My Boss & Colleague - Janice

[xiao_boy]

CCB gog. Knew the ending was gonna be bad since you already gave a heads up but didn't know it was gonna be THIS bad. Nonetheless, thank you for the amazing story. The only one I actively came back to catch up on all these months. I can acutely feel the pain bro. I hope all's good for you now.

[booblover00]

i think honestly i enjoyed this thread, been a silent reader for months. hoping the best for TS.

[lipe]

xiao boy

up you 20 points.


bro gog is a master story teller.

regular updates with BLUE BALLS once in a while.

Originally Posted by xiao_boy

I can acutely feel the pain bro. I hope all's good for you now.

[bowlofsoup]

thanks brother for sharing your journey. the ending was something i expected actually.... but i always thought you would have some secret meeting with j not completely cut off...

[LowProfiler]

gog in relationship with milly lah... getting married soon..

[Jomjom88]

New to this thread and it took me 1 week to read everything.

From Janice to lindi to penny. Luckily i didnt have to suffer any blue balls because i read one shot when the story end.


Anyway I truly feel you in the end. Jiayou bro gog.

[storylistener]

Thank you for sharing your story
Thats really hurt & painful

[Freakz]

Thanks bro gog for the wonderful memories of yours which you shared with all of us but you still the KNNBCCB GOG cause you always leave ppl hanging with milly. But bro "fist bump"

[cflrick]

Thank gog for sharing the story or should I say your life, joy or hurt.I wish you have a wonderful journey continue. BTW, did I missed a sub story of the air stewardess, I think her name was Milly right, can't find back.

[fwchong]

wow...where and how did you get your intel from ?

Originally Posted by LowProfiler

gog in relationship with milly lah... getting married soon..

[guyorgirl]

Originally Posted by bairni

thanks for the wonderful 8 months of pure lust, really enjoyed it.

the story would likely not end this way if you have discussed the possibilities with her though out the 4 years .

probably god has waken her up since she has god to talk to before she confronted you.

babies are proven made during extra ordinary session.

missionary gives boyz,ridding gives you girls

cheers

I mentioned before, I didn't dare to broach on the subject. Knowing her and knowing how one-track minded she originally was, adultery was never on the plates even if she wasn't enjoying sexually. She's happy in the relationship but will never eat out. My touch and kiss was the breaking point.

To discuss further would hurt her, knowing that I want her to divorce to be with me. It would place a tremendous pressure on her and her family. Divorce is not to be taken lightly, she made a vow to be with Eric till the end of life. Nothing should break them apart, not even I.

If not for our faith and church views and all, I might have talked to her seriously to consider leaving Eric, but I never found the guts. I never dared to. I might lose her earlier than 4 years I did.

If she wanted, however, that would be a different story, I would dive in immediately and never regretted, if she asked, I would. I really would, but I cannot be the initiating party.

I guess our baby girl was the final party to 'talk' sense into her to stop before it's too late. I never even expected pregnancy since we've already been going raw since day 1. I honestly don't know how suddenly a girl who's been trying to have a baby for years, SUDDENLY just gets one... I buy toto also never so lucky. My max is $50.

Originally Posted by xiao_boy

CCB gog. Knew the ending was gonna be bad since you already gave a heads up but didn't know it was gonna be THIS bad. Nonetheless, thank you for the amazing story. The only one I actively came back to catch up on all these months. I can acutely feel the pain bro. I hope all's good for you now.

Was it that bad? I just felt it's a pity and sad, I won't say it's bad, it as amicable, mutual,-well not exactly mutual, but there was no bad blood, she didn't abort, didn't divorce, I didn't force her, Eric didn't find out.

Only 1 person got hurt in the process - me. I think quite lucky liao at this rate the story goes. It's just sad I guess. Losing somebody you loved whole heartedly for years (4 years). Just the circumstances to the break up is bad I guess. LOL...

Welcome to read my story, I hope the tears of blue-balls were more than the tears of sadness at the end. All is good. It's past, I do look back always, looking at our photos, etc. I have them in my room naturally, locked away. Thanks again.

Originally Posted by booblover00

i think honestly i enjoyed this thread, been a silent reader for months. hoping the best for TS.

Good to know you read and enjoy, thank you! Appreciate it.

Originally Posted by lipe

xiao boy

up you 20 points.


bro gog is a master story teller.

regular updates with BLUE BALLS once in a while.

Muahaha, I guess it's because I was proof-reading and vetting over and over. Not wanting to miss a time to post it (before I start work), I quickly stop and just post. I am not trying to hook readers into waiting for next episode, I really just try my best at times. But balls happens. Hahahahah!!!

Originally Posted by bowlofsoup

thanks brother for sharing your journey. the ending was something i expected actually.... but i always thought you would have some secret meeting with j not completely cut off...

You expected a bowl of soup or the baby? I already made known we'd break up towards the end.

No la... If have secret meeting, I think this story won't appear liao. I would have kept going happy. Making more memories and probably share it when we really stopped.

Originally Posted by LowProfiler

gog in relationship with milly lah... getting married soon..

Mai luan lai!! She's married already lol!!!!!!!! I haven't found another love of my life.

Originally Posted by Jomjom88

New to this thread and it took me 1 week to read everything.

