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19-10-2012, 11:46 PM
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b4 i continue, and in case anyone is still wondering, yes,this is all truth, with only changes to names and other details that may reveal the real identities of persons involved.
-------------------------------------------- i quickly caught a cab, and gave the driver K's address. at the same time, i called SH me: hey bro, where are u now? SH: reaching K's place soon. turning in to his street. why? me: can u alight at the bus stop in front of number XXX and wait for me? I'm coming over SH: har???? are u sure? ey, dont be rash lehz. me: ya, i'm sure. just, be there ok? i really dont know what I may do if... (i couldn't bring myself to say the words) SH: ok, i got it. ive reached. see u in a bit ya? as the cab made its was to K's place, many thoughts ran through my head. what if my fears were unfounded? how could I explain my actions? yet, what if my fears were realized? what would i do? would we break-up? or would we give it another go? would he change? without realizing it, i was approaching K's place. I guided the cab uncle to let me alight at the bus-stop where i saw the familiar silhouette of SH there. Paid the cab uncle, alighted and found myself hugged by SH who also petted my head like he usually did his pet cat. SH: sis, u look really terrible. u sure u wanna go ahead with this? his car is parked inside by the way. me: yes. need to... SH let go of me, looked at me closer SH: ok, but u have to let me stay with u all the time. ok? me: huh? dont worry, he has a bad temper, i know, but he has never raised his hand on me. SH: actually, i am more worried about what u would do. Ive never seen u so calm that its scaring even me without replying, i grabbed SH's hand and walked towards K's place. What kind of scene awaited me there? by this time, I had been seeing K for about 2+ years. as his parents has business overseas, and his elder sibling had married and moved out, K was really the only person living in the terrace house. Even in the time we were together, i had not stayed over very often, mostly coming over in the day just spend time together, or to do some simple cleaning, washing, ironing. i thus also became entrusted with the key to the do & access code to the gate. I keyed in the access code for the side door/gate. It unlocked with a relatively silent "Click". As SH had mentioned, K's car was parked in the driveway. He was home. but alone? The n i noticed the front door wasn't closed properly. someone had hurriedly tried to shut the door, and never checked if it was shut properly. I pushed it open and signaled to SH to follow me and be quiet. what greeted me was the realization that my worst fears would likely come true. i saw a pair of strappy silver heels haphazardly strewn on the floor, as if taken of in a hurry. K's other sibling was an older brother, and his mother, owing to arthritis, could never manage 4 inch heels. by process of elimination... *aiiiiiieieeeeeeee* my thought process was interrupted by a scream of laughter (up till now i have no idea how to describe it. a cross between a scream and laugh) up the stair. as i made my way upstairs, my heart sunk further... i also began to hear noises...that became clearer... the moans of a female that i identified easily as A, and K... it was a conversation that i think i'd probably never forget.... K: u want it harder dont u? ure such a slut in bed u know A: ahhhh... ahh... yahh... but u like it that way rite... K: ure my slut... since my virginal princess doesn't let me do this to her... arrghh..i'm cumming... SH had by this point turn me facing his chest and covered me ears so I wouldn't hear more than i already did...i hugged him, as i felt the tears fall...again.. 
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19-10-2012, 11:49 PM
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thank u all for ur support & bringing ur camping gear along as well...despite non-notti stuff...haha... but i promise i'll get to that
 aiming to end off part 1 at least tonight...
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20-10-2012, 12:05 AM
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I just cant imagine what would I do if I'm in the your position, caught my bf having affairs outside.. 
