. It’s my favourite!” she suggested. I agreed.

I was going to stay at her house for a week, so I was rather worried about any awkwardness that might ensue. I needn’t have worried. We went to the restaurant and had a good lunch. Conversation was easy and there was a lot more banter going on than previously. I’ve no idea what changed, perhaps it was me, perhaps it was our relationship.

I assured her that she needn’t go through any trouble to find activities for me. I was just going to treat the trip like an extended holiday. We settled down in the evening to watch her favourite series at that time: Dawson’s Creek. It was…boring! Hahaha.

I played with Bobby a lot, and in the evening we took him out for a walk in the field. Bon fixed dinner, and after eating we settled down for more television. Before I knew it, someone laid her head on my shoulder, on the couch. I stiffened in surprise and suspicion.

“Bon, why are you on my shoulder?” I asked.

“I just felt so lazy, Lost. Am I making you uncomfortable?” she asked in return and sat up straighter. I couldn’t tell if she was blushing as she was one of those lucky fair-skinned Chinese with a rosy complexion. Her cheeks were almost always reddish or pinkish.

“No, no. It’s all good, no worries,” I replied. We watched tv, separately, late into the night and then retired to our respective rooms.

It was amusing to me that Bobby couldn’t decide which room to sleep in, as he usually slept with Bon in her room, but now I’m there and she was in the other one. He ended up sleeping in the corridor between our rooms. Hahaha. Cute doggy.

The second day was also spent in a similarly boring but restful fashion. We’ve already shared so much during our online dating in the past that it was easy to be with each other. Things changed after the second day though. The third day, she had to head to uni to do some stuff, and I said I’d stay home and make dinner later.

I was told to make myself at home, probably not the best thing she could have said…

[8387]

One of the best threads here. I truly enjoyed reading it. Great story. Well-written. Tasteful erotica. Good on you, mate!

[xxwaterbirdx]

waiting for more stories ~.~ getting more and more exciting

[tallsynn]

Thanks TS, Glad that you'll write out all the good stuff

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks for the kind words, 8387.

I appreciate the support, peeps, especially from loyal readers like tallsyn :)

Okay, this isn't me trying to make an excuse, you know how I am with writing fast.

I just got my computer reformatted and the bloody touchpad can't be turned off. Gonna have to take it back to the shop to have it fixed tomorrow, but I can't type more tonight. I'm sure those who use laptops share this AGONY of trying to type things but your thumb keeps making the cursor move when you brush the touchpad by mistake.

I'm having words appearing on the top of the screen instead of where i want to type :mad: already have to correct this post like 10 times. lol

So, I'll be afk until they sort this shit out, hopefully by tomorrow night.

Cheers bros!

[xtrax]

Thanks for the kind words, 8387.

I appreciate the support, peeps, especially from loyal readers like tallsyn :)

Okay, this isn't me trying to make an excuse, you know how I am with writing fast.

I just got my computer reformatted and the bloody touchpad can't be turned off. Gonna have to take it back to the shop to have it fixed tomorrow, but I can't type more tonight. I'm sure those who use laptops share this AGONY of trying to type things but your thumb keeps making the cursor move when you brush the touchpad by mistake.

I'm having words appearing on the top of the screen instead of where i want to type :mad: already have to correct this post like 10 times. lol

So, I'll be afk until they sort this shit out, hopefully by tomorrow night.

Cheers bros!

Download n install touchpad driver. That will solve the issue. No need to bring to shop.

[Sexybiatch123]

Hey this is an amazing story that ts has written. Though I joined since 2013, i have issues in upping your point. After being a silent reader for so long I decided to stand up and say kudos to you! Can't wait for more updates!

[lostlilvirg]

haha thanks bro

i did that also, didn't work :(

since they were the ones who did the new hdd installation and reformatting for me, i thought i'd let them fix it.

technician on leave today, have to go again tomorrow. fml.

Paiseh paiseh

PS: I quite computer noob one

[lostlilvirg]

rawr, finally got my laptop fixed 100%

guess I can write again tonight. :p

THank you, sexybiatch123, for your kind words. :)

[lostlilvirg]

Ask any sex-starved man what he’d do when left alone in a girl’s house, and most would probably agree to rummage through the underwear drawer. Or maybe, that’s just me. Hahaha.

I was (still am) a noob at reading/finding bra size, contrary to most of the bros around here who seem to be able to get bra sizes easily. I went through my (Bon’s) room’s drawers, and found the underwear section. She is a very…practical girl. Nothing sexy at all, all functional white and transparent strap bras. I do not know her exact measurements, but from what I could see, and what I’d later hold, I’d say she’s a very full C, bordering on D. Bon is not a beautiful girl, but I’d call her pretty and sweet. She is also round, in all senses. Face is round-shaped with rosy cheeks, breasts are very generously rounded, tummy is slightly rounded, not fat, just there, and butt is round too. Hahaha

Her panties were typical girl panties, those that can cover the whole bum. Luckily I didn’t see any granny panties in her drawer, just cotton ones with patterns. As you can imagine, all this functionality did absolutely nothing to help turn me on or to fantasize. So I gave up. I managed to tidy everything back up neatly, and browsed through her book shelves to find something interesting to read, as I was bored and didn’t feel like going online.

