My attempt at sharing my experiences...

[Sen5eS]

Originally Posted by kittymae

Okayyy
I rephrase my sentence to "bro E don't need de lahz"

Ermmmmm . Cos he isn't a cat person

Bro S, don't try too hard lahz

yeah ... I'm starting to crack ...

Curtain closing ... end of encore *Period*

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by kittymae

Okayyy
I rephrase my sentence to "bro E don't need de lahz"

Ermmmmm . Cos he isn't a cat person

Bro S, don't try too hard lahz

Actually, I AM a cat person. Had a couple of felines a long time ago. Haha.

Now i like the pussy as well. Lol.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by Sen5eS

yeah ... I'm starting to crack ...

Curtain closing ... end of encore *Period*

You can open the curtain. For a short while...

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Out of nowhere, I received a missed call from her while I was at the gym. She did not answer when I returned the call so I ignored it.

I was having lunch when she texted me.

R: I think we need to talk.

I was half tempted to reply sarcastically but decided that I could not do so.

Me: Sure. When?

R: I'm outside your camp.

Me: What? I can't leave just like that.

R: It's ok. I'll wait her until you're done.

Me: That's like 1730.

R: I just hang around here.

Me: No. Give me five minutes to get back to you. I'll take urgent leave or something.

R: Ok.

I texted my CSM to see if I could take the rest of the day off for personal reasons and he agreed. I texted her.

Me: Give me 15 minutes. Gonna take a shower first.

R: Ok.

Once I was done I drove out of camp and saw her standing just outside the main gate. I stopped and she got in. She was wearing a hoodie with shorts and sunglasses.

Me: What's up?

R: How much time do you have?

Me: All day?

R: I won't need all day.

Me: Where do you want to go?

R: Anywhere. I just want to hug you.

Me: Er. Ok.

I drove to Punggol Jetty and we walked along the riverside till we reached some sort of shelter. The sky was cloudy so even if it rained, we would be quite safe.

Me: Come here.

She came towards me and buried her face in my chest, while wrapping her arms around my back. I did the same.

Me: What's wrong?

R: I missed you.

Me: Missed me or the hugs?

R: Both.

Me: Why?

R: I don't know.

Me: Why contact me all of the sudden? I had the impression you never wanted to see me again.

R: I didn't.

Me: Ok.

R: I wanted to have a clear mind when trying to work on my marriage. If I kept contacting you, I might give you the wrong idea.

Me: Wrong idea about?

R: That I like you? I think it's pretty obvious that you like me.

Me: Do I?

R: You don't?

Me: I'd rather not answer that.

R: But you were willing to spend so much time with me when I was down. Even overnight.

Me: Maybe all I wanted was to sleep with you?

I expected her to push me away and slap me, but she did not.

R: If I didn't let you, would you still have accompanied me?

Me: Maybe.

R: Would you have taken advantage of me?

Me: Perhaps.

R: Can you be serious?

Me: I am being serious. I don't think I'm very good at handling relationships. So I'd rather not be in one. I thought we could be fuck buddies.

R: I thought we could be as well.

Me: Even though you're married?

R: I wasn't satisfied. You seemed like a nice guy. Then I found out he cheated on me.

Me: If he didn't cheat on you would you still have slept with me?

R: Yes.

Me: Why?

R: I wanted to experience it.

Me: Does that mean you're attracted to me?

R: Maybe.

Me: I'll take that as a yes.

R: You're attracted to me too right?

Me: Physically? Of course.

R: In other ways?

Me: Even if I was attracted to you in other ways, it's not possible for us anyway.

R: Because I'm married?

Me: Yeah.

R: What if I'm single?

Me: If both of us were single, I'd definitely wanna date you. Start a relationship even.

R: But you only wanted me for sex now?

Me: I'm not a very good guy. That I'll admit. I have my needs too. You seemed willing, so...

R: I really don't feel like you took advantage of me.

Me: I hope I didn't. You were in a vulnerable state.

R: I don't regret it.

Me: Would you regret it if we continued seeing each other for sex only?

R: I don't know. Maybe.

Me: I wouldn't.

R: Did I really make you that horny?

Me: You made me way worse than horny. I'm addicted to you. Which was what you wanted right?

R: How do you know I wasn't mind fucking you when I said I wanted you to be addicted to me?

Me: I don't. I guess I'll never know. But you've achieved your aim.

R: What if I don't want to sleep with you anymore?

Me: Then I probably did not do enough to make you want to.

R: Maybe next time? When we can do it legally?

Me: Really? Or are you mind fucking me again?

R: You can decide for yourself if I'm mind fucking you or not.

Me: Ok.

R: For now, I just want to enjoy your hugs.

Me: Fair enough.

We broke free from the hug briefly and sat down on the bench before she cuddled up to me again.

It started drizzling before the rain got heavier. We just sat there in the shelter hugging each other, listening to the pitter-patter of the raindrops on the roof of the shelter.

Sometimes a guy just wants to feel appreciated by a girl for the things he does, be it big or small, sexual or non-sexual. It felt good that she needed me, it made me feel like my existence was somehow validated.

The circumstances and timing were definitely not right, but it did not really matter. The indescribable feeling I got when she was lying in my arms was what mattered. I hoped she felt the same way too.

We waited for the rain to lighten before heading back to the car. I sent her home as she had to prepare for work later in the day. I would have parked the car somewhere and walked her to the lift lobby so that we could enjoy another hug, but that would come at the expense of her husband possibly seeing us if he was hanging around. Maybe I would get beaten up, but that did not really matter.

