Secret love

[Dsom]

I am a ordinary guy, a bit above average looking. Small build guy. 36yo this year, happily married. I have a secret lie deep in me. I always have this secret liking with cd. Always thinking having wild fun with a lovely cd. Tried pick up one at cv before, years back when in my 20s. She have a soft body and great looks. What even best I enjoyed myself with her. Because it was a hit and run thing, it end when my load is out. Always hoping to have a cd gf or even Mistress that can be my second love.

Any Bros here feel the same?