My Darkest Secrets

[TanKeeChiu]

Lending you my support TS . You have good writing skills and have a good story line .

[yongzong]

Originally Posted by TanKeeChiu

Lending you my support TS . You have good writing skills and have a good story line .

Same here , offering support too . Very good writing skills indeed .

[i^Xi0n]

interesting and nicely written story TS, great share and please do keep it going.

[madpig88]

Thanks for sharing this nice story TS, more updates please!

[Truthful]

really like this story TS! please do continue sharing.

[randily]

Camping to support TS...

[Siriusam]

not really.. mIRC was very much alive 15 years ago.. (Y2003) then it started to slowly die out

the haydays were in the 90s of course..

good times... grew up using it and loved it.

[LongestRanger]

Thanks for all the support and compliment. I’m fairly surprised that I received some points as well! Thanks for the points (though I’m not sure how it works). I’m quite glad that my 1st story is well-received and will continue to share my personal life experience on my journey to break my virginity and how I achieve my final bankai mode with all the gurus here.

At this point, I would like to add on that all my stories are my personal factual experience, none of which are friction in nature. The usual tagline of “Based on true story….” However, I will not in anyway, disclose the details of the ladies I have had history with. I will absolutely not entertain any query for contacts. This thread is just for entertainment purposes and not sharing/trading of contacts.

Since the campfire has already been started and I’m quite free at work today, I will proceed to my next story.

*P.S. I noted some typos in my previous postings. Do seek your understanding as I am speed-typing on my work laptop with a large screen, thus explained the typos. Also post updates are time-lagged as my account is still under moderation”

Also, just to add on to the point on mIRC, one of the main reasons I was there was due to the old-school match-making methodology for DOTA. Lastly, need to use Zion (mIRC-based), Hamachi then lately it has since migrated to Steam. Didn’t play WoW as it was an expensive hobby and I wasn’t living off my parents right after I was conscripted.

Second Story: The One That Got Away

As mentioned earlier, I was really trying too hard on mIRC and I knew that was not going to last much longer. However, my previous experience fuelled my motivation to keep trying on that platform. Well, my determination finally paid off. I couldn’t remember her name anymore because it happened quite some time ago. Let’s call her “Debra” for reference sake in this story.

In my last few nights on mIRC, finally a lady responded to my relentless taglines on mIRC:

“Singaporean local Chinese, 19m, looking for friends to chat or fun. I don’t judge your looks or education level, just hope to make a new friend”

I couldn’t remember the exact content of our conversation but we hit off pretty well on the private chat. She introduced herself as Debra, as Kindergarten teacher in her late 30s. She was lonely and has been alone for sometime and decided to try her luck on mIRC. Apparently, looking for friends / chatters. As usual, fast hand fast leg exchanged number as I can only keep in contact with her through SMS on weekdays when I am in camp.

[LongestRanger]

Debra profile: She came across as a really educated and cultured lady who knows how to enjoy the finest quality of life. She left her parent’s home and stays in a nice studio condo alone. She travels frequently with her female friends and possesses a few branded bags. I doubt she even patronise hawker centers much. Huge fan of Sushi and Sashimi. Spent most of her free time reading, shopping and restaurant-hopping. Then after some further communication, she revealed that she is a divorcee. Her husband cheated and she got herself a divorcee a few years ago.
In my mind, jackpot! I’ve been watching all those MILF porn! Ho seh liao finally can be the male lead in those porn show!

We chatted for around 2 weeks and the nature of our chat went from the customary “How are u today? What are u doing now? How’s work? What u eat today? Weekend what are u up to?” to a much sensual one. I decided to be bold and quizzed about her sex life. Well, no surprise, husband was cheating, she wouldn’t be getting it at all. Bingo, I was right.

I combed my hair backwards and wore on black spiderman suit as I know there is an angle of weakness. Building on my recent momentum with the first girl, I asked her to share some photos of her. She wasn’t even reluctant and started sharing photos of herself. She appears to be on the plump side, but the horny me in camp had a bigger agenda.