Much to my surprise, I saw a leather-bound journal. Curiosity won over and I opened it. Ah ha, it was her diary! Hmmm….moral ethics vs curiosity fought a war within me, but curiosity won out, unfortunately. I read the first few entries, mostly some girly update about her days, and some rants about this lecturer, that Uni-mate, etc. Seriously, why do girls feel the need to write these things down? I flipped through the pages, thinking to shut the book and replace it, when the date read June. That was when we had first met. She stopped writing after July, for some reason.

I flipped through the pages and found the relevant entries. You know what they say, that eavesdroppers will hear nothing flattering about themselves? Well, diary snoopers will read nothing pleasant about themselves either. I won’t go into detail what she wrote about me, but suffice to say that they were VERY unflattering, and highly offensive. The words “fugly” and “talks funny” were some of the least offensive words she used. Now, I have no illusions about my looks; I have low self-esteem and would tell anybody I’m not good looking, but this is the first (and only) time I’ve ever been called fugly. The fire that raged in my heart would’ve melted the polar ice caps. I was mad, I was beyond mad. And then…I just got sad.

I’ve never owned a pet before at that time. That day, I found the healing effects of furry therapy as I held Bobby and hugged him and cried and asked him why his mistress would write such stuff about me. My feelings were hurt. We were supposed to be “dating” at that time when she filled the diary. Never mind that I cheated on her with Li, my feelings were still the ones that were hurt (yeah, I guess I am selfish that way). I was always honest about how I looked, and Bon has had pictures of me before we met. Oh well, I’m glad that we were just going to be friends, but it still stung. I hadn't totally healed from Rain's deception, and this kinda just added to things.

I resolved to try to forget about it, and went on with my day. I had promised to prepare dinner, so I did. Bon was late, and wasn’t replying texts, so I took Bobby out for a walk instead. The pooch was confused about things cos I’m not his usual caregiver, I guess. But no dog would say no to a walk. Hehe. We stayed out a long time, since I was bored. Bon got back and found her way to the park. Despite being summer, it was just a little chilly that evening. We hung out while she unleashed Bobby (I didn’t dare take him off the leash in case I couldn’t control him) and let him run. She took my arm and held me to her, saying she was cold.

Images of the words from her diary appeared in my brain, and it was all I could do to not pull away from her. I successfully disengaged myself by pretending I had an itch to scratch after a few minutes, and we got back home soon after.

Dinner was alright. She was tired from her long day outside. I was tired from my long day inside. Heh. She brought a bottle of wine with her from the city, and we sat in the couch watching the telly and sipping a dry white. After half an hour or so, she tried again to snuggle up to me.

“Bon, what are you doing?” I asked, poker-faced.

“Lost, what happened to us? Why didn’t we work out?” asked Bon. Feelings of resentment churned through me.

“Well, let’s see. You didn’t appear all that interested in a relationship with me after I dropped off a 12 hour freezing bus ride to see you. You avoided any form of physical intimacy with me, despite my attempts to initiate anything. You couldn’t wait to get rid of me when it was time for me to leave, leaving me at the bus station an hour before it was time. I think that the facts all kinda added up together, no?” I responded cruelly. I hadn’t much in me to be kind at that time.

“Oh,” was all she said. She seemed to shrink into herself in the couch, letting me draw away and moving a seat further from her.

“Uhm, Lost,” she began. I didn’t respond, staring at the tv screen.

“I’m sorry that I treated you badly. Do you think we can start over?” she continued, tentatively.

I couldn’t believe my ears, or her nerve. Didn’t we agree not to approach this trip from that angle? What about all her negative comments about me in her diary? If she felt those things, then why would she want to get back together (or just get together, if you think online relationships aren’t really real)?

“Why would you want to do that?” I asked brusquely.

“I…I just found that I really missed you, a lot, after you left. I didn’t realize how much I missed our chats, and your company. I felt pained when I heard you got yourself a girlfriend back in Melbourne,” Bon said, taking a large gulp from her wine.

Was this a case of jealousy, that somebody wanted me after she didn’t? I thought nastily.

“I was under the impression you weren’t terribly interested in a relationship with me, Bon,” I responded. “In fact, I have a little confession to make too.”

Bon looked at me, hopeful. Perhaps she thought I’d change my mind.

“Look, I am sorry. I know it was wrong of me, but I did it anyway. I found your diary today while looking for some books to spend my time earlier today. And I’ve only got this to say: your opinion of me was a very negative one” I said. Her face paled. “You can be angry all you want, Bon. You can ask me to leave now, and I’ll go. Or I can go tomorrow if you like. I’m already all packed up, actually. Thank you for letting me stay here the last few days,” I finished, putting my glass down and standing up. I had, indeed, packed up my luggage, but I wasn’t sure if I’d leave, since I hadn’t known she’d tried to restart our romance, and how she’d take my reading her diary.

Instead of the anger and indignation that I had expected to come from her for violating her privacy, Bon burst into tears. I stood there, still angry, but unsure what to do.

