Affairs with a ML

[101s]

Hi Sis and Bro, this has been mentally taxing me for a while. Maybe someone experienced can share their thought. Thanks a lot.

About me:

29yo
married
self-employed

About her:

24-25yo
Cute and pretty outside but mature inside


Some background:

Got to know this ML from this forum, let call her "Lucy", for approximately 3 months since I 1st time visited her for a massage. During the very first few massage sections with her, the click was there but nothing much happened until one night, i dated her out for a drink at 1-altitude.

We had a great french kiss during that night and got a bit tipsy. Everything seemed to slow down, leaving only both of us french kissing on the top of 1-altitude. But nothing sexual happened that night, as she was drunk and I sent her home.

Key part 1:

One late night, i booked her for the last 2 hour sections of the night. When I reached there, she was damn haggard as she did not sleep for the last 24 hours and that day she was supposed to be off. However, she still accepted my booking as it was me.

Looking at her haggard face, i asked her to sleep a while i was lying beside her. While having eye candy on the sleeping beauty, my sexual mode was turned on. Kissing her earlobe all the way to her neck until the sleeping beauty's snoring become moaning. In a split second, any cloth on us were on the floor and we are in a missionary position. BUT, the raw bird was 1 inch from entering the very "love nest". She told me IF i entered, then i will be her man (PS: she was not aware that I was married at that time)

At that point of time, STORMS seemed to in my brain, namely:RAW SEX, SLEEPING BEAUTY, FAMILY, WIFE. All of them clashed furiously. Victory went to FAMILY and WIFE. This ML is a good girl to me as she is here because of her family, i could not manage to hurt her just because of sexual urge. Be frank, I do like her a lot but too bad, i am married.

The wild night returned back to its peace, she fell asleep and I helped her with cleaning up her body with wet tissue and covered her naked body up with blanket. I jotted a message : "Dear, i need to go. Have a good rest and take K of yourself. J" on a paper, put down my money and left.

Should I continue?

[ds88]

Bro, if you didn't "do" her the 1st time, why continue?
If the same scenario happens again (same chick or otherwise), then what?

Whether ONS/FB/FWB/P4P etc, make it known upfront.

[Hngata92]

Interesting. Please continue.

[startthread]

Continue writing? Up to you lor!

[conquer]

I wish the story is real and TS would share her contact with fellow bros... Seems like the GFE is sibeh tokkong... :cool:

[matakuching]

Please continue ...

[fictionman]

PRC?...Coz nationality of de ML goes a long long way in advising u...

[loneyheart]

waiting ....

[sadfa]

Ts, so you never fuck her cos of yr family?
Then keep it up la.
Most advice here will b to fuck her

Anyway if you're her man, get ready to b her atm

[Stinkfly]

Yes please continue with your story . :)

[MattJB]

Tell her ur married, then fuck & pay her :D
After all, they come here to make money, not find lover.

[fictionman]

Tell her ur married, then fuck & pay her :D
After all, they come here to make money, not find lover.

Couldnt agree more...Beware KC trap bro

[Pinkys]

setting up tent bro :D

[Booker]

Rather smart move by TS... Cos definition of "becoming her man" is different between the guy and the ML.
The guy may thought it means a fb / mistress / part-time gf.
The ML may meant you will be the atm / petty cash officer / rental or living expenses claims officer.
Tread with caution TS, if this is real... Maybe you could be the 1 in a million to strike gold.

:D

[decepticon73]

Ts continue pls

[DevilTan4480]

pls continue.

[newyorker88]

Camping here. :D

[iHackCare]

camping for more too :D

[stoked]

Bro TS, stay in control of the dynamics. Based on my own and friends experiences, MLs, WLs, KTV gals are mostly the same. They prefer real companionship while they are here. They like the 感觉. Occassional dates, bit of pocket money here and there. Ultimately, they still prefer sex with 感觉. It's better they know you are married, usually they are fine with it and they can be competitive. Want to serve you better compared to your wife. But don't let them control you is most important. Eventually they have to go home. When I have chance I still visit former KTV gals here who have gone back to china. Treat me well too.

If you are going to be wreck by guilt, don't start. If start, be ready to cut anytime. Nothing they can do to you. My two cents worth.

[Sturmgrenadier]

Bro TS, stay in control of the dynamics. Based on my own and friends experiences, MLs, WLs, KTV gals are mostly the same. They prefer real companionship while they are here. They like the 感觉. Occassional dates, bit of pocket money here and there. Ultimately, they still prefer sex with 感觉. It's better they know you are married, usually they are fine with it and they can be competitive. Want to serve you better compared to your wife. But don't let them control you is most important. Eventually they have to go home. When I have chance I still visit former KTV gals here who have gone back to china. Treat me well too.

If you are going to be wreck by guilt, don't start. If start, be ready to cut anytime. Nothing they can do to you. My two cents worth.

