My attempt at sharing my experiences...

[kochheckler]

silence of the night does make oneself look back and think of the future at the same time.. you are really getting better in your character.. thank you for finding time to update..

[drewy87]

+1 camper here.

[blade]

great update bro. Guess we all have our regrets and such. just have to live with it~ life's like that
Don't think about who to be with but rather go with your heart. If you know she is then one, just go for it.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

So anyway I was on MC on the day after the Euro 2012 Finals and when I returned to work the next day, I received some pretty suspicious looks from some of my colleagues.

Alex kept probing me on the source of my "battle scars", wanting to know if I had found someone new, or if it was just a random fling.

Shirley and I hardly talked when I was back at home. I wondered if it was because she was pissed off at me.

Frankly, I could not see what the big deal was. We were not together, and she knew I was going overseas with someone I was involved with before. Did she seriously think that we were going to watch TV or swim the entire time we were there? The worst was when Diane came over for dinner on some of the weeknights and gave me dirty looks. No doubt Nicole and I could have been a little more discreet, but in the heat of things, you tend to lose control.

I texted Nicole one of the nights when I was feeling bored. Surprisingly, she replied.

Me: Hey. I had a great time, hope you did too.

Nic: Of course.

Me: Wanna hook up again?

She took quite awhile to reply so I assumed that I blew my chance again.

The next morning, after morning PT with the storemen, I checked my phone.

Nic: It's unhealthy.

Me: So we should stop?

Nic: I didn't say that.

Me: Then?

Then she stopped replying.

I went ahead with my daily routine as normal, not expecting any reply from Nicole.

The days passed and became weeks. I was rather busy concentrating on work and gave no thought to our unfinished conversation.

Shirley had somewhat extended the cold war with me, but at least I felt she was more or less over the miscarriage.

One Friday, I was attached out to another unit to help out in some event and finished work around noon. I was about to head back to camp to shower and change into civilian wear when I received a text from Nicole.

Nic: Free? Come pick me?

I put on my bluetooth ear piece and called her.

Me: Where?

Nic: School. You know where right?

Me: Oh. I'm actually pretty nearby.

Nic: Ok.

Me: You didn't drive?

Nic: Car couldn't start. Need to bring it to workshop.

Me: How did you know I was done with work?

Nic: I read your Facebook status.

Me: Nice. Stalker.

Nic: So you're coming now right?

Me: What's the rush? I need to change.

Nic: No rush. I just don't want to go when the workshop is crowded.

Me: Oh. Ok. I'll pick you and send you home then.

Nic: Sure. Just drive in. I'll be at the porch.

I made a u-turn and headed in the general direction of her school.

True enough, she was waiting at the porch, chatting with some of her students. She was dressed simply in a ladies shirt and a knee length skirt. I stopped next to her and wound down the window.

Me: Yo.

Nic: Hello.

Girl1: Wah cher, army boyfriend ah?

Girl2: He very cute leh!

Nic: Right. He's just a friend. Don't forget to study for the quiz on Monday.

She got into the car.

Me: Wah cher! Army boyfriend!

Nic: Idiot. Who asked you to wear your uniform?

Me: I came from somewhere.

Nic: Right.

Me: How come JC girls speak like Ah Lians?

Nic: Times have changed.

Me: For better or worse?

Nic: Does it matter?

She suddenly placed her hand on my left thigh. I almost swerved.

Nic: By the way. I like a guy in uniform.

[tananiki]

Steam!!!!!!!!!!

[Jonathan21]

Bro enigma. Nice story written. You Are one guy that I respected hehe. Meet up for dinner at bedok If you don't mind?

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by Jonathan21

Bro enigma. Nice story written. You Are one guy that I respected hehe. Meet up for dinner at bedok If you don't mind?

Thanks. But I'd rather stay anonymous for now...

[EnigmaofSorrow]

What did she mean?

I drove back to her place with her hand still on my thigh, not moving. I wished she would caress it, but at the risk of an accident. It was not worth it.

We reached back to her place and she got off to open the gate. Luckily I had jumper cables and we managed to jump start her car.

Nic: Follow me to the workshop?

Me: Sure.

I parked my car at the roadside and got into her car. Her workshop was at the Paya Ubi industrial estate. She turned into the workshop and parked behind another car and got out to converse with the mechanic. She popped the hood and he came over with the battery tester. I headed to the vending machine to buy a drink. She came over shortly.