“I’m sorry! I don’t know why I wrote those things. I don’t know why I judged you like that and I don’t know why I treated you like that. I really don’t know (Have you noticed, the words “I don’t know” seem to be a very efficient way of getting out of trouble?)! Please forgive me, Lost. Don’t leave, not tonight,” she pleaded.

“Uhm, I kinda thought you’d be angry at me for reading your diary?” I asked, confused at the turn of events. Her begging ME not to go was not something I had counted on.

“Noooo. I regretted letting you go for months. Please, don’t leave me now. I know I have hurt you. I’m sorry. Don’t leave,” she wailed.

“I’m not sure how comfortable I can be with you, Bon, knowing what I know about what you felt. Those were your honest feelings,” I replied.

“At least stay the night, I don’t want you to leave in the middle of the night like this. Where would you go? If you still want to leave tomorrow, I’ll drive you to the city. I promise,” Bon bargained. I glanced at the clock, it was 10. She was right. Australia shuts down at night, and I’d probably literally sleep on the streets unless I could find a hostel willing to let me check in late.

“Okay, let’s just sleep on this and we’ll talk tomorrow,” I agreed. That night was the first time I drank with her. I didn’t know it then, but Bon had a very poor alcohol tolerance. Two glasses of wine and she’s a blubbering mess. In future episodes, 3 shots of Cointreau, or two cocktails, all were enough to get her drunk.

She enveloped me in a hug and clung to me, still sniffling and sobbing. I thought she was over-reacting, but in hindsight, it was probably the wine. I let her cling for a few minutes and then pushed her back to the couch.

“That’s quite enough, Bon. I am not sure how I feel about you at this moment,” I said firmly. She sniffed and nodded. I passed her a box of tissues and cleaned up the glasses from the table. The rest of the wine I saved in the fridge.

I told her a curt goodnight, and closed the door to my (yes, her) bedroom. Out came my earphones and I vented my anger to some Avenged Sevenfold and Metallica before trying to sleep hours later.

I was woken up sometime in the wee hours of the morning to Bon climbing into bed with me and hugging me very tightly.

“Don’t leave me, please,” she said, her cheeks wet from tears still…

[Happyman89]

Keep it on TS! Been camping regularly for updates :cool:

[xxwaterbirdx]

i guess the stories would be touching

[highlysex]

Thank you ts for your wonderful experiences, upz your points +4 , cheers

[alec]

TMD... i feel soo pissed with Bon. She doesn't get the msg isit???

[ANowhereMan]

Still.........................?

Hmm.. this Bon.. argh

[lostlilvirg]

lol chill, bro Alec, I did end up with her for a year, but the ending was just as ugly as the "beginning"

Thanks nichnich and highlysex for upping my points :)

Carrying on with the story, peeps. As previously warned, these are boring bits of my life there, but you did ask for details so I'm obliging. ^^

[lostlilvirg]

I stiffened in bed, waking up fully. Her breath smelled alcoholic.

“I’m not leaving, but I’d really like to get some sleep, Bon,” I said groggily. She made mewling noises and dozed right off. Sigh, wonderful.

I got up and went to relieve my bladder. On my way out of the bathroom I saw the empty bottle of wine sitting on the kitchen counter. Well, that explained that. I slept on the couch that night, with Bobby for company. Looks like he didn’t appreciate a drunk Bon either. Tomorrow would be interesting.

I woke up as the sunlight streamed through the windows. Fuck, it was just 7. I readjusted the curtains and tried to go back to sleep, but couldn’t. My mind was too active. I settled my morning routine and decided to take Bobby out for a walk. We returned home to the smell of frying bacon.

“Good morning, Lost!” came the greeting. She didn’t look as cheerful as her words though. I don’t think over-indulging in alcohol suits her.

“Morning,” I mumbled back, petting Bobby and taking his leash off.

“I’m sorry about last night, Lost. I got drunk and couldn’t control myself,” she said. No kidding…

“How’re you feeling? How’s the head?” I asked.

“I’m feeling okay, just a little dizzy,” she replied. She tried to lift the bacon from the frying pan and dropped the whole pan on the floor with a loud clang.

“Are you okay?” I demanded, grabbing the pot and pushing her away from the spilled oil.

“I’m fine,” stammered Bon. We eyed the mess on the floor together in silence.

“Well, at least SOMEONE’s happy,” I joked, watching Bobby chomp down the bacon. Bon giggled and hugged me. Reflexively, I hugged her back without thinking.

“I’m not leaving, Bon. I’ll stay the week then we’ll see where things go,” I said, having made my decision somewhere between waking up and walking the dog. I had given it a lot of thought. There was no denying I was attracted to her, since I dated her for more than half a year, even if it was online. I was lonely and feeling a little unloved after the Rain incident. I was going to give Bon the benefit of the doubt, but she’d have to play some catch up if she wanted me to be loving after the diary episode (yes, I’m well aware it’s my fault for reading it too). If I'm honest with myself, looking back, I was probably love-starved (contrary to most guys, I like to be loved and love rather than just had a plainly sexual relationship, no offence meant to my readers though. I like sex too, but would really like a loving relationship).

“Oh?” Her smile was so wide it looked like a Darlie commercial.

