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Originally Posted by ilovemyangel
Wow I'm somewhat in the same predicament and it's honestly not as fun as ppl made it out to be because you dunno who's the one being KCed.
I have nowhere to turn to so I'll just leave it here to 发泄一下心情... I began visiting this ML regularly since a few months ago, and the first few sessions were pretty consistent and normal...until one time she began stealing kisses from me. Unlike some of the bros here... Kissing and frenching is a no no for me as the feeling of intimacy is too hard for me to get over, and might eventually become real feelings. I did not fight her,
and eventually kisses become frenching...and subsequent meetings become full-on make out sessions, whispering sweet nothings to each other, the meetings often lasting 2~3 hours...and eventually culminated in sex, yes call me crazy, but we were so in the moment that we did it raw a number of times. If you ask me if I kena KCed, yes i admit I kena alrdy. And if u ask me if I think she got kena KCed...I think she do too.
Everything don't seem fun anymore when you know shit got real...I tried to wash off this feeling by looking for other MLs and yes, also kissing them, but feel nothing and miss her even more. Wow u think after 14 years of chionging I should know better. Seriously fuck this shit...
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No logical explanation about this bro. Only wait for one party to take a step back into reality and it will hurt. Easier said than done, I still have a couple of long term relations (ML/FL) I have not step out of.