Love, Can I?

[drslump99]

Luckily i got tissues ready.
Sitting at the "VIP" section waiting on OSIM 天王 massage chair.
Next to the boxes of tissues are Cartons of Nissin Cup Noodle, Tom Yam seafood Flavour, Lays Potatoes Chips, Apple Strudles ...... And other tib bits.

Maybe can start Mama shop already!

Originally Posted by kittymae

Another coffeecans production!

*Bumps dr.s away & occupies e front row seat* Lols

Kitty, u can have that front row seat.
But u can't bumps me away from the VIP seat cause i have already taken precautions.

[Coffeecans]

遇见你
是我一生的幸福
仿佛回到
初恋的感觉
甜美的回忆
添满了
我宽大的蓝色天空

Meeting you
was the best thing of my life
It felt like experiencing
my first love
The beautiful memories
painted my shades
of the big blue skies

There Xing was in the room waiting for Shane. Shane was overjoyed to hear from him again as she dressed up and put on make up. As the doorbell rang, she stood quietly outside.

Xing: Hi Shane

Shane: Hi.

Shane smiled sweetly as she changed into her massage attire. She pressed each acupoint with precision, making sure that his back would be free of knots. Xing fell asleep as the massage was soothing.

He turned around and Shane gave his head a good massage. Then Xing asked her.

Xing: How was your week?

Shane: It was alright but I hate some customers. There was this one that frightened me so much I ran out without finishing the massage. He tried to molest me. I couldn't sleep the next few nights. Was really terrified.

Xing: Oh no. You ok now?

Shane: Yes. I don't know why but I feel secure with you. I know you will be there if anything happens right? Will you look for me again?

Shane said with sadness in her eyes.

Xing: Let me check my schedule ok?

Shane: En. Sure. I be waiting.

They ended the massage as Shane waved goodbye while Xing took a shower.

She was happy to see him. Days went by and there was no news from Xing. Shane got a little worried about him but she didn't dare to text him. It was a quiet week and there wasn't much customers who called. So she decided to try something else to earn. Agnes said that some girls could earn a lot there. Going to ktv. She tried with her friend. But it was her very first time and she bowed down her head.

The whole night ended and the only thing she earned was a $50 note. It was difficult money for you had to drink, and 'flirt' but she wasn't that kind that could adapt in these conditions but to earn the money she continued for a while until one night...

She was there again and drank. There came a young lad who offered to send her home. She agreed and halfway through the journey, the bastard tried to rape her. He tired to undress Shane but she defended herself then opened the door. She went out of the car and squatted down in fear. Crying and crying. The lad couldn't stand her crying and offered to send her back but he threw her off the streets near her house. She squatted at the corner and continued crying until the passerby asked if she was alright.

She took out the phone and texted Xing.

Shane: Are you free? I need to see you. I want to see you. Please.

Xing was shocked. He took a cab and went to where she was.

Shane: Xing.....

She buried herself in his shoulders and cried.

Xing: What happened?

He saw her clothes was disorganized. But it was not torn or something.

Shane: I... I... I....

Xing tucked her into his chest and said: It's fine. Let it all out first. I'm here. I'm here.

Shane cried loudly the moment she heard him say. Xing embraced her and comforted her. The passerbys saw them but Xing didn't care about them. He carried her on his back and walked. She was still crying but later she fell asleep on his shoulders. He didn't know where her house was so he checked into a hotel nearby and laid her on the bed. He went to the washroom and wet the towel to wipe her face, then covered her with the blanket. While he sat on the chair and fell asleep.

Shane woke up in the middle of the night only to find herself in an unfamiliar setting in the dark. She panicked and touched herself. She was relieved that her clothes were still on. She made her way to the toilet and switched on the lights. There she saw Xing sitting on the chair, sleeping soundly. She smiled and went to wash herself. She took a good long shower in the hotel when she stepped out, wrapping herself with only the towel. She walked towards Xing and kissed him.

Once, twice and she couldn't control. Her tongue sticked out and reached for Xing's. This woke Xing up and he was stunned to see this. He tried to resist but part of him couldn't. Shane's hands was holding his head as she kissed him passionately. Then her towel fell to the floor exposing the Xing her naked body. Shane looked at him and smiled. She was simply angelic and her body, superb. The nice assets of hers was well shaped and the small nipples was enticing as it was already erect, her almost flat tummy and well trimmed bush seemed as though she was an av idol. Not to mention her smooth and snow like skin. And the water dripping from her long hair added to her sexy appeal. He wanted to so much to touch her but later he tried to hold himself.

Xing: Shane, I can't. We cannot do this.

Shane: But why? I love you Xing.

Xing: I'm married.