“Don’t get any ideas, I’m going to be honest here and say I’m not sure how I would feel about you, about us. But I’m willing to give it a shot and see where things go,” I clarified hastily.

She nodded, unable to conceal her happiness even though she tried to look guilty. I was shooed to the living room, and she wanted to re-cook breakfast. I decided to grab a shower instead, I smelled like dog, who was now following me up and down with the hopes of more bacon.

I passed her on the way to the shower from my room, she was bouncing in the kitchen to some invisible tune. Kinda cute, really. After my shower I had to enter the kitchen to get to the back porch to hang my towel, and I hugged her from behind as she was frying up a second batch of meat. My arms crossed around her tummy, below her chest, and she leaned back against me for a few moments before getting back to the cooking. This would never have happened in June. I got precisely two awkward hugs from her then: first meeting, and goodbye.

We had a quiet breakfast, the euphoria of my agreeing to give our relationship a try having worn off, Bon was feeling the effects of hangover again. I told her to finish her orange juice and head to bed, and I’d clean up. She finished her juice, but pulled me with her.

“Keep me company, please?” she pleaded. I considered it.

“It’s too soon for me still, Bon. I’m trying, but the hurt is still there. Don’t worry, I’m not going anywhere, just get some sleep so you’ll feel better. She pouted, but I pushed her to her parents’ bedroom.

I was feeling a little tired myself, not having gotten much sleep the night before either. I cleaned up and decided to take a nap too. I woke up later feeling overly-warm. Someone was all snuggled up against me. Sigh. This girl couldn’t take a hint.

I untangled her hands and escaped outside. One thing I love about Australia, the air tends to be a lot fresher than either Singapore or Malaysia, even without the haze (fuck you, haze!). I wondered if I was doing the right thing. Am I rushing into another relationship too fast? Was this a rebound? Am I over-analysing things? Can I ever forget what I read in the diary (obviously, no)? Do I really want to be with her in a long-distance relationship? Things were just so confusing.

The simple answer would be to just toy with her and dump her when I got tired of things, but having been played for a fool, I didn’t want to do the same to someone else. I’ll just have to try to forgive and forget, or the forgiving at least bit anyway.

I woke Bon up a little after noon. Figured we’d go out for an outing instead of being bored to bits at home. She drove us into Sydney and we enjoyed a movie and played some arcade games. It was a very fun “date”, which was surprising to me.

I can’t remember what we did for dinner, but eventually we ended up at home, watching her ever-favorite, boring, shitty, Dawson’s Creek. The difference that night was that she finally got to snuggle up to me. Her body was very soft. Again I repeat, she’s not fat, but just a wee bit on the plump side. Nicely adorable without being a turn off. It’s not the first time I’ve seen such huge boobs (think Pree) but it wasn’t often that I get a set of big ‘uns rubbing against me.

The day’s activities had mellowed my feelings down, and I don’t know about you, but I feel that no hot-blooded male could sit there with two huge knockers sandwiching his elbow and not get turned on…

[tallsynn]

Nice update, bro
Looks like some action is coming

[badboy]

Seems like e time is ripe for Bon to get drilled by TS.

Give it to her! That way u wont regret if u think about it in e future..muahaha..



Cheers
Badboy

[whatdoido]

What are u waiting for bro, she already sneak into your bed twice

[lostlilvirg]

Just a short lunch time update.

