An Affair with an older married lady... and the aftermath...

[Shrouded]

So I headed over to Darren's place around 11pm as requested.

I had the whole day to think about it, even talking to Jasmine regarding the situation over lunch.

Me: I think we need to talk.

J: We definitely do.

Me: I had an interesting chat with Darren last night.

J: I'm sure you did.

Me: How can I help you understand the things that I do?

J: I don't know. Just be yourself. I'm happy with that.

Me: But you don't understand me?

J: You're really hard to understand. I know you treat me well, you do things to make me happy. You want to keep me safe. But you're doing all of it for me. What about yourself? What do you want?

Me: I want you to be happy.

J: And I am.

Me: Are you jealous of the other girls?

J: Of course not. You still ended up with me.

Me: Aren't you afraid I may sleep with Alicia again?

J: That was something I considered when I asked you to stay over. But you never did it. Even when she was practically inviting you to do it.

Me: She was?

J: You really cannot tell?

Me: I'm not sure.

J: You could be seeing Shirlyn as well. You could have slept with her yesterday night if you wanted to. But you didn't.

Me: I didn't want to.

J: You're a really strange guy. I already said I'm ok with it.

Me: Maybe I don't want you to be sleeping with others?

J: I know you don't want that. But are you going to stop me if I wanted to?

Me: I won't.

J: And why not?

Me: Bacause I want you to be happy. I know I can't satisfy some of your needs sexually…

J: Yup. You can't.

Me: I hope it won't be a permanent thing.

J: I hope so too. Maybe it's just a phase.

Me: What we have is special.

J: I know. With you, it feels like we're making love even when you're fucking me hard.

Me: Isn't that a good thing?

J: It is. But there's some things Darren can do that you can't. And it's not your fault.

Me: Ok

J: Are you going to meet Natasha?

Me: Don't really feel like it.

J: You know she's been asking about you all week?

Me: So?

J: You like to make women happy right?

Me: I like to make you happy.

J: And Alicia, Felicia, Shirlyn…

Me: That's not fair.

J: Is it fair that she can't be satisfied by her husband?

Me: Erm.

J: Not everyone can handle someone like Darren ok?

Me: She chose to marry him.

J: I guess she overestimated her abilities.

Me: What's the real reason you keep pushing me to her?

J: I'm only suggesting.

Me: Be honest.

J: I know you'll do your best to satisfy her.

Me: That can't be the real reason. I'm not some toyboy that is passed around.

J: I want to sleep with Darren regularly.

Me: Thank you for being honest.

J: I want you to be ok with it.

Me: I'm ok with it. But I don't want to sleep with others.

J: It's not fair to you.

Me: I didn't ask you to be fair. I just want you to be honest.

J: I've missed out on a lot of things in the past few years, and even before that. I want to live life again. Then I want to settle down with a good man, someone I can trust, someone who will listen to me, someone who makes me happy. And that's you.

Me: Ok.

J: Darren and I will never be anything more than FWB. There's no emotions involved. And he's married. So he has a commitment.

Me: And if you find an unmarried guy, just like me, but with a bigger dick and can satisfy you sexually better than me, then what?

J: That's why I don't want to find anyone else. Darren is a safe choice.

Me: Your logic is warped.

J: Are you going to see Natasha or not?

Me: I don't want to.

J: It's the same concept. She has a commitment, she will just be a FWB.

I was slowly beginning to understand her point.

J: With Alicia, Felicia, Shirlyn and anyone else, they're single, there's a chance of more developing.

Me: And you also pushed me to them? Why?

J: I thought that is what you wanted. Why would you even sleep with Shirlyn in the first place? It's not as though you were close.

Me: I don't know. I was lonely I guess. It just happened.

J: Yet you were sleeping with Felicia at that point of time.

Me: Yeah…

J: You see. We're both crazy. We don't even know why we do the things we do.

Me: So if I want to sleep with Alicia, Felicia, Shirlyn, Natasha and whoever else comes my way, then what?

J: Then I guess I better ask my lawyer to speed up the proceedings.

Me: So even if I do all that, you're saying that you still want to be with me in the end?