The two words cut her open with the tinge of coldness to her bones.

She thought to herself: Not again. She retracted her steps, with tears dropping again as she fell to the ground.
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[Lucifer666]

写得太好了。看了非常感动，很同情Shane的人生。

[Coffeecans]

本以为心已闭上
但为何又如此
心寒意冷
这到底是
命运安排
还是苍天
给我的惩罚
我只是想要
有个人来拥抱
难道有如此的难吗？

I thought my heart was closed
But why did it hurt so much
when the coldness touches my bones
Is this the work of fate
or is it my just desserts?
Is it just so difficult
to wish for someone
to hug and love me?


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[curiouslala]

Oh my..
Its so sad hor..

[Coffeecans]

Shane was at a loss.She did not know what to do. The past memories flooded in instantly with all the sad details as she placed her hands on her head and squeezed hard. The pain, the sorrow came. She kept shaking as she covered herself.

Shane: No no no...... why is this happening again? Why is heaven playing a trick on me?

Xing: I'm sorry I should have told you. I didn't know we would come so far.

Shane: It's not your fault... it's just me. Why do I keep falling for married men? Why can't I find a proper man? I can't break up a family. I just can't. Even if I know he treats me like a toy, I just went on. Why??????????????

Xing hugged her and she returned the embrace.

Shane: Sorry. I didn't mean to do it. I told myself not to fall in love again. But seeing you my heart started to open up. Perhaps I have not met someone like you before. Attention to every small detail like asking if I have ate, buying food for me, worrying that I haven't eat. These are little things a lot of people overlook. But I yearn to see you. Can you sleep beside me tonight? After tonight I will not pester you again.

Xing nodded as Shane hugged him tightly to sleep. And true enough, nothing happened that night.

Did things end after that?



Shane parted goodbye to Xing and bowed. The moment she turned to walk back her heart sank. Step by step she walked then she ran, trying to hide her feelings. Xing left. She turned around and saw Xing getting into the cab.

Her gaze became listless. She could do nothing. As the key turned she saw Agnes and without saying a word, she burst into tears.

From that day onwards, she hid her emotions to herself and cried every night. Soon doing HJs to her was already like a routine. She already lost all the feelings. She just wanted to get everything done fast and get the money. When she can't make them ejaculate she would just say time's up. And she left to the next appointment. She was not sure if she could see Xing again but she tried so much to engross herself in work so she had no time to think of him.

Xing never texted her after that incident and she thought she would never see him again. She pulled the blanket up her head and cried in the silent night.

Tomorrow would be her birthday and she knew it would be just another day for her as no one ever celebrated it for me. yes even her past relationships. None remembered nor bothered.
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[queeniegal]

Sad...爱上不该爱的人。。。

[LovePotion]

emmmm i like this video.... so power

[genesis01]

Nice story bro. btw, cont the Queen of the ring leh!!!

[Coffeecans]

每个故事
都会有个结局
是好是坏
我不知道
但我真的好想你
过去的旧伤口
真的会随着
时间的漂流
慢慢的痊愈吗？
我好想对你
说声谢谢
是您让我的世界
再度的亮起来
虽然不能随着您走
但一起的时光
会永远刻在我心深处。

There's always an ending to every story
Be it good or bad
I can't predict
I do miss you so much
Would the wounds of yesterday
be washed away with the flow of time
I'm thankful
For it was you who brought light
to my otherwise grey days
Thou we can't be together
The blissful moments with you
is just enough for they
have been carved in my heart.

Shane did not sleep well again. She was still thinking hard of Xing. His gentleness, his loyalty and his everything. He was just someone whom she has never met before.

She dialed the radio's station. She needed someone to talk and confide in. She has heard countless stories on the radio. Some were beautiful and some were just tragic. She tried to call in countless times until she got through.

DJ: Hello this is the "Confide in Me" programme. Do you have a touching story to share?

There was a pause. DJ: Are you there? Helloo? If not I'm going to hang up.

Shane: I'm here. Sorry. It's just my first time calling in.

DJ: It's fine. What's your name?

Shane: I'm Shane.

DJ: Hi Shane. Is there a story you want to share with us?

Shane starts to tear a little: Yes.

DJ: Good. Go on. Share it.

Background music plays


Shane: I met him a few weeks back. He was an average looking man but there was something about him that attracted me to him. His charisma and honesty. He was different from the rest I knew. I had a tragic relationship in the past where no matter how much effort I put in, it was all in vain. (Sniff, sniff)... I used to love him so much. But he shattered my dreams. To him I was merely a disposable item... because of him, I may never fall in love again.

