Until Now I Still Can’t Forget Her………

[cloudstreet]

Hey bro,

That is so tragic. I'm sure we all in one way or another thought of incest as a fantasy but when it becomes a reality it must be shocking.

I feel for you but I can't wait to continued to read further.

[ch33zy]

as sad as it can be.. reality is the worst of all in life.. not all good things happen in reality but for sure, there are plenty of hardships and cruelty found in life..

TS, i hope you have gotten over it and may good fortune follow you for the rest of your life..

[walle]

wah...TS u now still work in factory ah???

[noobcomer]

Wow, i didn't expect such a shocker!

Fate is really cruel I guess. I don't know what I will do if I know my gf is related to me. I feel the heartpain for you bro. Hope you have recovered by now and is able to carry on with your life normally. Also hope you found or find another girl you can love as much as Jenny

[RoverX]

Originally Posted by tender

What a good written story my friend , as I read , i really feel the heartpain too ..

Thanks for your kind words

Originally Posted by confused_girl

i registered because of this story...
i do hope to read more....

Sis, thanks for your support...I noted you have issues of your own. Hope you get over it. Jiayou

Originally Posted by Cerberus

Oh my god!!

This is like lightning strike. But I guess there is no other way out except breaking up. You made the right decision, in a moral sense.

Still got continuation?

Thanks for your support and yes, I will continue..

Originally Posted by Tmade

My God, Bro TS, what a tragic end. I feel for you. Is there more???

Thank you

Originally Posted by Oopsx2010

haiz.. so so so 无奈！

Hope that both Jenny and you have found own's happiness after the incident.

Thank you for sharing with us a great story!

Thank you for your kind words

Originally Posted by KallIan

Hey bro what a turn of event. Really feel your pain but I know there's nothing we can do nothing in situations like this. Pls cont your story I know every bro here wants to know what happened in the end.

Thanks for your support...I will finish my story...that's a promise

Originally Posted by jushitit

If i steal your idea and write a script for a movie, sure can make it man!..i feel for you bro..it is indeed a shock. but you did the correct thing.

Thanks, I am flattered..

Originally Posted by ml999

how i wish these incident can be filmed as a local love-turned tragedy movie . The story line so intriguing and should hit the market well .
take care bro .

Thanks for your support and kind words, I am flattered.

Originally Posted by kkk2ppp

Visited again.
Very interesting story>>>>
Thanks brother.

Thank you for yoru support

Originally Posted by simb1

It's not the sexual part that got me reading till now. The build up of the story, loving yet kinda saddening, very much like my own. Sometimes the memories came floating in, esp on a long cold night. Just human afterall.
Thank you TS for sharing...

Everyone had their chance, the real one in heart...i lost mine, hope others hold it tight, never take them for granted.

Bro, I am not good at narrating erotic parts anyway. Thanks for your support. I hope you handled your breakup better than mine..

Originally Posted by Snuber

TS, your story reminds me of the r/s between Yang Guo and Xiao Long Nu (teacher & aunt) which is frown upon by the society.

But if the 2 of you follow ur own hearts at that time, alot more hearts would be broken, though maybe some would admire the courage taken for such a decision

Haha, thanks for your support

Originally Posted by gaipauchi

what a terrible disheartening ending. guess life's a bitch sometimes
was hoping 4 a happily ever after.....

Yes bro, that is life...no happily ever after. They only exist in fairy tales. From my intro, it's quite clear hwo it will end.

Originally Posted by kalamilk

what a twist... very hateful .... first love end up to be like this. the world is really so small... please continue TS.

Thank you fro your support bro.

Originally Posted by weeklys

sad. dont care whether it is true but if it is, its really sad.

Thanks for your support and it's true..

Originally Posted by Fatty George

RoverX

Thanks for sharing your thoughts.
It's like watching a movie at Golden Miles theatre some 20 years over back, but yours is a reality.

Can feel how it hurts. It's so cruel to end.

Got to move on, life goes on....

Cheers.

Thank you for your support.

Originally Posted by abugga

Sometimes, this world will be a better place if everyone were a little bit more selfish for what they really want..

