The Departure of my ex...

[rdytogo]

Originally Posted by Cheonging101

Bro, what you talking? Bro TS already have a gf now. Another horse-behind-cannon case...

oh crap, did he mentioned it in one of his post?
i'm sorry, I did not see that.

Anyway congratz.
Unfortunately still pretty greenhorn in this section so I do not know much of the people here.

[Rangers]

Bros i have mixed feelings while updating these posts.. it may be my last time writing le.. thanks to all bros who are great listeners. as i always shared earlier this may be a sex website but there r still many gd bros and sisters here. Back to the story.

The last day in shanghai with my gf sis is rather a awkward one. We never tok abt that issue anymore. and i accompany her to do window shopping. all the while keeping a distance from her. Back to singapore together and i sent her hm...

Once i reach hm.. i start to msn that special girl who is to be my gf... and before long... we realised we have feelings for each other and the chemistry is there.. and we were soon together as a couple. she is a nice and gentle girl... understanding and accepting my past..

[Rangers]

We arranged to to meet that day after work and i sent her hm... The date turnd out to be fine... and i can still remember the beauitful memories till now.. finally after so many years she managed to unlock my heart again.. But big challanges of life still lay ahead of me that is my biz.. does nt goes nt that well cos i would have some disagreements woth my Nelson... my buddy and my business parther. now i truly understand that it is never easy to go into joint ventures with friends. guys give me some time to organise my thoughts well as i knew that i know that i am writing it well... too many things on my mind... sorry....

[Rangers]

I have a hard time trying to avoid the calls and text from my gf sister.. finally i decided to text her...

Me: mei me attached le
gf sis: snowy is it?..
Me: nope someone else.
gf sis: that girl msn whom i deleted from yr laptop that day..
Me: yup
gf sis: i dun believe.

that is the last text to her and i shut my hp after this... was trying to avoid her as i promised my gf that i would keep a distance from her... meantime i am sick again after my shanghai trip.. the fever never seem to goes off and i would always vomit for no reason... especially on the bus or train...

gf: dear better c a doctor..
me: k. your wish is my command.

i agreed and proceed to c another doc after my meeting with the client... went to my favourite GP for advice since she have been c me for the past many years...

[Rangers]

The doc examined me and ask me what is wrong..

Me: i have been having headaches for the past few few mths to abt 1 year plus
doc: hmm.. u have head injuries before...
Me: yup the road accident which happened years ago resulting in head injuries..
doc: it is stated here.. that time i advised u to go for ct scan but u did nt go for the scan i would refer u to one of the neuro specialists there.
Me: k then.

the appt have been fixed for the scan and i decided to go this time.. As a matter of fact.. i have been having headaches for the past 1 year but that time i thought i am tired as i need to take care of my ex at that pt of time. just took pandaol everytime it hurts without doing much abt it. Now i am paying the consequences of it..

[Rangers]

gf: what did the doc said?
me: she told me to go for the ct scan and i agreed.
gf: this time u must go
Me: k...

That day finally arriived for the head scan. it was done and the results are known soon. my worst fear came true...

Doc: there are some blood clots in yr head.
Me: serious..
Doc: dun forget u have serious head injuries b4 due to the accident. y did u stop attending the follow ups after the accidents.
Me: the last report said i am k.. i thought all the blood has flowed out already.
Doc: nt true.. at times for head injuries.. it take some time for it to manifest..
Me: k.. ( i was shocked at that moment...nt knowing how to ans)
Doc: u have came earlier a year ago when u r experiencing the headaches and yr frequent nose bleeding..
Me: i did nt know it is so serious..
Doc: anyway no more drinking and late nites for u. Stay positive. i will give u some medication to let u rest well and to reduce yr blood clots..
Me: am i in any danger now..
Doc: nt at the time being but if it spread to the centre of yr head.. it will be dangerous..
Me: even with medication wun help? what abt head op?
Doc: last resort but head ops are risky... anything to do with head injuries carrries a certain extend of risk.
Me: i understand.

[Rangers]

The next days... as per normal... nose bleeding and gliddness... vomitting.. but i goes on with my routine life... going to work daily... meeting up with brokers and clients... etc... but i know deep in my heart... that i am nt getting better... as advised.. i email my specialist asking to forward the next review date to an earlier date. Meantime my relationship with my gf grow closer everyday... but at the same time i am worried abt how much i can give her........ Dear .. i know that u have been reading these...

My feelings... my innerthoughts..

Leave me as i am a man who dun even know what will happen 2mr.. who cant give u a better 2mr...

If a man loves a woman.. he will NOT allow her to go through any hardships with him.

A woman youth is precious.. dun waste time on me.. nt worth it.

It may be painful for u to let go now.. but it will even be worst if we drag on this relationship even further.

I enjoy every single date with u... will nt forget the memories that we have at ecp... hugging u and strolling along the beach with u.. enjoying the sunset with u.. all these i will remember and our favourite bus stop at the doorstep where u will always accompany me to wait for my bus b4 u go hm.

I have to leave now... my bus is here... though it is packed with people.. i will have to board the bus.. it is late le.. u have go hm and rest...

I will manage the battle alone..( u have already known the medical review)

[Bangster]

Bro Ranger,

are things ok with you? Medically I mean.

Do let us know the details of the review if you are ok with disclosing them, I'm sure the vast database of knowledge and experience bore by the bros and sis here could be something you can rely on or draw upon before making any decision thereafter.

Remember 1 thing though:
You have to take care of your own health before you start to even think about giving your gf a better tomorrow.

[cum_in]

Bro I feel emo after reading you story. Do update us with your condition ok? If doc never said it's the end for you, u cannot give up!

[AhGal31]

Extracts from a Story...


A girl & a boy were holding hands when the boy suddenly asked..

Boy: Do you think I am good-looking?
Girl: No

Boy: Do you wish to live with me?
Girl: No

Boy: Will you cry if i leave u?
Girl: No

Girl starts to cry..Boy pulls her close to him and hug her..Boy kisses her on her lips to stop her from crying..

Girl: You're not good-looking but you are special to me..
Girl: I don't want to live with you, but I live for you..no matter wat happens, I will be by your side..
Girl: If you leave me, I won't cry but I'll die..



I love you dear....Thanks for the sweet memories & moments spent together..

Last 2 days have been a struggle for both of us & u know that I won't let go of this relationship or to leave u to suffer on your own...Pls rem that U will not be a burden to me!!

Please take care of urself & listen to the doctors..not to work so hard & get more rest..

[Berserk]

Bro..

really paiseh.. should not have whacked you that day. Me not good with words sometimes. Paiseh brother.

[HCISB]

well take care , just remember what e doc advice stay positive ya ~
letting go on r.s issues is a gd choice whereas u can focus on ur health more.
Rem to go for the check-ups ! and update here

[rdytogo]

bro, you really need to take care of yourself.

Get well soon yea?

[Rangers]

bros.. thanks i will take care of myself.

Brother Berserk,

As a leader, at times certain things have to be done in that way. I understand the situation u r in. no worries i am k. dun need to say paiseh.

Warmest Regards
Rangers

[SG.adventure]

Dear Brother Rangers,

Life is unpredictable!

Anyone of us can be well & kicking today and might suddenly be gone by tomorrow…

In life, it is not the quantity but the QUALITY that counts. Live to treasure every moments, your loved ones and live life to the fullest.

There are many people who do not have the opportunity in their life time to meet their Mr/Ms Right! Treasure your new found relationship with your girlfriend. Let her decide what she wants instead of deciding for her.

Be strong & Get well soon.

You can overcome this challenge too!