J: Yes. I do.

Me: You sure it's not about the house?

J: Oh. About that. I don't even need you for the house. It will be mine after the divorce.

Me: Oh…

J: I just want us to have as much fun as we can before we settle down again. Don't you have friends who have wild bachelor's parties or hen's nights before they get married?

Me: I don't think it's that wild.

J: Think of this as an extended bachelor's party then.

Me: It just seems like you're swapping partners.

J: Maybe. But I'm not stopping you from sleeping with anyone else.

Me: You're crazy.

J: I probably am.

Me: I really don't want to do it.

J: Then just go and have a chat with her. She's alone tonight. She needs the company.

Me: Will you come with me then?

J: Sure. Why not?

Me: Ok. We'll go over at 11pm then.

The rest of the day continued as usual. We ordered in fried chicken for dinner and she opened another bottle of Soju. I guess she wanted to make me a little high so that I would be less inhibited.

Now all we needed to do was to wait for the time to go over, and while waiting, we ate another pint of Ben & Jerry's.

[sexcision]

Jasmine is going down a dangerous path.
Once she get used to getting other dicks and knowing that Mark is allowing her to, she would not stop. No one will.

To my understanding, its impossible to have a pure sextual relationship or even platonic relationship between opposite sexs. Or at least I have not seen any yet.

If both is to settle down eventually, I would be expecting jasmine to continues looking for dicks, bigger and better ones. So if Mark wants to continues with that, He needs to be prepared to do what Darren is doing with nat. Or he better be developing a fetish for this wife sharing thingy.

[jamestan1]

Originally Posted by sexcision

Jasmine is going down a dangerous path.
Once she get used to getting other dicks and knowing that Mark is allowing her to, she would not stop. No one will.

To my understanding, its impossible to have a pure sextual relationship or even platonic relationship between opposite sexs. Or at least I have not seen any yet.

If both is to settle down eventually, I would be expecting jasmine to continues looking for dicks, bigger and better ones. So if Mark wants to continues with that, He needs to be prepared to do what Darren is doing with nat. Or he better be developing a fetish for this wife sharing thingy.

We all know that. Even Mark knows that. But who is to stop her? The sad thing is, if they really got married in the end, i doubt this will stop. Worst thing is if she has sex behind Mark's back.

If the conversation is 90% accurate, we can all tell that she's obsessed with the big dick. And sadly, not everyone can handle it. So she must be glad to found one that's big and she can handle.

Now it makes me wonder how small Mark's dick is. I know of a friend who's dick is small and we bought him an extension/enlarger, some sort. He used it once on his girlfriend, and she totally loves it. But he stopped using it because he's afraid the gf would get too used to it. Haha

[fwchong]

wow...my prediction is right...

Jasmine want Darren big cock - guess correct


J: I want to sleep with Darren regularly.

the 2nd prediction for a foursome did not come as expected...

we shall see if Jasmine is ok seeing Mark fuck N and maybe who knows, Darren show up at his place and they all do a foursome...then my 2nd prediction is correct

[nitetcrawler]

Darren wants jasmine abalone because jasmine can handle
Jasmine wants Darren tool because it makes her feel. Full

This is starting and it will be a regular basis. Feelings will develop. For a gal to sleep with a guy, there is at least some feelings else it will be ONS already.

Jasmine reply does not seem consistent.

Hope is not a permanent but a phase, then say want it to be a regular thing.

Mark - you need to ask yourself this queation. Jasmine whom you intend to marry if continues to see darren after marriage, how u going to cope. She is already very upfront with you that u cant fully satisfy her and ahe want to see darren on regular basis.

Originally Posted by Shrouded

Me: Bacause I want you to be happy. I know I can't satisfy some of your needs sexually…

J: Yup. You can't.

Me: I hope it won't be a permanent thing.

J: I hope so too. Maybe it's just a phase.

J: Not everyone can handle someone like Darren ok?

J: I want to sleep with Darren regularly.

J: I want you to be ok with it.

J: I've missed out on a lot of things in the past few years, and even before that. I want to live life again. Then I want to settle down with a good man, someone I can trust, someone who will listen to me, someone who makes me happy. And that's you.