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20-10-2012, 12:33 AM
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what happened next still remained quite hazy to me till today, and what i relate next is really what SH told me following that
----------------- I suddenly pulled away from SH and stormed to K's room, to be 'greeted' by the sight of A lying sideways beside K, and sucking on K's cock- i believe he CIM and A was attempting to suck him clean AND dry (which SH later told me, nothing much to shout about..haha..) and K was lying on his back, eyes half closed, enjoying the service A was giving, and caressing A's rather fleshy butt. A's eyes widened in shock as she saw me come into the room, and from what SH told me, unconsciously bit down on K as his let out a cry pain and "WT.." and froze as he saw me (and SH) there. According too SH as well, he never saw me move that fast than when i threw my purse, keys and phone at K whilst simultaneously slapping A. Once relieved of my belongings (by throwing them at K) i used both hands to push A onto K who was attempting to get up, but then fell back under A's weight... and before kicking K about thrice before he managed to pull himself up from under A's weight. At this point, SH got worried and caught hold of me to restrain me but not before i felt his hand contact with my cheek. Tired, dehydrated, and with that slap, i kinda fainted then SH later told me that A was suitably embarrassed and couldnt get her clothes on false enough to make her escape. K however incensed at what I did and was cursing and swearing at me alot, threatening all sorts of things, but SH assured me it was all settled. Guy to Guy. He never did and still refused to tell me how. But he did tell me however, he returned the favour to K n my behalf. He was also the one that sent me home that night. That was how it ended between K and me. My first relationship to end like this. The memory of the sight i saw, what i heard still remains in my mind till today. In the beginning, I experienced 'withdrawal symptoms' not having K around. as i said, he quite spoilt me in many ways. SH also took the extra step of erasing K's contacts, texts and pictures from my phone that same night. He explained later that it was the best way to forget. It was't easy and i was really mad at SH for quite awhile, but he was right. eventually, it became easier... Shortly after this, I heard K tendered his resignation,and months later, I too resigned and started at a new job. I also never saw A again. But in the financial industry, circles are small and we were bound to bump into each other, especially given the scope of my new job. it was then that i bumped into K again. He looked more tired than i remembered him. After an awkward "HI", we exchanged polite pleasantries about jobs and the usual stuff. It was clumsy conversation really and both of us couldn't wait to end it. except.. me: K, can i ask u something? K: ya? me: that night, when that happened, what i heard, was it true? K: erhh... what thing? (he has a very short term memory for certain things, good for him) me: when u said about u not being able to do that kinda thing with me...u know, sexual stuff.. K: oh. that. (hesitation) ya la...i also got my own needs...but at the same time, I couldn't do it to you... to take away your virginity.. (more hesitation) u were different from the other girls I knew. that's also why i called u princess. me: oh. (i never expected that answer) K: because u were different, i wanted to cherish u, and treat u like A (he shot a worried look at me upon mentioning A's name) me: ic...i dont really know if i should be flattered.. K: u should. me: ok. thanks.... can i ask one more thing? K: go ahead me: was A your only...fling? K: (hesitate) she was my last fling... there were others before. but that time with A, i really intended to end it after that and be faithful...but... me: ic. thanks for telling me all that...ive gotta go now. c u. i never bumped into K again since. and we didn't exchanged contacts then either. from this experience, i began to wonder. what about me was 'different'? and somehow in my mind, the idea began to form... what was life on the other side of the 'good' fence? from playing the good, to playing the bad...hmm that will be retold in Part II thanks again all who have lent their support thus far pls bear with me as i dig out those buried memories, altho Part II should be quicker as it happened not too long ago...
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20-10-2012, 12:40 AM
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actually he had more in between, one of them even being his cousin, and he even convinced one girl to give her first time to him then dumped her after that. im just thankful, that i 'escaped' but dont see me too high up yet. Part II might just changed opinions about me... good night folks, continue tomorrow when my thoughts are more lucid
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20-10-2012, 12:58 AM
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But then, dont u ever wondered why? U said he convinced a gal to give him her v. Did he ever try to convince u? If he never, that's the question. Why he never try to convinced u? And both of you have 2+ yr rs. But then, what ur friend said is right. The best way to moved on is by deleting n removing everything related to ur ex. Will wait for your continuation ..
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20-10-2012, 01:08 AM
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20-10-2012, 01:19 AM
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Hmm..it was more like hint or make passing remarks only.nothing pushy.. I did question it and it was at the tip of my mouth to ask him when we bumped into each other later on. But I never did. What's past is past, and I guess I decided to let sleeping dogs lie. Yep, I'm thankful for my fren doing that, I actually ignored him for 4 myths after that! Lols...but now I'm really grateful to him. He in turn in believe is being rewarded in a way by finding his own happiness..I'm waiting for their red bomb actually that's also I believe in karma, and what my next actions will bring..."女人独有的天真和温柔的天分，要留给真爱你的人。不管未来多苦多难有他陪你完成＂
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20-10-2012, 01:19 AM
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Nice! Bank scandals lol.. I like (:
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20-10-2012, 01:27 AM
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Go karaoke and sing out the frustration and kick him out of your system Like Margret Lee said in "master of the seas" "Crush him, crushed him like a cockroach, that u should!"
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20-10-2012, 01:31 AM
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Sometimes a gal change from simple naive to suspicious, wild totally not to person who she was is because of the hurts she went thru..
She may seen tough move on however everything is just registered down inside their brains.. Maybe nt gals perhaps for all living thing ba.. Once bitten twice shy.. That IMO TS - yolo!!! Enjoy
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20-10-2012, 01:40 AM
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But me not that kinda type la.. I'm the type who will cries for hours, days or even weeks before I moved on.. But I will always use my friend's given mantra.. "When u think of him, he's think of his gal. When u wanted to call him, he's in the phone with his gal. When u missed ur memories with him, his kisses n touches, he's busily kissing n touching his gal, or maybe they're now naked and have sex. So, if you still crying for him, you're really wasting ur time because he's now laughing you with his new gal." I will keep chanting that. And slowly the pain will subsided as the stupid feeling come and hit me. To sis kitty: Ya, u shouldn't question it anymore. And I really hope that ur ex healed himself first before committing with his new gal. As a playboy thing isn't something that a gal can heal or changed. He must have to healed or changed himself to be back to the right track. If no, I just can wish his gal is okay. Not broken hearted or maybe faced same unpleasant event as yours.
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