Days with Jean

[Coffeecans]

It was still early after we finished our breakfast in the hotel.

Jean wanted to go back to the hotel to makeup when I told her not to as we are going for a massage later. She still insisted on some light makeup.

Shrouded my shoulders and headed back to the room.

Spend some time watching tv when she was all ready.

Left for the couple retreat spa scheduled at 11am.

Opted for females to massage us as we entered a cosy nice room with outdoor shower room attached to the individual rooms. It was featured in quite a number of lifestyle magazines. Stripped and changed to the disposable underwear. The massage was solid. Relaxing yet hard. It was time to turn around when the lady massaged my head where I fell asleep and snored. Not knowing that the time was up. I guess I knocked out.

Little Max was stroked and my balls cupped. The veins were well pressed in an upward motion. Followed by Little Max being slapped onto the palms of the lady. I was enjoying every moment of it. Squeezing, pressing, circling, pulling the skin of the balls all felt so comfortable. My hands outstretched to feel her breast. It felt oily, might be cos of the massage oil and squeezed.

She gave a quiet moan which sounded too familiar.

Jean.

Where the hell did she learn the juagen?

With her hand doing the final stroke upwards, she emptied my ammo tank where some shot onto her face.

God it felt good. Really good.
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[eeemen]

Nice reading bro, sex with emotions. Enjoyed your writings bro, thanks, cheers ..................

[Coffeecans]

With Jean's hand doing the final stroke upwards, she emptied my ammo tank where some shot onto her face.

God it felt good. Really good.

We showered together, paid and left. Took Jean to anouther round of shopping before we went back to hotel to unload our barang barang and dressed up for our romantic dinner on the rooftop.

Jean was stunning. She wore a black dress with a huge V that flaunted her cleavage with a nice push up bra, her hair bunned up with nice fake eyelashes. I wore a black matching shirt with a gray jacket I brought along the way. A nice long romantic 6 course fine dining paired with a vintage red wine.

I would have wished this moment to last a lifetime.

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What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://sbf.directory/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://sbf.directory/showthr...11#post7560011

[Coffeecans]

We had a nice long romantic 6 course fine dining paired with a vintage red wine. I would have wished this moment to last a lifetime.

Jean was happy. She was enjoying every moment with me.

We held hands whilst returning to the hotel. She stood close to me.
I meant the world to her.

Tomorrow we will be leaving this place, back to Singapore.

She showered and went to bed. I kissed her and told her that I thought of having a drink at the lobby alone. She nodded and kissed me passionately back.

Seeing her broke my heart. I felt terrible. My nose was turning sour. My heart was already sealed deep with May. I tried my hardest. I wanted to try accepting her. I wanted to try to go into a relationship. But my heart denied. I was in love with May so much I felt that half of me was gone. May and I 'engraved' each other's name on each of our heart saying "With this, you will remember for the rest of our lives". Perhaps Jean was right. Perhaps Jean already knew the answer but still pretended to be happy.

Cup after cup I drank until I had no idea how I walked to my room.

Upon opening the door and seeing Jean sleeping serenely with a blissful smile tore my heart even more. I slapped my palm on my forehead and laughed in agony. Knelt down in despair.

*fuck you max, why can't you love her. you bastard. you son of a bitch*

How am I supposed to break this to her? What can I do so I won't break her heart. I've already lost May. I know I'm a man, but I can't help crying over at the corner. Let me cry ad let my emotions flood.

*May, tell me what to do. Please.*

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What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://sbf.directory/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://sbf.directory/showthr...11#post7560011

[Coffeecans]

星光闪烁
有没有一颗是你在闪烁
讽刺的是寂寞涂黑天空
反而衬托
我有多想念
你眼中的烟火
来不及说
可知我好多话来不及说
怕就怕连牵你的手我都
那么笨拙
说爱你
你更想闪躲
后悔对你一再沉默
后悔允许自己一再软弱
以为时间还多
上天突然想找人捉弄
偏偏选我(为何是我)
后悔让我每句承诺
都散落在自己一时软弱
也许终躲不过
但带上我的爱
会暖和

我多想从过去偷一分钟
好让我能坚定说出口
我爱你
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http://sbf.directory/showthread.php?t=313807

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://sbf.directory/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://sbf.directory/showthr...11#post7560011

[Coffeecans]

We were all ready to check out after a good hearty hotel breakfast.
Showered and got all our luggages ready.

Since we still had some time, both of us went shopping at MBK.

Jean was clinging on to me tightly. Walked a few rounds and we already sat down to have ice cream and bought some local snacks back.

Clumsily we took a cab to the airport with loads of stuff.

Prior to arriving in Singapore, we unloaded and threw everything in the living room of May's apartment. Went on to showering together.

Jean started to act a little strangely towards me. It feels like she had seen what happened last night when I came back drunk.

She pushed me to the sofa, took off her clothes and sat on me. Her vagina was quite dry but she insisted in pumping. I stopped her and asked.

Me: Is everything alright Jean? You don't have to do this. I'll know it'll hurt.

Jean sobbed and hugged me.