Bit of trivia: sitting at my desk at lunchtime writing this to the tune of

Boyce Avenue’s cover of “Last Kiss” by Taylor Swift (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kALSETZ9ngk)

~~~

My libido woke up, and my dick was straining within my pants. I started stroking her hair idly while her eyes remained glued to the tv screen. Hmm…

I started kissing her hair, then her forehead, one arm around her shoulders, the other playing with her fingers. That finallygot her attention though, and she looked at me, smiling. I lowered my head to hers and we shared our first kiss. Our lips met gently, hers were extraordinarily soft. I kept kissing and nibbling at her lips, and slowly I lowered her down the couch, looming over her.

Bon was not an enthusiastic kisser, as in, she doesn’t go on the offence. She liked to receive the kisses, soft and yielding. We kissed for longest time, the show forgotten. Her soft gasps as I travelled down her neck were music to my ears. I savoured the feel of the soft whiteness of her neck as she offered me her throat. Raining kisses upon her, I had the inexplicable desire to mark her, so I gave her a hickey.

“Ouch! What did you do?” she squealed, but not angrily.

“Just marking you as mine, babes,” I grinned at her. She just kinda, melted, at that point. We kissed again, my lips on hers, and I introduce her to French kissing at some point. As the kiss deepened, I slid my hand up to her chest and started to fondle her breast. Her hand shot up to grip my wrist.

“Lost, too fast,” she protested. I acquiesced to her objections, and just kept on kissing her. The kissing got pretty heated and she was writhing underneath me, which did absolutely nothing to tame my erection.

At some point, she had both arms around my neck, and gazed at me tenderly.

“Promise me, help me trust you, I don’t want to have sex before marriage,” she said to me, looking deep into my eyes. It was a promise I have forever regretted making. But love makes fools out of us all (though I wasn’t in love with her when I made that promise, of course).

“I promise, Bon,” I said, seriously. She closed her eyes and sighed happily. I kissed her again and she pulled one of my hands and put it on her breast. I gently squeezed her breast, the biggest that I’ve had in my palms so far. I kneaded her soft, pliant globe as we duelled with our tongues and enjoyed the moans that went from her mouth to mine.

We kissed for hours, literally. By the time we stopped, it was late at night. She turned the telly off and we prepared for bed. I instinctively knew that I was not going to get any relief that night, so I jacked off in the shower. It was desperately needed. We went to bed together, in her bed. She was dressed in cute pyjamas with tiny rabbits all over.

Bon initiated further kissing while in bed, and soon we were going hot and heavy all over again. I took the chance to unbutton her top, and she allowed me to slip them off. Bon is probably the only girl I’ve dated so far who would prepare for bed while wearing a bra. Maybe due to her size? I managed to take it off without trouble, and feasted my eyes upon her huge knockers. There was a bit of sag to them without the bra, but when she laid down flat on her back, they were just right, perfect.

We kissed eagerly again, this time with both my hands cupping and squeezing and caressing her globes. She let me trail kisses down her neck and to the wonderful set of pillows on her chest. I latched hungrily on a nipple, rolling it with my tongue and sucking it hard.

“Lost, softer please. Be gentle, it hurts,” she whined. Hmm, apparently she was hyper-sensitive there, in the wrong way. Her nipples looked cute on her breasts, small, but the nub itself was big. I flicked the other with my nail and kept licking the one I had in my mouth and had her squirming. I switched teats (or tits? Haha) and continued with my gentle massage of her twin peaks. I didn’t get her to cum, she wasn’t sensitive enough to get off from nipple stimulation, but she was very happy with what I did do. I wanted to take things further that night, but she stopped me.

“Let’s take things slow, honey. Please?” she asked, in a little girls’ voice. I agreed, and we snuggled and fell asleep together…

[jj_jj]

I switched teats (or tits? Haha)..

it's the same bro.. teat is also tit

[lostlilvirg]

Sorry for suddenly MIA, readers. I was down with a bout of sickness. Writing the soon to be end now. :)

[lostlilvirg]

My results were released the following day: I’d gotten the grades I needed to continue into Honours. Bon went to her uni for a short while, so I took the train to the city to get some stuff for a celebratory dinner. I managed to snag an affordable bottle of Rose wine from Woolworth’s (a supermarket in Australia, aka Safeway in Melbourne. Don’t ask me why the same company have different names lol). I also grabbed a roast chicken and some pre-packed coleslaw. The chicken would be cold by dinner time but it oughta be fine.

I got home before Bon, and set things up for us and took the dog out for his walk. When the missus got home, she got the good news and we shared a long hug, basking in the shared happiness. This meant I would still be in Melbourne next year and it would make our dating a lot easier than if I were to ship back home to Malaysia. We had a nice quiet dinner, and some relaxation on the couch after to help digest. A shower happened somewhere in between, but that’s not important. Haha.

“Hon, let’s go to bed, I want to give you your present,” she said, pulling me by the hand. I followed willingly, already at half mast, in anticipation of some fun.

In the room, she pushed me onto the bed and told me to lie still. She took her top off, revealing her bra-clad breasts to my eyes. Then, her pyjama bottoms went down. Ooh la la. Perhaps I was going to get lucky? She looked at me hesitantly, and I held out my arms to her as she joined me in bed. I hurriedly threw my shirt off and was working with my pants when she stopped me.

“Undress me please, Lost. I want to feel you on me,” she breathed.

I unhooked her bra and slide them off, once again cupping her boobs in my palms. Remembering how sensitive she could be, I gently flicked at her nipples with just my tongue, bringing soft sighs of pleasure from her. After awhile, I moved southwards, kissing her stomach and down to the hem of her panties. I eyed her and she made no move to stop me, so I slid her panties down and off. She tried to cover herself shyly but I was having none of that. I kissed her fingers, and pushed her hands away.