Bro not sure I understood, but given the choices, options are limited.

Originally Posted by mercc

Your story really touched me...
I have been following your update every now and then...
And as much as you were shocked,I am shocked too...
It's really unbelievable.
Both of you were so happy together and just a step away from marriage
I share your sadness

Look forward to more updates!

Thanks for your encouraging words.

Originally Posted by Cytan7

Oh shit... what a sad news!

Let's wait for the next installment

Thanks for the support

Originally Posted by cloudstreet

Hey bro,

That is so tragic. I'm sure we all in one way or another thought of incest as a fantasy but when it becomes a reality it must be shocking.

I feel for you but I can't wait to continued to read further.

Thanks for your support..

Originally Posted by ch33zy

as sad as it can be.. reality is the worst of all in life.. not all good things happen in reality but for sure, there are plenty of hardships and cruelty found in life..

TS, i hope you have gotten over it and may good fortune follow you for the rest of your life..

Bro, I can't agree with you more...unfortunately it still hurts

Originally Posted by walle

wah...TS u now still work in factory ah???

Bro, no more, I have moved on....

Originally Posted by noobcomer

Wow, i didn't expect such a shocker!

Fate is really cruel I guess. I don't know what I will do if I know my gf is related to me. I feel the heartpain for you bro. Hope you have recovered by now and is able to carry on with your life normally. Also hope you found or find another girl you can love as much as Jenny

Bro, I can only say that no one will ever understand such thing until you are physically face it...thanks for your support


To all readers who are following this thread:

Some of the readers may question the authenticity of my story. I am least surprised as I know my story seems like a fantasy purely due to coincidences that defies belief. That was exactly the reason, why I was hesitant in posting my story in the first place. Unfortunately some path we end up with in our life’s journey can never be explained.

I assure you for the most part, the incidences are as true as my memory bank can recall. But for obvious reasons, I spiced up the story with some exaggerated erotic narrations.

I have mentioned it a couple of times and would like to reiterate that it is not my interest to garner for points, even though I have to thank those who did it voluntarily. I am only doing this, because I was hoping by sharing, it will ease the pain that is inside me.

However I now realized it’s not that simple. I still get emotional penning down some of my thoughts, so I took a short break.

In any case, I am back to finish what I started. I owe it to you for your unwavering support. I am now working the next installment and will resume posting my story soon

Once again, thank you for your continued support, understanding and patience

[sextraveller]

Bro TS, irregardless whether this is true or not as some of the samster will speculate. If it is true, it is also another way of letting it go by sharing. It is one big load of relief for you when you let it all out.

I love ur story and it is the effort that you make of writing it down to share with us. Giving you my fullest support.

[rh8611]

TS, u have my fullest support!

[RoverX]

Originally Posted by sextraveller

Bro TS, irregardless whether this is true or not as some of the samster will speculate. If it is true, it is also another way of letting it go by sharing. It is one big load of relief for you when you let it all out.

I love ur story and it is the effort that you make of writing it down to share with us. Giving you my fullest support.

Thank you for your encouragement…this is my source of inspiration..

Originally Posted by rh8611

TS, u have my fullest support!

Thank you for your support…thank you..

[RoverX]

Originally Posted by RoverX

With that, she turned and walked away without looking back. I was hoping that she would, but then again, I wouldn’t want this pain to prolong unnecessarily. I knew she was crying as our hearts were linked. I silently stood there watching her, as her lone figure slowly disappeared out from my sight…… the love of my life.

At that very moment, tears just rolled down my eyes. I wanted so much to run after her, but I stopped myself. I knew that it was time to let her go…..

The date…..10 Feb……4 days shy of Valentine’s Day.


………..to be continued

Looking back, at times, I wished everything ended that night, but it was not to be……fate had other ideas…………

So my story continues………….


Needless to say, I had the most miserable Valentine’s Day. The days without Jenny was more difficult than I could imagine. I was heart broken. My heart was filled with grief and sorrow. I find it hard to accept the truth, constantly in a state of denial. However I never confronted nor questioned my grandparents, but they were obviously happy that the whole episode has ended. Now that I don’t stay out, it pleases them even more.