DJ: I'm sorry to hear about that Shane. For the listeners, we will be back with Shane's story. Meanwhile here's the song Byul from the 200 Pound Beauty.



Shane: My life collapsed as I was in a loss. I didn't know what to do. I lost all my faith, my affection and my love. I decided that leaving would be the best choice. To let go and forget about everything. So I departed and came here to work, hoping for a fresh start. Hoping to find a new chapter and start anew. My profession wasn't something to boast of. But it wasn't something that I love to do but I had no other choice. Until I met him.

DJ: Did you fall in love again? Did he open up your heart?

Shane: Yes. At first I wanted to see him so much and I waited for his sms. When he smsed me I was so happy. That night, something terrible happened to me. I had no choice but to call him for help.



Shane: Then only I discovered he was married. My heart broke. I loved him but I can't be the one in this relationship. It feels so painful. For that day I have never heard from him again. I know its impossible but I just can't let go of my heart. I will not separate them but I just wanted so much to say "I love you".

DJ: I'm sorry to hear that Shane. But I know you care deeply for him. Hope you can find your love soon.



Shane cried but she didn't know Xing was also tuning in. He recognized the voice and he too shed tears.

The next day Xing went out early to get some things and then he texted Shane about meeting him in the usual hotel. Shane was surprised by his message. She replied immediately and she was happy.

Xing booked the deluxe room for 3 hours as he spent nearly an hour decorating the room. He prepared the cake, checked the aroma therapy, his laptop, the rose arrangement, the dvd, and a little bottle of wine.

The doorbell rang.

Xing asked her to close her eyes as he brought her inside. Then he turned her around and lighted the candles.

Xing: Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Shane, Happy birthday to you..

Shane turned and was so touched she didn't know what to say.

Xing: Make a wish and blow the candles.

The background was dark as Shane closed her eyes and blew out the candles.

Then Xing switched on the lights, and there the petals formed a Happy Birthday Shane in chinese. The aromatherapy scent was just sufficient, making the atmosphere relaxing. Xing switched on the tv and showed her a tv programme he found in the internet about how this man never gave up on wooing a deaf girl. He was there 4 times in a row, flying from Beijing to shanghai, especially to meet the lady he likes. The deaf lady was touched by him but because of her disability, she did not dare to fall in love but finally, the lovers got together. Shane was already weeping as she gave Xing a hug, kissing him on his face. Xing then switched on his laptop and played a list of ballads he downloaded. He took out a ipod and passed it to Shane.

Xing: This is my most precious item I have with me. Inside are all my favorite songs. I'm giving it to you. Whenever you feel lonely or when you are having insomnia, just listen to this.

Shane didn't know what to say as she took it with her hands shaking. Her heart was beating so fast already. She just stripped in front of Xing and massaged him. Why did it felt that its going to be the last moment with Xing. What is this bad feeling? Shane was thinking to herself.

The massage went quickly as Xing washed up and Shane dressed.

Xing: Close your eyes.

Shane did as she was told. Then she felt something on her chest. A pendant.

Xing: I'm sorry I can't be the one to give you love. I know the feeling. But I can't go off just like that. I've made a promise to love her all my life and there's only one heart. It will be unfair to you. I don't want it to happen. I must admit I do have some feelings for you but I can't leave her. She is carrying my baby. This is my present to you. When the skies are dark, think of the moments we had. They are all in this pendant I'm giving to you. I know this is not something grand but it's the best I can afford. I'm sorry.

Xing said as tears dropped from his eyes. Shane hugged him tightly as the both of them embraced.

Xing: I heard Shane. I heard about your story yesterday. I knew it was you. Sorry I caused you hurt.

Shane kissed him and said: Meeting you was the best thing that ever happened in my life. Thank you so much for today. I love you Xing. I really do. She picked up her bag and ran off crying.

Would the chapters of Shane be rewritten again?
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[kittymae]

So sad!

Brings this song to mind. Retro. I know..haha

[Coffeecans]

我是真的为你哭了
你也真的离开了
这项链真的能
让我再想起你吗？

I've really cried
For your sake
But you have really left.
Would this pendant
Really bring back the memories?

Shane let the coldness of the running washed through her face. She kept on splashing her face until she felt sober. The sink was already full of water when it overflowed to the floor. She bit her own teeth. Then she soaked her face into the sink. Up and down again. Up and down again. But her thought of Xing couldn't seem to be washed away.

Agnes was getting worried for Shane as she knocked the door, asking if she was ok. Agnes opened the door and the entire floor was wet. The tap on the sink continued to flow as Shane sat on the floor where the shower head was pouring streaks of tears onto her. It soaked her white buttoned shirt to the core. Seeing her pink floral lingerie. Agnes rushed over and turned off the shower. She quickly undress Shane and threw her wet clothes on the floor before taking a fresh towel to wrap her up.

