[uglyboy999]

so i just lost my virgin lmao. the whole thing felt really underwhelming.

thursday kena aeroplane. friday kena aeroplane again. not happy i stand there on the streets spam message finally found 1 girl. go there then need wait again, dam hot. heart beating cuz of heat or horniness idk. tried to watch some porn to get myself hard but cannot.

then she ask me wait outside. some auntie looking lady wearing denim skirt and glasses come ask me outside the gate “要进来吗", i'm like erhhh 不要。 LOL. i didn't know it was her. then after she enter and didn't see me, she was like “进来啊”。 then she turn around the corner, don't see me again, she came back out and say 来啊。 follow her into her house, i go bath.

she came in with towel, first time see zhabor wearing underwear but she got tshirt on. that's like when the reality that i can get laid set in.

in short, she suck my nipple, make me hard. i touch her boobies and butt, but wtf. touching boobies and butt didn't have the feel i thought it would have. i literally could be just touching her stomach. there wasn't like the magical feel of "oh i'm touching boobs now". then after awhile, she ride me. i think like 30seconds i cum liao. it came so quick, wasn't like i know it was coming.

then i ask her for 2nd shot, we play play play, she ride me, got tired, rest. i really cannot get hard. she suck my nipple i get hard, my dick went soft again. lmao.

most of the session i was soft. and really, the whole expectation of sex was totally wrong for me. blowjob didn't feel like anything, felt like handjob. didn't have the wetness or whatever, but when she licked my balls and dick then that felt more like it.

sex i didn't feel anything much other than some pressure on my dick. lol, weird first time sex experience. probably gonna jio the thursday girl again.