J: Darren and I will never be anything more than FWB. There's no emotions involved. And he's married. So he has a commitment.

Me: And if you find an unmarried guy, just like me, but with a bigger dick and can satisfy you sexually better than me, then what?

J: That's why I don't want to find anyone else. Darren is a safe choice.
.

[sexcision]

Originally Posted by fwchong

wow...my prediction is right...

Jasmine want Darren big cock - guess correct


J: I want to sleep with Darren regularly.

the 2nd prediction for a foursome did not come as expected...

we shall see if Jasmine is ok seeing Mark fuck N and maybe who knows, Darren show up at his place and they all do a foursome...then my 2nd prediction is correct

I can imagine if all these became reality. As in jasmine regularly fuck Darren, And get satisfied. How would he feel? He is obviously someone who thinks alot and is very sensative.

Will he thinks that jasmine is pitying him by having sex with him? After all she is sextisfied with that big dick. Will he thinks that jasmine is faking her orgasm to boost his self-esteem ? Maybe we think too much. but this story is so engaging can't help commenting how I feel (as a married man who don't fuck ard, and wife not having a other dick.)
But mark after going thru so much. Might have a high level tolerance and open mindset.

So comments here only for reference.

[narexx]

Camping for more!

[GrieGzEters]

wow, things are getting more and more tricky. In my own POV, J is encouraging TS to fuck around to reduce her guilt when she is doing it D. Its obvious to me that J yearn for D's dick but did not openly express it out of respect for TS. The question that comes to my mind is when the divorce is finalized, would this arrangement continue or things will stop for both J and TS to stay exclusive to one another. If the second scenario happen then wouldn't J find something not fulfilling in her sex life after sleeping with D on a regular basis? Nothing against J as I am sure apart from this aspect, she would be a great lady to settle down with.

As for TS, with your character, I am surprised why are not you still not married earlier, you are certainly husband material and every lady would want to bring you home to meet their parents. Actually my hunch is TS is willing to give in to J demand as he is too good natured to reject at the even if he is hurting inside.

Anyway, I wish the both of you well and hope everything will smoothen out in the end.

[GrieGzEters]

Originally Posted by sexcision

I can imagine if all these became reality. As in jasmine regularly fuck Darren, And get satisfied. How would he feel? He is obviously someone who thinks alot and is very sensative.

Will he thinks that jasmine is pitying him by having sex with him? After all she is sextisfied with that big dick. Will he thinks that jasmine is faking her orgasm to boost his self-esteem ? Maybe we think too much. but this story is so engaging can't help commenting how I feel (as a married man who don't fuck ard, and wife not having a other dick.)
But mark after going thru so much. Might have a high level tolerance and open mindset.

So comments here only for reference.

I agree that Mark have a super duper high tolerance but it can be dangerous because if he explode, there will be no turning back for anybody. I hope he have an outlet to vent it out and someone to talk to.

[wtfuad]

If Mark really has sex with N, then I guess it is a point of no return. Either he exits from the relationship with J which is highly unlikely, or continue on with J but somehow or rather, he will have to find a way to comfort himself constantly. Otherwise, I don’t think J will want to keep telling Mark that she only wants Darren for his dick and still want to be with Mark at the end of it all.

[junior_cannibal]

Originally Posted by GrieGzEters

wow, things are getting more and more tricky. In my own POV, J is encouraging TS to fuck around to reduce her guilt when she is doing it D. Its obvious to me that J yearn for D's dick but did not openly express it out of respect for TS. The question that comes to my mind is when the divorce is finalized, would this arrangement continue or things will stop for both J and TS to stay exclusive to one another. If the second scenario happen then wouldn't J find something not fulfilling in her sex life after sleeping with D on a regular basis? Nothing against J as I am sure apart from this aspect, she would be a great lady to settle down with.

As for TS, with your character, I am surprised why are not you still not married earlier, you are certainly husband material and every lady would want to bring you home to meet their parents. Actually my hunch is TS is willing to give in to J demand as he is too good natured to reject at the even if he is hurting inside.

