Until Now I Still Can’t Forget Her………

[tender]

Very nice story bro ! Keep it up ! Well , what I can say is that it is really hard to find someone who is willing to make sacrifices in a r/s ..

[simple2kee]

awesome! i think u r 1 of the potential script writers here. happy new year 2011.

[Cuntworth]

Keep it coming TS... enjoy reading it

[nayuko]

GREAT START to the NEW YEAR! Can't wait for the next update.

[RoverX]

Wow, I am surprised that this thread is gaining more interest. It’s getting more difficult to reply individually to everyone. In any case, I would like to thank each and every one of you for your support and motivational encouragement. I will do my best to provide constant updates.


Continuing my story….


The week started slowly. As planned, Jenny handed me her resignation letter on Mon. To avoid payment she has to serve 1 month’s notice. Some of her friends were shocked, especially for obvious reasons, lead girls seldom resign. Others pointed a guilty finger at me. Nevertheless, she did not disclose her reasons to anyone, except maybe Xiao Ping.

As the week progressed, my anticipation level increased, just like the comic strip on the wall depicting the character’s daily mood swing from Monday to Sunday, anticipating eagerly as the week progresses. I was looking forward to meeting up with Jenny again on Sat. However fate had other ideas. She dropped me a bombshell, informing me that one of her auntie passed away and she needs to be at the wake, therefore unable to spend time the weekend with me. I was downtrodden.

My family members however were surprised that I was staying home that weekend. They must have thought that I have finally come to my senses…

A little background of my family…
I stay with my parents and grandparents in a zinc roofed house in a kampong on the west side of the island. I have 2 sisters, one younger than me. My grandpa has 2 sons and a daughter. All of them are married and have moved out except my father who is the eldest.

My grandpa has 2 brothers, He was the eldest. His second brother was staying next door to us and he was very close to him. The youngest one, he has little or no contact with. From what I know, they had a huge fallout many years ago and now not on talking terms. Only my grandma still keeps in touch with them.

My grandpa and his older brother make a living selling fruits at the nearby market.
My father was a salesman and my mother worked in a Chinese restaurant as a kitchen helper. My Grandma spends her time running the household.

I was overwhelmed by a sense of emptiness and loss that weekend. The continuous rain through out the day did little to help. The gloomy day weighed on my already dampened spirit even more. The feeling of not having Jenny by my side was unfamiliar. For once, I was beginning to miss her. I was longing for her. Every once a while, I was wondering what is she doing at that moment….

I decided to make better use of the time to understand more on sexuality, so that I will be armed with better knowledge on pleasing Jenny better. My good ex-school mate chum, Jimmy, with lives in the same neighbourhood was an old hand in this field. I spoke to him and he invited me to his house to watch some blue VCR tapes on his Sony Betamax. I was intrigued, and I learnt a few things. Jimmy also gave me a few copies of his old pornographic magazines. I spent my weekend absorbing every detail possible. I also learnt that there were more science and art to love making than frying a plain an egg. But the image of Jenny never left my mind…What is she doing now…I kept wondering

That weekend trickled by very slowly. I didn’t realize how much I was missing Jenny until that week. I wanted so much to call her and listen to her voice, but the thought of inconveniencing her neighbour stopped me. Each time my house phone rang, I rushed forward to answer, but was always met with more disappointment…..

I yearned for the weekend to pass so that I can see my Jenny…….

[eeemen]

Great beginning bro, and happy to see you yearning for Jenny , Have a great New Year and looking forward to more plz, cheers ..................

[kalamilk]

y you never accompany jenny to the funeral? what a sad thing... camping for more.

[RoverX]

Originally Posted by kalamilk

y you never accompany jenny to the funeral? what a sad thing... camping for more.

Bro, since you ask, I worked hard to get you the answer in this installment….her family is not so simple and she is not ready to let me into her family…enjoy reading it.


Continuing my story……….


Finally, it was Mon again. I woke up very refreshed and I could not believe myself that I was actually looking forward to going to work. When I entered the factory, I was delighted to see Jenny at her workplace. My heart fluttered a little. As the production lines settled down, Jenny approached my desk to collect her production files. I took the opportunity to ask…

Me: Is everything ok?
Jenny: Yes, settled already…..she answered with a light smile
Me; Can I see you after work…
Jenny: Sure..

I don’t believe I was actually opening my mouth to ask her out…This is a just not me… Anyway, when the day ended, I waited for the all the staff to leave, before packing and heading out. Jenny was already waiting for me outside the gate….

Jenny: Why so slow….I already waited for 15 mins already.
Me: Sorry last min, have to go toilet….urgent.

I was lying, I was trying to avoid being seen by the rest.

Jenny: Where you want to go?
Me: Let’s go get something to eat first.

We went across the road to the similar place that we had our first dinner together. Dinner was a simple affair. I asked her about her auntie. She told me that she was 60+, had a history of heart problem. Her father was quite sad as they were very close. I try to console her, telling her not to feel sad as long as old folks pass on without too much suffering just like my grandma’s cousin who coincidentally died at the same time last week. We broached the subject of our families. This lead me to disclosing my family background to her.

