My Confessions

[casinoboy]

Hi bros out there. This thread is about all the confessions in my life that i have made, and these have been kept within me for so long that i couldn't tell anyone about it. Now that i'm being introduced to sammy boy forum, i guess i can write this out with an ease of mind. I would like to say that my stories are 100% true, and if you dont believe what i say, please just keep the comments to yourself and stop reading my post. I really don't want to get into an argument over trival issues here. The first story that i want to share with you is about my cousin's ex-girlfriend.

My cousin and I are very close brothers, though we quarrel at times, and are at loggerheads with each other, our relationship remain strong as blood binds us together. We would look out for each other and share good times and bad times together as well. I remember when i was in secondary 3, i have a girlfriend named jac, and my cousin had a girlfriend named kelly (made up). [Before i continue, i would like to say that my cousin has an account here as well, and he do read the stories here. I just hope that he will not bear this grudge against me as I was still young and immature at that time.] One day, my cousin and I decided to have a double date to play pool at planet paradigm. It's located opposite plaza singapura, just inside the arcade on the 3rd floor. It was my first time seeing his girlfriend at that point in time, and all I could say is she looked quite hot for a young secondary school girl.

We started to play pool, and among the 4 of us, i was best at it. The loser had to leave the table and the winner stays. So finally it was my turn to play with Kelly. To my surprise, she was good at pool man! She could hit all the corner balls, and snooke me when her ball is at a disadvantage. Things were getting pretty fun for the both of us, until suddenly my cousin said he wanted to visit the washroom. My girlfriend was bad at pool and she didnt really like to socialize around, so she went to play arcade and walk around instead. When my cousin went to the washroom, it suddenly became quiet at our pool table.

Kelly: Hey casinoboy, your turn already, what're you daydreaming about?
Me: I'm thinking of how to place my balls la. Cannot wait meh, so impatient about losing to me?

This was the way i talk when i'm just a small sec sch ahbeng. And i said this with no reason at all, it was just the way I talked. The way she replied was very shocking and surprising to me.

Kelly: casinoboy, can give me your number?
Me: "I was feeling very confused and wierd at that point in time. Why would she want my number for?" Why leh? You ask from Mike (made-up) la.
Kelly: He in toilet ma, why can't you tell me instead? I want your number so maybe sometimes when we're free can come out play pool ma. Mike like to play maple he oso dowan come out play pool with me.

So i hesitated for a while before giving her my number. Mike came back shortly after and we closed the pool table for the day and proceeded for dinner before going seperate ways on our dates.

This is the end of my first post, i will still be continuing, but sorry if this is not interesting. Like i said, it's a confession more than an entertainment to you guys. I'm not going to add in salt and pepper or it'll become a made up story. Sorry bros..

[casinoboy]

For the next few days, we have been sending each other messages non-stop. At that point in time, my girlfriend and I were also going through a rough patch, and Kelly and Mike are also quarreling every other day. Thus, we have alot to talk about and things to share and exchange with each other. But i always bear in mind that she is my cousin's girlfriend and nothing can go beyond that.

Days and months have passed, and things have gotten worse for both couples. Mike ended up breaking up with Kelly because he needs his freedom while Kelly is those possessive type that will try lock her bf closely behind doors, not allowing him to go out to meet friends etc. Mike is also a serious gamer, and Kelly often pick a quarrel with him over him playing computer games. I have also stopped talking to my girlfriend for some time as we are on a cold war at that time. So one fine day, Kelly and I met up, for the first time, alone, solo, look more like a couple, and we went out to boat quay to drink. She loves to drink and i love to sing, thus we have alot of interests in common, and most importantly, both of us are night owls that like to sleep late and wake up late.

That very fateful night, we were both drinking happily at a chinese pub when she suddenly lost her balance and almost fell off the high chair. For the first time, we made physical contact. She was wearing this once piece black dress that complimented her black silky hair. She had big eyes and nice long slender legs as well. However, she's a little towards the skinny side and I could feel her collarbone when i catch her fall. It was an awkward situation for the both of us, our laughs stopped and our eyes were locked onto each other. I don't know wad i was thinking, but at that point in time, i slowly slide my eyes down from her face to her neck, only to see the shimmering of the glitter she put on, and slowly to her chest area, where the shape of her bra could easily be seen as her dress was a close fit cut. She knew i was gazing at her, but she did not push me away or turned away. She remained still, not knowing what to do, when out of nowhere, my right hand placed itself softly on her waist. It was like my hand is moving on its own without my intention!

There was still no response from her. I looked up only to see a pair of closed eyes, with her head tilting upwards towards the ceiling. I pulled her closer to me, and exerted some force on my fingers that ran cheeky tickles through her waist area. You could tell that she's enjoying it and rolling her eyes inwards from the shape of her eyelids. Blood started gushing through my veins, and my sexual desire for a girl is taking control over my entire body at this moment now. During that age, i've only had sex with 2 girls and my current girlfriend and I weren't doing it. So to have a girl so close to me just makes me go weak in my mind, but strong elsewhere down there ..