Anyway, I wish the both of you well and hope everything will smoothen out in the end.

which woman would like a man who's passive and reactive? Mark seems to love Jasmine, or was it just obsession? Vice versa, all the women all seem to be dying to have sex with Mark while he's just an average Joe? He's as good as a dildo or vibrator, the only difference is, he has body warmth and heart beat.
At the rate you are going, Mark, you are just a FOC male whore.
You need to wake up from all these. One day when you look back, you will realise how much time have you wasted. Go out and meet real women.
Quit your job with this company that is filled with weird women, or a company that seems to only have one male employee.

[Shrouded]

Jasmine and I slowly strolled over to Natasha's place, reaching there at 11pm on the dot. I wondered why she agreed to come even though she knew Darren wouldn't be there.

Maybe it was a ploy to make sure I went, and not chicken out halfway.

They stayed literally 2 blocks away. It had rained rather heavily earlier and the ground was still wet. We rang the intercom and she let us in, going up all the way till the second highest floor.

Natasha was already waiting by the opened door, wearing nothing but a tight tank top and shorts. She didn't seem surprised at all that Jasmine had come with me. I guess they had already been discussing this during the week. She gave Jasmine a hug and invited us in.

We went in and Natasha went to get another glass out, along with a bucket of ice.

A half-bottle of whiskey sat on the coffee table, Jim Beam Honey to be exact.

N: Have a seat.

We sat on the sofa. Jasmine on my right and Natasha on my left.

Me: I just wanna clarify a couple of things.

N: Sure.

I told Natasha everything that Darren had told me, trying to see if there were any inconsistencies in their story. However there were none.

It seemed like she really was the one who had introduced him to this lifestyle, having grown tired of struggling to accommodate him all the time. They were both practicing safe sex with their partners, so I guess it was sort of fine.

I was damn curious about why she outright rejected EoS previously and her response was "based one I recall from school, he wasn't the right size I'm looking for". Somehow or another I had this feeling Jasmine seemed to be a little too interested when she said that.

Natasha then went on to tell us her struggles after the second kid. She said it was like somebody flipped a switch in her. She was constantly aroused and horny, but still couldn't accommodate Darren the way she should. It got me wondering how tight she must be, considering Jasmine, Alicia and Felicia all had no problems, and in fact, even enjoyed it. To his credit, Darren tried many ways to accommodate her, like using a cock ring halfway to stop himself from thrusting too deeply, but his girth was sometimes too much for her too. What made everything so incredulous was that she had 2 natural births, and yet still retained her tightness.

I asked why me. As expected, I was the convenient choice. Someone nearby, someone Darren knew, someone with an appropriate size, and someone in a weird, fucked-up relationship that may not mind doing this.

To be fair, the last statement was mine. Jasmine actually laughed at that point.

A couple of glasses of whiskey later, the girls had it on the rocks while I mixed with coke, we were all sufficiently high. Except I didn't want to do it.

Despite what Jasmine said she wanted, this was something I really didn't want to do. Whether it was Natasha, Alicia, Felicia, Shirlyn or anyone else she wanted to push me away to, I didn't want to do it.

Around 1am we said goodbye to Natasha. I hope I didn't leave her high and dry, she looked a little disappointed though.

Jasmine was unusually clingy as we walked back to her place.

Me: Do you still want to sleep with Darren occasionally?

J: Yes. But only if you're ok with it.

Me: Only if it makes you happy.

J: Have you ever wondered what if I can never get enough of him? We might be in the same kind of marriage they're in right now.

Me: I don't know if that is something I can accept. But if it makes you happy…

J: And that guy EoS… your online friend… sounds like he's a decent size as well…

Me: Are you interested to find out?

J: Wasn't he the first one you called when I wanted a threesome.

Me: Yeah.

J: Weren't you afraid back then that I might somehow want it more often? With others?

Me: I guess I wasn't really thinking about that.

J: I want you to be happy too, ok?

Me: Pushing me to others doesn't make me happy.

J: But seeing me happy makes you happy?

Me: Yes.