Jean: I saw you last night. You were totally devastated you were hurt you looked so sad. My heart tore. I knew the answer all along. I knew it but I tried so hard to hide it. I know you are trying to let me in your life Max. I know. Everytime we had sex, your eyes just look empty, unlike when you were having with May. I don't want you to be hurt anymore. I don't want you to take care of me solely because you think you owed May. I don't want to be a replacement Max. All I want is for you to love me but I know you can't. Let's go our separate ways ok Max? It would be better for the both of us.

I didn't know what to say.

Me: I loved May like I never before. My heart is half dead when I heard of the news, Jean. I loved you but its just not the same as May. Give me time to heal. Let time do the healing. By then if we are meant to be, we will.

With that, we went on our separate ways. Jean was still at the same old place, waiting for me.

And after a year later, on a particular spot in Bugis, we met again. She was carrying a baby boy...

The End.
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What are words.
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http://sbf.directory/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://sbf.directory/showthr...11#post7560011

[aceaceguy]

Bro,

What a sudden end, is the baby boy your seed?

[Coffeecans]

That's a really interesting question.

Jean didn't reveal anything to me. She flew back and never contacted me after meeting her. The only thing she told me after I saw her was "My husband is waiting for me in the car, I got to go." With that she hurriedly ran away. Her mobile phone was changed and she wasn't at her salon anymore.

Was it she's trying to avoid me totally or was she really married?

I can't figure out myself.

[Cunt-Sucker]

Wow bro! Sad to learn this ending ... For all that you've gone through & experienced, your ending seems like one of those TV drama serials with an open ending! Maybe you should try selling your stories to one of those TV or movie producers to produce them!

My guess? That's probably your son, since I don't think Jean will simply just accept another guy in her life AFTER knowing & loving you so deeply ... She probably took the boy back here in search of old memories, and was never expecting to run into you again. Boy, I can imagine how much she had cried when she flew back with her son ...

Anyway, from your earlier posts, glad to learn that you had eventually learnt to let go of May & accept your current wife into your life. Hopefully, Jean will be moving on with her life as well, especially when she still has your son to accompany her ...

Though ending is a bit abrupt, still enjoyed reading your stories. Keep it up Bro!

[queeniegal]

Yeah maybe is your son...

Life is unpredictable the one you love the most usually not the one you spent a life time with.

Guess is all fated.

I heard of one story, a guy he know a gal since childhood they are deeply in love however one day the guy need to leave the country and work. They apart and have an agreement to meet again 2 yr later.

The guy was very bz at work.. Slowly they lost contact.

The gal fall sick very very sick, she thought that guy left her. Almost want end her life but there a guy her colleague been admiring her for years he always there for her so before the agreement date. The gal married to that guy. (colleague)

Her childhood lover came back n went to the place where they agreed to meet up. She turn up with her hubby and shock to see him alone. Guy saw her looking very happy he do feel happy for her but still upset.

Guy was strolling aimlessly after that meet up he bump onto a monk
The monk ask him why u look so upset he told the monk the story.

Monk said previous life that drowning you went to save her hence this life she become your Gf to bring you all the wonderful memories.

Guy ask why not married to me.

Monk said because after the drown she fall sick and passed away her current hubby (previous life) bury her and also pray for her everyday thus this life they are happily married ..

(.

[Coffeecans]

Sometimes in life, I guess you really 不能不信缘。

Deep within myself I knew its was mine. If she had told me I would have really taken the responsibility. Why are my loved ones always hiding things from me instead of just telling me the truth.

Same for May and Jean. It's just sad that everything had to happen like this.
Even if one day I really see Jean, I would like her to move back with me. Things can be explained.

Till then, well, thumbs up for the Friday! Have a great weekend bros, sistas!

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Steamy Windows.
Aromatically erotic.
http://sbf.directory/showthread.php?t=313807

What are words.
Love hurts. Sacrifices only for the sake of love.
http://sbf.directory/showthread.php?t=310476

The Floral Top.
An unexpected sexual awakening.
http://sbf.directory/showthread.php?t=302329

[missybd]

hi coffeecans.. both ur stories on may and jean made me cry.. especially the choice of songs, I know the songs (esp 软弱, song from a secret garden, and 兩個世界) and i loved them prior to your story.... the next time i listen to the songs, i will see them in a much different light.

i can sense the pain and sadness in the stories. somehow some of your words struck me.. and my heart.

maybe in a way, writing them out releases the sadness within you too.

[Coffeecans]

Originally Posted by missybd

hi coffeecans.. both ur stories on may and jean made me cry.. especially the choice of songs, I know the songs (esp 软弱, song from a secret garden, and 兩個世界) and i loved them prior to your story.... the next time i listen to the songs, i will see them in a much different light.

i can sense the pain and sadness in the stories. somehow some of your words struck me.. and my heart.

maybe in a way, writing them out releases the sadness within you too.

Thanks Missybd.

The pain still hurts everytime I think of them. It's quite sad that most of my real life love stories are on the tragic side.

[missybd]

The stories are beautifully written, you just got yourself a fan here.

[eeemen]

Bro, thanks for a very moving story. Sad to read abt the way it ended, however am glad you've moved on. Once again, thanks for a well written story! Cheers bro, ................