Nic: Yep. Battery's dead. He's doing some 13 point check now.

Me: You servicing your car?

Nic: Think so. It's due soon.

Me: Damn. I thought I could be out of here. I don't like wearing my uniform around.

Nic: Why not? Where's your sense of patriotism?

Me: It's not that. There's so many things I can't do.

Nic: Like?

Me: Like smoke, hold your hand, hug and kiss you...

Nic: Hilarious. Anyway I'm heading to SingPost for lunch. You coming?

Me: What do you wanna eat?

Nic: Subway? Pastamania? Long John's? Macs? KFC? Food court?

Me: Ok. Let's go then.

I turned and headed in the direction of SingPost. Suddenly, Nicole slid her arm between mine and pressed herself against me. I almost jumped and shoved her aside.

Me: Hey! I'm serious! I don't wanna get Stomped!

Nic: Haha! Never seen you so cowardly before.

Me: Right. Let's just go and eat.

We eventually decided on Subway and I got a Meatball Marinara while she got a Roast Beef. We ate in relative silence. Until she decided to stroke my leg with her foot under the table. I glared at her.

Me: What game are you playing?

Nic: Game?

Me: Either you want me or you don't. Stop making me horny.

Nic: I'm making you horny?

Me: Don't act dumb. Seriously, you're like literally throwing yourself at me.

Nic: Do you realise that you make me horny too?

Me: What? I do?

Nic: Sheer common sense is stopping me from dragging you into a handicapped toilet and riding your hard cock.

Me: Erm.

Nic: Must be the uniform. Or the withdrawal of the weekend in Batam.

Me: I think so too.

Nic: But then again, I don't want a committed relationship. And I need us to be discreet.

Me: Discreet? Hah! Do you know Shirley's not talking to me? After she saw the love bites and scratches..

Nic: No one asked you to show them off...

Me: I didn't ask to get marked!

Nic: Too bad and too late. Do you even care what she thinks about you? After all you've done?

Me: Actually, I do. A little anyway.

Nic: So you still have feelings for her?

Me: Good question. I don't even know if I had real feelings for her in the first place.

Nic: Well, considering you fuck almost every pussy you encounter, I'm guessing you never knew wha true love is.

Me: Maybe you're right. I don't know. Maybe I've got a sex addiction.

Nic: Maybe I've got one too. But you managed to control yourself mostly, so perhaps it's not as bad as you think it is?

Me: I believe most guys would enjoy sex.

Nic: Trust me, it's the same for girls.

Me: So about that handicapped toilet...

Nic: I really wasn't kidding.

Me: I am. I won't do anything stupid to jeopardize my career, or whatever's left of it anyway.

Nic: Well, obviously I can wait till I get home to my toys... Unless you're coming over.

Me: My car's there. Where else can I go?

Nic: I thought you needed to change?

Me: I do. But since you say the uniform is turning you on, I might as well wear it.

Nic: Idiot.

Suddenly her phone rang. Her car was done.

Me: That's fast.

Nic: It usually only takes an hour.

Me: Why does my servicing take so damn long?

Nic: Where do you service?

Me: One of the shops in AMK Autopoint. I just leave it there and come back a few hours later.

Nic: Maybe your mechanic is too popular.

Me: Or maybe your mechanic likes you.

Nic: Oh? Then I should sleep with him? Maybe I can get free servicing.

Me: No... You're all mine.

Nic: Actually, you're all mine. Since you aren't sleeping with anyone else.

Me: Why are we talking like a couple?

Nic: We're definitely fucking like one...

Me: You're the most vulgar teacher I've ever come across.

Nic: And you're the most whiny guy I've ever slept with.

Me: What?

Nic: Stop complaining so much. Stop thinking and analyzing things so deeply. Let's just fuck and be friends. You don't even know how to handle a girl in a real relationship.

Me: I feel used.

Nic: And I don't feel used when you cum in me? Or on me?

Me: Do you?

Nic: I don't.

Me: What.... Besides the point.

Nic: Yeah this is getting nowhere. Let's go collect my car and head back to my place.

Me: Ok. Your sis at home?

Nic: Why? You want a threesome?

Me: No. It's not very nice if she comes back and we're fucking.

Nic: Who says we're fucking?

Me: Stop mind-fucking me.

Nic: At least you're getting fucked...

Me: Physically please, not mentally.

Nic: It'll depend on my mood when we get back...