Before i knew it, i was sniffing her perfume slowly all over her neck, biting softly on her earloops, my dick was getting hard, i could feel my pre cum wetting my underwear now. My left hand was playing with the other side of her neck, and slowly i was carassing her thigh. Let me tell you this, it was smooth like hell.. I then hear a very familiar melody, it was my song next for me to sing. This song was a duet, and Kelly and I were supposed to sing it together. The waitress didn't know wad was going on as she thought we were just normal couples. Kelly and I quickly turned to her awkwardly as she hands us the mic and we sang Ni Zhui Zhen Gui together. I could feel my voice trembling as i sing, cause i felt guilty, very guilty about what had just happened. He is my cousin's girlfriend, ex to be exact, but still ..

I scrapped the entire scenario off my mind, hoping to pretend that nothing has happened. So after a few more songs, and games of pool at the small rugged pool table in the pub, we decided its time to go home. While waiting for a cab just outside the pub, I was smoking and chit chatting with her about how nice the night was, and if we are free maybe we should come out again sometime. Just then, my phone rang, it was my girlfriend.

Jac: Dear where are you?
Me: I'm at a pub drinking with my friend. Why?
Jac: You're at a pub?! What are you doing there? Why you never tell me you go out? Why this why that @#$%@#$%@#$% ..
I got feddup and replied: I thought we're on a cold war? I wanted to talk to you in school but you ignore me? Now i come out oso must report to you la? I'm having a good time so please don't come and spoil my night okay.

I hung up the call with much anger, and all of a sudden, Kelly threw herself at me. She hugged me tightly and said it's alright, don't think too much about it and enjoy my night. She then said that she didn't felt like going home, and wanted to chill some more. But i was super shag and tired! I'm not a good drinker, and i could feel my whole face all red and my mind telling me that all i want now is a good sleep. I asked her where she wanted to go and she said my house, but it wasnt convenient for me, and i don't know wad came across me, i just blurted out "we go hotel la. you can watch tv while i can slp". I wanted to tell her i was kidding so as to take away the awkward-ness and inappropriate behaviour, but before i could do that, she replied OK!

[casinoboy]

For the next few days, we have been sending each other messages non-stop. At that point in time, my girlfriend and I were also going through a rough patch, and Kelly and Mike are also quarreling every other day. Thus, we have alot to talk about and things to share and exchange with each other. But i always bear in mind that she is my cousin's girlfriend and nothing can go beyond that.

Days and months have passed, and things have gotten worse for both couples. Mike ended up breaking up with Kelly because he needs his freedom while Kelly is those possessive type that will try lock her bf closely behind doors, not allowing him to go out to meet friends etc. Mike is also a serious gamer, and Kelly often pick a quarrel with him over him playing computer games. I have also stopped talking to my girlfriend for some time as we are on a cold war at that time. So one fine day, Kelly and I met up, for the first time, alone, solo, look more like a couple, and we went out to boat quay to drink. She loves to drink and i love to sing, thus we have alot of interests in common, and most importantly, both of us are night owls that like to sleep late and wake up late.

That very fateful night, we were both drinking happily at a chinese pub when she suddenly lost her balance and almost fell off the high chair. For the first time, we made physical contact. She was wearing this once piece black dress that complimented her black silky hair. She had big eyes and nice long slender legs as well. However, she's a little towards the skinny side and I could feel her collarbone when i catch her fall. It was an awkward situation for the both of us, our laughs stopped and our eyes were locked onto each other. I don't know wad i was thinking, but at that point in time, i slowly slide my eyes down from her face to her neck, only to see the shimmering of the glitter she put on, and slowly to her chest area, where the shape of her bra could easily be seen as her dress was a close fit cut. She knew i was gazing at her, but she did not push me away or turned away. She remained still, not knowing what to do, when out of nowhere, my right hand placed itself softly on her waist. It was like my hand is moving on its own without my intention!

There was still no response from her. I looked up only to see a pair of closed eyes, with her head tilting upwards towards the ceiling. I pulled her closer to me, and exerted some force on my fingers that ran cheeky tickles through her waist area. You could tell that she's enjoying it and rolling her eyes inwards from the shape of her eyelids. Blood started gushing through my veins, and my sexual desire for a girl is taking control over my entire body at this moment now. During that age, i've only had sex with 2 girls and my current girlfriend and I weren't doing it. So to have a girl so close to me just makes me go weak in my mind, but strong elsewhere down there ..

Before i knew it, i was sniffing her perfume slowly all over her neck, biting softly on her earloops, my dick was getting hard, i could feel my pre cum wetting my underwear now. My left hand was playing with the other side of her neck, and slowly i was carassing her thigh. Let me tell you this, it was smooth like hell.. I then hear a very familiar melody, it was my song next for me to sing. This song was a duet, and Kelly and I were supposed to sing it together. The waitress didn't know wad was going on as she thought we were just normal couples. Kelly and I quickly turned to her awkwardly as she hands us the mic and we sang Ni Zhui Zhen Gui together. I could feel my voice trembling as i sing, cause i felt guilty, very guilty about what had just happened. He is my cousin's girlfriend, ex to be exact, but still ..