Nice perspective bro - sounds like theres a story behind it as well. Care to share? :D

[ringo6668]

TS my advise don't play with fire...later kana burn.:D

[101s]

Bros, Thks so much for the advices and supports.

PS: She is here on 6 month student pass and is PRC.

Continue.....

The following day, a message from her:

L: Don't be too nice toward me
J: Let me pamper you during your stint in Sg. That's all I can do for you.
L: Thks so much

The next few days, everything is quite routine, I kept on busy with my business. I texted her my regards now and then but no reply from her at all. I started to wonder and try to book 1 hour section with her to see if there would be any reply. Within a second, she replied to my booking.

I thought to myself:"when it come to money then you will only reply huh?". I straight away booked her 3 hours late night out of anger. Actually, i didn't know why i did that. Maybe, just to release my anger.

Key Part 2:

My booking for the night was for 10pm-1am but i was there around 9pm. 9pm +, sms from her:

L:dinner edi?
J:not yet
L:come up now
J:OK

When i reached there, a bowl of maggie mi is waiting for me. To me, the maggie mi was damn delicious because it was cooked by someone I care. Or it represented someone you care, she care you too.

When i was tucking in m maggie mi, i pop up a question:

J: why nvr replied my sms

L: (silent a while. Looking away while reply) i think that m feeling for you is edi beyond customer-ML relationship. You always remind me that one day, I have to go back to where i come. That's why, i have to control myself and not to reply you.

J: .......

We kept on finishing our maggie mi awkwardly in silence.

10pm hit, we get on the bed to start the massage. in midst of sensual massage, I suddenly flipped her over and pin her to bed, eye-to-eye looking into each other. At that point of time, she was so beautiful, complemented by the dim-light.

Looking deep into my eyes, her tears started to build up at her eye corners and burst into sobbing. I felt helpless while looking at a sobbing girl. I planted a KISS on her forehead and cleaned up her tears with my lips and said:

J: What's wrong, babe?
L: You mess up my peace emotionally. I like you and i know you like me too. I don't know what to do. I know I will go back to China. I know we can't be together but.....but...i can't control myself , i am lost.....

I didn't say anything but to kiss her furiously. She started to moan instead of sobbing..Out of sudden, she broke my kiss and asked:

L: R you married? I have that feeling.
J: .......YES (actually, i had been thinking to tell her the truth as, to me, we should be frank with each other if i really like her)

Side note:She told me that she was hurt badly by her ex-bf who is married but she only found out 1/2 year later. The guy she loved the most, hurt her the most. So, I do not wanna be the JERK.

WE, as gentleman, can be Romeo, but we can't be JERK.


TBC...

[loneyheart]

TS u posting too slow ... quick quick keekee :p thxs for sharing ... camp for more

[stoked]

Nice perspective bro - sounds like theres a story behind it as well. Care to share? :D

Hahaaa...many stories from days of glory already past.

[fictionman]

TS...Kum Cheng trap la...Typical sob story to reel u in...

[101s]

Continue...

She seemed to relieved and cheered up a bit after knowing my marriage status. It puzzled me and i asked her why....

J: why you look relieved after knowing i am married?

L: Ya, because at least i know why we can't be together and hence, i have a reason to tell meself to stop holding any hope of being with you.

Deep down, i felt relieved as well because i told her the truth. No matter, she will kick me out or accept me after this, I will not feel guilty toward her. And seeing her smiling instead of sobbing face, I rather see her smiling face and hope she is happy always. I just want her to be happy at that point time and nothing else.

We did not continue the activity on the bed but we chit chat our family background like best friends until time's up. I thought we can be friends with benefit after this but i was so wrong....something really painful was right at the corner waiting for me...

The next few days later, her best called me saying that she wanna treated me to a supper as i bought her a gift since she was going to go back to China. I said OK and see her downstairs L's house.

Before I reached L house, i texted her a few times to confirm the timing but no reply. I started to panic, wondering someyhing bad may happened to her like the little ondia case. So i spam a few message:

J: Are you Ok
J: Pls reply when you see this
J: I am going to be mad soon

I called her best friend to check if she was OK and she said everything was fine. Luckily, her best come to my rescue , she met me up at outside L house and managed to reached her after around 10 calls.

We got up to her unit and she looked unwell when she opened the door. She did not say much, just apologise to me that she was sleeping just now after taking some medicine.

So, we went out for supper. We did not eat much or talk during the whole supper. Her friend kept looking at us awkwardly. I was so sorry to her friend that i spoilt her mood. After the supper, we took a cab home. L requested we sent her home 1st, then her friend and me. I wanna talk to her face to face, so i ignored her and asked the driver to send her friend home 1st. Along the way back to L home, we remained silent and grabbed her hand, she didn't reject.

Finally, we reached her place. We walked to her lobby and i asked if i can go up or not, but this time she rejected.

