My first love...21 years ago

[fictionman]

Originally Posted by pussywillow

Nice post. Just read all of them today! Certainly brings some of my first love memories back as well. Ask Jack Neo to make a movie out of your story called Ah Boy and Ah Girl


Did you try to go back to her hometown one day to find her?

Sad to say i dont hv her hometown address....First luv always leave an everlasting memory whether it last or not...Really envy those couples tt r still married wz their 1st love...

If Jack Neo adopt my story for sure i can find M!!!!!

[pussywillow]

Originally Posted by fictionman

Sad to say i dont hv her hometown address....First luv always leave an everlasting memory whether it last or not...Really envy those couples tt r still married wz their 1st love...

If Jack Neo adopt my story for sure i can find M!!!!!

Haha! maybe he is on this forum and will read your story )

Or put up advertisement in Malaysia papers. If you watched the movie Letters to Juliet here's a quote for you. Nice move BTW for the die hard romantics.



"'What' and ‘if’ two words as nonthreatening
as words come. But put
them together side-by-side and they
have the power to haunt you for the
rest of your life: ‘What if?'..."

"I don't know how your story ended.
But I know that if what you felt
then was love - true love - then
it's never too late. If it was true
then it why wouldn't it be true
now? You need only the courage to
follow your heart..."

"I don't know what a love like that
feels like... a love to leave loved
ones for, a love to cross oceans
for... but I'd like to believe if I
ever felt it. I'd have the courage
to seize it. I hope you had the
courage to seize it, Claire. And if
you didn't, I hope one day that you
will."

[pakalolo]

Sorry no offence but after all that is said and done,honestly i don't see the point of looking her up after all you now have your own family and she most likely will also have her own family.

Ok let's say both of you do meet up then what?

worse if both of you still can't let go and start an affair then both parties will get hurt more than ever.

It nice to remember past sweet romance but that is all to it.In life we have to be practical and since both of you have move on it is best to leave it at that,after all it's 21 years ago.

no offence bro

[pussywillow]

Sure understand. But from TS post it seems he really hasn't let go of her after all these years.

Hey but we are not him so...

[pakalolo]

Originally Posted by pussywillow

Sure understand. But from TS post it seems he really hasn't let go of her after all these years.

Hey but we are not him so...

Yes i reckon you are right we are not him so...

Just my 2 cent opinion

[fictionman]

Originally Posted by pakalolo

no offence bro

Non taken bro...I understand yr point of view...I also dont knw wat i hope to achieve by trying to locate M...Mayb deep down i still love her dearly although i am happily married now...I wont sacrifice my marriage...I just wat to see how she is doing only...When i care for some1, i will never forget them...

When i watch the movie "Comrades Almost A Love Story" starrin Maggie Cheung & Leon Lai where they bcome lovers & then separated but found each other again later on, i was thinkin how nice it is if the same scenario could happen to us...Though both characters were married but they had an affair...Yes i wish only tt this could happen to us but i knw even if we found each orher again we wont sacrifice our lives now

So much tears rolled down our cheeks when we broke up...Even now when Mediacorpse rerun "Edward Scissorshand" & AXN rerun "Terminator 2", i had to fight back my tears...I just wat to knw how the woman i still love is doing in her life...Mayb i just wat closure in this part of my life..

Loving some1 & then losing tt some1 is realli really painful...

[pakalolo]

Originally Posted by fictionman

Non taken bro...I understand yr point of view...I also dont knw wat i hope to achieve by trying to locate M...Mayb deep down i still love her dearly although i am happily married now...I wont sacrifice my marriage...I just wat to see how she is doing only...When i care for some1, i will never forget them...

When i watch the movie "Comrades Almost A Love Story" starrin Maggie Cheung & Leon Lai where they bcome lovers & then separated but found each other again later on, i was thinkin how nice it is if the same scenario could happen to us...Though both characters were married but they had an affair...Yes i wish only tt this could happen to us but i knw even if we found each orher again we wont sacrifice our lives now

So much tears rolled down our cheeks when we broke up...Even now when Mediacorpse rerun "Edward Scissorshand" & AXN rerun "Terminator 2", i had to fight back my tears...I just wat to knw how the woman i still love is doing in her life...Mayb i just wat closure in this part of my life..

Loving some1 & then losing tt some1 is realli really painful...

Well as long as your feet is on the ground i reckon it should be alright to know how she is doing

[fictionman]

Originally Posted by pussywillow

Sure understand. But from TS post it seems he really hasn't let go of her after all these years.

Hey but we are not him so...

In a way haven't totally let go in my heart..But in my mind i accept that is over 21 years ago...

[waahaa]

i guess you missed one song from your list

[fictionman]

Originally Posted by waahaa

i guess you missed one song from your list

I just want to be friends with M if we were to ever meet one day...

[peterpan69bg]

I love this story TS >reminscises my own love story toooo

[DranLeo]

well done ts

[fictionman]

Originally Posted by peterpan69bg

I love this story TS >reminscises my own love story toooo

Thx bro....Maybe you shld spare some of yr time to write yr love story tooo...I luv to see it & i bet others would toooo....

Go for itttt...

[fictionman]

I have "done" things in the past & present hoping tt i will meet M...Its like clutchin at straws!!!...Im an avid runner...Participated in loads of half marathons in Spore & Msia..I knw since M left Spore, she has set up roots in Penang..I chio my buddies to run the Penang Bridge run in the late 90s..Why go so far to "torture" our bodies???...Well i was hoping somehow i could bump into M there!!

Its a one in a billion shot by i just wat to try my luck...Of coz i didnt tell my buddies all this stupid fantasy of mind..After a gruelling 2 hrs plus of running, all i got from the trip was a fcuking painful leg!!!...Not once but 3 times i ran the Penang Bridge Run!!!!...Yes it was stupid of me...But i got to try if not i will nvr knw...But i have stop since 1999...

Even nowadays when i go ard Spore, i would open my eyes wide to look ard hoping tt i could see M...So pathetic stimes i think of myself...

Stimes i find myself very stupid to hold on to this "hope"...Its been 20 odd years i know i shld let go & just hold on to the memories i shared wz M...Sweet or bitter memories at least it will stay wz me 4ever...