I scrapped the entire scenario off my mind, hoping to pretend that nothing has happened. So after a few more songs, and games of pool at the small rugged pool table in the pub, we decided its time to go home. While waiting for a cab just outside the pub, I was smoking and chit chatting with her about how nice the night was, and if we are free maybe we should come out again sometime. Just then, my phone rang, it was my girlfriend.

Jac: Dear where are you?
Me: I'm at a pub drinking with my friend. Why?
Jac: You're at a pub?! What are you doing there? Why you never tell me you go out? Why this why that @#$%@#$%@#$% ..
I got feddup and replied: I thought we're on a cold war? I wanted to talk to you in school but you ignore me? Now i come out oso must report to you la? I'm having a good time so please don't come and spoil my night okay.

I hung up the call with much anger, and all of a sudden, Kelly threw herself at me. She hugged me tightly and said it's alright, don't think too much about it and enjoy my night. She then said that she didn't felt like going home, and wanted to chill some more. But i was super shag and tired! I'm not a good drinker, and i could feel my whole face all red and my mind telling me that all i want now is a good sleep. I asked her where she wanted to go and she said my house, but it wasnt convenient for me, and i don't know wad came across me, i just blurted out "we go hotel la. you can watch tv while i can slp". I wanted to tell her i was kidding so as to take away the awkward-ness and inappropriate behaviour, but before i could do that, she replied OK!

[relic88]

camping here =]

[cannon]

This cannot be a confession. I dont think they are any priests who are members of this forum. What you have given is an account of your wonderful life.

[siaokia55]

carry on!!!

[splendour]

Fabulous account. Thanks for sharing.

[naturegreen]

Nice build-up. Waiting for your next mind-blowing chapter

[silvers]

good good, pls continue...

[casinoboy]

Originally Posted by cannon

This cannot be a confession. I dont think they are any priests who are members of this forum. What you have given is an account of your wonderful life.

I said it's a confession because i'm kind of expecting my cousin to read this, and i hope he will not take it to heart. Although i know that going in depth about describing the sex is not very forgiving, but thats for the bros out here. (:

[eeemen]

I like confessions . Plz carry one bro, cheers

[长江七号]

wah! very impressive confessions bro, keep it up.

[casinoboy]

Cont..

Upon hearing her reply, i was astounded and didn't know what to do for a minute. I just continued to smoke and pretended that i did not hear her. I was afraid, yet at the same time very eager to know where will this lead to. The atmosphere remained quiet for the next few minutes until i finished the cigarette and flagged for a cab. We hopped onto the taxi, and before i could say anything to the uncle, Kelly said "Uncle hotel81 geylang". In my mind i was like thinking "WHAT?!?! THAT WAS FAST!" Her words made me all hard down there, and i could feel butterflies in my stomach, and my heart skipping beats. She was tired, and laid on my shoulder. Me, I am tired too, though i'm excited about what's going to happen at the hotel, I took this chance to rest up a little first. Well, actually the main reason is that i want to act nonchalent about it and pretend i'm okay, and we're just 2 innocent people looking for a place to chill out and rest.

Upon reaching the hotel, I told Kelly to wait by the lift so that the receptionist will not have a bad impression on what's going to happen. When I was checking in at the hotel, this is where the interesting part begins:

Recep: Hi may I help you? (By the way, this recep is a guy. Don't ask me how come. I'm wondering too.)
Me: I need a room for the night. Now already so late, can i check out at a slightly later time tomorrow please?
Recep: May I know how old are you?
Me: I'm 16 this year.
Recep: I'm sorry, only ages 18 and above can check in at this hotel.
Me: (I got frustrated, and started to think, I got money why i cannot stay? So i started to speak in dialect and chinese like a small time ah beng.) I got money why I cannot stay?! I just went to drink and i'm enjoying my night and I don't feel like going home so I came to your doorstep to give you business yet you want to turn me away. What kind of service is this?
Recep: (He got abit worried that something bad might happen, maybe it's because of my red face and the smell of alchohol.) Okok.. Keep your volume down sir, there are people sleeping already. In this case I would need you to pay upfront for the room first plus a $50 deposit which you'll get back after you check out tomorrow.
Me: I kept quiet and just paid him the money. Actually I'm just trying to act cool and a little fierce so that things will not get screwed up.

So we proceeded to our room, which I really cannot remember which floor we stayed on. Immediately after i opened the room door, i felt cheap. And when i say i felt cheap, I literally mean that I felt cheap. The room is so small, there is just a bed and a small 15" CRT TV, and it looked so shabby and torn down. This is the first time i've actually stayed at such a hotel, usually i stay in 5 star hotels when I go for holidays with my family. I was so scared that Kelly will be turned off and want to leave. However, just the opposite happened. She did not even take off her shoes and just laid on the bed. I was urgent and went to the toilet to pee first.

When i came out, I just saw the most revealing sight i've ever seen of Kelly. Her black good fit dress was being pulled up from all the snuggling and rolling on the bed. Her small petite ass was revealing like literally. Plus the fact that she was wearing a black g-string with little laces all around her butt crack area. Lust filled my mind.

[casinoboy]

Sorry accidentily repost..

[prudent]

Up you for confessing.