J: For awhile I thought maybe you were no longer the pushover that you were before. But now I guess you're still the same person. Always too concerned about someone else's happiness than your own.

Me: That's not necessarily a bad thing.

We reached her place and went straight to the bedroom.

J: It isn't. But most guys are not like this. It's so easy to take advantage of you. Like Alicia, she wanted naked cuddles and you agreed. She could easily have had sex with you and you wouldn't stop her. Same for Felicia. Probably was the same for Shirlyn.

Me: I wasn't really like this before.

J: What happened to you?

Me: I don't know.

J: Are you going to sleep with anyone else while waiting for me?

Me: I don't think so.

J: You know why I'm worried you're not ready to be with me?

Me: Why?

J: Because you were with Ann when you slept with me. And you were with Ann when you slept with her daughters. I'm worried you're stuck in this cycle. When someone new and nice and wants to sleep with you comes along, you'll just do it, not bothering about the person you're actually with.

Me: Oh.

J: That's why for now I feel an open relationship will work better, not just for me, but for you as well, until you figure out what you want exactly.

That actually made a lot of sense. I might be the problem.

Me: I'm trying to change.

J: Can you? When we have sex it really feels like we're making love, and you love me. But when you're doing it with someone else, I get this funny feeling you're doing the same thing.

Me: You're not wrong.

J: That's why. You put so much effort into it. It can be confusing for a girl ok? Unlike Darren, he's knows it's just sex. And that's all he's doing. There's no kissing, no cuddling, he's just ramming his huge dick into us and driving us crazy physically. What you're doing is completely different.

Me: So… you want me to fuck instead?

J: I don't know if you can… woah!

I pushed her onto the bed and pinned her down, staring deep into her eyes.

J: What are you doing?

Me: I'm going to fuck you.

J: Ya right… you-

I pulled down her shorts and panties and rubbed her clit. She moaned.

J: What is this?

I slid a finger in. Strangely she was already wet. I removed my berms and boxers and rubbed my dickhead around her pussy.

J: Wow. You're acting really strange-

I shoved it in, half expecting some resistance but she was wet. I pounded her hard and fast while pinning her hands above her head and staring at her.

She looked at me wide-eyed, surprised at my ferocity. I rubbed her clit with my thumb.

The way she moaned as I fucked her was so different, so animalistic. Any doubt that she wasn't enjoying it was erased from my mind when I felt her tighten below and tremble.

J: Don't stop. I'm cumming.

I didn't, and a couple thrusts later she arched her back and I covered her mouth as she let out a little scream as I unloaded into her. I pulled out and let it flow out. Not bothering if it stained the sheets. We could always do laundry on the weekend.

We lay there catching our breath.

J: Wow. What happened?

Me: Did you like it?

J: It's different. Unexpected.

Me: Ok. I'm going to wash up then I'm going to Natasha's place.

J: Sure. Go ahead.

But despite saying that, she sprung up and took me in her mouth, cleaning up our juices and making me hard again before lowering herself onto it.

J: I'm going to fuck you dry.

[fwchong]

Jasmine is confused with your actions right now...

she is jealous and doesnt want you to fuck N but at the same time, she wanted to try a good fuck and now you given her a taste of what it will be like to get FUCK and not make LOVE.

I think she is not ready for a commitment now given that she want to try everything given that she has tasted a bit here and there...

I think you are at a cross road where you want to have a commitment but could not find it from Jasmine and trying to vent it out. Jasmine is trying out new man or men and will want more from such games.

I feel for you bro and just want to say that this is still a long journey for you, maybe Jasmine is right to say that you should try with other first, date other girls before you decide if you are her should be together.

Originally Posted by Shrouded

J: It's different. Unexpected.

Me: Ok. I'm going to wash up then I'm going to Natasha's place.

J: Sure. Go ahead.

But despite saying that, she sprung up and took me in her mouth, cleaning up our juices and making me hard again before lowering herself onto it.

J: I'm going to fuck you dry.

[sexcision]

Bro EOS, standby your cock! Load and ready!

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by sexcision

Bro EOS, standby your cock! Load and ready!

Lol what. No thanks.