Her bush was untrimmed, but that didn’t deter me. I gently pushed her thighs further apart so I can look at her flower. Bon never said a word all this time, and I didn’t want to break the silence either, so I did the next logical thing, I dived in and bombed her carpet. At the first swipe of my tongue, she shuddered. At the next, she opened her legs on her own accord. After a few warm up licks, I started drumming her clit slowly. Bon’s clit was really small, and hard to find, if not for the sensitivity of the tongue. I doubt I would’ve been able to find it with my fingers alone. What it lacked in size though, it made up in sensitivity. Barely had I swirled my tongue around it for a dozen times when she started cumming. I had to pull my face away before I lose my front teeth, she was bucking that hard.

I grinned in satisfaction and moved upward to try to kiss her, but she turned her face away. Huh?

“Eww, Lost, that’s dirty!” she squealed. I don’t see you complaining when I was going down on you? Sheesh!

“What, you mean this?” I asked wickedly as I slid my finger on her slit and started rubbing her quickly. I couldn’t find her clit, but I knew the general area so I just rubbed the pads of my fingers there and soon had her convulsing hard again. When Bon came, she had the tendency to raise and drop her hips a lot, as though there was a spring attached to her ass. Hehehe.

I took my soaked fingers and waited until she looked at me, and pointedly suck her juices off it. “Yum!”

Bon gave me another ew, but didn’t make a huge fuss. She still refused to kiss me though. She started working on my shorts instead.

“I’ve never seen a real penis before, Lost. May I play with yours?” she asked shyly. I’d just remind my readers that she was a medical student, which explained her odd sounding request. I was more than willing to let her play with my penis as much as she wanted.

She got my pants and undies off, and stared at my erection for some time. I broke her from her trance by gently guiding her hand to my pole. She grasped my penis and started turning It this way and that. I could feel the eroticism of the moment start to slip away.

“Like this, baby,” I instructed, gripping my dick and stroking it. She got the idea and her hand replaced mine, stroking me loosely.

“Like this?” she asked.

“A little harder, baby. Too loose now,” I said, a little impatiently.

She tightened her grip and it became imminently more pleasurable as her hand moved up and down my shaft. I moaned my appreciation. Her face was very close to it, and I half-hoped she’d take it in her mouth. Alas! It was not meant to be. Her handjob technique was pretty bad, and I wasn’t able to cum. Bon got tired of stroking too.

“Let’s take things slow, honey. Trust me, please?” I said. She nodded. I spread her legs and got between them in the missionary position. I was hoping to “trick” her into willing sex at this point, I’ll admit. I positioned my dick so that her nether lips kissed the length. I started humping her without penetration like that. Her copious pussy juice made gliding over her slit remarkably pleasurable, and we were both moaning our delight. My plan failed though, because after I slipped a bit she stopped us, in case I accidentally went into her.

“Is there any other way I can get you to orgasm, honey?” she asked.

I had an idea, but wasn’t sure how she’d take it. Of all the girls I’ve been with, I reckon she was the only one who could pull this off.

“Do you think I can use your boobs to get me off?” I asked tentatively, fearing her objection.

“Oh, er, okay. What do I do?” she said, surprising me.

I had her lay on her back and straddled her waist. Her huge knockers were soft as pillows as I sandwiched my pole between them, like a sausage in a bun.

“Hold your boobies together, dear, so I won’t hurt you when I thrust,” I instructed.

She complied and the feeling was so great. The lubrication from her pussy was still on my dick, and I thrusted between her warm pillows. It was my first titty fuck. The feeling was very different from a pussy, but very highly pleasurable all the same. The pressure from the boobs that were pressed together made it a comfortable enveloping feeling without any tightness. My balls were already desperate to cum and I didn’t warn her as I shot off between her breasts. I still had some presence of mind not to shoot right into her face though, as most of my cum dribbled onto her collarbone and between her breasts.

Bon was staring at me and herself. I could tell the mood had shifted. I got off her hurriedly and grabbed some wet wipes to clean her up. She hadn’t spoken after my orgasm, keeping quiet and helping me clean her up. She put on her pj’s and me my sleepwear as well and we cuddled in bed.

“Honey, can we never do that again?” she said quietly, into the darkness.

“Why? What’s wrong?” I asked.

“It made me feel cheap, like I was a prostitute,” replied Bon. Wow, really?

“I’m sorry you felt that way, baby. It wasn’t meant to. We should be enjoying the pleasures of our body together,” I said carefully.

“I know, and I enjoyed myself a lot. I just don’t think I’m comfortable with you using me like that, as a sexual object, in the end,” she struggled to get her point across to me. I struggled to understand. What the hell was her problem?

We didn’t speak again for awhile, just laid there on my back with her head in the crook of my neck.

“Uhm, hey…do you think I’ll need to get the morning after pill? Your penis was…there,” she asked suddenly.

I couldn’t help it, I laughed. “Hahaha, no worries, honey. There was no penetration at all, just relax and enjoy yourself. I promised you no sex, remember?”

~ ~ ~

The next day, we woke up snuggled against each other, and I decided to be naughty. I slipped my hand into her pj’s and started stroking her through her panties. She was a heavy sleeper, it seems. I got her body aroused that her pussy was getting all we and juicy, and she was still mumbling in her sleep. Finally, I eased a finger past her lips and started stroking inside her.

“Oh my god, what are you doing, Lost?” she came awake. I ignored her and stroked her clit repeatedly as she came on my fingers.

“Mmmmm, better than coffee,” I teased, licking my fingers clean. She shot me a half-amused look and playfully ran away from me.

“I can’t be safe around you, it seems!” she said.