Me: Well, you know what to do.

Nic: What?

Me: Just make me hard and you've got a free fucktoy.

Nic: I think you think too highly of yourself.

Me: Maybe I do.

Nic: Well, it's a good thing. Plus I really love the uniform...

[brandonking1969]

Try taking supplements like cordyceps for ur stamina

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by brandonking1969

Try taking supplements like cordyceps for ur stamina

Hmm. Interesting. But I don't wanna die from having prolonged sex. Haha...

[EnigmaofSorrow]

We reached back her place and I headed to my car when I alighted.

Nic: You're really not coming in?

Me: I could. But...

Nic: But what?

Me: Erm. We're really gonna be fuck buddies?

Nic: Something like that. Unless something in me changes and I want a boyfriend. But you're not boyfriend material.

Me: You're not helping me at all.

Nic: Do you really think you're gonna settle down?

Me: I don't know.

Nic: Then come in, we'll both have some fun, and be happy. After that, it's back to your normal life.

I hesitated for a moment, then stepped past the gate. Nicole entered and waited for me as I unlaced my boots and removed my socks.

The minute I got up, she grabbed me by the rank, pulled me into the house and slammed the door shut, pushing me against it.

I tried to kiss her but she got down on her knees and released the buckle of my belt and started unbuttoning my pants. Damn button-fly. She pulled down my pants and briefs to my knees and immediately engulfed my flaccid member into her mouth. Damn, she was really horny.

Nic: Ewww. Salty...

But she continued anyway.

She got me hard, and wet from her saliva. Wanking me slowly with one hand, she unbuttoned my shirt with the other, while planting kisses on my torso upwards. She teased my nipples for awhile before running her long tongue up the side of my neck, nibbled on my ear lobe and licked behind my ear. I grabbed her face and planted my lips on hers, tasting her lip gloss.

I unbuttoned her blouse and undid her bra, letting it fall to the ground. I ran my hands up her hips and cupped her breasts, my thumbs teasing her already erect nipples as we frenched. She stopped wanking me and struggled to remove her thong from under her skirt. I stepped out of my pants and we moved to the familiar rosewood sofa, still kissing.

She pushed me onto it in a sitting position. Without removing the rest of our clothes, she got on top of me and slid down on my pole. She was already very wet.

We continued frenching as she rode me, I tweaked her nipples and fondled her breasts. Soft moans tried to escape her mouth but she did not stop frenching me.

We were so engrossed that we did not notice a car pull up to the driveway, open the gate, park next to Nicole's car, open the main door, drop a bag and exclaim,

Nat: WHAT THE FUCK?!!

We stopped instantly in mid-fuck. I felt my dick deflate and it slipped out of Nicole's pussy.

She got off, pulled down her skirt and buttoned up her blouse. I had nothing to cover myself, not that I needed to anyway, as my pants were by the door.

Natalie picked up my pants and briefs and walked over, throwing them at me before sitting down opposite us.

Nat: Since when did you two start fucking again?

Nic: None of your business...

Nat: Why not? And how is it you can be so horny that you get it on immediately upon reaching home? I believe your bedroom is upstairs. He's still in uniform for crying out loud!

I wondered if I should get dressed or just strip completely.

Nic: You want to share? Go ahead.

Nat: It's not that I want to share. But what if I brought friends back? Not a very nice sight.

Nic: Hey! I've come home and you were with guys on this same couch!

Nat: At least we were only making out. You were fucking!

Nic: No difference.

Me: I think we all need to relax.

I removed my shirt and stood up. I took Nicole's hand.

Me: Shall we go to your room?

Nic: Ok.

I picked up the rest of my clothes and Nicole's bra and we headed up the stairs. She turned around.

Nic: Bitch!

Nat: Slut!

Me: You two are behaving like kids again.

Nic: Oh it's like this all the time. We only behave when our Da Jie or parents are around.

Me: Right.

Nat: You horny slut! You better leave some for me!

Me: Er...

Nic: He's yours when I'm done!

Me: Thanks a lot.

Nic: I don't know if you're being grateful or sarcastic.

Me: I was developing some sort of feelings for you again...

Nic: Well, too bad. I'm not interested in a relationship now. So if you wanna fuck my sis too, go ahead.

Me: You're destroying me.

Nic: All guys are the same. Don't try to pretend you're different.

Me: Fine. Let's finish this then.

Nic: Don't worry about that. And I'm gonna make sure there's nothing left for her.