J: Whats wrong with you?

L: You don't do anything that made me feel that we can be together. SO, PLS STOP THAT.

J: OK, if it makes you feel better.

L: YOU ARE DAMN IRRESPOSIBLR BY SAYING SO. DO YOU THINK I AM HAPPY THAT WAY. ANYWAY, GOOD NIGHT.

She turned her back to me and walk out. Her image gradually disappeared from my sight. I was standing there, mind in blank for 5 min.

My feelimg at that moment is just like the song:

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VGXY25e_-lY

That night, i could not sleep at all. Every time i tried close my eyes, eveything she said just now appearred....again and again.....


TBC

[neyney]

love story post but not sex related.

[DramaQueen]

Pitch tent here.

[bizbiz]

http://i.imgur.com/QcsLjSB.gif

[proloner]

my advise is forget about everything and move on. Rem, you are married. since she already make it clear, then dont be so hard on yourself.

[hammy1942]

Bro. My word of advice. Don ever let yourself got into this mess. I once got into this shit. Physically and mentally it is really taxing.... Money and emotion is gonna take a huge dip downwards. You are walking down the route i once walked.... A painful experiecme for me. Having a failed marriage also due to rhat. Think twice... It maybe just this moment u have that feelings for her. All will b back to normal... And u will wake up once its over. Its too late.. I can share my stories for all the bros here.. If u all don mind my brokwn english...

[Kensan74]

I'm also currently in deep shit relationship with my regular ML. What can I do, every time I think of breaking off and she cried like hell. Got dead drunk once... It's neither here nor there. Maybe you can advise with your true story? Thanks bro...

[hammy1942]

Alright i will start a new thread to start my story.. Stay tune guys

[Giansex]

I had affair with 2 prc and 1malaysian.shortest 2mth ans longest 1 year

[PrinceCharles]

I had affair with 2 prc and 1malaysian.shortest 2mth ans longest 1 year

You must have had good times :D

[yourfucker]

TS where are you?

[101s]

Continue....

I only slept 3 hours that day and i woke up 7am in the morning. I went down to a coffeeshop to have 3-4 cup of coffee in a daze. I lost track of time and it was 11am when i realised.

I wechat L to check on her if she was getting better from illness:

J: are you feeling better?

J: Are you free later? Lets have a lunch together if you have no appointment.

L: I already told you yesterday that DON'T DO ANYTHING UNNECESSARY.

L: PLS LET GO OF ME AND RELIEVE YOURSELF AS WELL. DON'T STRUGGLE ON SOMETHING IMPOSSIBLE.

I looked at the message for 10min with my mind in blank......

L: Pls call me...

I did'not reply.....after 5 min

L: What's wrong?

J: I can't manage to let go of you, at least not right now. Pls give me sometime, I will try to control myself.

L: Pls call me

I gave her a call and she picked up the call immediately.We both remained silent for a few seconds until I broke the silence:

J: What's up?

L: Where are you now?

J: Somewhere nearby your house, having coffee. Are you hungry? Let me buy some foods for you since you are not feeling well. I buy your favourite xxx mi and bubble tea, OK?

L: OK

To me, i was confused. Few minutes ago, she was too harsh toward me. And now, anything was like back to normal. I didn't think so much and bought the foods and went up.

Ding Dong, door opened, i stepped in. She looked normal and had her lunch quietly while sitting besides her, looking her pretty face. Once she finished, she said she needed to go out at 3pm which to me, was an excuse to get me off. Before leaving, We hugged tightly and she gave a hard bite on my shoulder which was damn painful, i let her be. Maybe deep down, she was more painful than me.

8pm, i sms her if she wanna go for a movie. She simply agreed, out of my expectation. The movie we watched was" Our Times"

If you watched the movie before, there is a shot that a guy does eveything just to make his dream girl happy. L was sobbing heavily when come to that shot. And when the song kicked in, she cried.

I feel like the song is something between us:

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_sQSXwdtxlY

After movie, i sent her home. I gave her a goodbye kiss and she returned with a big :) saying:" thanks so much for the movie, I know what to do now"...i was not sure what she was implying but seeing her big smile, it was more than anything else.

I had a good sleep that night. May she smile happily ever and forever.

TBC

[Hairyfox]

Camping for next instalment .

[TheAllBlacks]

Camping for next episode.

[Giansex]

You must have had good times :D

Starting was good but.no.happy ending lo....

[Zerocool]

Ok sad to hear your story.

[Wooded]

Wow you guys all so lucky :o

[GoldRabbit]

TS where are you ???

[loneyheart]

Wow you guys all so lucky :o

need money to b lucky
no money no honey :)

[hobbesian]

Sorry for wrong post on the wrong thread. Great story..keep it coming!

[Tribeca]

TS had been sleeping for a long time already . Hope he wakes to continue with his story .

[spluder101]

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