She got her results that day, and we had another good dinner. The next day it was time to say goodbye as I had to return to Melbourne. This time, the goodbye was clinging and all that a goodbye between a couple should be. We made plans for me to return to Sydney next Valentine’s day, as it was going to be my graduation in the next 2 weeks and I’d have to take my mum around Melbourne before returning to Malaysia for holidays til 2007.

Thank you, readers, for following my exploits. It is now near time to say goodbye. The next post will be a summary of what happened to everyone, and what happened between me and Bon. As I had warned, my visit to Bon was pretty boring. The next post will also be totally boring, but just to wrap up my story, so those who are curious to know what’s happened will be able to see. Thank you again for being my audience and allowing me to share my wonderful year of stories!

[lostlilvirg]

I dated Bon long distance for the whole of 2007. I moved out from college and rented a studio on my own as the rent was cheaper and I could cook on my own. With the money I saved, I visited Bon once a month, except for April when she visited me for my birthday. We weren’t totally compatible, we argued a lot, and she is very sexually frigid, as no doubt you can already see from the previous post.

She found some porno dvd’s of mine when she visited in April (damnit) and we had a huge fight and nearly broke up from it. One of the weird things she did was that she made me feel that something fishy was going on. I could understand the need to hide from her parents, so we had to be very “tou tou momo” (sneak around in order not to be found out). One of the more bizarre and severe episodes was when we were walking in Sydney city, holding hands, and she thought she saw someone she knew. She immediately pushed me into a McD that we passed by and told me to find a seat while she “went to say hi”. I waited like an idiot in McD for 30 mins before she returned, telling me she saw a friend and had to talk. I asked why didn’t she introduced me, and she said she didn’t want anybody to find out about her dating. Kinda rubbed me the wrong way. Another time was when she had a last minute party when I was visiting, so she ditched me for the night. I was worried about her drinking, so I said that I’ll hang around near the place. She wasn’t pleased at that at all. When the party ended, she passed by me and just waved at me while talking to her friends.

Things came to head when her proposed week-long visit to Malaysia for Xmas and New Year at the end of that year. She tried to amend it to just a weekend so she could hang out with her Singaporean friends for 5 days. I blew my top, we fought, and she finally reverted to the original plan of being with me for a week. We went to Genting and Langkawi. At some point she finally offered sex, but I did the “noble” (and stupid) thing by saying no, cos she’d regret it in the morning. We never did have sex, but I am proud to say that I never cheated on her when we were finally officially together. She didn’t even let me keep photos which had her in it during the trip. Weird, huh?

After she left, 2 weeks later she broke up with me. I was depressed for a year, feeling I got played, convinced that she probably had a “proper” bf in Sydney when we weren’t together. I don’t know if that’s true, I never found out and I don’t want to know.

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Rain is on my FB now, but we don’t talk. She is apparently still living in Melbourne (I might’ve been mistaken in my earlier update of her status in response to prettymannequin?), but dating a South African white man. They look happy and have a pet shih tzu together, so obviously she got around her parental ban on guys or her supposed arranged marriage nonsense.

Jenn is married. Still beautiful as ever, but we aren’t in touch, and the only reason I know she’s married is cos she is Rain’s friend (mutual friend on fb) and her profile pic is her in a wedding dress.

Fen is working in Singapore living the high life. I see plenty of good food and clubbing activities. No contact with Shan.

I remained in touch with Pree until 2009, when I met my next gf, who insisted I deleted all female friends from my FB. After 3 years of an emotionally abusive relationship, I finally got the guts to dump my ex, and Pree is now back on my FB. She’s accepted my friend request, but hasn’t answered my messages. She’s working as a Vet now in Melbourne.

Li is a doctor now back in Singapore. She graduated (finally) later on back at Uni of Melbourne, in the same batch as her brother. She is dating some guy, and I haven’t spoken to her much. I am glad she is happy though. Her dad passed away a year after she left Melb, or close to that. A little confused on the time line.

Absolutely no contact with SKan. Lawrence is back in Sg, working as a consultant or something at a pharma firm.

And of course, there’s me. Still recovering from the emotionally abusive relationship. Currently lonely, single, and cheongster. I find it hard to trust girls in terms of relationships nowadays, we’ll see what the future brings.

This story started off with me just wanting to share the sexy bits of my time overseas, but took a life of its own as I opened up about my own feelings and reanalysed my past. Thanks for staying with me and giving me the opportunity to air my history.

Adios, bros! I’ll update forums if anything extra-interesting happens that’s worth writing “home” (to sbf) about. Hehehe.


THE END

[Spud_Boy]

good updates, bro...

was hoping the story to go on... & the your ex reminds me of my current... deleting female friends off fb... bleah...

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks for the upz, bro spud_boy

Just caught me before going to zzz

I'll pm you tomorrow ba (if i forget please remind me), regarding your request. It's not sbf relevant (on my 3 year abusive relationship, lol). Super boring reading.

[solarflare]

Bro, by far one of the nicest story i have read!!

I hope yyour heart recovers soon enough and you'll find back the ability to trust again.

[lostlilvirg]

I changed my mind about keeping this to pm, as I feel this info could be useful for the readers on sbf, be it male or female.

Abuse in a relationship isn't just limited to physical or sexual abuse. THere's another type of abuse which is harder to trace and less talked about: emotional abuse.

This is where one partner dominates and undermines the other emotionally, to get his/her way.

One of the ways emotional abuse may manifest itself is by "Isolation"