Shane: Tell me. Am I unattractive? Why didn't he want me? Would heaven be so cruel to me?

Agnes: Hush hush. Some things are all destined. He's married. You can't be together. There are some people who will stick to what they promised and keep their word. But most guys are only attracted to the thing called sex and they treat us as only tools to vent. There is no love, affection but only pure physical satisfaction. But you did find the right person Shane. If he could reject you just because he is married and not succumb to his desires, he is one of the rare few. And he doesn't want to hurt you either. At least he is truthful unlike those who hide things from you and when you decide to take the extra step, the revealed truth in the end will make things much more complicated and hard to accept.

Shane hugged Agnes and she kissed her. Shane's fingers started to move around Agnes's body. The other tenants won't be back till midnight as they went to the KTV to work.

Shane started to give Agnes a massage by asking her to lie on the bed. Slowly she stripped Agnes until she was only left with her panties. Shane's fingers teased Agnes by circulating her fingers around her back before she massaged her. In a slow circular motion, her fingers moved to the inner thighs of Agnes and massaged, purposely touching her pussy in the process. Agnes's leg moved a little in response to Shane's touch. Soon the centre of Agnes's panties was getting wet. Shane asked Agnes to arch her buttocks, as she brushed her with her delicate fingers, touching her bare butts with her fingers, and her thumbs stroking Agnes's pussy in an upward motion. Agnes felt this sensation too familiar as it was she who taught Shane how to use this technique to tease the guys. "Scooping the crescent in the sea" was the move. But Agnes could never imagine that it could be used to tease the female as well. With each touch, Agnes was getting aroused more and more, until her hands started to touch her own B cupped breasts and squeezed them. Her dark sensitive brown nipples reacted instantly as she moaned.

Agnes: ahhhh..

Shane was still teasing her when her towels slid off and she placed her breasts on Agnes's buttocks and gave her a breast rub. Now Agnes knew how it felt like having a breast massage. Agnes was already soaking wet when she inserted her delicate fingers into her pussy and masturbated while the other hand was busy caressing her own breasts.

Shane flipped around and Shane attacked her pointed valleys with her tongue. Agnes was already lost in Shane's world. She threw her head to the back and fondled Shane's breasts. Shane feel weird but she let Agnes touch her.
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[EatPrayLove]

wow.... nice lezzy act! so damn hot!
good diversion from the emotional part of the story.
thumbs up to my fav writer!

[curiouslala]

wah..
got F on F action somemore..
pleaseee moreeee.. XD

[Coffeecans]

Agnes was darn skilful with her hands. Her fingers nimbly pinched Shane's nipples, shaking it a little as it bounced. Her finger circled around the breasts, then to the cleavage in between in a "Y" massage stroke downwards to her naval, then up again, then down, touching and plucking one of her pubic hair. Shane was shaking with pleasure from her touch. Her eyes closed, enjoying the moment. Then Agnes asked.

Agnes: That's a very nice pendant.

Shane opened her eyes and stared at Agnes. Memories came flooding again. Shane stopped all her actions and cried.

Shane: It was from Xing.

Agnes knew she has said the wrong words. She embraced Shane and let her cry on her till she slept. That night the two of them squeezed in Agnes's bed.

In the wee hours of the night, Agnes woke up and gave Shane a surprise. She took out a pack of Skittles, and lined it up on her body; from her cleavage to her naval.

Agnes started to lick up the Skittles, picking it up one by one. Shane was feeling ticklish. Agnes face was buried in Shane's breasts as her tongue stretched out and took the candy, slowly downwards. The skittles was lined in an S shape. Licked from the upper abs to the side, then sensually down to her naval. Now Agnes's mouth was full of the sweets as she bit. Then she went down on Shane's pussy and licked. Her pussy tasted sweet as Agnes's tongue spared no mercy in teasing and the tip of her tongue slid deep in. Shane opened her legs more automatically.

Shane: 哇。。好痒。。。哇。。哇 (it feels good)

Agnes continued her merciless teasing.

Shane: 哇。。嗯。。嗯。。。好舒服。。。(yes... it feels great...ah..)

Shane was cupping her own breasts and she squeezed them hard.

Shane: 嗯。。。嗯。。好痒。。。太痒了。。。 深点。。。深一点。。。哇。。(en... it feels good...really good.... deeper...deeper...ah...)

Shane could not take it and streaks of liquid came gushing out, spraying at Agnes's face directly. But Agnes, opened her mouth and took the chance to drink her cum. She slurped it and shared it with Shane. Both of them kissed and the other sisters watched them while they masturbated.
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