I guess I live for such moments of fleeting happiness. They may not hold much significance for others, but to me, it is more than enough. Sex would obviously be a bonus.

Even though we spent a mere two hours together doing nothing more than hugging, I returned to camp a happy man. Hopefully, she would ask me out more often. But even if she did not, life still goes on...

[mightly]

camping to see more about your life story..

[kittymae]

I told you so. Saw it coming already...
Need any more predictions?

Advice dispensed. Up to u to heed or not And exercise self restrain

Counsellor signing out. All de best heading fwd bro

One more thing: u mentioned about being appreciated/validated. In ur history of girls, I think they did in their own way. Every girl shows it differently. And forgive me if I say this bluntly, but even as u say its impossible with Jenny or
Shirley, they also appreciated u in their own way. And how is it any more possible for u to keep seeing R?

she was the one that pushed u away and u ask her to come to u, to hold her.

I dunno, I think R is really just gettin to me. Just get really irate, perhaps its cos i dont loke characters like that. Sry, but I can't read on any longer for this R chapter... Enjoyed being a loyal reader this far.

Adios..

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by kittymae

I told you so. Saw it coming already...
Need any more predictions?

Advice dispensed. Up to u to heed or not And exercise self restrain

Counsellor signing out. All de best heading fwd bro

One more thing: u mentioned about being appreciated/validated. In ur history of girls, I think they did in their own way. Every girl shows it differently. And forgive me if I say this bluntly, but even as u say its impossible with Jenny or
Shirley, they also appreciated u in their own way. And how is it any more possible for u to keep seeing R?

she was the one that pushed u away and u ask her to come to u, to hold her.

I dunno, I think R is really just gettin to me. Just get really irate, perhaps its cos i dont loke characters like that. Sry, but I can't read on any longer for this R chapter... Enjoyed being a loyal reader this far.

Adios..

We're not seeing each other anymore. I believe today is the last time. She's moving on with her life. If we were to meet in the future it would be as friends.

Thanks for hanging around and dispensing advice though. Appreciate it. Maybe we can discuss that coffee some other time?

[kittymae]

One more prediction. My final... She will divorce her husband. And u will be the reason she does that, especially after u affirmed u would definitely want to try a relationship with her.

But the guilt will catch up with u one day. I speak from my own experience. Nothing less, thus I felt vey much the need to persuade u agst this thing wih R (truth be told, her actions also remind me of someone I used to know...)
U might not be the direct cause but u did become a contributory factor.

If she was serious about all she said, not contacting u and all, she can easily delete ur details. but why do that when u willingly continue to let her play u ard?

I don't know u personally, have no agenda, only commenting in all honesty and sincerity as like other sisters have. Is the concern of strangers not a form of validation that u crave also? I hope u really will wake up fr this spell she casted on you.

And like what some will say, I can choose not to read if I got issues....
I guess I will.
Bro Sen5es, if ure reading this, catch ya ard at some other thread

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by kittymae

One more prediction. My final... She will divorce her husband. And u will be the reason she does that, especially after u affirmed u would definitely want to try a relationship with her.

But the guilt will catch up with u one day. I speak from my own experience. Nothing less, thus I felt vey much the need to persuade u agst this thing wih R (truth be told, her actions also remind me of someone I used to know...)
U might not be the direct cause but u did become a contributory factor.

If she was serious about all she said, not contacting u and all, she can easily delete ur details. but why do that when u willingly continue to let her play u ard?

I don't know u personally, have no agenda, only commenting in all honesty and sincerity as like other sisters have. Is the concern of strangers not a form of validation that u crave also? I hope u really will wake up fr this spell she casted on you.

And like what some will say, I can choose not to read if I got issues....
I guess I will.
Bro Sen5es, if ure reading this, catch ya ard at some other thread

Well, let's not judge her too quickly shall we? The past 2 weeks has been tough on her. And just because I may want to try a relationship with her doesn't seem to be strong enough for her to want to divorce her husband.

I really appreciate your frank and honest, if not somewhat harsh comments. At least you don't sugar-coat the reality.

Well I suppose you won't be hanging around here anymore. Will miss your opinions.

[limesmile]

well life always seems to throw us the unexpected , will keep track of your thread as always, you do a top notch job on character building and dialog. thumbs up bro

[Humpy Dumpty]

Kitty dispensing lashings of brutal advice combos on bro E and he's standing true to form on his foundations built from the solidarity of his own life's reflections. It's nice to see you both tango well together.

Kitty, you should take him up on his invitation of coffee. You've clearly invested the effort to provide your views, so let E show his appreciation properly with an afternoon tea and some time to let your hair down. What do ya say?

[BMW69]

The sad end to a long and interesting thread. Well, the cat's gone but the BMW is still here with his support.

[kittymae]

*skitters in leaving kitty paw prints across e thread, settling on bro E's feet, curl up and snooze*

Lol..
Cat only gone temporarily bro BmW.. Until this chapter is over.
Dropping in to find this thread suddenly too quiet!
Upz e thread to not let it go into oblivion

[SharkAttack]

sis, bro e thread like other thread need time to brew the story de. Cannot be like last week where a party exploded into the scene one. If not, readers like me will be upset one. U see ah i'm used to check the thread often. If got bro e name on 1st page ah, i immediately jump in and read. Not commenting till it reach other pages or so.

But last week, when see your nick, = more goissp and injection or accurate prediction. A good change of pace. Would love it more if bro e has more adventures and time to script them

[onlyhuman]

i thought the story ended after so much tcss in it...phews lucky the tcss is like a commercial break.. still got continuation...