From the conversation, also I found out more about Jenny’s family. Her father was an odd job labourer, who was virtually a drunkard. Her mother left him. She has remarried with a small kid. Jenny still kept in touch with mother. Jenny’s elder sister is also divorced and is childless. She told me occasionally her sister still meet up with her ex husband to have sex…She is not working and her ex husband provides for her. Her eldest brother is 29yrs old and married. His wife is only 18yrs old and expecting their 1st child in a few months time. I told her that her family seems quite complicated. She agreed and she always yearned to get married and move out quickly.

Soon we finished our dinner. There was a small park no far from the hawker center. We walked on the pavement along the road towards it. Jenny was rather quiet, didn’t want to talk much. We took an empty bench. The place was rather quiet, except for a few couples and some uncles looking for free shows.

Jenny was unusually quiet. That bothers me. She was in deep thoughts….What is troubling her???………..

[gaipauchi]

hv been followin' ur erotic autobio, keep up good narration......
waitin' 4 more updates.....

[ricrain29]

good writting TS, your story reminds me of some of my past relationship, sigh but not use now, regret is too late...
Happy new year and looking forward to your next episode!!

[RoverX]

Continuing….

I could no longer stay silent. I opened my mouth and asked…..

Me: Why you so quiet today?
Jenny: Nothing….just not in the mood to talk that’s all.
Me: Is there something bothering you?
Jenny: Sighhhhhhhh… she sighed heavily
Me: Come on …. tell me…maybe I can help.

After a long pause……Jenny finally opened up…

Jenny: I saw him again…..last week
Me: Who?
Jenny: Ah Wai
Me: Who is Ah Wai?
Jenny: My ex boy friend.
Me: Oh……. a little surprised
Jenny: I will tell you every thing….but promise don’t get angry ok?
Me: Ok…promise
Jenny: Before I met you, I was with Ah Wai. We broke up because I suspected he has another girl….. Last week we met at my auntie’s wake. My father liked him. He and my father get along very well because he always gives him money to spend.
Me: Oh…..so he want to get back again?
Jenny: No..no..
Me: Then why are you so bothered by him…
Jenny: My father still think that I am with him and he still give him money..
Me: I see…you didn’t tell him about us?
Jenny: No…..not yet
Me: How long have you 2 been together?
Jenny: I tell you…but you cannot be jealous ok?
Me: Ok
Jenny: 5 yrs…..he was my first bf.

At that moment, I just don’t know what to say anymore. Not bothered….you got to be kidding…I am bothered….5 yrs and first bf…at 16 she was already dating him… Does that means that she was also give her first to him…Suddenly I became second in everything…… I was upset. The green monster in me, arises rapidly…. but I kept my cool.

Jenny: Darling……… are you angry?
Me: No………I lied

Sensing that I was a little uptight, Jenny move close to me and kissed me…

Jenny: Dear…that was the past…now I am yours only.
Me: Jenny….will you go back to him again?
Jenny: No…I won’t…if you don’t trust me…I will marry you tomorrow…to prove
Me: Ok I trust you….you know something……….I missed you a lot…. when I didn’t see you last week.
Jenny: You miss me ……or your 弟弟
Me: Both la…

I kissed her. My hands started to roam her body, caressing her breasts. When I moved my hand down to her valley, she stopped me….

Jenny: Darling….not tonight…….. cannot
Me: Why?
Jenny: My tai ee ma came today
Me: Oh..

At that moment, it felt like having cold water poured over my hardened penis. But Jenny knew what I needed. Without another word, Jenny looked around, then unzipped my pants and took out my little friend. In one swoop it disappeared into her mouth. She was using her mouth, hand and tongue in a very coordinated matter. All I heard was wet slurping noises. I was trying to concentrate but I have to keep an eye on the 2 old uncles who were quite a distance away. Jenny worked very hard and she was perspiring. After a good 5 mins or so, I released my load. When the jerking stopped, Jenny, lift up her head and spit it out behind the bench. I passed her my handkerchief to clean her mouth.

I dressed up and gave Jenny a kiss on the lips, then put my hand to her boobs again, she stopped me…..“It’s getting late, let’s go home” she said.

As we walk out the park, I saw the 2 old man leering at us. Jenny decided it was faster for her to go home on her own, so we bid each other goodnight with light peck on the lips. I saw her board the cab before going home.

Negative thoughts filled my mind on my journey home. All of a sudden, her ex boy friend is now in the picture. ……will they get back again..…after all, they were together for 5 yrs, we only just got started….I was quickly losing faith in myself…..

Although I felt comforted by Jenny’s assurance, but those little green devils in me were constantly playing tricks in my mind……..will I lose her?

[thickdick]

Great and wonderful story till now.. Keep it cumming..

[Goatslooter]

i like the way u r telling the truth story...... not easy to open up your first love story..... i salute you !

[simple2kee]

bro RoverX, showing my appreciation, 6 humble points added. goodjob!

[sticky5]

Nice story....after the tai ee ma finished....certainly will see more coming up?Keep them cumming bro...