From Janice to lindi to penny. Luckily i didnt have to suffer any blue balls because i read one shot when the story end.


Anyway I truly feel you in the end. Jiayou bro gog.

Wow! 1 week?!?! Amazing bro! Thank you for the support You are smart, evaded the blue-balls. well done!!!!!

Thanks for the heartfelt wishes, we've all moved on, thanks!!!

Originally Posted by storylistener

Thank you for sharing your story
Thats really hurt & painful

Welcome bro, thanks for reading, didn't expect the ending to bring forth so many outpours of well wishes and comments. Totally unexpected, just like that the she said "I'm pregnant", really, just shocked with joy.

Originally Posted by Freakz

Thanks bro gog for the wonderful memories of yours which you shared with all of us but you still the KNNBCCB GOG cause you always leave ppl hanging with milly. But bro "fist bump"

Hahahaha wondered where you go to, kns, story end liao still must ccb me!!!

Thank you bro, glad you enjoyed the ending. Was worried might anger people.

Originally Posted by cflrick

Thank gog for sharing the story or should I say your life, joy or hurt.I wish you have a wonderful journey continue. BTW, did I missed a sub story of the air stewardess, I think her name was Milly right, can't find back.

Life goes on, thank you bro. This is a phase of my life, I never expected I could have a long relationship like that for 4 long years. No girl managed to hook my heart for so long and so deep.

Milly? No sub story, I refuse to share... I want to retire liao. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Originally Posted by fwchong

wow...where and how did you get your intel from ?

You kena smoke liao la. lol!!

[junior_cannibal]

You sure deserve to be called GNNBCCB Gog, dare to say you are the only one for hurt?
Just because Janice didn't abort, didn't get shame for adultery and divorce?
Can you even imagine how she needs to act as though she's still that holy goody wife, mother, Christian? All because you took the chance to show her the dark side?
She's blessed. Imagine if she were to leave Eric and marry you, you will stop all your flings and CCA and be only faithful to her? What if she finds out you were concurrently bonking Lindi, Penny and others? She will probably go mad, commit suicide or even attempt to kill you.
Even a chess game sometimes can have a draw, the more in terms of relationship. There need not be a winner, loser, victim or otherwise.
By Buddhism, it's known as 因果，we reap what we sow.
One thing you did right, at least, to let her have her peace. Recently some idiot who couldn't get over the ex, stalked her, threatened her to leak the pictures and vids, ended up got arrested and got himself free lodging and full board in Changi.

[storylistener]

Originally Posted by guyorgirl

Welcome bro, thanks for reading, didn't expect the ending to bring forth so many outpours of well wishes and comments. Totally unexpected, just like that the she said "I'm pregnant", really, just shocked with joy.

The most painful part is that all the firsts were never yours
Like you have said if not due to faith or other factors , things may turn out differently
Nonetheless deep down in Janice's heart, the beautiful little girl is from you & her. She definitely love her with all her heart

[guyorgirl]

Originally Posted by junior_cannibal

You sure deserve to be called GNNBCCB Gog, dare to say you are the only one for hurt?
Just because Janice didn't abort, didn't get shame for adultery and divorce?
Can you even imagine how she needs to act as though she's still that holy goody wife, mother, Christian? All because you took the chance to show her the dark side?
She's blessed. Imagine if she were to leave Eric and marry you, you will stop all your flings and CCA and be only faithful to her? What if she finds out you were concurrently bonking Lindi, Penny and others? She will probably go mad, commit suicide or even attempt to kill you.
Even a chess game sometimes can have a draw, the more in terms of relationship. There need not be a winner, loser, victim or otherwise.
By Buddhism, it's known as 因果，we reap what we sow.
One thing you did right, at least, to let her have her peace. Recently some idiot who couldn't get over the ex, stalked her, threatened her to leak the pictures and vids, ended up got arrested and got himself free lodging and full board in Changi.

Well said bro!!! Thanks for pointing that out!

Yes, I've been acting all self-pity and like I'm the only one hurt in the process. You are totally right to highlight that Janice also got hurt although she got the better end of the 'deal'.

I never think of it in the other way of 'what-if'. Your points are spot on and right, I probably will end up hurting her even further. Even if I say my bonks of Lindi and Penny will never be known, but who knows? Even Janice got pregnant after so long, what else can I say or defend myself that it won't be found out?

Just wanted closure on this part, and you pointed it out right. When it's time to let go, we have to let go, even if it hurts all of us.

Originally Posted by storylistener

The most painful part is that all the firsts were never yours
Like you have said if not due to faith or other factors , things may turn out differently
Nonetheless deep down in Janice's heart, the beautiful little girl is from you & her. She definitely love her with all her heart

Yes, you were right, as mentioned, I already know one day all good things will end. Just didn't expect it to come in such a way. For surem nothing lasts forever, and my story proves it.

But given that if things repeat and we still break up, I honestly will still go for it. Never wanted Janice to be 'mine' in any way. It was a short time but well worth my feelings for the years.




Thank you all for providing hindsight and feedback still

[Big2]

So what are the changes that you are just being used for your sperms and Eric wasn't unaware from the start? Of course can see J ended up enjoying the time she had with you.. just that a guy really can't be so dumb as Eric.