My ex (the one after Bon), started off all nice and sweet, but eventually she tried to cut me off from all my friends and family. THis is called isolation, they want to take away your safety net so you have no one to count on but your partner, thereby making you stuck with him/her. She was very good at this, I didn't see it until after we broke up and I tried to pick up the pieces of my life. First it started with her "accidentally" reading my email to some of my good poly friends. You know la, guys always talk cock, like drinking, or "that girl is hot" all that nonsense, she started saying they're not a good influence for me, how I was getting older and should be more matured. Eventually she managed to finagle me into cutting contacts with my friends. Then, she started going on about having female friends, how guys and girls can't be friends and she, as my gf, would never tolerate me going out with other girls (even if colleague for lunch), if there were no other guys present. This graduated into deleting all female friends on my fb. Next, she started on my family. I'm from JB, that's why I went to Sg for poly. But currently I'm in KL, so of course as a filial son I visit home at least once a month. She started by picking fights over random shit, ALWAYS when I go home. So when I'm home, my heart is with her and our argument and trying to appease her. This is psychological warfare....soon I came to dread going back home cos we always end up fighting. My life literally revolved around her and her family. She'll always praise her family and how much they do for me, etc. To cut long story short, at the end (this is the event that made me break up with her), she insisted that her parents live with us after we marry, and that I ditch my mum to go live on her own.

2nd method: Verbal abuse, putting you down.

My ex ALWAYS won our arguments, even when she is wrong. I know the old adage that we always joke about: the men are always wrong. I can sorta understand that on a joking manner, but my ex took it to another level. Evey single issue was my fault. After arguments she'd give me cold shoulder for days. THere was once when she mis-remembered my sms, and said I lied to her. I showed her the sms I sent her, it was her fault for misunderstanding, over a small matter too, i said i slept badly last night in the text, and she thought i slept well, so when i complained of being tired in the evening she said i lied to her. So she admitted she was wrong....AND gave me cold shoulder the next day. lol wtf? And during arguments, sometimes I'll try the soft approach. I told her that maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm not. COuld be there's miscommuniation. WHy can't you just listen to my explanation instead of yelling at me straight off? We can talk things out without arguing if you'd just listen to my side of things once or twice. Her response: Your opinions aren't worth a damn why should i listen to them? I've been called stupid, fucker, idiot, worthless, useless, and all were meant in serious tones, not the joking thing we sometimes do around friends.

Blaming others for her fault

if shit happens, it's never her fault. She'll blame the kopitiam uncle, me, whatever. And sh's very judgmental. See gay: flame. See lesbian: flame. See girls flirting with guys: flame. See prostitutes: flame. See "soft" guys: flame. I asked her before, what d they do to her (okay la i didn't refer to the prostitutes), and i tio flame. lol

instilling fear in you with punishments

Everytime my phone rang/sms came in, she want to know who, and why that person tryign to contact me. Colleague (esp if girl) sms me to ask question, she will blast me: why can't your colleague ask other people? so flirty ar? THen fight. It got to a point that when my phone rings, I will jump in nervousness. Also if I somehow accidentally offend her, or trigger an argument, i don't even dare to speak in case my voice makes her yell at me again. Same thing, i didn't even dare to go visit home anymore cos she made me "pay" for it every time. She'll withhold affection when she thinks I've crossed her arbitrary line, punishing me for any perceived faults without any discussion.

Treats you like a servant

I wrote her thesis for her, I drove her to work before going to work myself, I arrange my days around her schedule. THings that, technically, isn't a huge deal for me if i loved a girl. However, during arguments one of her favourite phrases was "you're so useless, what have yo uever done for me?" At some point i buay tahan and list down the things i did. her response? "THose are things that every bf should do for their gf ma! what's the big deal?" cibai...go find another guy to write your fucking thesis and lab reports, bitch.

extreme jealousy

like i said, no female friends. I talk to the auntie selling rice at economy rice stall to ask for dishes also get scolding

manipulative

EMotional abusers will make you feel guilty for everything. Like i already said, "everything" was my fault. Even after we make up from an argument, when she's being all "sweet and loving", she can still find ways to rub it in. I told her that please don't call me names like stupid, it makes me feel wretched. her response: "I also don't want to call you stupid, but if you do things like that to show you're stupid, what else do you expect me to call you. If you can stop being stupid then i can stop calling you stupid." nice logic, right? Basically it's "it's your fault i have to insult you, if you're not so dumb then i won't have to insult you". And of course, she would give me sweetness and candy in between episodes, so i wouldn't feel like a total loser. Dangling a carrot in front of me, so to speak.

I realize this post seems a bit like a rant, but i feel that the readers should know what constitutes emotional abuse.

The isolation step goes a long way to prevent you from breaking up with them, cos you feel like your whole world revolves around them and you will not survive without them. That is why it took me nearly 3 years to break things off, and only cos she threaten to make me cut ties with my family, which I am unwilling to do. If not, I might still be her slave til this day. The emotional and psychological scarring are tremendous, so if you find yourself in these shoes, please seek help and therapy.

G'day. :)

[lostlilvirg]

Thanks solarflare, i'm healing, but takes time. TOo many dramatic relationships, made me scared already.

slide2despair, thank you for your support bro :)

[onlyhuman]

Goodness Ts! U sure ur ex is a human being? :D

Onlyhuman

[xiaocheng]

bro, good one. nice summary through the study life in Aus.