belgarion79
09-10-2008, 11:48 PM
Yo Bros,
Just had this episode today
Ever since I broke off w my ex-gf (lets call her GST) abt 2 yrs back, till this day, i still lust after her. There has been several times where i still pcc to her pics and clips (yes...these i bluff her say delete liao but still in my hard disk :P) I have to admit, she is quite attractive in looks and have a body quite tender and to die for. Dunt ask me how come broke off...we just didnt work out.
Another thing is that i been attached for a year plus liao w my current gf (Jazz). Jazz is also able to satisfy my needs, giving me hj and bj (no penetration) and as a bf i do my utmost to satisfy her too...however the feeling is just not quite "there". Yes i do get aroused and all but the intensity no match as compared w GST, hence on some days when i didnt get some from Jazz, i will be home PCC to porn or to GST pics/videos.
This afternoon at work, GST came online (still in my msn) and we caught up and chatted. She is also happily attached and currently working overseas. We updated each other w our love relationships and chatted abt an hr plus...and she had to get her dinner. Before she left, she cheekily said "aye, rem to delete all the msgs and videos and pics that u still have of me okie :P"
So immediately, i can feel a quickening in heartbeat and throat dry dry. Of cos i replied say "dunt tok nonsense la, already deleted liao siaoz"....and sparing all of u the details...our subsequent msn conversation went into "sexual mood". I pretended that my current gf is depriving me of some "needs" and that i am deprive and would welcome more pics/videos. Of cos she also joke joke and keep saying yah right yah right....
All these while...i can feel the sexual intensity building up within me and i really feel like seriously asking her for an opportunity for a "webcam" sex or "phone sex", something which we both participated in actively when we were in long distance relationship. However, on her part, she is not like me...she is more those decent and loyal one..and the last thing i will expect from her is for her to do/say something stupid. Eventually the msn conversation ended as she has got to go.
So now bros...my head up here is thinkin logically not to say stupid regrettable things...while my smaller head down there is telling me "just fucking tell her that u lust for her and u wan her to call u/webcam w u so that u can show her your cock and hopefully arouse her inner devils to pleasure u...."
I am not sure if any bros out there have such similar encounters. If so, welcome to share. Advice/comments is also appreciated. Those of u who think that i am a sicko, u dunt have to reply.
PS: even at this point after typin this, there is this need to wanna open up the hard disk folder and PCC to her again :P
Just had this episode today
Ever since I broke off w my ex-gf (lets call her GST) abt 2 yrs back, till this day, i still lust after her. There has been several times where i still pcc to her pics and clips (yes...these i bluff her say delete liao but still in my hard disk :P) I have to admit, she is quite attractive in looks and have a body quite tender and to die for. Dunt ask me how come broke off...we just didnt work out.
Another thing is that i been attached for a year plus liao w my current gf (Jazz). Jazz is also able to satisfy my needs, giving me hj and bj (no penetration) and as a bf i do my utmost to satisfy her too...however the feeling is just not quite "there". Yes i do get aroused and all but the intensity no match as compared w GST, hence on some days when i didnt get some from Jazz, i will be home PCC to porn or to GST pics/videos.
This afternoon at work, GST came online (still in my msn) and we caught up and chatted. She is also happily attached and currently working overseas. We updated each other w our love relationships and chatted abt an hr plus...and she had to get her dinner. Before she left, she cheekily said "aye, rem to delete all the msgs and videos and pics that u still have of me okie :P"
So immediately, i can feel a quickening in heartbeat and throat dry dry. Of cos i replied say "dunt tok nonsense la, already deleted liao siaoz"....and sparing all of u the details...our subsequent msn conversation went into "sexual mood". I pretended that my current gf is depriving me of some "needs" and that i am deprive and would welcome more pics/videos. Of cos she also joke joke and keep saying yah right yah right....
All these while...i can feel the sexual intensity building up within me and i really feel like seriously asking her for an opportunity for a "webcam" sex or "phone sex", something which we both participated in actively when we were in long distance relationship. However, on her part, she is not like me...she is more those decent and loyal one..and the last thing i will expect from her is for her to do/say something stupid. Eventually the msn conversation ended as she has got to go.
So now bros...my head up here is thinkin logically not to say stupid regrettable things...while my smaller head down there is telling me "just fucking tell her that u lust for her and u wan her to call u/webcam w u so that u can show her your cock and hopefully arouse her inner devils to pleasure u...."
I am not sure if any bros out there have such similar encounters. If so, welcome to share. Advice/comments is also appreciated. Those of u who think that i am a sicko, u dunt have to reply.
PS: even at this point after typin this, there is this need to wanna open up the hard disk folder and PCC to her again :P