She shut the door and locked it, and we started kissing again.

[SharkAttack]

yeah, you go tiger!


Ts, let this be a new chapter in your life. Back to where you left off abruptly. Perhaps you'll make the best decision this time round.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by SharkAttack

yeah, you go tiger!


Ts, let this be a new chapter in your life. Back to where you left off abruptly. Perhaps you'll make the best decision this time round.

Thanks bro, but I'm not very well-known for my decision making prowess. I tend to go with the flow.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Me: Nic, I think we have to stop. I'm very confused.

Nic: What?

Me: Why are we even fuck buddies? I really wanted to change my ways. This is just going back to the old days.

Nic: What's so bad about that?

Me: I hurt too many people. I'm not sure I want to leave a legacy of hurt.

Nic: Yes. I'm hurt. But I moved on. Why can't you?

Me: The consequences are too much.

Nic: Like?

Me: Take Shirley for example.

Nic: You didn't get her pregnant. You didn't force the miscarriage. You took care of her right?

Me: She's not talking to me now.

Nic: So? I didn't talk to you for what, ten years?

Me: You're different. You've always been different. You're stronger.

Nic: No I'm not. You don't know the hell I went through. The pain you caused me. Making me want to become straight and yet meet shitty guys. You took my virginity and you dumped me. You fucked my sister even though I didn't want you to. You fucked us both at the same time. How do you think I felt?

Me: I'm sorry.

Nic: I already moved on. I know I may never find a nice guy to settle down with. Conveniently you reappeared, so I don't have to find another random guy who probably can't satisfy me to fulfill my sexual needs. I don't need emotional support, I don't need your money. I just need a convenient fuck now and then.

Me: Do you seriously think I'm such a bad guy?

Nic: Deep down only you will know. I don't care. You still make me feel good. Who cares if you're sleeping with someone else? Unless there's something you're not telling me.

Me: Like?

Nic: You already married, attached or whatever.

Me: No.

Nic: Then? It's not like I'm asking for this everyday. Or is it because you don't see a benefit for yourself?

Me: Of course I benefit. I just don't feel good about it.

Nic: Would you rather I pay you everytime we fuck? You wanna be a gigolo?

Me: No.

Nic: You sure? I can very well afford to hire male escorts more than once a month, but I can never be sure if I'll like them. I like you. That's about it. So just make me feel good and shut the fuck up.

Me: Nic, I'm being serious.

Nic: No. We'll never get together other than for sex. If you don't want it, then get out. Go find my sister or something. But it'll be the same.

Me: You've become just like her.

Nic: Why do you think this happened? This is the result of your mistake.

Me: So you're making me pay for it now?

Nic: Does it feel that way to you? I'm getting some sort of sick kicks from making you do this?

Me: I don't know.

Nic: So what do you want? You don't have a fuck buddy anymore, your godsister isn't talking to you, you got raped by her best friend so she's out of the question. I'm going you free sex that you actually enjoy, without commitment or consequences and yet you're uncertain?

Me: Yeah.

Nic: So make up your mind.

Me: I want to settle down. Live a normal life. Or as normal as it can be.

Nic: So go get married.

Me: To?

Nic: Who the fuck cares? You've got a stupid agreement with your ex fuck buddy. Wait for it to happen then.

Me: I seriously thought we could be friends again.

Nic: Aren't we friends?

Me: When I met your sister again, then you, sex not even on my mind. I just wanted to be a friend.

Nic: Fuck. Buddy. Buddy equals friend. Friend with benefits. Get it? Why did you even go to Batam with me?

Me: I don't know.

Nic: You wanted the sex. You could never give it up. Now you think it's too much? You're weak.

Me: Maybe.

Nic: Well I don't care what you think. If you want to make it up to me then do as I say. But I don't want to force you to do anything you don want too. I'm not a rapist.

Me: Ok.

Nic: Ok what?

Me: Ok I'll do it. But this will have to stop some day.

Nic: That day will be the day you actually can give up the sex. Or the day you die.

Me: What if I do get attached?

Nic: You seriously think that's possible given your wishy-washy mindset?

Me: One day. Perhaps.

Nic: Are we done talking?

Me: I guess.

Nic: Good.

She pushed me onto her bed and started attacking my cock again, bringing it to full hardness before climbing onto it and riding herself to orgasm.

I guess the old me was back.

[callmebad]

Nic is a wounded woman!