I quickly complimented her in my limited vocabulary and managed to get into her good books quickly. I can sense that she is very short of confident as law of gravity is against her and she just came out of a sex-less relationship. I assured her that my promise in my mIRC tagline “I will never judge / ostracize any lady by their appearances” is good. I only seek and befriend those who are sincere to be friends for chat and if possible have some light fun. She probed about light fun, but I told her let’s leave it to another day. In my mind, more haste, less speed. Give this unfamiliar relationship sometime to mature.

[LongestRanger]

Soon, we migrated from regular SMS-ings to daily conversation at night. Then one fateful night, when it was full-moon (this is bullshit), I was super horny, I opened up a deeper sexual topic. I asked if she would like to have phone sex with me. She was shy but from her tone, I know she was game. As noobs, we gave a high-level discussion on how this phone sex generally works and how it will eventually end then proceed to “try” it. She had phone sex with me that very night. It was my first time hearing a seductive tone and real moan coming out from a Singaporean Chinese lady and it got me really pumped up that night. I remembered I was at a deserted staircase handling the call and I jerked off inside my black shorts. (FYI PCC in camp is a chargeable offence, don’t say I never warn you). It was one of the most memorable experiences for me as I was threading on a thin line between real sex and virtual sex. Being a virgin, virtual sex is way better than porn. From that night onwards, phone sex was a regular thing for both of us when I am horny in camp.

As I was still a 19-year-old virgin fresh meat, the black spiderman suit just gave me luck and courage but I am still unsure if I want to give my virginity to her. I deliberated for a long time and during this period, the phone sex kept me sane. As after each phone sex session, I will find it satisfying enough not to meet her. I know I sounded stupid, but I just wasn’t mature enough to decide what I really want from the relationship. (Which makes me understand why girls like to date older man because of their maturity and they almost always know what they want)

Soon those seductive voices, loud moans, complemented with fresh storylines (teacher/student, aunty/nephew, doctor/patient, boss/secretary, agent/client) feed my sexual appetite. I decided we need to take one step further to achieve the new high and she was game.

We decided we need to share some dirty photos in order to make it more exciting. Debra was good, she even knows how to tease a man. She shot across a few photos of her in bra with her face. I think my brain orgased so much with those photos that my mind went blank. Bra in lacy racing-red, lacy black and an oriental style one. Seriously KNN makes me drip cum incautiously. Thereafter, when the real deal came, her knockers KO-ed me. No kidding, I suspect she is a D / E-cupper, that was the largest boobs I ever seen in my life till date (and it is definitely real).

[LongestRanger]

Our intimate behind-the-screen relationship lasted for a few more months, thought she kept asking me to go up her house for a meal, I was a huge cock-blocker to myself due to my indecisive-ness. Self-pawned. Even with my hesitation to meet her physically, she was ever patient with me and always gave in to my sexual fantasies in the virtual world.

A few months later, Debra disappeared. I tried contacting her but she didn’t pick up her phone. No matter what I text, she just didn’t respond. Soon after, her phone line went dead. I decided to re-establish contact with her so badly. I decided to use other channels to contact her and managed to locate her FaceBook page.

That day, was another memorable one for me. When I start to read through her FaceBook page, I finally understand the reason for her disappearance. A sudden heart attack took her. I hope she is in a better place now. She did give me a lot of fond memories and some really nice photos before she leave the world and I will keep it in my archive and brain as one of my darkest secrets.

*Please continue to support my thread and up my points if you enjoy it! Will certainly motivate and encourage me to share my third instalment. Have a good TGIF*

[Shanmoogan]

I pitch up tent .

[juzz]

Uppz! Pls continue your stories. 😄

[rockyt]

Sad to learn of Debra's demised. Must be young then.
Good story and await your continuation.

[RobertTheBruce]

Very nice updates TS