I try to bury myself with work and spent the rest of my free time with long runs up South Buona Vista Rd, to tire myself in order to induce sleep. Insomnia was my worse enemy. Staring blankly at the ceiling each night, recalling the good times I had with Jenny until the wee hours of the morning became a norm. It was tormenting….

I could not stopping thinking of Jenny. Many a times, I wondered if she was cooping well. It took a lot of will power to resist getting in touch with her. Stone hearted as I may be, I thought it was the best for both of us.

I also applied for a new job opening, hoping that a change of environment will ease the pain. Weeks later, I was confirmed for a new supervisory position in a multi national company in Jurong, almost doubling my current salary. As required I was serving my contractual 1 month notice, but happy that I was leaving to start afresh as this place brings back a lot of sad memories.

It’s been slightly over a month since Jenny and I last parted. All the various flurry of activities help me ease through my pain. Perhaps it was the knowledge that Jenny and I were related that made it easier for me to accept the consequences of a hopeless relationship.

As I was serving my notice, I try not to work overtime, therefore my day usually ends on time, at around 5.30pm.

I remembered it was a Thursday, just a few days short of serving my full 1 month’s notice. Out of the norm, I was working overtime as I was the only supervisor available that evening. After the overtime was competed, I stayed on to clear my usual paper work. Around 7.30 pm, I left the office. As I walking down the stairs, I felt a tinge of hunger and was thinking of dinner.

I walked towards the hawker center opposite. That was when I thought I heard a familiar voice from afar, calling my name. ……No can’t be, I am hallucinating, my mind is playing tricks again ….I thought. But it didn’t go away, instead became louder and more convincing……

I turned around. More than 50m and fast closing on me was the familiar figure of Jenny. I stopped, wondering why was she here…Is she in some kind of trouble? Did she not get over it yet? Did she missed me so much?.......Why? Why? Why?...... My mind was searching for an answer.

She was dressed simply in a short white dress, looking as good as before, even though she look like she has lost some weight and a little tired. When she reached me….she surprised me by hugging me tight, I meant very, very tight….I don’t know how to react.

Jenny: James, I missed you so much…..
Me: Jenny…we shouldn’t see each other….I thought we agreed to it.
Jenny: Why….you don’t miss me ah……forget me so fast liao isit?
Me: No…… is not that…..you and I…….....I didn’t know how to continue.
Jenny: Aiyah….I come because I have good news…I’m sure you will be happy to hear it.
Me: What is it?
Jenny: Later tell you…. I’m very thirsty…… can we go get a drink….

I felt as if I was suspended in the air. What can it be? She found her new love?.... can’t be….so fast she found one…and if so why did she hug me and says she miss me? Is pregnant with my child? Can’t be….if so it would be disaster….. she wouldn’t be so calm…. What is it? The suspense is killing me…..

[juzz]

Thanz for the great, great story.

Reminded me of my first gal...we had a great time together but there was always something not quite right in our relationship!!!!

Broke-up before Valentine and my heart was almost broken also . Could never forget her as she was SQ-trained and had great personality and EQ.

But the silver-lining was, without any bias, my next gal - my OC is unexpectedly an even better person .

Upz you.

[ManageYou]

Wa, cannot wait for the next installment. Jia yo!

[onlyhuman]

awesome stuff ts...if u sell your story to the koreans, it will be a bigger blockbuster than my sassy girlfriend lor...u will be a millionaire soon...

pls continue...

a firm supporter
onlyhuman

[reflexk]

Originally Posted by RoverX

I felt as if I was suspended in the air.

We feel the same too. Since you had endured it and knows how bad that feeling is, please be kind to us; please continue soon :P.

Thanks for sharing your story.. Hope it is all for good..

[MichelleFLsg]

Bro, I like your story! It's like an Alice in the Wonderland story! Just treat it as a dream in fantasy land! There's many younger gals ard!!

[Johndimitri]

Bro, great story...keep it up.

You have my full support