Become a Memory

[MochaVodka]

Originally Posted by Annabelle93

Sad story ~ tears in eyes ~ if for me i think i would had end myself rather to be so pain ~

It takes a hell lot of courage to end your own life... If you have the courage to die, you should have more than enough courage to live on.

@ Sam Kor: 加油! Our loved ones whom have left us merely went to a better place to bless us.

[sam30sg]

Yes, I agreed with you Mocha, it takes a lot of courage to end our own life. I am very fortunate to have supportive family and friends that help me through those time and yes I always feel that Evelyn never leave me she just move on to another dimension showering her blessing on me.

Originally Posted by MochaVodka

It takes a hell lot of courage to end your own life... If you have the courage to die, you should have more than enough courage to live on.

@ Sam Kor: 加油! Our loved ones whom have left us merely went to a better place to bless us.

[MochaVodka]

Originally Posted by sam30sg

Yes, I agreed with you Mocha, it takes a lot of courage to end our own life. I was very fortunate to have supportive family and friends that help me through those time and yes I always feel that Evelyn never leave me she just move on to other dimension showering her blessing on me.

I feel for you bro, thou I never had experienced the passing of a partner, I've seen ample kins leaving me... When I was 1st left all alone, I did thought of ending my own misery... countless attempts but I always chickened out in the last minute.... lol...

I admit... I've got no guts to commit suicide.... lol

[sam30sg]

the angel Lyn send to me and i said to her "yes Tiff you may." and we she start to tell me her story.........
Tiff: I am from a single parent family, i am always alone that why I am introvert, my mum is very strict she doesn't let me mix around much cause she worried that I mixed with the wrong company.
Me: Well Tiff she cares for you, you have to appreciate her intention and she nurture you to be a gentle and caring gal now.
Tiff: yes true but she is just so strict and I just quarrel with her earlier cos I ask her if i can join you guys for a drink and she scolded me, telling me that's not a place for me and dangerous.
Me: she cares for you .....
Tiff: I know but I also know you guys are here to take care of me especially you Sam, you have been taking care of me since the day I joined the hall, now in the committee and you have always been there for all of us and me
Me: well i just doing my job and my past tells me to treasure what I have now cause you never know when is the end of our life(a thing that I still believed on after all this years)
Tiff: I felt for you Sam and I really do. You went through a lot but yet you don't show it at all till the day I saw you tears and the second recently. After I know what you went through I know you are a sentimental person.....


The radio was playing this song as we continue to chat and suddenly she gave me another surprise, she turn over kisses my forehead,open the car door and run off............a deja vu of what Evelyn done to me when we first reunite. I follow her from behind and at this moment Alan and Stef walk back and it was like 2am in the morning..........to be continue

[sam30sg]

Yes bro to end own life doesn't solve the problem you are just adding on more sorrows to those who love you. We pave what we want for the future to live on is better then dead. We can make a different when we live but the moment we die that's history....... be happy bro.

Originally Posted by MochaVodka

I feel for you bro, thou I never had experienced the passing of a partner, I've seen ample kins leaving me... When I was 1st left all alone, I did thought of ending my own misery... countless attempts but I always chickened out in the last minute.... lol...

I admit... I've got no guts to commit suicide.... lol

[shimmer57]

Camping here to support!~~

[MochaVodka]

Originally Posted by sam30sg

the angel Lyn send to me and i said to her "yes Tiff you may." and we she start to tell me her story.........
Tiff: I am from a single parent family, i am always alone that why I am
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first reunite. I follow her from behind and at this moment Alan and Stef walk back and it was like 2am in the morning..........to be continue

Solid lah bro!! Your selection of music tells me we're from almost about the same Era... Prolly you're slightly older lah but it's ok!! Thought ytd u jio supper de? how come end up no sound no picture de? lol

I like your writing style too bro, clean & simple yet manages to bring the message across, SARPORK!!

[sam30sg]

Bro after all the tcss I just forgotten about thr supper thngy. I like to keep things simple and nice don't need to complicate things in life or in writing maybe that's why my story doesn't have the lenght hahaha. I am 4yo bro


QUOTE=MochaVodka;10117257]Solid lah bro!! Your selection of music tells me we're from almost about the same Era... Prolly you're slightly older lah but it's ok!! Thought ytd u jio supper de? how come end up no sound no picture de? lol

I like your writing style too bro, clean & simple yet manages to bring the message across, SARPORK!![/QUOTE]

[scoobyhoo]

nice writing! please continue soon.

[JillStuart]

Originally Posted by sam30sg

Yes when I watch the movie it was so real to me that I cried through the entire show. Maybe for those who had went through will actually know the pain of the lost.

For a moment I thought you're the script writer of the movie..
Let these beautiful memories become part of your life story ya.
Take care and god bless.

[Athenawishes]

Its like a novel. Looking forward to next part!
So eager... sam sam! Pls continue..

[sam30sg]

I follow her from behind and at this moment Alan and Stef walk back and it was like 2am in the morning and both of them look so satisfied. Alan ask why Tiffany standing alone there ask me to call her back to the car as we moving off. I when to her and she is still blushing then we walk to the car together and throughout the journey back we were all silence. Alan walks Stef and Tiffany back to their stairways while I walk back to my room recapping what happen earlier and thinking should I start a new relationship as Evelyn is still so fresh in my mind and I still miss her a lot even though 2 years had past. I pick up my wallet look at the picture of her and I were thinking what the lyrics of this song sang

but life was so unkind to us put us apart way before we can start not just her but a life we have just created, I fell asleep as I holding on to Lyn's picture tightly.

After the end of the hall orientation program, new school term starts too we were all busy with out studies and Tiffany and I do meet at canteen for meals or catch a movie or two on weekends both never on a single dates so nobody mention of what happened that night and life just move on between us. No doubt I do have some liking on Tiffany but I just wasn't sure am I just taking her as a shadow of Lyn or I really fell for her and as day goes by we just like normal friends.


This is when I met the third woman in my life Audrey, she is the one that make me crazy and almost ruin my life with her sex, lies and almost drugs. Audrey a newbie 3 years my junior a former convent girl from the same JC i came from. She is about 155cm a body that will make every man die for with her 36C boobs 25 waist and 35 bottom. She was the hottest gal guys talking about in most of the halls. She enter my life when I was preparing for my final year and it all started with this song,


.......to be continue

[Cockslap]

this story really make me fap hard cry hard. shit

[mrvin]

Nice story, it reminds me of my first gf and how the the second seemed so much like the first.

[fantasyinjector]

Sorry to hear that about evelyn. But Tiffany seem like a good girl in the picture.